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Monday, April 9

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Aurora: Apparently all of matsu jun's hair is in his eye brows and no where else.

i did watch the opening of naruto where they show his silhouette doing those funky moves against a blue background. he's hot, when you don't see his face. i'm sorry, i said it.

Haha you dare to question my "son's" potential hotness?! I promise you that when he's 18, he's a character you'll regret insulting. BWAHAHAHAHA!!!

and when I imagine naruto with sasuke, they look a healthy age of 16. So I'm completely not insane. College age would be hotter I'm sure. But lets not go over 35.

you're so positive. When I hear you say "be happy" I think of jolibee. you should be their spokesman. but you're taiwanese drama star. I think it works.

Erika: Dude I just cant imagine tamaki with anyone. but I do love his and kyoya's "mama to papa" thing going on. and I cant imagine tamaki with haruhi because he treats her like a daughter, it confuses me. (ps. kyouya is hot)

I like kyouya and the twins. its natural for me to pair favorites. and its adorable that one of them subconsciously crushes haruhi.

I dont think my porfolio was awesome. they accepted me for my grades (surprsingly) And because not a lot of people went to the major I was applying for.

well sakura turns ok. but the whole three of them refelcting the sannin part is annoying. so I wish kishimoto did something else to her. But hey, seeing that sakura is a yaoi fan makes her kinda cool.

erika is so wise. *bows* not really an absence but my mom does enough for me and I feel bad making her do more. it doesnt feel fair on my part. but I'll take your advice.

oh yaoi. I'm surprsied not all girls agree on the yaoi part. I think its their mistake. I mean, if boys can have porn, then we should have boys having romantic relationships with each other.

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[Gankutsuou]
Was very awesome. I didnt fast forward anything, surprisingly.

I compeltely heart Franz. I thought he was good looking and loyal and he made me cry in the end. Albert is fucking gay. Franz is gay. the Count was gay. I mean, what the fuck was with that kiss?!

Further more, I think the reason why Franz didnt love anyone was because he loved Albert, who SOOOO doesnt deserve his devotion, love and loyalty and etc.

It made me saddest in episode 17 when albert ran out on him and franz was calling him back. After a while franz just sat alone in their secret hideout and said "you still go to him..."

I want to punish albert for his ignorance and taking Franz gorgeous sexy existance for granted.

Bastard.

ALSO albert made it seem like his relationship with the count was EVERYTHING, when they've only met for like, what, 2 months!? WHAT THE FUCK! I mean franz has been there almost your whole fucking life, helping you, (loving you,) and never secretly conspiring against you and you BITCH to franz about feeling betrayed by the count.

you son of a bitch. I'll fucking murder you! did you ever think about franz?! you bastard. and how... uberly nice and gorgeous he is? and how he must feel like under soft sheets and moonlight?!

I'll stop. I'm fine. ANYWAY...

Franz also reminds me of Jowy from Suikoden II sans the betraying and the julia. Maybe it was because their best buddies and in the end they were still (kind of) loyal to one another in their hearts. (in the gayest way possible btw)

so the anime has inspired me to read the book. I have realized I can take a new apporach to doing the book: I'll draw the characters. ITs a good practice and it makes them good looking and leaves relationships vulnerable to my dirty dirty yaoi loving soul.

tee-hee.

on the other note. the boys of gankutsu are 15 years old. They're younger than naruto characters but look older. I'm amazed. see, the age doesnt matter. As long as they look hot, its fine.

[The O.B.G.Y.N.]
-- was very traumatizing. I remember half saying, half screaming: "If this is what sex feels like, I'll stay a virgin for the rest of my life!" I had a pap smear. This is the first time I went to an obgyny.

It wasnt really the cold metal clamper thing that bothered me. It was more like, THERESSOMETHINGGOINGINMEANDGETTINGWIDERWTF!!!!

I wish it'll never happen again. but its a yearly thing. well, I dont think it should matter to me because I'm not sexually active anyway.

(there is something weird about that term. "sexually active," I mean.)

[Nostalgia but not in an Awesome way.]
Theres something that took me 11 months to get over and for some reason, I've been bringing up the memories of it slowly and one by one.

Its like I'm breaking a shell that took me so long to make. Hammering it bit by bit and slowly seeing what "treasures" or "curses" I put inside.

maybe its because I've found the perfect background music to play with it. Maybe not. However, it is making me think of doing things I might regret, but surely not necessary.

[Mp3 I'm currently promoting for you to download]
Sondre Lerche - Happy birthday girl.

please download it. It was my favorite song when I saw them perform. and this song is sooo getting overplayed. I'm sure I'll be tired of it by the end of the week.

ps. I made a typo here but I cant seem to find it anymore. it was a theirs = they're typo. haha my bad.

Labels: emo, fangirlism, new experience