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with my grandparents back in cotabato, kuya having a significant other, parents off to work, and maid with mother of dad's jap friend, I'm left alone in the house.
hehehe. If I liked running around naked this would be the best opportunity. but too bad. but I would have if I didnt feel so uncomfy being naked.
yes. there is an exhibitionist deep inside me.
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just like people to know that a certain someone still lives and breathes about the living... *sigh*
well, It'ts not like I cant kill her completely...
but that doesnt stop me from wishing!
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ewww... what the fuck happened to the pretty layout of blogger.com?!
Man... this is ugly. It doesnt make me want to post. Well, that and I'm too pissed off at mom.
well... Just wanting to tell people that I'm still alive. ^_^
yaoi lives!
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“An eerie silence descended on the little group, as if their innocence had encountered for the first time a taste of the worst kind of evil, a teenage girl's unrestrained infatuation.”
- AncientHistory
ah yes. You must fear that. ^_^ it was part of a fanfic and I deem it to be very very true!
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Yey! My stay in the Philippines might be extended! To the people that I like, I will be spending time with you!! ^___________^ as for the others, get a life.
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I feel sedated. Yes, this is joey's word of the summer: sedate.
today was MY typical sunday afternoon. Sadly I cant fully appreciate it today.
I mean, my room was cluttered as usual. Outside was cloudy but the cool wind was blowing into my room. To it wasnt that hot. and I was feeling perfectly sedated.
Sitting there on the brink of sleep. This was how i ideally spent my sunday afternoon. and I loved it.
sadly I had to do other things and as usual I had to leave for my lola's house just when the sleep was settling in.
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to Kindaichi: yes! it means brother! older brother specifically. ur not filipino are you? ;_;
to Mel: well it was from you... SURPRISE! it was... a memory. I dont know if it was a dream or... real life. i get mixed up. XO
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Aurora arrived today ^___________^
teehee. I chatted with her a while ago. Sadly our chat was cut short and she was supposed to call me but then I left the house. ;_; I'm SORRY! I STILL LOVE YOU!!!
hehe she saw jap boys galore. Well, I would have liked our guys but they dont look... -_-feminine. YES! I want them to look androgynous! that's my... standard. or at least one of it.
but I mean, our GUYS dont... pluck they're eyebrows, wax, put make up, and have a fashion sense. Wait. It's like I'm looking for a straight gay guy. In short, a meterosexual.
Well, I want the male population to suffer for the price of beauty too. but I would be insane to wax. I mean, it hurts!
but then again guys who do that stuff are creepy. I guess it's ok as long as I dont see the process.
I mean, my point in liking jap guys more than filipino guys is because, jap guys look presentable. and look good in dresses too. So that's about it. ^_^
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Ok. I have so far accepted the fact that I am no artist. So I have decided to go on somethign that's really boring: business management and economics.
Well, I still have that president thing going on. And I say why not? I have a possible general (gobernador-heneral?) and I... manage a symphonic orchestra consisting of 3 to 4 people. ^_^ I can do this!
I'm still considering it though. Unless something affects me.
Well, my problem to enter college is the essay part since my editor (erika) went off to europe for vacation. ;_; I hate her!! and she left when she just read "I fell in love with a boy" which is like the CUTEST naruto x sasuke fic EVAR!!!!!!!
well, at least char's here. *sniffle*
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was it a dream when mom does her surprise visit to my room and justin's MSN messenger was displaying words like "MOM'S A BITCH!!!" from kuya and I was paranoid that mom woujld see that?
Hopefully it was.
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I cant believe I'm leaving next week! So many things have yet to be fulfilled. I'm torn between happiness and... depression.
Well, I"m happy coz I have more access to amazon.com and say hello to the beautiful and affordable list of second hand books waiting for me. And depressed because of their horrible weather condition and the fact that I'll do nothing for a while.
Well, It's both a good thing and a bad thing.
There are sp many thing that I had to do but due to everyone's leaving and arriving for europe, america and etc... my happiness was fucked up.
But I still think my best summer was in my late elementary years. Me and the playstation forever!
But I dont know about the playstation 2. I mean, there are not alot of games that i want to play. and then I suck at vs. games. Oh well...
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Today was supposed to be the recording. The plan was to kidnap greta and be done with it in the early morning.
The thing is, greta is gonna be with her tito. Erika can only come in the after noon. And char is not in makati and I have an unwanted consultation in the Robert Powers thing.
Well, I wanted to help the workers in the robert thing, not feel ignored in their work. Plus this is an experience. I"ll just have to tell my self that the whole day. Like whenever I go to a store, I feel the need to buy something so the clerks can get todays income.
Which is so annoying and thus me losing alot of money in the process.
hmmm... Ok fine. I'll drag erika and char into this matter. Erika's me and me and char will be the parents. BWAHAHAHAHA!! Nothing can go wrong! Ok.. maybe something will.
=_= so. in project jyagan, we'll just play greta's recorded recorder and then we'll play along with it. Hehe. I must apologize since yasunori mitsuda kinda dominates the track listing. Well, I'm more familiar with his songs.
And to my utter despair, we are not playing hedgehogs dilemma. I have decided to take on the role of the piano and last night I realized that I need more than 12 hours to guess out the keys.
The pianist of that song is someone I could really kill. For two reasons, he's really good, and he makes me suffer. I didnt know that he plays the piano so fast even if it was just one hand. and he used to many flats and sharps. >_< I HATE YOU!!!
=_= I pray that we'll push through. go, someone!
wish me luck.
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Holy shit. It's like I"m posting everyday.
Well. I'm gonna rant about naruto because I can and because I cant change reality.
The naruto fanfics are weird. well, It's growing pretty fast. Disgustingly, since sakura doesnt have spotlight in the original story, they're giving her one in fanfics. But what's more disturbing is the self-insert fanfics. Of course that's pretty common and with the mary sue thing going on but this is different. Ok there's a YOU&Naruto fanfic thing going on. It's like a whole thing where you're transported to the naruto world and etc etc...
gah. IT's pretty disturbing. I tried to read one but was scared after the main characters came in. I think... people are TOO addicted to naruto. >_< well, I'm addicted but I have my limitations. Like not writing fanfics (but I"n not a writer anyway) but I do draw fanart. Hehe ^_^ because everyone can see that naruto will be uberly gwapo once he reaches his teens and well, I want a preview. ^_^
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I've read like a shit load of yaoi manga yesterday. I feel so revitalized. ^_^ the happiness that yaoi gives to young girls. Well, I think I know why I like naruto x sasuke so much. It's because the Uke (naruto) is not girly looking. It's the seme (sasuke) BWAHAHAHAHAA!! and compared to popular yaoi manga characterization the uke is girly and easily... managed. >_>;; which is not very naruto-ish that's why i like naruto sasuke coupling!
but sasuke is the typical seme: cold heartless bastard with some tragic past. Yes. No comment about that. anyway, horra! I read yaoi manga and I feel very satisfied.
I have thought of some stuffies on yaoi vs porn aside from the fact that porn is for guys and yaoi is for anime addicted girls.
yaoi pro: Theres a PLOT and there are CHARACTERS
porn con: PWP all the way
porn pro: it's COLORED and ...moving?
yaoi con: well it's mostly manga but all the yaoi animes are very limited.
yaoi pro: They all look pretty and perfect
porn con: reality aint that pretty... and the things they do. thank god for the non existence of geman yaoi animators!
OK I'll stop right here for today.
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I'll kill char. She woke me up early (9am) and she said if I was a wake and she'll come over. I forced my heavy ass off the bed and took a bath and I'm still waiting and she's not yet over.
My family as reverted back to the primal age where we have no maids yet again. So since char's coming over, I have to take care of the food and stuff.
Of course I wont cook. I'll micro wave it, idiot!
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THAT"S IT!! I definately have a curse! well, apparently I have very very bad luck with my friends parents. The only people who are not affected are... char's mom, and erika's parents and the other friends' parents that I havent met yet.
I happen to get greta grounded. Surprise! Yes. she's never been grounded. Well, Yes. I consider it a curse and so many other things that happen betwen me and otehr people's parents. heehee.
but it's so gratifying to know that char's mom accepts me as a yaoist. ^_^ because her neices are yaoists too.
And after watchign troy (ahem ahem ranting will come in later) She was saying something like "The things I'll do to make a geeky girl happy." Char's mom da kulest. She should be more into yaoi now. Apparently she's not. I'll kill her.
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TROY!!! [semi-spoilers ahoy! they are semi because everyone knows the plot already!]
Ok. No matter how many times you see Achillies naked with a girl, you can tell that he really loved hector because he made him CRY!
BWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA~!!
What was also funny because when the king was askingfor hectors body and was "inching" closer to Achillies, Achillies was inching away and looking at him with a mix of fear and disgust. Like char said ^_^ Dirty Old Man! teehee
But I'm serious! Hector x Achillies forever!!! They are so, yes! And I have found my new crush, Hector! He's like another Aragorn. All macho-ish and with manly stuble to go. hehehe. that and he's beside the guy who everyone else loves, Orlando Bloom aka Paris.
I swear I kept thinking or Paris Hilton (spelling?) when I kept on hearing the name. But I think Orlando Bloom awalys gets the sissy boy roles. I'm sorry, I still find him a sissy no matter who he plays.
I mean he was the "pretty boy" of Lotr. The goody two shoes of Pirates, and the pansy of Troy. I dotn know his other movies and according to char, LOTR was his first movie! >_< fresh from college! That lucky bastard! he has so many movies to go and he's the main chara in all of them!
Oh, and those of you who are expecting Pirates of the Caribbean 2, it'll be out on 2006.
I'll be in america by then...
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yesterday was mostly a girl thing but I spent alot of money by the way. I treated people out. I was rare of me to do so but then I know I'll never see them again so I might as well treat them out.
All in all i've spent over 1000php. I feel the pain in my wallet. I'll have to go money dieting later. ;_; I bought a bag, 2 shirts and a pair of pants I half hartedly bought because it was 200php. I bought it coz it was cheap but it was a so-so on the looks. As usualy everything that I liked were... still expensive after a 50% off.
Robinsons has yet antoher 3day sale. I'm a partial galle girl since I'm a povedan. Mom doesnt like galleria that much but everytime I go there I check up of 4 stores. Rockwell has one store and that's about it.
But galleria aint that great, I just go there coz I'm familiar with it. But kya! 200php for pants! Take that Lifestyle channel!!! I swear, "$75 for these jeans! what a catch!"
*choke* I cant take american prices.
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kimimaro: it's you, gaara of the sand
gaara: yes it's me.
kimimaro:...
gaara:... who are you?
No! cut! Wait! Ok the last line didnt occur. but I thought he was going to say that. It seems like they know each other. ;_; WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?! NOOO!!! Well, I was supposed to like kimimaro. He was bishounen. but then again, he's a jerk fo belittling my son. So screw it.
I'm sorry. Naruto is like that most uke boy there is. And sadly, I think mosto f my kois are uke marerial. Except for 15 out of 50.
Yes. I like my own world, thank you.
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Lately I've been sleeping early. Yes. I've been sleeping early now compared to when Iwas in school. I mean, I slept at 11! i used to sleep at 5:30 ish. but now I slept at 11. Because the day before yesterday, I woke up really early and I ate alot at night so I got sleepy.
then yesterday, I had to wake up early again then I was walking around the rockwell then at when I got home, I became really tired then I slept.
God, i was annoyingly tired. As in when I was lying down, i felt so... worn out. I mean, I sat for 1 1/2 hours (bec of troy) and I'm still tired! I think this is the fault of my very low stamina. damn you!
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You guys know about my love and hate relationship with chocolate right? well I had another experience today. But today, gave me worse side affects than usually >_<.
Last time I drank 3 cups of chocolate and I just got a headache. Now I drank one cup of chocolate and I got chest pain, headache and a very nauseated stomach. Strangely I found it hard to breathe and random parts of my legs started to hurt mildly.
that was fucking weird. I think it was because it was a fresh batch of chocolate. and justin couldnt understand that if it hurts so much, why do I still drink it? WELL! I like chocolate. I love the sweet, better taste of cocoa and it's warm lava like texture. ^___________^ I love it! So yes, I'm sometimes willing to bear the pain!
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I went driving through mandaluyong today. I almost killed an old lady, my car died infront of a police man and my car died over 15 times in general.
I have cars! I prefer pajeros. 4 wheel thingy wingys.
I dont know why but I think that subconsciously, I want to run over people. I dont know. The car was going towards them and well, I never thought of pressing on the brakes. Well, it's like they're asking to get killed anyway! running random times and if a car gets near them, they dont even run!
americans whole have taken on 1/5 of the philippine population if they drove here. Or they would have wrecked alot of cars.
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I have declared myself a very very whiney hypocrite! I say this and that about philippine pride but dont do anything about it. It's annoying me. On how much I dont care about Paquiao. I mean here I am ranting that the philippines aint winning anything and here comes the man that would bring a no.1 somewhere for the philippines and I'm just sitting on the table unexcited about the fight.
Well, mostly because boxing aint my thing.
but point is, I'm not exercising my love for my nation and for the few worthy and hopefully uncorrupt filipinos that are making a difference. Shame that is me. Well, Id ont know. boxing aint my sport. Hell, I dont have a sport. >_>;; but yes. I remember when edsa two was happening, jopie was so happy to be part of something historical and out there in edsa along with the other povedans, while I was at home playing an anime trivia contest in MIRC. >_>;;;
Maybe this has something to do with me not liking large groups. even if it's for the good of something. I mean, you've got enough people there, do you even need me? Go and Fight for the cause, baby! *sips the virtual beer that she won for answering 5 questions in a row*
so there. What do you want me to do? feel something which I [sadly] dont feel? I dotn know. I'll just be uncaring till something trivial happens coz that's where I usually come in strong: hating person in lizzy somethign something. YEA!! She must die!!!
and so I bid the byebye
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KYAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
OK the pictures are not MINE! They belong to narutomania.net at least I think that's what the sites name was. And OH MY GAWD!! I'm so In love! And I bet most f the peopel who cosplayed were girls thus deeming them utterly bishounen!! XD
Ahem! I'm so inlove with whoever did hinata! she's so cute!! I'm bi now. AHEM! Notice that behind them are the characters from prince of tennis!!
to be totally honest, this is the first time I see shikamaru bishounen-ish. ^_^ at this moment, he is hot.
*drool* kabuto-kun... HAH! So I'm not the only one who thought he was BLONDE!!! oh so very very hot.
*DROOL!!!* Kakashi is so... very very... beyond pleasing me eyes. Yes that's a freakign girl. I can tell. but puts her looks to good use!
this guy is the "4th hokage" but this is still a so-so gud pic ^_________^ Love the pic but it's slightly overexposed!! >_< he is semi-hot. ^_^
that's my son! All... angsty-sh. =c but not alot of the cosplayers made good narutos though. most o them were cheeky girls with very very pink lips. he loks cute though NEE!?
see? It's a so so but the bg and the whole pose thing is cool! THIS is the most decent naruto you can find in the pic gallery. that and the one above this.
hehehe the uchiha brothers... I drool for itachi!!! (not his best but it's pretty good ^_^
CHOUJI!!! HE'S SO CUTE!!! XD and there are two of them! kulang nalang yung potato chips
I have to admit, among all the pictures I still love the pics of lee-kun and gai! they are so the cutest. They do the funny poses that the characters do in the manga! They're so cute ^_^
Now, I actually like sakura like that. ^_^
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This is why jap cosplays are better. DAMN THE WORLD!! I will go to japan and take pics in their god damn cosplays and swoon at the women dressing up as men thingy and stalk them till i lose interest (I have a short attention span by the way)
;_; WHY WORLD?! WHYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
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What was I thinking about again? Oh yes. I was going to rant (yet again) on what's going on in the naruto fanfiction world.
in fanfiction.net the most fanfics award goes to Gundam wing. This goes to show that most of the writers are yaoists ^_^. but anyway, on to my point: there the KSPness of the neutral, it-would-be-nice-if-she-were-gone character: Sakura, gaining power/attention.
Sakura Haruno. The third member of team 7 of the naruto manga series is ur typical girl who was an uber crush on the "hottest" guy in the village, sasuke. (ahem. I think naruto is way better! but must admit, not the hottest. the hottest died =c so is now replaced with kakahsi ^_~) anyway she's mostly brains and less bronze and she had one golden moment where she sacrificed cutting her hair to save her comrades and said the line "take a good look at my back" (a really long story which makes to you like her for a while). But as you can see Naruto and Sasuke dominate the scene both individually (naruto is still way better) and together (hell yea!!!).
in short, sakura's existence is of no importance in the story. So lately theres somehting like and underground movement. Like weeds (unwanted and unpretty), fanfics of sakura x (anymale character ei kakashi, naruto, GAARA! and of course sasuke)are sprouting about. Which is really annoying me. DAMN YOU!! ACCEPT HER UNWANTED PRESENCE IN SOCIETY!!! They are the minority. But at the same time the majority.
Lets put it this way. The whole world wants straight people. The people who like gay people are small. But in the wolrd of anime, most of the population like the gayness of it all and very few like straight. So they're the majority in the world's perspective but minority in the anime community. I'd like to tell them: I've had enough of you straight people so give us gay action, damn it!!!
The world is sooo not helping. That and I'm getting pissed at the also sprouting Sasuke x Hinata! HWO COULD YOU DO THAT?! I mean, all the girls like sasuke and you take the ONLY girl that likes naruto and give her to the sex go---... village bicy---
... pretty boy?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?! Have you no shame?! ;_;
Fine! I guess that's how it all is then. FINE! be that way! FINE! pair freaking ban with kazuki! See if I care! (I'll just take ginji on the side lines and turn him back to the raite heika. teehee)
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I've been talking about yaoi so much. that and the naruto sasuke layour is gone and is replaced with joshua. I used to love joshua. I really did. (but I"m still keeping him) but... he's such a jerk I cant take it (actually I can but he's just breaking my heart). that and I"m not motivated coz I havent seen any of the eps lately. ;_; JOSHUA!! also, I like saying his name ^_^ its so... not japanese!
Well, no matter how bishounen joshua is... yea. In the anime, chrno ripped his horns off. I think it's the only way for him to be normal again and I hope that he can remember his sister. ;_; because if he doesnt, I"ll kill him ;_;. I LOVE HIS SISTER!!! and I love Kanzaki, and Hanajima and Miyazawa and another girl I think I"m forgetting. ^_^;;;
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Today was election day. Wow. I didnt do anything. but wake up at 3pm and eat pizza the whole day and ...watch the gayness in frasier and get backers.
I love makubex!!! he's so... Tir... but with silver hair and blue eyes. I swear! He's Tir with different colors!! ;_; TIR!!! I miss him. I miss playing him. (not in that sense! though... *sigh*) gawd. I miss suikoden, Hell, I miss playstation.
DAMN YOU... SOMETHINGS!! I SHAKE MY FISTS AT NOTHING!!!
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yaoi ranting ahoy!
I was watching berserk a while ago and I saw griffin. Man. He's bishounen but i like him in a so-so way. Well, mOstly coz he's annoyingly perfect. Like Sasuke or something. Holy shite! Revelation!
Griffith's like sasuke! I mean bishounen, strong except for the hordes of fangirls chasing him every morning. And Gatts' like Naruto. Not so... bishounen (I"m sorry sweetie!) but I think gatts' not THAT slow. and will forever be weaker than his rival/friend, Griffith/sasuke. Teehee. And all four have no parents. ^_^
wait! I have yet to prove the reason why I' mtalking about Griffith. because there was this one eps that really SCARED or traumatized the shite out of me. Gatts or what'-her-name was out side the castle. And they looked at the balcony and saw... well... Griffith naked. then the fat owner of the castle came behind him and escorted him back in side.
*shiver* GAH!! I have something to say about bishounen prostitution. I didnt like it. ESPECIALLY if the guy who's buying it is not bishounen (very shallow. nee?) the yaoi is not a pretty scene. IT"S NOT PRETTY!!! Among all yaois, I will not swoon to this one in the right way. (if there was a wrong way)
BUt I'm serious. >_< nooo!! I know Griffith's doing this for the good of his... fellow warriors but but... to sink so low. ;_; it makes me want to cry!! and maybe look for fanfics that will erase the horrible memory.
it's either after all that ass fucking griffith turns gay or he was gay all along... hmmm... because him and gatts... yes...
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from a fanfic.
sasuke: (to naruto) If you wanted to get in my pants, you coudl have just asked.
Someone should have seen me smile at that line. I smiled so much, my cheeks hurt. ^________^ Utter happiness going on!
I declare Naruto and Sasuke yaoi couple of the year!!!
and theres something cute about naruto saying "kiss me, you bastard!" ^_^ He;s so cute! Utterly adorable and uber uke! Gawd he's so cute he almost makes me want him to be bi. NOO!!! Well.. it's better than being straight!
?And I regret that night with everything I have? It?s wrong, Sasuke?? sez the boy who pleaded for more. WHY DO YOU TEASE ME!!! You damned authoress.
there's also the part where sakura went "sasuke's not... he's not small, is he?!" that was so cute! a kodak moment!
I think I've figured out why I like that fanfic. because in... relational terms, naruto is the seme and sasuke is the uke. In short, naruto has him on his knees and he's willing to do anything for him and blah blah blah. as for the physical part, annoyingly, it;s the other way around.
sigh. It's semily about time for naruto to get some... power... around here! that and I've reread naruto and I was so pissed off when I saw sasuke's apartment. The rich little brat! I swear! I mean his apartment could have been in the lifestyle channel!! and naruto's apartment was oh so poor. and had a 3rd hand frig. and ate instant food everyday. ;_;
my very very poor son.
dont worry! mommy will... ummm... not sell you this time^_^;;;. I promise! I'll sell the other guys! Not hikaru and shuiichi though. Especially not shuiichi. We all know he gets alittle... carried away. =_=;;;
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I saw Cess in landmark today! surprise. I was walking the someone who passed by me as in she already passed my range of vision fom my right and held my shoulder pushed me back and said "candalf?"
we looked at each other and said at the same time "oh. my god." That was my ditsyest povedan moment evar! we hugged and I tried my best to be social. I really did. I like cess. she;s nice. ^_^ that and she partially likes anime (kenshin and hiei in particular) ahem. anyway i tried my best to look sane and told her that she should be happy sicne I havent enrolled for college yet. But I forgot to tell her that Ateneo sucks. (she's an ateneo fan)
and so we never saw each other again, except for a maybe for the party on may 21 but i decided I'd rather see everyone in the reunion 10 years after ^_^;
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wow. holy shit. today is election day. and I didnt register. so did alot of people. according to joey, my love. ^_^ well, she said that she's the only one who's voting. aww... I still love her.
as for char, she wont be back till wednesday. Grr... I will grab her and force her to play the piano while I play the violin and force her to listen to me tell her yaoi stories of our sons.
as for everyone else... I dont know. but I'm planning to see the people I like pretty soon. I emphasize the "people I like" line. Just because you know me doesnt mean I like you. T_T. jsut kidding. but I am serious. but seriously, there are only 3 people in the world that I hate and I just have to remember why I hate them. after that I"m whole set with the angst side of me.
After all, a main character must have her villains. ^_^ and for your information, I didnt pick them randomly >_>
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packing ahoy! that and my great desire to fit into my army pants! it's sucks to HAVE to lose weight. I like my size! I'm perfectly plum and only a few percentage of the world is perfectly plump! I mean majority is obese, the others are skinny, or malnutritioned and the rest are just plain thin. But perfectly plump is special ^_^
the sad part is, all the clothing in the philippines are not for perfectly plump and tall people. DAMN YOU AMERICANS!!! YOU HAVE MY SIZE!!! Apparently I've talked about this before. Yes. I'm obsessed! but there are so many sales going on and well... I'm a girl who likes shopping without using her money.
but what I really like is food. I dont mind eating hte whole day. there is no sin to that aside form occationaly and unavoidable gluttony which I'm sure I've experienced everyday thus manking my partially immune to it. HUHA! Who's the winner, jerk!
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like all my other entries, I'm to lazy to check for grammatical and spelling errors and I'm sure if erika read this she would have commited suicide by now. So gud luck, may ur sanity be still intact and I love touching the laptops keypads! they're so soft!! ^_^
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man, this sucks. the laptop's playing linkin park. I dont know why, they're so freaking whiney.
shut up damn it!
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I"m so lacking. am currently waiting for char to come home so I can harass her with telling her stories from fanfics the whole day. hmm... I would like to hope for a nice glass of water beside me because I know I'll do alot of talking.
I'm serious! All these pent up... stories in my head and I cant relate to anyone! GAH!!! That and i want to get mad at char because her supposed son is sasuke so I can get mad at her aside from getting bad at an unresponsive character. >_> apparently greta cant get over the line "angels dont cry" from a fanfic I told her about. It was super corny. and uber dramatic!!!!!!! it's worse than spanish daytime soap operas but better because it's between two guys *_*
...why they hell is mBranch singing?! what the fuck is with this laptop.
ahem, perks of the laptop. I like pressing the keypad. I love the keys. It's so... shallow and soft. It's nice. ^_^ but the cons is the god damn music player that I cant find nor control.
this is annoying. Hell, a lot of things are annoying. Tita Josette things I find everything annoying. Well... at a certain angle, everything _is_ annoying. >_< cant stand life!
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We had my long awaited band practice. *sigh* well, somethings didnt go so smoothly. Apparently one song was plays and all the rest of the songs were reserved for practice.
Sadly, greta is grounded now and her mom's definition of grounded is not having to interact with humans out side the family for a long time. that and dont leave the house.
Well... I'm leaving pretty soon and I'll never see you again and what about the cd that I wanted to record?! (yes, this whole deal is one sided and forced upon greta, the sacrificial lamb aka. the battered wife. while erika is mostly the girl midway of everything. NR or kahit ano. >_>)
hmm... so what am I going to do about this? well I'm planning to kidnap greta. ^_^it sounds like fun. that and I"ll never see her ever again so I cant get into trouble but the problem is that she'll be lectured for life. =_=;. why do I have to think about the consequence?! damn brain!
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I"m so tired. I want to sleep. maybe it's because I woke up early today (9am). that and I feel so damn drained. >_< well, I should stop stressing myself. damn poveda. I like stressing my self because of them. all those I.W.s have been implanted into my system as a way of life.
whatever happens, happens. have fun world, and fuck you!
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for PWP yaoi, I love ItaNaru for drama, angst and fluff i love NaruSasu.
and still loving them for the rest of my 18 year old life. teehee.
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shit I'm old.
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ahem! I'm lacking my rant about naruto. I read this fic to day. it was horrible. but I read it anyway to keep my sanity because I jsut say angelina jolie, antonio banderas and this other dude do somethign I'd definately want to see two guys do.
it was so god damn hetero, I cant take it! >_< so no matter how horrible, corny, brain rotting that fic was, I still read it because it was yaoi. =_= yes. I'm a slave to a concept.
and, hell, I'm really loving that concept. it's like a gawd to me. At one point I was a yaoi no miko. then I was a fluffy no miko (a veryvery long story that happened in the days of old aka 7th grade. when I was young *oh gawd I was young* stupid *and I still am* and happy *I"m so lacking*.)
kill me now I tell you. that lady made naruto too wussy, overdramatic and annoyingly suicidal. hey but you know, naruto's the type of guy that we yaoi girls like.
he's like, the perfect uke. aside form shuuichi of course.
I mean, naruto as big dreams (+7), has a very bishounen rival (+1), has it hard on life (everyone hates him, cursed seal, looked upon as a weakling. these are by the way, utter turn ons) but is not suicidal OR whiney OR annoying about it (+5) that and when he grows up you'll know that he's gonna be a hottie (+10)
he's also cute and oblivious (+10) and has an amazing power to attract alot of viewers.
there's actually more but I dont want to think about it anymore. wait! and the orange jump suit ^_^ SO CUTE!!!
plus he's the loser who kicks ass(+100points!!)
teehee. we so love him. and I'll kill sasuke if he touches him ever again. ^_^
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teehee. Ok this is not happy mode because I have a head ache from drinking two very think and very full cups of chocolate.
I think I'm allergic.
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so far, I'm freaking annoyed at the everyone x sakura thing going on. I mean there was even a haku x sakura! There wasnt even a naruto x haku!
>_< grr!
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ahem. you know I do love ItaNaru fics. but when he starts calling naruto a whore. that's where I draw the line! NO ONE INSULTS NARUTO!!! >_< YOU WILL DIE, ITACHI!!! ...after the lemon scene ^_^;;
ahem I'm done reading the chapter. HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO INTENSE!! The drama! I tell you I could have cried. ;_; SASUKE!! DONT DIE!!! well, I usually want him to die but here he's an utter slave to naruto so I want him to live.
;_; NOOOO!!!! It's so... Oh. My. God. I mean, where the hell did she get the gun in the first place?! and oh. my. god. I think I"m going to cry. which I've been trying to do for the past 5 mins.
and could I just say, naruto was TOTALLY kicking ass. ^_^ he was so... strong! It's like he has the kyubi's power under his control.
but wait! yea. you'll get confused coz so many thigns happened in that chapter. that and
itachi: do you want me?
naruto: *whimper*
candalf: SAY YES, DAMN IT!!!
teehee. ^_^ well, even if he partially raped my son. I'll still partially love him. and since he called him a whore. I'll kill him.
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I met this interesting clerk in yamaha. He?s very casual, can dress (his accessories I mean) and he has great hair. I decided that he would be my crush. But pretty soon I decided not since I kinda forgot what he looks like.
^_^;; I do that a lot. But then oh well, I'll go on with my loveless life. But I love my sons! Even if they are 2d and they don?t know I exist.
Huff.
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ah yes. Nothing interesting happened again. Sigh but then there were two updates in fanfiction.net and I guess that means the gods are SO loving me ^_^.
Hehehe. Well, computers up for a repair with the MIS people. Damn you! Why do you keep breaking?! So yes. I will be lacking my dose of fanfiction.
But hey, I still have friends right? At least I think they're still my friends T_T who LOVE me and care for me and are willing to entertain me when I'm bored. Because, that is the *true* meaning of friendship. #^_^#
>_> ok fine. Just don?t kill me yet!
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I'll end me here. Though it's pretty early to be going to sleep just yet so I think I'll just... not talk anymore ^_^. NYTY!!
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why is everyone so talkative today?
well.. I was just uberly excited to read the fanfic update I've been waiting for a month (before that I tried to fix all the other business I had to do so i would be uberly uberly hyped when I read it. you know "save the best for last") then justin bursts into my room and has this 10 minute thing about his dream and about how kul he was blah blah blah.
and all I coudl think abuot was: itachi's a drag? shit. well, he's a hot drag. I wonder if the author's gonna make him hit on naruto. it would be cute ^_^
then he was trying to kick me out of the comp. which i refused to do. then gave me 15 minutes. well, i liked the fic so much i read it twice.
it's so... high school. the high school I never had because I'm in a girls only school. >_>;; well. not like I wish to lead a life like that but i would consider it. Me having a crush on the most popular girl in school and people think I have a crush on her boyfriend. Well, I dont know. I passed my young adolesent life, so too bad.
ahem. going back to my orignial topic. After I take a bath aI go to my room and kick justin out of the computer but he made me wait a while because joberts being talkative too.
as for me, I'm a girl so I'm programed to be talkative whether you like it or not. XP.
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I dont get "get backers"
I mean, the story is crappy the original art is so-so yet! it gets better quality than naruto and has more eps than the usual requirement of anime (which is 26).
but they have alot of bishounens and I guess that's the only purpose of the anime. teehee I heart kazuki and makubex. even though kazuki is so much like a girl, I still love him. I'm anime bi naman diba? so both genders are very very open to me.
but it so rare to like a female character. Most of them piss me off. I dont know why.
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KYAAAAAAAA!!!
So hyped up! yes just hearing the beautiful song that became the opening song of ultra manic just pumped me up. that and I ate some tapsilog making me uber happy. ^_^
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my action for today consisted of read(fanfic) sleep internet tv and more internet; and what do i do in the internet? Well, it's personal >_>
It's so pretty! I'm a sucker for songs with violins!!
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my goddess has continued her writing. her name is Cheryl-chan. I love all her works that are naruto related. I thought that she was dead since she stopped writing for 4 months. >_> and finally she has written another one (which is sadly not a continuation of the other fics) but it's equally good. ^_^
she's the only person I know who gets 50+ reviews on her one-shots.
can anyone imagine naruto at the age of 16? damn he's hot (what more when he?s 20?). For the last time, I will not fall for my own son. no matter how bishounen he is or how much he looks like his uberly gwapo DEAD father.
?why must he die?
I almost made a theory. a stupid and easily proven false theory that just popped in my head. What if naruto was the 4th reborn? well, there was no mother mentioned. no grave in which anyone would pay tribute to him; so what if his body was reverted back to a new born baby?
well... that creepy and at one point make naruto even more gwapo than sasuke ^_^ WHOOHO!!! I"m sori. I just find joy when losers kick the asses of all the good looking geniuses around the world. teehee and when they fall madly inlove with them. BWAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!
I dont know. it's because sasuke was suck a jerk sometimes that I wanted him to be pathetic. I mean, how could you NOT hate sasuke at one point? he's so... ANNOYING! and the worse part, he looks GOOD when he's annoying. >_< I cant stand it! he must die!!
that and I was re-reading a few chapters and I have decided that Sasuke must die because of his stupid Superiority complex and inferiority complex. It's like what that fanfic said. He has SP then when he loses he has IP the challenges someone and wins and has SP all over again. It's a never ending cycle.
[that whole scene where his inferiority complex got the better of him and challenged naruto. And anruto said to wear the leaf head band so it?s like they fight as equal leaf ninjas. Then sasuke goes all ?you think ur up to par with me?!? it pissed me off. It really did.]
he's such a fucking jerk! I dont even know why I engaged him to naruto (<--- has her own world) I mean, he doesnt DESERVE naruto. and man... did you see that pic of neji? DAMN he was hot.
GAH!! I feel like such a pedophile! well.. they dont look 13! I mean it!
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I curse yee gods that made me d/l chrno crusade eps 20 in SPANISH SUBTITLE! yes the two languages I was learning decided to join forces and give me a headache.
Well, sadly my favorite girl seems to turn into a miaka. This SOO did not happen in the manga. I'll kill the director.
Rosette. That's it, joshua is not important anymore (though hes still considered as my property [yes they are collectables]) it's his sister taht i love ^_^.
That's it! I must be bi! Well I'm anime bi. I dont know any girl that I like in the real world aside from the vocalist of Texas and Rachel Leigh Cook. So there. As for the guys... it's ... Hyde and Tetsu. >_> not much of a selection is there? well, they look pretty enough and for those who think tetsu aint that good looking, you havent seen him with a goatee.
totally totally... *melts*. Oh Oh oh! Aragorn! not the actor but Aragorn ^_^ He's a hottie and that guy from SWAT. you know the french villain dude. Totally effeminite.
Well I think I'm partially bi because all the guys I like look like girls (except for Aragorn he's 50% manliness and 50% gay) teehee. ^_^
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yes I still find suffering attractive -_-;;;
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so totally inlov ewith a fanfic. Really really drama like and it's so "I'll do anything for you. blah blah I've given you everything I have I dont care if you dont love me back just please talk to me"-type of shite. and of course naruto has to be a jerk and forces sasuke to marry sakura even if it breaks his heart.
*sniffle* oh my son! Such a... pussy ^_^;;; YEs! I'm reading this kind of fic. but it's so ... nice to see Sasuke pine over Naruto. Sigh... it rarely happens.
and sasuke SO wants naruto and vice versa but naruto wants sakura to be happy and sakura loves sasuke and they're ENGAGED! (dont ask just read the fic). but its beautiful because they're a lime of ItaNaru. Yes! I want a threesome damn it!!
$&($%&$^*!!! I have yet to read one and I sont want a SakuSasuNaru one I want a ItaNaruSasu one!!! GAH! I'm so lacking.
here are a list of very very creepy parings: saku gaara, hinata gaara, kaka saku, kaka anko, and many many more. KYA!! >_<
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Am I the only girl in the world with a wonderful vision? Ahem ahem: Shinichi x kaito kid WHOOHO!!! (apparently only jap people have thesame wonderful vision -_-)
I'm so lacking. I was readng the manga again. Man I'm so inlove! I love it when... well. conan solves a case and ALMOST catches kaito kid. I mean, it's such a tease! (and it was so uber kul! they read the underneath of the underneath)
or maybe the only reason why people dont do ShinKai yaoi is because they kinds look alike. hmm... excuse me! Kaito kid's hair is messier! >_>;;;
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I'm a girl and I went shopping. hahaha ^_^ teehee. Theres this thing about girls and shopping. have you ever went shoping for 4 hours straight? you know w hat's worse? high heels, shopping then driving home.
Well I'm still not used to driving so my feet are really nervous when it comes to touching the pedals. but my heart gave me a little flutter when mommy said that she's willing to buy me the sandman book ^_^ I LOVE MY MOMMY~!!!! but we didnt buy it -_-
yea. you know shopping with her is alot easier on my wallet because she's willing to pay for the stuff I want to buy. (but it's so nakakahiya so i rarely do it. but today it was decent since i bought all the "cheap" stuff,300php and below, adn she buys the expensive stuff because she only has a credit card) *sigh* and online shopping with tin-tin when mommy's around, hehe, she's kidna forced to be nice to me. that and she buys love. well... I cant afford love so.. there!
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you know what? I'm planning to get some guy and stalk him. I dont know, it's summer! free time! and well, it's partialy stalking haven. It would have been better if the weather wasnt so hot.
but during exactly 4:56 to 4:08pm the weather was at it's best. It was so rare to have/see the sky in such a beautiful state (<--- likes looking at the sky). I mean there were the fluffiest clouds youve ever seen scattered around and you could still see the baby blue sky. PLus it wasnt sunny since the clouds covered the sun but it wasnt that dark either.
then there was also the rainbow I saw and a very quiet portrait of the moon. I cant describe it well. but for 12 minutes the sky was like a dream. #^_^#
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I have yet to show the world the beautiful picture me and my date had during our grad ball. Teehee! My love goes to Aurora! sadly, she only noticed now WHY she had the red rose and why I had the white rose. -_-; (well I was wearing white and black and she was wearing red and black)
but I'm serious it's pretty but the effects of if the horrible person that did my hair made my hair look bad! (<--- obsessed with hair) well, he did know that the area was going to be windy and almost poured a whole load of hair spray on me making my hair stiff. Well, later on I couldnt take it so I just messed my hair and let the wind make it worse.
but loving that gay guy that cut my hair! ^_^ it's so hyde ish but thicker. duh. just goes to show I wont bald from old age (but fron funguses instead). same goes with jobert. ^_^ but justin got dad;s hair so he's gonna go bald at one point.
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yes! shopping galore! I have to fix my new set of clothing. Since I'm going to america I cant afford to buy clothes there even if it's my size (prit!!). -_-. damn you america!! why must you have my size! filipinos are like... very small... damn you Trish! Kath! and everyone who is smaller than me! (which is actually alot of people so you should be offended, Trisha and kath ^_^;; )
Is it my fault I'm... plus size?! I just eat alot and when I was grade six, I found milk tasting so good I drank straight from the carton (and finished it) everyday. XP
jobert doesnt like milk so it;s not my fault.