Sunday, October 31
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMEDA-SENSEI!!!
Hurra! Well, it's belated. Hokuto Umeda sensei is the gay school doctor. The best gay character EVER~! I'm serious.
And I'd like to thank Pam (who currently hates me) for introducing me to Hana Kimi. ^_^ *waves*
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[note: I dont think any of you will get this]
Oh Johan (pronounced Yohan beause... he's german?)...
you are the only bishounen guy in the story. But you're a fucking psycho who pisses me off because, well, you're fucking psychotic.
you scare the hell out of me.
and strangely whatever you do,
always leaves me to admire you.
coz you're so gwapo and cunning.
I'm in awe of you.
damn, You look like one of em nice pacifist guys pa naman
but you're actually a person who enjoys watching people suffer under you. The type who likes playing with other peoples minds, and murdering all the kind and sweet couples that took you in as their foster child.
damn it. WHY MUST YOU BE BISHOUNEN?! It's unfair.
and you are nothing but the pure epitome of evil in this story. you've manipilated the little children to fight each other to the death a few years back.
god. I really like you. and I hate children. so you get extra points. ^_^
and it's so creepy when tenma stalks you and practices using the sniper rifle against you, you look right where he is.
and it's so creepy when you were checking out the party area, you were looking at the place where you'd predict tenma to be shooting you from.
but it's still so sweet of you to let him live. ^_^
I cant believe you have a split personality. Its really... confusing. So... if your other self is a monster and you are an emotionless--or rather, happy murderer... how bad is your otherself?
well, as long as you still look pretty and have an empire that will crush the *cough*unitedstates*cough*, I'm gonna be a happy person.
you're still pretty. even if your hair cut is like a backstreet boys' and you look like your twin sister, I still like you. Even if you're a bit too evil for my taste, I still like you. Even if you're gonna die pretty soon, I still like you.
and yet, maybe, I'm going to consider a Johan x Tenma fic. Lets check fanfiction.net shall we?
oh boo-hoo. theres none.
but oh my god johan. theres a vietnamese girl in the story. he might take your tenma from you. ek! well, that just means you're all mine.
hehehehe...
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damn you snickers. you are my current obsession.
Friday, October 29
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Later did I realize that I was wearing my jacket inside out. =_=
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Erika: I already know I wouldnt enjoy learning stuff for nursing but it i did get to get me one class for fun every sem. It wount be like in high school when we'll giggle at the mention of the words "penis" or "vagina". I know this is self torture, but you know... I really need the money. One to support my pimping and the second is to get money for the instruments.
I dont know why but I like to buy instruments even if I dont use them. I really like to just have them there. maybe for display and the occational "I feel like a musician" ditzyness.
I was actually thinking of going home and taking multimedia in CSB (buy the way. my UST mail thing just came XP I got in an art course. gee. and I'm wait listed in political science and psychology har har har =c) because kuya's going back there.
but then it's pretty much ok here except for the occational home sickness (meaning: I miss home) and white sickness (meaning: I really white people)
ahem ahem
about naruto.
Theres.... oddly enough... masashi kishimoto is starting to sound like... a fanfic. You know the three years thing. You're right. They're sickeningly echoing the legendary sannin. well, even the jiraya x orochimaru thing was even more creepy. I dare not read a fanfic about it. however, the sad look in jirayas eyes when he remembered his fight with orochimaru... *cringe*
it's too... fanfic-ish. Well, I hope it turns out for the better. I mean, it all very... predictable. and sasuke's a jerk.
and even more important, it will be 3 years after!
so they're going to be sixteen! the perfect (and slightly more legal) yaoi age ^____^ can you imagine how gwapo naruto will be by age 16? YEY-teba yo! and you know... two bishounens... there and maybe sasuke would be all, "wow... naruto looks good." and those little raging hormones will kick in and-
ah... I'm getting to excited. ^_^ well, maybe this will turn out for the better!
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I was watching gravitation...
DUBBED.
Oh. My. Freaking. God.
Kill me now!!! WHat the hell did you do to my adorable baby!!!! ("baby"...) You're not cute with that voice >_<
and Eiri! Damn you! If you werent so hot, I'd hate you even more!!! because you're so mean to my little.. gay... baby. [er-- I'd say boy but... he's to girly... so... I'm sticking with a genderless title].
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"He's a Lady"
It's a new reality show (which I promise to devote myself to) that has guys compete each other on who is the girliest. It's not like they're fags or gays or anything. They're naturally really "manly" guys and who ever pulls off (in the end) to be the most woman like person wins a quarter of a milion dollars.
Theres this guy, who's girl namy is Wynnona. ^_^ I like him! He's you're average fat, bald american dad thats the really big but nice kinda dad. and god knows (everyone knows) he doesnt look good as a woman. Hell, he cant pass off as a woman even if his life depended on it.
but I really like him because he's so nice. ^_^ and neglected. it was mean because the guys in VH1s best week ever were making fun of him. ;_;
ahem. I like you. You are the... underdog. God. Hmm... If three of my sons... (lets add kazuma and whats-her-name) were in a drag contest, who would win?
naruto would cheat using the sexy no jutsu
hikaru would run off with akira (noo!!!)
shuiichi doesnt need to try~!
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I'm having a problem handling my money.
hmmm... a heater, a sterio, or a table. hmmm... I have $100. and I dont know how to spend it.
Or... I can my 11 graphic novels...
DAMN YOU!! It's really hard to decide.
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theres something strangely satisfying about making your own breakfast. it makes me feel... like a cooking master girl!
subarashi~~~! it's dericious desu~!!!
I dont know. but there is some satisfaction there.
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I want a poll. I'm gonna ask you a question and I want you to reply.
ahem. if you had a son and he's a stupid feeling know it all and lives in another country with your money, would you still let him go back home?
when you think about it... SHITE! That sounds like the prodigal son@!!
JESUS TAP DANCING
CHRIST!
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Its almost halloween. I fear the day when children might egg our house. ;_;
I personally want to hang every kid that comes up my door step. but america has this... anti-child abuse law. >_>; god. stupid spoiled american kids.
I was reading in this magazine the other day that there was this arguement about P2P programs and mp3s. (they wouldnt stop!) Forsome reason, sueing people isnt enough. They want to make it a law. As in banning mp3s and p2p stuffies.
... if I was in the philippines I usually wouldnt care. but you know, those things arent helping the people who have no money damn it!
it's quite unfair. I mean, the mp3s that are circulating around can be NOT from some bimbo artist. some independent musicans can only get popularity this way. ;_;
(ei. the wonderful remixes of some people online. *sigh*
Sunday, October 24
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I think we all knew that sakura would be tsunade's apprentice sooner or later.
I mean, sasuke is with orochimaru (gross). Naruto is following Jiraya and who is the one that's left and useless?
sakura.
that and the other hints was the part where tsunade was explaining the effort it takes to be a medical nin.
finally. the woman has a purpose to her life.
but honestly, what else can happen to her? I mean, aside from her suddenlying and sasuke and naruto going to a ichikaru and having pretty gay sex.
pretty.
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fatima: FATIMA~~~!!!! I missed you too!! And can I just say... I dont have an LJ so I cant read your freaking thing. XP
Char: yes yes. ONE PIECE IS BY FILIPINOS!! Those dan japanese people outsourcing and etc...!!!
I dont know. I didnt really like one piece. I mean.. that art is... not that aesthetically pleasing and the characters are a little too cheezy for my taste. and I dont like the attitude of the main character. He's nothing compared to
my naruto.
>>>>
sasuke: *glare*
aurora: awww. uchi is doing voice acting. well, you have to get people from somewhere. I wonder how he sounds. hmmm...
yes. tramps like us is out. Am very disappointed at Tokyo pop's choice of title. Why didnt they use the original title (
kimi wa pet or you're my pet)
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Anyway. was watching some stuff... nothing much. but was happy that some fanfics (3 out of 14) were updated the other day. ^_____________^
happy to know what's goign to happen to the story pretty soon. we all know that itachi is hot by the way so yea. XP
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Spring 2005 semester is going to start... at around jan. Which isnt really spring. It's still winter. But according to the calendar, it's spring.
Thus is my goal to be a nurse. Hurrah. I
so dont want to take general chem and anatomy & physiology. >_< maybe I Should have went to the other nursing school who didnt have chem. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
I hate chem. I dont even want to understand chem. If I wanted chem, I would have taken enviromental science. But I took accounting, meaning, I'd rather take calculus than chem.
I'm sorry sir ganar. I (kind of) miss you but not your subject.
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if you'll excuse me, I have an essay due the next 3 hours. XP
Tuesday, October 19
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I am very
happy to say that I read chapter 235 wrong!
CHOUJI'S ALIVE!!!
Though it's kinda cheezy…
but he's alive
I'm so happy!!!
but I kinda did want someone to die.
but seeing shikamaru cry like that...
;_; it made me want to cry too!
Oh shikamaru!! I wanna give you a back breaking hug!!!
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Char: I'll freaking
kill you! You should have warned me of those pictures. I was looking at them in the school lib and it's illegal to look at porn. I got so
paranoid because this old guy was looking around. God knows those americans might mistake tetsu for a woman. with his "tits" hanging around like that. XP EP!
again, I'd like to say that... whats his name... the guy that Alyssa likes has a better looking body. =_=;; Sorry~ My jap guys are too old for the world.
Erika: I read wrong. he's alive. yatta! I cant help but force it on kiba, no matter how potentially bishounen he’ll be, he still doesn’t have a character moment.
Greta: love? what love? do I love someone? Or am I just obsessed with someone's utterly gorgeous hair?
aurora: aww *hug* I'm sorry. ^_^ It's just that I feel so anime (yes. it is now a adjective) right now. I'd talk bout japanese boys but... yes...
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An eva boy’s update.
I have been walking some distance behind him and he disappeared around the corner.
Ninja O_o;;?? I dont think so. There is also the entrance of some building around the corner. Wednesday will forever be dubbed as eva boy day. What's he doing in that building? I do not know. Usually I see him hanging out with his... other asian friend or going to the car.
but that's like around... 1pm when he goes to his car. what could he be doing there? Is it one of his classes? maybe in those other days he was just skipping his class. hmm...
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I will just go on with the stupidity that they made the bread manga into an anime. har har har.
And can I just say, kazuma is still my baby. Fine! He's my god son or something. Not like I stopped giving some (unwanted) parental attention to naruto. Oh no. I still give him his daily does of motherly love. (even if I have wrestle him for it)
but still, kazuma's so cute with his lil head band. ^_^ aw~~ candalf loves you!!
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Ok. I'll kill erika and char. Mostly because they dont answer their cellphones. I HATE THE BOTH OF YOU! XP
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aside from that, I've been getting pissed off at blogger.com because it really slow in loading stuff. That's why I rarely post anymore. damn yee!~~
it's really cold over here. =_=. I'm already wearing 3 layers of clothing and I'm still freezing. (this is outdoors) And it's only fall.
and it's really hard to sort your money out when you want to buy some books.
oh yes
Tramps like us is in barnes and nobles. ^_^ Go Aurora!!!
I was looking at the picture and it looks very... well the front cover is very... erotic looking?
I dont know. I feel like a pervert when I look at it. I was with jobert in barnes and nobles the other day reading a shoujo manga that I ended up liking.
but it was strange because my face was feeling hot. I kept on bursting into giggles and right behind me was the customer service. =_=;;;
After reading the book, I asked jobert if I looked all flustered. I was. The thing is... from WHAT? There wasnt anything embarrassing in the book. But my theory is, since I'm very... expressionate(?) when reading a manga, holding most of my feelings down required a lot of self control. thus, me being flustered.
ep!
Thursday, October 14
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I'm going to kill masashi kishimoto.
he is
SO fucking dead.
because... I think chouji's gone.
SPOILERS: 235
It was in japanese though... They showed who survived. Neji was being healed. Kiba was in the hospital talking to his mom. Shikamaru was with Temari. And naruto is critical condition in the hospital.
tsunade was telling him something and in the last picture... was shikamaru crying.
Oh my god...
dont tell me that...
chouji...
chouji was...
chouji is...
holy
shit. I'm so fucking
sad. Oh god.
DONT TELL ME CHOUJI
FUCKING DIED!!!
YOU
FUCKING SON OF A BITCH!!!
YOU BETTER
NOTBE
DEAD!!!
It should have been KIBA damn it!!!
DAMN IT!!! Just when I was starting to like the fat kid.
Shit. I cant take this. I like chouji. I mean... I couldnt really pair him up with alot of people but still... he was the fat guy that was really really cute. And him and shikamaru have such a nice thing going... ;_;
now... shikamaru will be alone watching the clouds. And he'll never have the sound of potato chips being masticated in the background.
;_; NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!
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yea... totally switching faces...
Remember that other day when I saw eva boy. I saw him again. I mean, when I was going over to the receptionist in the lib, he just passed by me. as in right infront of my face. with his hair fluttering behind him.
DAMN HIS HAIR!!!
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Oh yea. Erika sucks. XP
Wednesday, October 13
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SHITE
I just missed the perfect opportunity to
stalkstare... at eva boy.
oh shite. I cant believe this. He was like... waiting in front of the library (for someone O_o;;)... and there's a bench at the side of the lib. a perfect spot to
stalk follow him but then... my legs already had the habit of walking in the lib.
=_=;;;
and then in the stairs I could see his back and I was saying to myself, "DAMN YOU CANDALF!" theres a guy over there who looks so damn vulnerable and alone standing out there... and his hair. you have a perfect view of his back. Look at that gorgeous hair! damn it! K'so!
And I had a stat test today so I didnt have to bring my book, I could have just put my camera instead. but damn.
11:53am, wednesday, october 13.
subject spotted infront of lib.
and god damn it. from the time I arrived he was standing there for like... 4 mins and 23 seconds. and then he walked away. i was really shy about walking out because... I dont know. It's like... I'm a terrorist or something ;_; moving aobut like that.
damn it! I missed my chance.
and to
aurora: hot dang! He's still a guy ^_^ *chuu*
to those that want me to take pictures:damn it! I have a black and white camera! well, I mean... he has... really pale smooth-looking skin and really black hair. I think of sasuke sans the spikey back hair. And I saw his bag evangelion ahoy! teehee. he was wearing... his usual.
damn does he even have much of a wardrobe?! He's like an anime character, same... clothes every episode.
anyway. I'll see if I can convince myself to live after missing such a golden opportunity.
stupid candalf.
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aside from that.
am really really gassy today. =_= it's embarassing.
it's an opm day. I had a dream... where aurora and I were singing urban dub. aurora, do you even know urban dub?!
and then crispy was there. I dont know why. but I was looking through her mp3 collection.
The other other day, I had a fatima dream.
and the other day, I had a pamela dream.
where do these people come from?! (aside from aurora and fatima) I mean, I havent talked to them/thought about them since... more than a year ago. I think I miss people. tee-hee.
I dont know. Maybe my mind's doing a check up on the old "database". If I DO have and old database.
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reading Naruto fanfics non-stop. and I have a horrible habit of talking to myself and the computer.
I hate me. Its really embarassing since the computer room isnt really much of a seperate room since it doesnt have a door. =_= so the whole house can hear me giggling and me telling the computer that sasuke's a jerk and etc..
it's really really... embarassing.
but I think my brothers are used to it. =_=. you know. the yaoi and stuff.
good luck to them!
oh yes. and I owe char a drawing. teehee. maybe on friday. I promise!!
Saturday, October 9
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I have been having this very unhealthy obsession with Naruto and Sasuke fics lately.
I would have to blame Masashi Kishimoto for this. It was his fault that I have fallen into a state of "must continue to read horrible grammar for lack of sasunaru yaoi." It's because he made Naruto and Sasuke fight. It's because he made Sasuke leave. It's because he made Sasuke say, "Naruto... I...
love you".
That horrible man ruined my college life. I feel like a fucking crack addict. I feel like I'm on fucking withdrawal not to be able to read a nice FINISHED fic. Most of the authors totally gave up on their fics. Damn you, Cheryl-chan. Damn you, OO83 and your "I fell in love with a boy."
I need a hug. I need comfort. I need to know that Naruto and Sasuke will share a happy life together having happy gay sex everyday and never produce annoying children.
Also, I hope you can go here and read this fic:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1347265/1/
Help me~
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Aurora: For some reason, (I'm blaming masashi kishimoto) I dont care about Hyde being old. I dont care aout Hyde being married with a woman. I dont care being annoyed with his patheric looking body. I dont care about Tetsu looking his age and very, very anorexic like. I dont care about Tetsu wearing fitted girly tees (at least, it looks like it). I dont care about how ugly ken is. Actually I think ken is looking pretty decent right now.
I want to cry. ;_;
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Oh and before I forget...
happy birthday, naruto!!!
aww.. my baby... Getting a boyfriend and all and having happy gay sex. ;_; He's growing up so fast!
*hugs naruto* DONT LEAVE MOMMY!!! *sniffle*
also also also from ONE OF THE FANFICS I've been reading...
"Yeah!" Sakura added, with a frown. "We all know that Naruto-kun isn't homosexual. And if even if he was bi, I don't think that he'd go for you… You're not his type after all…"
The dark-haired boy fumed inwardly, while his outer self glared. How would she know what the idiot's type was anyway?! And what did she mean that he wasn't his type?! He was everybody's type damn it, and had been for several years! He was Uchiha Sasuke – sex god extraordinaire, the subject of many girls (and boys) explicit sexual fantasies!
And if he ever wanted to seduce the moron, then he'd seduce the moron goddamn it! He'd definitely succeed - there were no 'ifs' and no 'maybes' about it! It's from a fanfic named... Hotblooded. yes. ^_^;;
Wednesday, October 6
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Char & Greta: Its a bit... hard. I mean... the camerca has ot's own seperate bag and I'm already carrying three heavy books. I dont know if I do see him on tuesdays (since on that day I dont have to carry alot of stuff) I think alot of people would ask what the hell I'm doing because theres not much you can take a picture of.
but I will try. for the sake of you and greta. when I get a digital camera with a good zoom in. ^_____^
Erika: YEE-HAW! God, this is starting to sound like a fanfic. You know, ever since sauske left. Naruto has been isolating himself and kakashi's makeing daily visits to naruto to check up on him and stuff.
I swear. masashi kishimoto is a yaoist who likes to go to ff.net!
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HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
major naruto 233 and 234 update.
Masashi Kishimoto... I love you.
HAHAHA!! We all know what sasuke was going to say to naruto.
Sasuke: "Naruto... I..."
BWAHAHAHA!!! Bait. I swear, that's fucking bait. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! but its so sad. Sasuke, the damn bastard, just left naruto~ I dont even know if he knew that he was still alive!
(Of course Naruto cant die. He's the main character!!!) But aside from that, seeing Kakashi cradle Naruto in his arms makes it looking like kakashi's a rebound. HAHAHA~
I'd actually update this whole thing... but I'm late~ ^.^;;
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It's really hard... because I'm feeling so many emotions from reading naruto. god damn it. I just want to jump in and hit sasuke on the head and ask him, "WHAT THE
HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!
and naruto god beaten.
that is sooo wrong. are you telling me that sasuke is stronger than naruto?! that orochimaru's stronger than the fox?!
YOU ASS!!
but then again, my love for the two has been rekindled by the writer of "I think I better leave now." she made an alternate ending and I'm drowning in the soap opera drama that she has concocted!
Monday, October 4
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ehrans: ahem. I dont know what linig means and in my opinion, Padre Damaso is way gay~.
ah. I remember it well in 3rd year and yee annoying sir angel. I did padre damaso... gay! and I think everyone liked it and sir forgot to tell me my grade. Even if I was good at playing gay, he must have been very testy about my blasphemous rendition of padre damaso.
well, his loss. XP I dont like jose rizal anyway. GO~ BONIFACIO!
aurora: you know, theres nothing wrong with pimping kids.
Char: but we all know itachi's better looking than sasuke .XP damn you itachi for being so bishounen.
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ahem, the guy I am bird watching is ASIAN. He's the one with the gorgeous hair and an eva bag, as in it has the nerv symbol on it. God. I want to scalp him... and take his bag. DAMN IT!
his gorgeous hair~
and we went to china town in Philly and there was this chinese guy who had gorgeous hair! GAH! I'm thinking of having a WIG collection.
but seeing asian bishounens that you usually see on TV right here infront of me (sentence structure...) is perfect bait for Aurora~~~ ^__^
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY~!
To my beloved Tetsu. You are... 35 sweetie ;_;.
So fucking old. I think I should stop liking you. That's it. I should stop.
=_= and so hyde's... 36?! fucking A~! Too old.
well... but then again theres jonny depp... who is 40 years old. but then according to erika asians dont age that well.
DAMN THE WHOLE WORLD. Cant people just stay at one age for all eternity!?
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Aside form me totally liking syaoran's image song ^_^, I think the song and him are not in synch.
I mean.. the song is so happy and kiddy and Syaoran's so... damn angas. hahaha~ Not really. he's just... bitter looking.
as for my yaoi preference in CCS, Yukito and Touya are boring. Yue and Eriol are totally hot and Syaoran and Eriol is an inbetweener. I mean... I think Syaoran's too innocent for Eriol.
and we all know how... green minded eriol can get. After all... he's a dirty dirty boy~ hahaha~
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SENSEI'S GONE ;_; boo-hoo~
Now theres no one to help me clean the house and cook grandeious dinners. ;_; boohoo the fat girl goes.
However, sensei's stay was not in vaoin. I kinda learned how to cook and some of sensei's drawing spirit rubbed on me so I got to draw after a 5 month break.
but I really do want to post a drawing because I was really happy about it (and that's really rare of me). ^_^. That and at one point I was planning to do a layout that's a parody of something. I'm not stating what it is but if it pulls through, it's a surprise.
The only person who'll know is erika because she's the only one I know who can do html. =_= wawa naman ako.
good luck erika~ ahahaha!
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It was around 2:00 after my writing class I headed to the lib as usual to nag jobert to death.
Then lo and behold, eva boy walked out of it's doors. Strangely he wasnt wearing his usual khaki cargo pants and eva bag. But that hair and that... chinese or japanese image just made me switch my direction to follow him.
After tailing the guy for like 5 minutes I've began to notice some things. For one, his hair is shorter. HE is shorter and he has curves.
then it dawn on me...
HOLY SHIT! I've been tailing a girl! those
legs!
curves!
hahaha! I soon aborted the mission and besides, she was heading for her car. I'd like to think that eva boy looked so much like a girl that... I kinda did follow a girl. I'm pretty sure that he's a he by the way. That and I've been having some ideas aobut him and his little buddy and my favorite friend "Yaoi" hanging out.
hehehe. God that was stupid.
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So many stores are having a fall sale. and I dont have any money~~~!!!
boo-hoo! Damn. am torn between part time job and financial aid.
