Thursday, March 22
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Bring out the fattened calf! I got in Pratt, bitches.
Yea.I got the news on a tuesday afternoon when I Was cramming my public speaking speach about Cramming.
I was so happy. I'm finally going to get out of this fucking state that is new jersey.
Well, I have to admit: at first, I kinda assumed that I can get into any school that I applied to, then I looked at my portfolio and realized what a crappy looking portfolio I had...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnd I lost all confidence afterwards.
Well, what can you do. Dudes, I've got until May to tolerate this shit.
...
Fatima: You've quite the social life i see. I dont suppose you're going to america any time soon? tespan is completely scattered. it compeltely feels like we've gone a long way from our "innocent" grade 7 days.
Aurora: I admit it. Kimi wa petto is awesome. However, matsu jun would have been gorgeous if he fixed those blasted eyebrows.
I love how his dramas have manga. It makes me think that he's a dorky little boy. aww. Dude. having a human pet is the shit. I can imagine running a business on it.
I do want to see bambino. I mean hot jap boy + food = awesome.
Erika: HEY! kimi wa petto. thats all I have to say. its revolutionary, I tell you.
My portfolio is crappy. dont look *tear*.
Dude. dont you jsut want to have shikimaru's children after that? He IS awesome. its so... boyish, yet manly. I'm torn.
WAIT I'm acutally for the kyouya/kaoru and hikaru/haruhi. because haruhi/tamaki is just weird. I mean, he treats her like a daughter. But I'm so inlove with kyouya. <3 he's soo... my type. <3
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Naruto.
had a thing where, his little bro did a kagebunshin + sexy no jutsu. but this time, he transformed into two boys in a awesomely sexy position.
Sakura, I didnt know you were a yaoi fan. I hate you less.
But yes, it was a major supportive yell from masashi kishimoto to all the naruto yaoi fans, i guess, telling us its ok to imagine sasuke and naruto having hot gay sex.
yey <3
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School... is becoming a bit of a problem. I hate public speaking class. not only do they not get my jokes, they are also compeltely... NORMAL. I'm surrounded by normal people. I want to cower in a corner and hiss at them.
(I'm not making sense)
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Parental Ramblings:
My mom and dad just left us. There seems to be a lot of tention between me and my mom in the financial topic. get this:
she wants me to ask her for money if i want it.because I never do. I dont want to be always dependednt on my mom because independence for me means => getting out of the house => me not having to attend any more god-forsaken masses.
She doesnt like it when people pity me when I dont have money and treat me to food. She said I have no sense of pride.
Well, I told her that I didnt really care about my sense of pride.
and thats where we had a very passive agressive argument in Junior's over Strawberry shortcake-cheesecake.
Well, mom said that I'm trying to be difficult when I'm the one who never bothered her for and about ANYTHING.
=_= my dad's right. He has been under my mom's very righteous rule for a long time and he gave me a word of advice: "just nod your head and say, "yes, mom. I understand."
Labels: family, fangirlism, school
Thursday, March 1
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Fatima: Belated Happy birthday!! your blogs are in friends only mode. =p hahaha dude you're 21. you can now have sexy parties, which I'm sure you've already had. I hope to see you soon, yo.
Kath: I'm in sewell, sweetie. I'm online just at weird times. hahaha. aww I miss you too. hows my potential source of money going? remember, its ok foryou to date the chineses because you're one yourself. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Aurora: I try to treat resolutions like something I'll try to achieve when I can still remember them.
well, you're right. like goals. hahahaha. I only enjoy drinking if it's good and I'm with a small group of friends doing karaoke.
Dude. I dont need a bed for drama. I'm too glued to the screen and horrible paralized in suspence to notice anything else. hahaha!
I have been
junified. + warning of spoilers.
(I hate you, aurora.)
Ok. first off: I was cramming my portfolio over the weekend and to treat myself in the very rare number of free hours I had on sunday, I decided to watch the new Hana Yori Dango 2.
And OHMYGODS. A void was left in my heart. I wasnt really crying but i was very very moved (no matter how cheesy makino is). Utada hikaru went back into my life in the form of Flavor of Life, a song that was played over and over again in the most dramatic moments of the series.
3 Dude. Domyoji's love is so... admirable. I'm all "kya"-ing for him. but god, not with his looks or his idiocity. but for the amount of devotion he has for makino. Its very... ;_;. AND RUI! oh my god! My heart breaks whenever I hear a guy say to a girl, "just call me whenever or where ever and I'll be there."
it just breaks my heart.
So the series isnt done yet. its only up to episode 7. on Tuesday, I had some free time. I told myself to go do my homework because I have so much stuff to do and sleep afterwards because I was very deprived of sleep. However, ther ewas still that void in my heart left from hana yori dango 2.
So I decided to distract myself by watching Kimi wa Petto. (Mind you, this happens to me all the time with scanlations.)
Apparently, I ended up having a Kimi wa Petto Marathon and not sleeping or doing my homework (which made me complete academically ready to be hanged.)
Watching kimi wa petto "junified" me. At first I never liked matsu jun that much because, well, he got all the roles of the characters that i like in the manga (except for domyoji) and he wasnt that good looking. But watching kimi wa petto, he was different from his other roles and I completely fell in love with the character Momo.
MOMO!!! 3... Oh my god. I watched it all so fast, I have nothing left but feelings of left over fandom and "kyaa!"-ness. Now my brain has linked "Flavor of Life" to Matsu Jun and all his heart breaking moments.
But you know, it makes me want to get my own pet. But obviously a hot jap boy pet. harharhar, that cooks. But I cant have them all...
but OHMYGODS!!! MATSU JUN!!! you're so cool! an amazing actor (agreed with aurora, in the end) and so kickass (jin: we [jin and matsujun] were in the elevator together and I said, "yoroshiku onegaishimasu." and you just smirked at me!) BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!
I get an evil, insane laugh when I remember it.
dude... momo... oh my god. my heart was copmletely stolen when he played momo. he still wasnt good looking but he was soo amazing playing it.
(and skinny... and flexible...)
Oh my gods. I cant take this. I have so much pent up fangirlisms, blogging jsut wont do enough justice to it. I must go and look for other ways to vent. ciao!
Labels: fangirlism