Thursday, July 29
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I'll justmake a slight comment about the sense of injustice I've just felt.
Joberts internet downloaded something that was
2.34mb in just
5 seconds.
THIS IS UNFAIR!!!!
ps. Chritian Bale looked better in "Little Women" XP
Wednesday, July 28
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I'm so tired. However, I'm not the one who's drving. go, jobert go!
Char: Woman, those younger batches must
DIE!!!
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I watched a british version of "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy". Funny, I couldnt tell the difference between the queer and the victim. That basically means that british people are... inheritly gay. O_o;;
speaking of gay, there was this moive about jesus and the disiples being gay and my classmate sent an email banning it.
I'm sorry but I think I'll decline the banning part. For you see, I have always vision jesus to be a phedophile and him beign gay and getting jiggy with the disiples was around the perimeter of my imagnation.
hoo-hah.
of course most of you think this is blasphemous (sp?) however, I dont give a fucking damn. Back then, gay-iety was very, very the norm. And so there you are. However, I would like to stand by the opinion of kevin smith and the creators of south park in other things.
I think to myself, "why not?" Give it a chance and this thing is for the pure purpose of entertainment.
Oh my gosh-ki does that mean people are doing bible porn?! hmm... I better get me some of that.
just kidding.
I think I like the idea mostly because it's an interesting concept. but in actuality alot of people has had that concept (you know who you are. ^_~) but some very special people cannot take to keep this thought in their minds and so they show it to the world.
Let's try to look at this as "art", mkay? it's not totally gay is it?
that's what I thought..
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We will be arriving there tom. So I have to take a bath today. damn the world and all it's folly whatever folly may mean.
It has just occured to me what jinx meant. my bad. I admit my fault.
There seems to be alot of activities going on. Hmm... I wonder what they mean by "Amature Voice Acting". And Obviously the karaoke there is for me and the girls who are so very much lacking it. Maybe they can sell some stuffies. ^_^
Ooo they also have a lttle yaoi thing going on. What does that mean?
This is totally against my continuous belief that I do not belong in conventions and groupies however, please remember I am doing this for L'arc en ciel so I might as well put my money to good use and drag jobert around.
But we will still beign around a book to keep us comfy and money to spend on the Slayers novels (hopefully they sell it there).
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If I was a man, I would have pulled/had a hernia by now.
So much weight lifting has been done and I was doing that while I was low on sugar. My mother has turned on the bitch mode for more than 72 hours and it's been working over time. However, this retreat from her was almost necessary to my sibling over here; even more to the other two brothers.
Tintin must die.
Daddy has come from the philippines bearing gifts and was semily attacked by the airport people because my guitar had a boken in it.
oops. Well, I kinda ment for the boken to be there but I forgot about the no weapons allowed part. I mean, it's BLUNT. What else can happen?
And so my father has his problem with his memory. He doesnt remember the time when I found 100php on the floor and he traded it with me with 15php.
I was an idiot and I didnt know the number 100 yet. Sue me.
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yes I must rush this because joberts imitation of japanese accent on english language is going on and on to kick me out.
forgive my misspells and grammar. I love me. ^_^
Tuesday, July 27
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After being a biatch to Justin, I get to use his hard work to plug in the internet to my advantage. This means blogging, internet and email.
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Char: Thankie! I love you! For both that is, but really? I didn’t know my style changed. I always thought of myself as ditzy here.
Ok ok. So I admit. There wasn’t any Microsoft word this time and I started using colons. FINE!! Was that what you wanted to hear?! ;_;
Erika: I’ll never call you Eris. I don’t know why. I like Erika. It’s so… Richard. ^_^
hey hey! What does that mean? At first I was paranoid that you blocked me. I was thinking, “ what the fuck did I do? Maybe it’s all the repressed sasuke and naruto yaoi. I’m sorry!! >_<”
ps. WHAT THE HELL IS WITH YOU PEOPLE AND SAYING THAT MICHAEL IAN BLACK IS
WHITE!!!
He’s jewish aka hebrew aka not that white!! Is anyone listening?!
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I’m right now in the basement of the new house. This is scary. Mostly because it’s not finished so it looks very very raw. It smells funny and I’m all alone. I’m having a sinking feeling that some random murderer is going to stop by.
There I jinxed it! You hear me fate!! I jinxed it! You cant kill me now you _asshole_!!
There is an abandoned drum set and a mini electric guitar here from the previous owner. Do you know what this means? I can start my own band.
-_-.
I have to put up with my brothers music. Because without it, I’m going to be paranoid being all alone here. Shite. Well… it’s better than nothing.
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I got to set up my temporary room for this month. Sadly by the 29th my father will be using it. However, I do have a sterio made by some beautiful mp3 from the Philippines, tintin’s speakers, and dad’s old outdated laptop. Whoopee!
In the topic of L’arc en ciel, I have noticed something: they’re concert is next week. FUDGE IT!!! ^_____________________^
SQEEEEEEEEEEEeee~~~!!
Ok ok . on the serious note here, I’m just really worried that hyde… will wear something stupid. ;_;. Even worse, he’s going to speak to the audience in English. Lord gawd
no.
I fear.
I’ve noticed that, in my preference of larc songs, it’s always hyde in words and ken in music or tetsu in both. I have to admit that I didn’t like anything that yuki did. He’s too techno for my taste.
However, I hear that navi already left and is on his way here so he might also go to the concert. Maybe. Because I’m sure I’m dragging Jobert into it and Navi _IS_ Jobert’s pet monkey.
Tee-hee.
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there was something refreshing this morning. As I woke up at 12nn, I heard the sound of carpentry. This reminds me of san juan. Now, not all of you has seen my house in san juan but it is semily beautiful and semily surrounded by trash and the so many kids that stole my dog’s puppies.
Anyway, that was the sound that greeted my every morning when I woke up at home and that’s what made me miss my childhood. However, this house also reminds me of the house in san juan because of the multiple mosquito bites I have been receiving.
Speking of mosquito bites, I asked mom to buy something that can attract and trap the mosquitos. She said that, it’s like that now, but later on, they’re going to be gone.
I’m sorry but the me from my past experience from san juan came to my hard and said, what the fuck are you talking about, lady?!
I’m getting more of them everyday. I cant tell the difference between something from the LARP and something from the house.
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HOLY FUCKING SHITE. They’re showing full metal alchemist in cartoon network. And from greta’s report of what’s going on with the Philippines, I have decided to become a closet anime lover.
Not really a “closet” am I?
Well, sue me for being “maarte” but I really don’t appreciate it. I mean, the kids these days are stupid idiots (not like I’m any different) and having everyone like it is not something I’m used to.
As I was a kid, I was often… alienated because I like other things. Now being aroud a lot of people talking about it is a tad bit
weird.
And slightly insane-ish. It’s mostly from my upbringing and I like the feel of justin’s keypad. However, point shall be taken that I might need a period of adjusting to this short attention spanned society.
Damn you all for doing this to me.
I hate you so much!! XP
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Well, must keep Justin waiting for his girlfriend because his fat sister is taking up the computer space.
I bid you all, ta-ta and
may you die in your sleep good night aka lunch break. ^_^
Saturday, July 24
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I'd first like to thank jobert for listening to things that I will never be able to type in this blog. ^_^
As for all of you: you suck!
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Secondly, I'd like to greet my old lady happy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!!! join the club. =P
Ps. I cant email you anything. ur mail sucks.
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aurora: I pray to god they wont inspect me. but most likely. I mean, they dont even allow big bags inside. ps. T_T hey hey!! he's... a kick ass
char: and again I say that you suck. ;_;
navi: I have a request. cynthia alexander: Insomnia and Other Lullabyes. whooho!
ps. can someone inform joey that I still dont have her email. I'll kill her! that and can anyone tell me her bloggy thingy?
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We have fully conquered the house in north jersey. Now the only thing left is to clean it. We attacked the kitchen and after 4 hours of scrubing, we're still not done. South jersey will be ours after a month.
damn them italians.
Must I exaggerate how pissed I am at my mother and tintin. First of all, do you know how much CLOTHING my sister has? she could have her own fucking store. Second of all, the packing. Good fucking lord. Just dump it in the box. Mommy had to cover it with plastic and keep it in the hanger then carefully place it on the box so it wont be wrinkled. point? I dont think there was any. I think she likes giving herself a hard time and get mad at us for not helping.
I'm sorry. Tintin and her clothing is her business, I dont see any reason why I have to assist all this when she didnt even help us pack the rest of the stuff in the apartment. (which was so bitchy because we didnt know if it was hers or its the original owner's stuff ie dishes and such. I asked her when I went in her room that when she's done with her little phone call, she'd come out and help us. but no. that little biatch didnt come out and when I went back in, she was asleep. gee, thanks for adding the stress.)
I really dont get why mom's so careful about tintins clothing. I mean, we're/she's doing her a favor and she shouldnt expect much.
ahem ahem and third, theres alot of grease all over the kitchen. My arms are tired of rubbing those cabinets from them. I mean, it would take me one minute scrubing out each dot. I hate you!
and lastly, I saw a spider. EK! I hate bugs. I have a great paranoia of bugs. why do they live?! WHY!!!
oh oh oh and I almost forgot, it smells like wet dog and kitty litter yet "masked" by insense. Nice try.
The house wasnt even done yet. I mean, the cleaning that is. However, we got to exchange greetings with the tenant upstairs. A black gay guy who specializes im arranging and producing music **hint hint for jyagan!!**. WHOOHA!
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I'm one step closer to getting into a community college. maybe a yehey and maybe a boo. ewan ko.
how eber... I will end up taking nursing because I have been (yet again) inspired by kuya alan to take it. I dont know. It's like the way I watch horror movies: I know it scares me and I know I'll get nightmares but I watch it anyway because I'm curious.
but I do want to see the worst of the worst and get a +10 to fear, dead and human excrete. Later on, I will be less squimish than now and I will have more strength to touch things I thought I'd never touch (no green intended).
doctor, is this right: milk, milk, lemonaide, on the back fudge is made?
I believe in run-on sentences
-karen
plus, I hear there are alot of gay guys in nursing ^_~. I really should be seeking a therapist about that.
WAIT! no! It's wrong! I have to be in it for helping mankind and for charity!
... but then again... I'm no 1. ^_^ and you're not.
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Yesterday's LARP was very very much fun and painful. I have found someone who finds joy in my falling (since I fell twice. once on my face and the other on my back, luckly the thorny bushes were there to cushon my fall).
DAMN YOUZE, DB!!!!
However, I dont know if it's friendly, but I have formed a very very strange sense of rivalry between him and moi. The scary part is that he's past 6 feet and he weighs 260lbs. I have gotten myself into very very deep shite.
what the
fuck was I thinking?! either way, my necklace is at stake because he claims that it's a symbol of their house. hey, even if it cost me $3.oo it was still expensive!!!
It hurts. ;_; well.. my body also hurts. you know some people swing back hard and there were head shots but this time we were ninjas. ^_^ However, I did not assasinate everyone. I'd find it sad.
Well, I did get to assasinate someone to prove that I am a very very dangerous ninja but then tghe person I assasinated wasnt a PC.
damn everyone.
but seriously, I think I was the wussiest ninja there was. I cant help it. I dont like groping trees, rolling in the ground and such after I saw all those insects and ticks. GAH! >_< I will get an immunity to those!!!
DAMN YOUZE!!!
Tuesday, July 20
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Aurora: ... you know him?! Wow. I didnt think anyone would recognize him. EXCUSE ME! He's not that white. he's jewish aka hebrew aka... asian? in a very very far away way. I always thought he was a minor kinda person. I mean... he's not that popular... right?
and what do you mean you cant get any whiter than that? if I liked justin timberlake... wait. that's gay. that aint white. that's fuking gay. Umm... what about Eric Bana? *_* (adores him in Troy)
Char: well... in a way, I just reminded myself. by the way, I'm proud of you with what you sed to navi the other day. ^_~
I was waiting for someone to go online last night. ;_; no one came!!
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I've just had my college placement test. Oh my freaking gawd. I was fucking brain washed. I didnt remember what sine and cosine was. I forgot what the E crossed with a Z ment. My brain just... stared at the computer screen. What the fuck?! I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHNG!!!!!!!
but I do remember Ms. Jenny and she was totally kick ass. ^_^. However, point be proven: I still suck and have to take intermediate algebra as a pre-requisite.
DAMN YOUZE!!!!
To my surprise I got a grade in which I shockingly got a high score. To the average povedan, this would have been pancake, or even chocolate cake. However, I am a person with a low IQ and is rated below average compared to the povedan society. So I passed with a kinda sort flying colors. ^_^
Go me!
Of course I'm over joyed. Ever since I've never gotten a high score in any tests, I've just dubbed myself: Test-ually inept. If there was such a thing...
When it came to the essay---I have to admit---i totally sucked. I was never a person of bullshiting and I love run-on sentences, so you can imagine what was in there. Why, gawd? WHY?!
and so ended my testing thingy in a community college. And so Im saying to the world that I love Tita Imelda's spare ribs. And tita baby's spare ribs. Or maybe I like spare ribs in general.
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OH dear oh my. I think navi will go with us to the OTAKON. Well, the thing is, if he's going, he's spending more than us and he has to line up. haha.
but point is, I have to line up for the stickering for the L'arc en ciel concert. can you believe it? It's next week!!!
KYAAA!!!!!!!! No cameras and food inside though. *tear* and theres a piano concert at 12mn on the same day. I dotn know if L'arc will finish at that time. But I have a feeling that they're... not that wild.
I mean, for christ sakes! get a mosh pit. dude! if theres a mosh pit I can crawl up the stage and glomp of jap bisounens. ^_~. BWAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!
but then again I'm not really a mosh pit person. but it provides so many opportunities to get near them in glomping distances. ready steady STRIKE!!! BWAHAHAHAAA!!
does anyone want any pasolubongs? well, too bad. I dont have money. but hey, you can use navi since he's going here anyway.
DO YOU HEAR THAT?
NAVI IS GOING HERE *ANYWAY* =points to char and aurora= you should be _
ashamed_ of yourselves.
^_^ moving on...
yes. as to about the issue of sixto, it's ok ^_^ what will happen will happen. whatever. but I hope to kick ass in the full contact thingy. I think that's what you call it.
teehee. I'll not be seeing internet for a while. maybe until next week. taaa~
Monday, July 19
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Wow. You know, new layouts to type on really kinda make me want to type.
Oh yes. I have a new heart. ^_^ Michael Ian Black. Like Hyde, he's married and is in his early 30's (why? god why?!). But he's totally funny and he's jewish. Like the jewish part has to do with anything. And like I fucking care.
But he's funny and that's all that matters. ^_^ I'm a fan. I like watchign him in vh1 and etc. but truly, he's not as hot as hyde and he's just like a side dish for entertainment.
ps. VH1 is not my favorite TV station.
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For yee j-pop loves out there, theres an international channel in my sis' cable and theres a japan pop TV thing.
It's in TV tokyo!!! YEY!! I saw Hyde *_* Actually I saw them play ready-steady-go. May god help me lest I smack hyde for is horrible english. I hope he doesnt get all cocky with it when he plays.
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I watched a 3 day marathon of South Park and ending with an interview with the two creators who's name I keep forgetting. (I'm sorry)
but I'd first like to thank beloved fatima aka "pa" for showing me this when I went over to her house. hehe
fans: dude, how could you? you're sell outs!
creators: well, our inital intention was to sell out. we want to be rich.
hehe. that was paraphrasing and I suck at it. but anyway they are kick ass and they have a band. ^_6 and to continue that band you either have to (a) make a demo and hope to god someone likes you or (b) make a TV show and play the music there.
hehe. Now that's inspiration for ya.
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We almost own the house in north jersey. yey! Now what's left to conquer is the one in south. hehehe.
Well. me and jobert are partially psyched with the idea to get a dog unlike the rest of the family. Except for the part that I'll be cleaning it's shit and never him.
Mom: are you ok with being your kuya's acha?
candalf: what?
justin: mom's saying: are you ok with being out maid?
*since candalf has a choise of living between (a) north jersey and with tintin or (b) south jersey with kuya*
candalf: what's the difference?!
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Char: I havent had internet for the longest time. and remind me to rant about naruto.
Aurora: REALLY?! Holy shite. Well, the thing is I dont know where he's going to be. in south or north jersey. I was thinking of going back to the arnis thing when I can earn money to pay for it. ^_^;
but it's cool that sixto's coming here. even if I only met him twice. >_>
here comes my ranting/raving for naruto.
YOU COCK SHITTER!!! I cant believe you did that!
*spoiler* sasuke's past. blah blah killed parents blah blah itachi saying "the ony way to learn the highest form of the sharingan is to kill your best/closest friend*/spoiler*
is that a compliemnt or an insult? I dont know. Sasuke's been such a
JERK lately so I dont consider him as naruto's friend.
So what does that mean? He's gonna kill naruto now? Ohh~ I dont think so. Excuse me? Whos; that one with a nine tailed demon fox stuck in his body? And who can use that power at his disposal?
that's right. Naruto's gonna fucking kick you ASS!! WHOOHA! Yes sasuke, your future will be filled with _
DOOM_. BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!
But I mean it's sasuke's fault either way. He took itachi's advice. And we all know that Itachi is Psycho, Hot and Attractive. ^_^ *chu*
I sitll love him. Even if he killed his own family. For some people, that's a turn on. But his mom was pretty so I dont think so.
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Well, I have another life to lead. Like the life, with the TV in my face. yes. And Larc en ciel is coming soon. KYA!!! no camera's allowed. Dang. Like I can live with my memory of it. >_> so you know what that means? I have to STALK them now. hehehehe.
bye~
Sunday, July 11
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Aurora: hehe well, I dont stink. XP
char: sorry ha. I cant afford canada. but I know that kinokuniya doesnt have magazines.
"name": hey... what does that mean?! well, I guess that's good. because itachi is kul. and hot and kickass. while aoshi is... hot.
... that's about it.
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Spread the word: Naruto's pregnant (with Sasuke's child). That's why he couldn't beat Kimimaro, that's why Sasuke ran away, and that's why he's been looking chubbier in recent chapters. HO YEAH.
haha it's so cute. from an author in ff.net.
To be totally honest, I'm tired of people making him pregnant. they just have sex damn it! and they dont get pregnant!! they're boys! if they're pregnant, this aint yaoi any more.
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I tried fixing my links part thingy. Haha. I've done something partially html-ish.
I deserve a cookie.
justin: no, you dont.
candalf: ;_;
but anyways, I lost Greta's blog thingy and I dont think Prit has a blog thingy. Well, not that I know of. I dont know Lee-anne's thingy.
but If I can I'd look for sir tony's blog. haha. well, I know he has a friendster.
As you can see, the first... sentence is full of names of people you dont know.
well, that thing is actually in memory of our 1st year days... or was it 2nd year. During lingo ng wika, when we all dressed up in traditional filipino attire, we made up our own family.
Except for Alyssa. I've been calling her grandpa since 6th grade. I dont know why.
but point is, papa was in a farmers outfit, and mama looked like a traditional filipino farm gal. and both my sis' looked like igorots. Well, that;s what you get for wearing all black with a sarong.
and I was wearing a barong. Meaning, I was a successful city boy. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
My official name is Kristobal but people call me bok-bok for some unknown reason. Well... char's name means boob and kath's met monster. hehe.
I dont know what the hell mine ment. I think It ment bishounen. I dont know.
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Today is a very hot day.
I think american summer and filipino summers are the same. but it kidna hurts more here because the air is dry but it's uncomfortable in the philippines because the air is think, humid and clingy.
I cant take both.
that's why I usually spend my time indoors, unlike most people. Except for This summer of course (man when you think aobut it, I just extended my summer because I got philippines summer then america's summer. damn youze!) because I spent time with the people I love (dont get flattered now). Well, most of them I love. hehe.
this is fucking cheezy.
but point is: I love money. and I'm not getting it anytime soon sicne we dont have a place to stay yet. but all is assured except for my future course.
save me! I dont know. It's either I'll take liberal arts or undecided. hehe I hope to talk to a college adviser about that. I'm getting tamad about mulitmedia or fine arts.
my ass.
but bob ross is my inspiration. yes. he's the guy who was doing oil painting of landscapes on TV. YES! the guy with the afro who likes painting "happy clouds".
he's fucking stoned. but he's my stoned ldol. He's a great painter who's stoned and is on TV. Wow. and no one noticed a thing.
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this is a song for a memory:
Great moments they pass by
If you’re careless
Desperately trying to speak the words
I’ve been wanting to say for a long time.
Tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
In time, I’ll find the right line.
Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
Hopelessly trying to find a way
To be near you, to get near you.
In my mind, plays thoughts of you all the time
I’ll find the right line…
I’ll bleed for you
Like a new tattoo in my heart
You’ll stay permanent…
Am I too late now?
Will I find a way to get to you somehow?
She’s breaking me down again
She’s breaking me down.
well, I'm off. tata
Friday, July 9
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I fixed my room! well not really. hehe. I'm planning my room with the help of ms paint. hehe all I need is black ink anyway.
and yet, the green carpet blows everything off. however, mother said it was a good thing coz it's "funky".
my ass.
moving on, we went to this furniture sale thingy. I didnt like whatever they sold there. mostly because it's bulky. I dont like bulky. but the host guy was a really nice manong so I tried to be nice. that and he's jewish.
he's the first jewish guy I've ever talked to.
point is: the sala will look horrible. Well, it's not my room anyway. With alittle help from home depot, ikea and spencer; I've got the whole thing going.
However there is that wall that I cant fill up. I dont know what to do with it. It's the wall with the window. Hell I dont even know what curtains to get. suggestions are accepted. please help this very starving artist.
Well, excuse me for feeling gay and interior designer today. I was bored. That and I'm seriously depriving myself of naruto. ;_; NARUTO!!
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I'm sorry that I'm getting lazy emailing people. you know. Theres alot of potato chips in the house. So it's kinda distracting. That and american TV is very very fulfilling.
*sigh* oh. I have an otakon update.
we preregistered for the tickets. sadly we;ll have to be there for 3 days. Meaning, we will have to over night in my tita's house. Yes, this is my tita that hates 2 of her sisters.
her bitterness and hatred towards them is serious but very very interesting. haha. but hell, I like her anyway. Mostly because she doesnt give a damn about anyone else.
I remember when we all (me mom tita and tito) went to rochester for my ate's wedding. Weh nwe retired into our rooms (by pair of course) mommy said, "dont listen to your tita. she's crazy."
She's not crazy. She's just very very out of control. But she's not a punk person. She looks very very filipino and acts like one too. but deep inside, I can feel evil vibes coming form her. hehe. As you can see, in our trip to rochester, 1/4 of the time, she was bitching about her two sisters. Mom hated them, but not as much as tita.
and the whole story about everything is so interesting. Which I'm not telling to anyone but might make a book about it if I ever learn to write.
backstabbing will ensue.
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did I mention that I dont know what to do in my room? I want to get a l'arc en ciel poster. but then again I dont know hwere to get a L'arc en ciel poster. damn it all. Plus, it must go with the theme black and white. so far, their group poster for 2004 is so way better than the last two years. firstly because Hyde was fucking blonde, secondly it's purely glorious. they look like gods. Except for ken of course.
Always except for ken.
Though, I dont know when I'll get used to yuki having long hair. Yuki has the cutest persona ever!
well, tetsu is also uber cute because he cried over a dog but I mean, yuki is so shy and stuff. All his little off-stage scenes are so senseless it's adorable.
isa, honey, if you can read this: hi. Your master is going to a larc concert. that's about it. maybe feeling a little jealous will help. ^_^
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
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read naruto. but not todays issue. will rant though
itachi is very hot. And so will not agree to what erika might have indirectly said (not sure though) which was "he's nothing but a pretty face."
Excuse me. He killed his own clan! He should get some credit for it!
>>>>>>>..am looking for a stuwie plush and a life size tonberry doll.. please contact me. my budget is $15.00. ^_^
that and he is so... very very hot. I mean, he's so.. noble like and secretly evil and I dont know about that last scene if he GLARED at sasuke (because hey, that's a turn on. let's go sasuke haters!! ps. I'm sorry char but I still love you... and killua)
but I dont know. right know, masashi-kishimoto's art looks aobut... crude. It's like he got extra lazy or the inker is new or soemthing. I'm just guessing.
but seriously, I'm getting tired about this whole falsh back issue. I dont give a freaking damn about sasuke or his freaking clan. he could just die and I'll just keep itachi. however, I dont believe in necrophilia.
*shiver*
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Am i love with the combination of maaya sakamoto and yoko kanno. It's like maaya is yoko's muse. hehe. It's beautiful.
Though I wish I could meet them. I have a notebook that emma gave me.
IT's so pretty I didnt really know what to do with it so I've dubbed myself to fill it with autographs of my favorite idols. I never really expected to see larc so soon. I was still thinking of going to japan after 4 years and stalk them and get their signiture.
you know, I think the whole japan trip and in search of larc is better. it's an adventure but it all depends if I get to have their thingys after the concert. if not, our trip to japan in the future will have more purpose. since, yasunori and masashi are also in the list. and so many other people.
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I "spared" with kuya/s a while ago. It reminds me of the two arnis thingies I've had. Though it was short, it taught me alot of things.
Ok. It sounds funny but I hit 2 out of 3 bro's tip. hehe my bad. I cant help it. my hair's all over the place and I never aim anyway so... yes. sorry nalang.
^_^;;
but am waving over to aurora's brother for the experience. tell them I stil l havent contacted sixto's brother, sorry! Ps. I love aurora in a very very straight manner.
hehe I hope to gawd I wont wake up with sore muscles.
note to people, I havent taken a bath yet; this is day 3. and I "worked out" and am takign a bath tom. doesnt this remind you of the retreat? hehehe
Thursday, July 8
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I'll just sit here infront of the computer and starve myself while mom ignores me and continues talking to her sister about the new house.
great. we have two houses now. one in north jersey and another in south. whoopie.
Well, I'm starting to feel like a model; the lack of meals. and when we visit our titas and offer us food, mom says, without a thought about us, "we're full".
that fucking bitch.
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Apparently some people have updated their fics in fanfiction.net [july 2] after that the rest of them havent updated since may 18.
gee thanks. My very very yaoi deprived brain is saddened. I want action [ooohh naughty]. that and the many many mangas that I like are being licensed. I know I've complained aobut this before but well, I think I'm...
...still not getting over it. damn me.
but today we bought some stuff for my room here in south jersey. the theme will be black and white. and man, was it bulky. cant wait to move! MOVE!!
get a bed sofa, drill in the shelves and HANG the clothes rather than get from this one shelf that tintin lent me. and maybe do alittle spray painting somewhere. release the creativity and all that. hehe. I feel like a gay interior designer.
cant wait to be in the privacy of my own room. with a TV, sterio and my own comp plus maybe a ps one since I refuse to conform to the ps 2 (I dont like how you on it) I feel like a freaking nomad. Wait. what the hell is a nomad?!
Oh well. maybe gypsie (sp?)
but point is: we went to barnes and noble and saw a gay/lesbian category. there was a book about gay... yes. I was debating on myself whether I wanted to look at it. because, I'm mostly into 2-d... yes, rather than 3-d... yes.
So I was wondering that once I open that book, the beautiful image of yaoi will be spoiled to me. but then again, these people are supposed to be pretty and all that (that's how they got into the book of course) so maybe I wont be grossed out.
in the end, I went to the graphic novel section and mentally ranted and pouted about how probably popular my fave stories are going to be. please lord no! I'll get a plant and name it after you as long as you dont make my faves popular!!
sigh.
but there will always be larc en ciel. still scared to find what kind of people maybe lurking there, though. *shiver* I pray to gawd the audience will not act like a japanese one
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Hmm.. I just ate a very salty pork chop. It's so salty I forgot I was eating pork. >_<
gah. Now my stomach hurst from being full at the top yet empty at the bottom. It;s weird. but hell, like it can sue.
Monday, July 5
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Memmers: heya pet. *pat pat* I miss you too. ^_^ wow I didnt know you and isa went to europe together. you know what, this sucks. I've been ripped off. I went to europe when I was a little girl and I dont remember anything.
Char and Aurora: hehehe. I'm even planning on stalking them, it's just that my driver (jobert) refuses to do so. ;_;
NOO!!! I must stalk! it's a very must. hehe. ^_^ Yes. I'll try to make the most of the opportunity. jobert is trying to convince me to buy and original CD so that they have somehting to sign. I mean, I love them but not that much. $20 for a CD?! my ass!
aurora: I'm sorry but I found inuyasha hella boring. the only thing that was good in inuyasha was Sesshoumaru. That damned hottie.
but the thing is, its really dragging. It might have a chance if you were to read the graphic novel and skip the anime. The manga is usually "always" better. I mean it's fast pased and doesnt have all the extra stuff that the anime people add to make the story more interesting. plus, I always respect what ever the original artist had in planned.
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I have calmed myself down and have gotten to listen to larc's new album in preperation to the concert.
Unexpectedly, I fell in love with their songs (yet again, so the term unexpected is unsure). Well so far, at least half the album. but surprise surprise when I saw the lyrics, some parts were actually in english. hehe. I didnt know. my bad.
damn you hyde. his grammar's ok but his pronunciation sucks. I pray to gawd he wont make a big deal about it in america.
oh and I was reading some L'arc stuff while I was in the mood. There was this time where hyde was talking to tetsu in the airplane before a concert. and tetsu was crying the whole time because he saw a movie about a sad dog.
;_; He's so cute! I just want to cuddle him the least and kidnap him the most. but alas, the problem with kidnapping is that these musicians are high maintenance. They dont believe in the term: "starving artist". that and he's japanese so it's extra expensive.
>_<
but I'm serious, I love their songs. My mom was asking me why I like L'arc. Its kinda hard to answer why. First I liked the songs then the people then everythign else followed. and I like crtisizing them. I mean, picking on them and ranting that their hair sucks in this picture and rant to the picture about what theyt did and etc...
it's like a wife that married a poster.
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getting annoyed that my fave mangas have their own graphic novels now. great. it's gonna get popular. you know those fan girls in somethingpositive.net who wear cat ears.
yes. I fear them.
I'm sorry. I dont like peopel crowding over my fandoms. I will get tolerance at the very least; I might have to give up on anime after a while. Even if it was my childhood and etc...
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We went to hot topic today. I dont know WHY we go there. I think I just like looking at the stuff.
sad that theres no stui (sp?) doll. ;_; I like him! but they do have shirts of him and etc.. I absolutely adore.
I wanted to by a sweat shirt though but it cost fourty freaking dollars. the discounted one was of this ... band? I dont know. Theres the same sign in the front and back, Is it a band? a label or something? I dont know hwt the hell it was. but it was 10 bucks cheaper.
my ass.
Maybe someother day. hehe. I think I was kinda on a run with the whole making my own clothing during april. Now the feeling is gone. I currently have the make your own furniture thing going on. hehe
but as for what house we are moving into I dont know. We now have two houses. and the other house is far from kinokuniya. ;_; (I'm sorry aurora!!)
well.. I dont know with mom. It's her money.
alas! food has come. buh-bye!
