Wednesday, April 28
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Aurora! u wanna leave ur addy? ^_^;;;
grandpaw: you didnt ask if I had one!
as for the rest of you, go some where else!
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teehee I feel so kilig! I'm listening to L'arcs new album: smile. Kya! I love their songs! at least most of them! and this one has violins!@!!!
I love L'arc, no matter how old they are. ^_^. Yes. Tetsu looks old and Hyde looks young well, according to this fanfic having sex 4 times a week can make you look younger. I dont even want to think anything after that. >_>;;
but you know, hyde is weird. During the Final Fantasy movie his english got better but now, it sucked. What the hell's wrong with that guy? maybe it was temp better because he stayed in london. (the freak). but still, hyde has his super gorgeous voice *_*
I think it rival's seki tomokazu's and hikaru midorikawa's. both amazing voice actors by the way. ^_^
Well Aurora, I know tetsu looks old, it just shows he doesnt wear make up as often as hyde _ but hey! that's the life of bishounens: to look pretty and be criticized. that's actually their fault by the way. Japanese peopel are so obsessed with appearances.
but tetsu's the cutest guy in the whole band ^_^ and he's the nicest, in my opinion. Plus! he plays bass, guitar and can do vocals. Hyde can do guitar, drums and vocals. tho >_> and I have to admit Hyde's voice is better than Tetsu's but Tetsu acknowledges that too. ^_^ He's so nice!!! I heart!
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today's a thursday, our supposed gimmik day. I was stressed earlier but now I'm not. I think i got to relax after taking a walk around makati. everything's better when you dont think. I guess that's why ditzy people are happy. (HEY HEY!!!)
but then, yea. I think I"m getting used to it. I'm entering the stage where everyone's gone soul searching. and for me sake: I dont believe in pre-marital sex! BWAHAHAHAAAAA!!! Some christianity sticking there and of course whenever justin hears this he just laughs his head off.
Jerk.
It just shows that I have self control and I dont have a third leg to think for me!
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KYAAAAA!! I'm so ... disturbed. Is that mahou tsukai tai? the "magich something club"?
IT looks different compared to when we watched it... 5 years ago. IT's like they re-colored it and ew.. theres dubbing >_>. gross.
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I'm procrastinating again. there are so many things I have to do. *sigh* Alright! I promise that by the week before I leave, I'll be done!
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This is another Naruto yaoi ranting
I'm so happy that Kakashi sees sasuke as a son. Well, coz that' how i see it too. I mean, I'm SO not into KakaSasu. not even KakaNaru but I love it when its everyone x naru,
"WHat the fuck? that's sick!" It is! but it's so CUTE!!! You see every trying to take advantage of our poor, slow, dense and oblivious Naruto. AWWWWWW!!! It's like trying to take the attention of a baby with everyone trying to wag something pretty infront of him. ^_^
ahem ahem I'm so going to kill the author of "Attraction" for not updating! Her fics are super long but then, it a super OOC naruto. I mean he's all cool and powerful and still as his naruto ness intact. I mean his whimsical side. A naruto of what could have been if this and this happened. Plus, I love it when naruto turns insane or suffers to some degree.
HEll, I love it when Rosette suffers. It's such a turn on.
...WAIT!
NO@!!! I WILL
NOT BE LIKE GRETA!!! GAH!!!but I look at naruto as if he's my son. >_> well, abit one-sided there but... Rosette is a different story hehehehe. ^_^with the whole stigmata thing *grin*.
but no. I will not be like greta. for I... dont want to see them tortured on a regular basis. No no no! just... maybe... once in a while. ^_^;;
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Theres just something about Neji doing the macarena that's really interesting.
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>this party's pointless
>>everythings pointless
>>...
>>wanna talk about it?
I found it really cute ^_^
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wow It's the first time I had a stiff neck. yes. five hours of not moving infront of the computer. I mean, how could you NOT?!
I've been straining myself to look for midi's and arrange them. Yea right, midi's are not hard to arrange, well.. IT"S FUCKING ANNOYING!
especially if people are going to play it with ur limited capabilities and instruments and people. gah! Well, I torture myself this way so I wont feel left out in the crowd of masochists. =p
this might not be painful but it is annoying and it gave me a stiff neck!
XP
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After ... 10+ days, the authors of ff.net said "wawa naman si candalf. sige nga. Let's update one of our fanfics"
YES ONE FREAKING CHAPTER!! ... where hardly anything happened there. No yaoi... *sigh*... no yaoi....
It's a fic where naru's totally ooc. but he become super strong minus his health. but you know.. he kinda spent some time there with itachi #^_^#. but as I was saying, I'm very very expectant to reach a chapter where Naru kicks Sasuke's ass.
Yes. I have an obsession. No mater how ooc they are, I want to see Naru kick Sasuke's ASS!!! I mean... it's such... a nice and fulfilling feeling just imagining it, what more when reading/watchign it? ^_^You know the loser kid kicks the ass of the im-cool-and-very-hot-looking-so-dont-touch-me stoic boy.
*sigh*
I'm so lacking. but there was this fanfic where it said "Naruto has his father's smile" #^_^# there's somethign really cute about that. taht and Us fans are totally clueless about naruto even having a mother.
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Oh my freaking gawd. I went to the bathroom.
No! I mean, I shited. I mean, Ui usually have a 7 day interval but this is a 2day interval. YES I?M TALKING ABOUT MY CONSTIPATION PROBLEM IN MY BLOG, I DON?T FUCKING CARE!!
But wow. Dad?s fiber drink is soooo working! But I think like the other methods I?ve tried, the lose effect after 4 tries. >_> man? that sucks. I?ll forever be constipated. But my record is 10 days without a no.2~!
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?well I don?t think I can check a yaoi site with my lola behind me talking on the phone. >_>;; but I love her. And I did sacrificing the other day and I deserve to be treated out to chocolate!
Moving on! So far, no manga.
But am looking forward to the
promised coming of the translation of the slayers novels!!!!! GLEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^_^ Slayers as you may know is my uber uber no1 story of all time!!! Because I love lina inverse so much and the world?s just so fucking interesting. Well, I think most of the slayers fans are extinct by now since it?s obviously inactive and it was like, 1995-ish
but still!!! Sigh I have yet to meet the rare species of slayers fanatics and have yet to meet the great Hajime Kanzaka.
>_< I want to meet him!! And talk to him!! And clarify concepts!! And stuff!! Oh the torture of it all!! DAMN YOU GAWD FOR THE WHOLE BABLE TOWER INCIDENT!!!! DAMN YOU!!!
Sunday, April 25
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“there are many wrong things in different countries now. Countries that legalize abortion, divorce, same sex marriages…”
· snap* I WILL KILL THAT GOD DAMN PRIEST!!!!! I swear! Excuse me?! IS there anything wrong with same sex marriages? I don’t
think so!
Ahem. That priest will die after 7 days.
Well. My dad’s kinda against it too. But my mom doesn’t seem to agree with him.
I think girls are more… open to guys I nthe topic of gay marriages. Guys hate it coz it’s mushy and girls like it coz it’s romantic. And I like it because the only thing hotter than a bishounen are two bishounens! BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!
But I never dare read a threesome. That and I don’t think it exists. That and I cant think of any three guys I’d like together.
…
but was feeling so energized because I found the gorgeous author that made Itanaru fics made one last! YEYYYY!!!
It was so uttlery utterly hot yet disturbing. I beg you, if you make an itanaru fic… just add some years to naruto. ^_^;;
Awww… my son. The wanted uke. * sigh* he’s a fucking uke. There was a cute fic where Naruto was pissed at Sasuke for always never being the seme.
And can I ask? Is it an established fact that naruto is… responsive? * avoids the big bucket of vomit coming her way*
Well.. I know he’s loud but I don’t know about… < I>responsive
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I’m having a head ache. While I was going to the supermarket, this lady was spreading hand sanitizers and well, she just poured a big blotch on my hand. So after rubbing my hands I sedicded to smell the damn thing. Then OUCH! The smell was so strong. It gained a 30 second frown, and a major throb from my head.
And it’s still hurting. Grr… >_< I knew I should have slept.
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Obviously I should have slept but I wanted to rearrange some midi's for us to play.
YES! I love torturing myself! This is the only torture I'd accept or something arnis or music related. well, I know it's so nakakatamad to arrange and stuff but the reward in the end is playing nobuo or yasunori's work is like a giant sized chocolate cake for me ^_^ It hurts but it's worth it.
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Hello to those out there whom I dont know yet are nice enough to make me know that I'm typing not for the empty air of cyber space but for the weird and unlucky people who happens to read the contents in this blog, reel and maybe think that the world is full of sickos. I love most of you. Well.. I'd be lying if I said
all.
but hey. I'm only a first degree sicko and there are like... many of other degrees... like kelvin... or farenhight. or other physics related things I cant spell.
have a nice morning.... ^_^
Thursday, April 22
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I've been kicked out of the park.
Yes! Stupid photography lessons. Well, it's ending today. So there! We had to do some photo essay about a subject. blah blah blah. I did the park. Later did I know that it was private even if I lived in the area. No pics allowed. So now I have no subject and it's due in 8 hours. Fuck it.
>_<
You know, I never even thought of taking pictures until All Saints day. people + candles + graves = pretty.
I know it's strange but it feels so nice to see stuff like that.
so there! fuck you world!
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It was so strange for me to like some tracks in Get Backers. It's suprised me that this cheap crappy looking anime had some nice tunes. To my great great shock it was the composer of Rurouni kenshin who did it.
Now Taki Iwasaki is a demi-god to me. I mean, he has made some of the nices guitar plucking / orchestra like / depressing (in general) music I've ever heared.
now what's he doing in a low budget anime?
Monday, April 19
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naughty candalf! bad! very very bad! no more sans rival for you!!
NOOOOOO!!!!
I"m one
sick girl. I ment that in a mental way. it's just the mind, I assure you.
gawd. I must be like 1 out of 10000 girls. Overly yaoi obsessed. Or maybe the whole worlds actually like that. But I mean, hey, you guys have ur porn to masturbate to and us... yaoi-ist have our fanfics that we just
read
*sigh* I want... two boyfriends... that would... yea. and I'll just watch. or maybe video tape. either or.
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I remember, one time, we had this thing. a ring of povedans from 4th year and second year. only a few of us of course. and then there's a bag of potato chips in the middle. someone sez a statement about themselves and those who feel thesame take a chip, too.
candalf: Umm... I like slash.
fatima, hanna and crispy[fellow 2nd years when I was 2nd year too]: ME TOO!!!
everyone else: what's slash?
sigh... I love professing my love for yaoi. same way about being a filipino. but I think I like being a filipino more. WE KICK WHITE ASS!!! actually, the vietnamese did... but yea... I pray that one day...
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and so I saw the larc en ciel realive concert. My first reaction was "hyde! what the fuck are you wearing?!!!" and that was not in a good way.
I do love him. really I do. him and his uberly sexy hair. but seriously, his fashion sense for such events are -------. ^_^;; as for tetsu. He's was quite tasty ^_~ rawwwrrr...
man, did you see those arms? they're like... rarrr. I should be a fucking bassist! and yuki was so uber kewl with the drums. sadly there was dead air, 20-30 mins? I mean, the stage... I mean, the band members were dressing up and there was nothing but the stage and the crowd.
and so my concept of japanese crowds are confirmed: they are fucked up.
I mean, no mosh pits? guards every where. people in overly organized boxes. gah.........
but I have to love tetsu really, he was feeding the crowd. I love people who feed the crowd. that was like, jesus. but instead of the loaves and the fish it was bananas. of course it wasnt for all. only for some lucky people who got to catch it.
he had one where he bit it and threw it. KYa~!! XD I want to eat tetsu's banana!!!
... wrong banana, hon. =p
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could I just say, this is the 3rd fanfic where ino and shikamaru are a couple today. I swear. Yes. apparently I got my wish that itachi would rape naruto. I know it's sick but that's the only way itachi would get near naruto in a...
that manner. #-_-# I know! It's shameful! My son is a complete whore! but you dont understand! Mommy needs... to make sure that her son is properly trained (?). ^_^;;;;
but there was a cute fanfic, narusasu, where shikamaru sed it was s & s: sasuke
silent and naruto
stupid. ^_^ mean!! but I love her. anyway...
a comment about another fic, it's nice that you made naruto super strong and "smart" and make sasuke all jealous but making him like GO is crossing the line. Well, making him smart was crossing the line. I love naruto. He's everything BUT smart. and I'd like all the fanfic writing people to remember that. ^_^ It's what makes him cute, hon. you cant take that away!
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I had my photography lessons today. Shocking! yes. I want to learn but moving on, it's actually really complicated and I didnt know it would be this hard! gah! I mean, I just wanted to take pictures!
though very very confused about so many concepts. I'm kinda scared about taking the subject up. I mean it's so...
complicated
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I wish
my crush would turn gay. hell, i wish I could have a crush. this is depresing. no one to look at and think of the naughty things he could do with another guy that's equally good looking. after all, I think that's what guys are usually for: for another guy's pleasure ^_^
yes! my on-going obsession. I dont know why martial artists in general are homo phobic. I think it's because of all those grappling jutsus taht scared them off. -_-;;
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Since, I have been listening to urban dub for the past days, I'd like to talk about them.
They sound thesame but different. ^_^
yes. that made sense. I just ment to say that most of their songs give the same feeling. each songs are not as varied from each other like L'arc.
as for the lyrics, I have no idea. I just listen to the song.
And I will rant about yasunori mitsuda. I will have to agree with the review from some dude, all his songs sound connected. tsugunai and sailing the world albums wounds like wither xenogears or chrono cross. now the difference between chrono cross and xeno is the instruments used, I'm sure you guys already know about that since I ranted about it like hell before.
but damn him! It doesnt feel like he's improving. it's like he's stuck with the same material. >_< I'll beat the living crap out of him!! but love him I still do ^_^
Saturday, April 17
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>”do you see these tears?”
>>”what tears?”
>”exactly!”
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In a fanfic, naruto is shown as some loser dude in high school who is inlove with sasuke, the rich popular jock with his girl friend, sakura whom people assume naruto has a crush on.
And so the current setting is in sasuke’s house, naruto trying to go home and sasuke trying to kick him out [because naruto fell unconscious and sasuke almost ran over him with his car (this really reminds me of butterfly effect. I don’t know why)]. Then out of no where itachi comes, in a silver sequined vest and red hot pants. and tells sasuke to drive the poor thing (naruto) home.
RIGHT THERE! Pause! And in a useless attempt to convince itachi to just take naruto right there! PLEASE!! His brother aint willing and ur in such a nice outfit, a shame to let it go to waste. ^_~ but surely, he could have worn something less gay.
I
need this!!! Ok. Maybe not so early in the morning but I mean, I need yaoi. I have yet to see… yes… yes… waaa!!! The fic is still a work in progress thus is killing me because of slow… release of the next chapter. >_< gah!
Meanie author!!!
But it’s nice to see that someone made gaara into a best friend instead of a yea… because, well, gaara will forever scare the shit out of me even when he’s being homicidal bastard.
But the whle night I just kept reading this fanfic. ^_^ yes! IT’s so cute, yet utterly disturbing to give a neji x naruto thingy. * shiver*
There was a fic though where he was engaged to hinata to keep the byakugan in their family. Yes. Engage. incest. But I cant imagine hinata with kiba; and neji with anyone else aside form lee-kun. Ye.s apparently lee-kuns the only guy with the “-kun”. Hehe… he’s so cute eh.
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Sasuke triumphly held up his ring-adorned left hand to Neji’s face, smirking. “I’m already married, in case you’ve forgotten.”
form a fic. Anyway, it’s so adorable! Can you just imagine him saying that?! Gawd, it’s so ooc it’s cute!!
AheI I just read a fic that lasted 17 chapters long and I’m proud of myself! It’s a so-so fic and… yea… that’s about it.
THEY MADE NARUTO PREGNANT! In short, a hermy. >_< NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY VERY NOOOOO!!!
I draw a line at fanfics! I am Ok with the whole sex thing as long as they dont get married and have a kid. Or even adopt. but I dont mind them living together.
I sound like a mom...
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So martial arts experience no 2 has come. I have yet to have aching mucle cramps all over and the difficulty of not moving well.
But I liked it! I feel so macha and I think I such. But hey! In the duel, I hit paolo. And well, paolo hit me. But it’s in thehead =_= must I note the number of times I hit MYSELF?!
Gah! I’m so clumbsy! But hell, I want to learn arnis! And I want to kick white hiney, and I love Aurora because she told Paolo to take care of me for her and make sure nothing bad happens to me.
Note to self to take her out on a date ^_^
Friday, April 16
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Oh why? God oh why?
I should stop. Yes. I should. And I should eat some sashimi because I’m craving it.
I want it but I don’t. I like it but am against it. Gah! Naruto should be on top damn it!
;_;
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So far, my definition of summer is: virus, internet, urban dub, and yaoi fanfics of naruto.
But as much as I want to hang out with the people I like, I’m busy not wanting to stand up. Today has been one ofthose days, slept at 4 woke up at 12. ate pizza and slept again at 2 and woke up at 4. and am expecting to sleep again sooner or later.
I want to do something that doesn’t involve walking around. Like, watching movies, I ‘d want to practice my violin right now but then my grandparents are in the next room and it’s part of my responsibility as a grand daughter to keep whatever hearing abilities they have left intact.
But the notion of a recording session is very very inspiring and is a good motivator. ^_^
Today was one of those days where you just wanted o lay down in bed and listen to your currently preferred CD: which is urban dub. Whence last months was Maroon 5.
I’ve been kidna planning to read a few books. But then, I don’t know which book I should be reading first. I was also hoping to push my so called “artistic talent” to its peak. But then, I couldn’t find motivation to f\draw. In short, I don’t feel like it and there IS nothing I’d want to draw about (aside from the very very inspiring scenes I see in the yaoi fics now a days)…
But I have been fixing my files. Well, I did and then they got deleted. The world is a bitch. So maybe, I should be a deep person and try to spent my empty moments of laziness and boredom to think. I hate thinking. It makes me even more messed up. I don’t know what to do this summer. I don’t know what to do with my remaining time in the Philippines.
I’m going to be leaving and I’ll never see them again for the longest time and I’m just sitting around the house, reading yaoi. Surely there is something more to life than yaoi. But then… I
like yaoi.
Let’s try a new approach: friends now, yaoi later. The problem is, the friends part, is not present at any moment. And the friends part, wastes money and brain cells arraining the hwole meeting. But hey, theres that thing about memories are forever. And the experience is worth it.
BUT DAMN IT! I feel like being lazy to day, so maybe I’ll stress out and do it tom. And theres that whole college thing that I have to worry about. Desire for community college is rising (because It’s more hassle free than the other schools). And after seeing Paolo Rosero’s work makes me feel like a miget in the art world (no offense to the short/”cute”[we call the short girls in our class cute] people out there).
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Naruto’s current chapter made me want to cry, help has come for Lee, kiba and shikamaru. Help from the sand! ^_^ glee!!! Gaara helping Lee-kun. I sense future yaoi between those two. It’s the second time to see both of them. Together, fighting…. Yes.
Ahem. I mean, they’re fighting this uberly bishounen villain with the annoying power of manipulating his bones (which are used as weapons, Justin aint thrilled with the idea).
SinceI have confessed my utter hate for gaara x naruto yaoi, I am willing to give a shot at lee x gaara. NO ONE touches naruto, except for someone with a sharingan in BOTH eyes. And as long as Itachi stays bishounen, no harm shall come to the author.
Thursday, April 15
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God! I cant take it! I want to cry but I cant!!!
JOSHUA!!! Damn that god forsaken bishounen. He.. forgot about Rosette!!! >_< YOU JERK~~~!!!!! I want to cry but I cant. It’s so depressing. I want to cry damn it! CRY!!! >_<
;_; I’m still not crying. IT’s so sad. And Chrno. I swear, using Rosettes lifespan for energy, if she doesn’t live past 20… I’ll fucking kill him!! >_<
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I’ve been dependent over Naruto fanfics lately. It’s like forcing urself to drink chocolate milk. It hurts your head and is not so healthy but then it tastes damn good even if it’s not necessary.
The fanfic I’m annoyed and clingy to is “Attraction” where there are ‘narusasu’, narugaara and kakasasu.
But gah! I mean just gah! There was… torture and… lemon and angst. The damn fanfic was oozing with angst. I was so depressed the whole day.
And the fanfic is really long! REALLY REALLY LONG!!! But I’m so worried about Naruto. I mean with him being an Ex-demon king in the story. Being entirely powerful and shit because he and his nine tailed demon fox combined powers … blah blah blah… something about… yea… it’s really long so I cant explain the whole thing. But in summary: sasuke wants to kill him and has a thing for kakashi (who has an interest for Iruka), naruto wandering around and gaara just recently left him.
He’s 18 by the way so… well, you could imagine how much he looks like his “dad”. So gwapop ^_^! No! I will
not find my son hot! Anyway… yes. ;_; no one loves him! And and it’s a very weak naru sasu fanfic! Damn it! I WANT YAOI!!!
Ok. I just read this fic. Itanaru. And the disturbing part is that naruto is 10 >_< GAH!!! TOO YOUNG!!!
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To day I was out with the girls.
ditzy
what I ment was we went out to eat. I love prit. Though feel guilty who paid the most. But it was fun. We were in bubba gump and pretended that it was joeys birthday. Of course, the guys would believe us. So we really insisted on that.
But either way, we got free sundae and a happy birthday song. Sadly out trip was cut short because of an errand joey’s bitchy sister forced her to do and greta’s dad’s arrival from the airport. The thing is, I thought he was a sea man (O_o;;;) but yes, spent the rest of our time walking around galle, which we did for countless times, and trips to else where.
But! We have yet to countinue our adventure next week! Our next mission: dessert. I think that’s the right spelling. = ,
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Damn Urban dub and their utterly beautiful music! >_< I cant get them out of my head!
But hey! I have the larc realive concert on VCD. Overpriced but hey, you cant get it anywhere else, right?
Yet I better not be ripped off. I was so ready to surrender 1000php for the VCDs of all their concerts but she mistook the whole collection for a ur under arrest. =p
*preview * I have been partially ripped off. It’s horrible quality and yet hyde looks as gwapo as ever!! XD!!! Kya… it wont play fluently though =c I cry.
Wednesday, April 14
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and yet I have not expressed my very very huge amout of gratitude to Erika for doing the wonderful layout yet again.
Damn nher geniousity... If there is such a word.
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the keyboards in the internet cafe's feel funny. We in glorieta and justin treated me out to cheeze burger. I love food. ^_^
It's kinda scary to be surrounded by people playing... PC games and... having a ragnarok online wallpaper with horrible arms and eye brows. cant help it. It's annying.
must cut conversation short. A bitch of a virus has been eating my files in the C drive. Fucker... so there. thus equals the internet cafe. FUCK YOU VIRUSES WHO TORTURE ME!!!
ps. I need yaoi >_<
Thursday, April 8
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It's not that I'm really really sick minded. It's just that I'm bored.
and well, when you're bored, other things tend to look... interesting.
I'm a yaoiist at heart. and god knows, if i get a boyfriend, he has to get a boyfriend too. and at one point, I was thinking of having a sex change and THEN get a boyfriend, even if I find it gross.
but seriously, I'm deprived, romantic, catholic and idealistic. I NEED YAOI!!!
as for the male population who are utterly disturbed at my fascinations... too bad =p
but I think that at some point my fascination in yaoi shifted to another level than that of my friends. I dont know. maybe it's just me. ^_^;;
I just remember this one time, I made so many gay comments in one movie that annoyed my friends. well, that was the result reading yaoi every day except for that day. I call yee “yaoi withdrawal symptoms!”
there was also my desire to turn kloh little brother gay... and gawd knows, it might work. i think it's because I havent met a non-cross dressing gay yet. I'm willing to make one. I dont know if kath does want that to happen (she's a yaoiist herself but I dont know to what extent). But I know, I pray for the day it will happen and I could just imagine kath’s parents never letting me get near their family for a billion miles.
however... yes.
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but moving on I did some spring cleaning in my computer. My files in particular. So far, I have fixed the mp3s. well… some of them. It’s either there are too many mp3s or I’m just really lazy. Wait. Hmm.. I only have 1,000 mp3s. that takes up… 7 GB. Wow, that’s not a lot compared to my cousin’s but I don’t even listen to les than half of them.
Apparently, none of the shojo mangas I usually read are popping up. Well, one manga in particular. Thus explains my… gay x gay cravings. That and fanfics are addicting. I mean, there’s nothing pulling me back to what I’m supposed to be. Even if the shoujo manga looks like a yaoi (the girl looks like a guy eh ^_~)
And gah! Fanfiction.net wont upload.
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am so in love with the incomplete song of Urban Dub. * heart*!! IT’s so nice! I’m so motivated to buy the CD if it wasn’t such a hassle. Well, I finally know what Indie means. =p it’s sounds like a cute name though. A short for indigo. I don’t know!!!
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since I‘m deprived of yaoi, I am some what forced to search around my files for one. I found a detective conan ^_^ “yaoi”. It is so called “the only yaoi fic” and could I just say, it AINT yaoi! Not even shounen ai! It’s just a hint that “I like this guy” kinda thing. The subtle ones. The “not-even-in-physical-contact” ones >_< GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
You evil beings of society!! Give me Detective Conan YAOI!!!! All I get is a straight couple there. Speaking of straight couples, I used to read Inuyasha and Kagome fics. The fluffy ones! I don’t dare read… hentai. * shiver*
Even worse, look at hentai. But I did see yaoi doujinshis. Gravitation Remix is shocking! Arrr, I see incest!! >_< NOOOOOO! The depressing part is that Tatsuha was the seme!!! And Eiri’s the uke. I think Eiri is a repressed seme. Thus when---
I’ll stop right there. Me and my little theories of yaoi. Oh lord why?!
But ahem ahem, sadly there are no good artists who do Naruto yaoi. ---à sad. I mean, all the good artists are doing harry potter!! >_< so utterly pissed!! $#&#&!!!!
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Oh yes. People! I’m planning to sell my stuff. Anime stuff of course but I don’t know where. Any suggestions? Mangas and VCDs!!! I don’t know where to sell them. I need money! I plan to buy so many things. *_* like… yaoi. Gah! >wacks her forehead< Is that all I can think about?! Yaoi?!
I must change! There is more to life than yaoi! Damn it, candalf!!! Ok. Fore finger is still immobile so no instruments… =c but thank gawd I am left handed. Even if it doesn’t show ^_^;;;
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surprise surprise. I don’t like 311. =p I’ve been d/ling soundtracks. Yes. And then there. I’m bored and I know I cant really d/l them in America seeing as I might be put to jail for not supporting their country’s artists. My ass. Look at our artists!! THEY need support!
They’re like… rapping but punkish minus teen angst. I just don’t like the sound of it. And so I’m back to marron 5. I’m loving them and they don’t need my support. ^_^
But I some what support them by telling the people who read this to d/l their songs!!! BWAHAHAHAA!!!
Monday, April 5
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'm so loving both greta and erika. greta because she did me a favor and told erika about the missing layout.
I"m a helpless baby without erika when it comes to html. *whiny chubaka* ERIKAAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!!
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I'm loving maroon 5. and yet and searching very hard to get Urban Dub cd. damned yeee bastards!! well, I dont really get why they're indie. but oh well...
in the category of music, I am waiting for some beautiful text frm people to inform me about my bought CDs. they were very halk heartedly bought because I cant find them in the internet.
It's not that I dont support japanese composers, it's just that I cant afford to support them. plus they have my love and respect which is priceless ^_^ yes, I am a cheap assed bastard.
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as for my physical condition, I'm learning to be a masochist at the moment.
dressing up is difficult and i was an idiot for not stretching, ahh the pain... it's torture. but then I was being all macha in the training countinuously saying "kaya ko pa!"
actually, I still could. I mean, it wasnt that bad. but then the pain was sneaky. It hurted after 4 hours. damn it! Sneaky bastards!!!
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I want to talk about me and my sick yaoi mind. yes! I admit it! I enjoyed reading the fic where sasuke was reluctantly watchign my son and his brother >explative< !!!!
YES! I
liked it you bastards!!! there. and from that fic, I started liking Itachi x Naruto fics. Well, in the manga, at least Itachi clearly placed it that he wanted Naruto (even though it's in a user type of way but we girls like to think of it in another sense. hehehe..) but moving on~! Even since the first kiss that they've shared, THEY ARE IN DENIAL ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS TOWARDS EACH OTHER!@!!!!
but still!! I love them ^_^ Uchiha(any of them) x naruto!
BWAHAHAHAAHAHA!!!!!! but it's partially disturbing since Itachi is my koi. It's a forever disturbing thing. gaH@!!!
*reading a naru sasu fic*... why wasnt I born a guy?! WHY? OH WHY?!
and yet... I feel like a pervert. yes... ^_^;;
a little while ago I tried to read a fic of my only favorite straight couple. I cant read it! NOOOOOOOO!!! I have no interest for any straight couple ever! I think it's depressing!!!!!!
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I have to sleep... because I want to >_< BYE~
Saturday, April 3
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Holy sHit. I am huRtiNg So FUckinG bAd...
Yes. there goes my first semi official experience in the world of martial arts. And from there, I will follow beloved Lee-kun's foot steps and be a genius of hardwork....
But knowing I'm so tamad, I dont think it'll work... ^_^;;
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I'm DyIng....
