Sunday, April 15
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I had a nightmare where the FBI caught me for illegal downloading. And they were charging me 50usd for ever 1mb I downloaded.
And my 500gb external hard drive is almost full. and I saw a window where they were calculating how much its going to cost me. and I just saw the cost for my debt go higher and higher. and I felt my walls close in around me and I was panicy because I had so many things in that external hard drive that were perfectly legal and they were saying that since it was in the same folder, it's considered illegal.
and then I woke up-- to my cousin calling me on my cell phone. He's in conneticut and he was saying that the rain is shitty there. He's back packing his way here to south jersey and then, I said something but there was no reply. I looked at my cellphone and a few seconds later I was more conscious.
then I got confused if he really did call me or not. Because I'm surprised that he called my cellphone and not the house phone. @_@
I dont know whats going on anymore.
Espeically if I should go to work today or not. because I'm completely cramming a term paper and speech.
I'll die I tell you.
[SVA]I finally got their god forsaken acceptance packet the day after I said, "yes. I will attend pratt" to pratt.
well, SVA didnt offer me a scholarship. Their deposites are more expensive. Their application packet was not as impressive. and they want me to take a placement exam.
bullshit.
Pratt An update on pratt. Apparently, their computer graphic major is very hard to get into. I mean, they only have 25 people. I mean, that major is pretty selective.
And here I thought I got into pratt because not a lot of people wanted to apply to computer graphics and they had a lot of slots.
It was actally the opposite. I feel special and surprised.
I was talking to one of the students that seemed kinda cool in the sense that, they're nerds but in the not skinny and slightly hard core kind of way. They told me that the major isnt as good as they claim to be. The director has a preference for the more "fine arts" shit. (read: abstract).
So theres a problem with me and my decided major:
illustration or
traditional animation or
computer graphics. help?
Actually, I think pratt will be more like that. They want fine artsy things. SVA want the shock value type of things. I want... tetsuya nomura and shinichiro watanabe type of things.
This is going to be a weird 4 years. I was surrounded by high schoolers too.
My sister wasnt that impressed with pratt. she thought more people would dye their hair. she was expecting a sea of multi colored hair. There was this girl I kept on staring at. I think she noticed I kept on staring at her. But I was staring at her because her dye job was so fucking gorgeous. I love the way she did her bangs.
Apparently, it seems like I'll be spending the whole 4 years there instead of 3. It has been decided that:
1. I'll enjoy my college life with free time. and
2. I'm going to the philippines before I do start my fall semester.
anyone miss me yet?
Labels: college, dream, philippines
