Saturday, April 26
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What was going to be in my deviantart:
11 more days till...
I leave.
This summer, I hope to be very prolific. Nothing like art school to kill your like (because its not love) for drawing. Same thing applies to my tiny hope of making comics.
I have been seriously slacking off. I wonder if foundation year is actually helping me draw better. or color better.
whatever. I will not think about drawing at the moment. I will think of more important things, like JAPAN. (rubs it on anyone-who-wants-to-go-there's face) booya (the buddah).
nostalgic moment: bubba the black sheep. hehehe.
I think i realized the reason why I have been pigging out. (( - _ - )) Aside from cause number 1 (which I feel not to reaveal because it sounds annoying), cause number 2 is becasue I feel stressed and pressured. Slowly, I'm thinking its ok to be a bit different and weird. (I'm 22 years old and I finally figured it out. wtf, mate)
The only reason why I can accept it now and not before was because, I realize that when you try to fit into some place where you think you belong, you end up getting easily pissed at everyone you're with. You become this bitter, angry, indifferent person with a bipolar-esteem.
I never knew it was so easy to drop some things in life. like, you know, PEOPLE. and specifically, you know, "friends."
wait. I'm sounding extremely bitchy right now. I think I'll move this to my blog. >_>;; Ooo... bitchy much?
I think I'm the type of person who'd rather be alone than be with people who are cool but still tick me off. I dont think I've met a single person in america who hasnt ticked me off even once. (I'm sure I pissed them off too.)
well.. thats that.yea.
Labels: college, friends, pratt, socializing
