Monday, February 27
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kuya: well, you're drama sounds very much like an ending plot to a spanish telenovela. if only you grew your goatee longer...
Thank you for the support. Everyones telling me not to quit nursing becaue I already spent two years on it. but you know what, Lets just see. Maybe I'll double major or maybe I'll completely switch. because I hate it like theres no tomorrow.
greta: you and your injury-porn. wait.. does that make sense?
I love the remindier that i am spart when compared to the average american. but hah. maybe not because I'm failing. I somehow lost the will to care about nursing and with much added bullshit to my soon-to-be-submitted autobiography.
(Yeah...they have to add "Cauca" to asian to er... hmm...wait..what am i saying?!) indeed.
oh greta. my love for money and my love for anime is so torn. I dont know what to do. WHY?! why cant i have both in a wonderful marriage?!
wait. yes. there are a hell load of gay people in new york. I mean, there are more gays in new york than bacteria in your mouth. i swear.
you know what, when I was a kid i looked like chenelle. becasue... I dont know why. we both had the same hair cut, both skinny, both had... two big front teeth and I was dark for a while.
but I loves you when you dont make sense.
aurora: damnz your god! he does. hahahaha! I didnt deny his existance. but I just thought that the other gods desrved a little time in the spotlight too. <3
I miss bathing everyday. I really do. but when its freezing, being wet isnt so fun.
thank you for the support, dearest balldate. surely you will have fun with your psychology and accounting combination. you better! because I'll hire you when I'm rich. BWAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!
you know better than me to care about grammar checks. GRAMMATICAL ERRORS FOR EVERYONE!!!!
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obviously, I maybe left out in the whole political conversation of the happenings in the philippines. I want to comment but I wouldnt because I do admit (unlike a couple of live journalists who spa and like to feel smart and make a completely pretentious political statement) i am quite ignorant and I dislike reading a whole lot. This is like the only reason i am ignorant because I cant read newspapers and books. seriously. I space out trying to read them.
so maybe, if i would like to join the pool of i-have-a-political-opinion-too people, I would say
this.
and aurora must have heard it a million time sfrom me. because I'm a loser without a cause.
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it does worry my immensely. i think either, its all about me and god's all bitching, or the timing is almost amazing. because this whole agnostic thing... its just kinda creepy.
seriously, god. give it a break.
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I was going to tell people something but i forgot all about it. aside from the little tension between me and jobert because i potentially ruin his social life and mine because i (a) go out to often and (b) cant drive.
*tear*
well, either i underestimate that statement or overestimate it. I dont know. I never know what im doing. sometimes I just cut too deep without knowing it, sometimes no one really cares because not alot of people read this blog anyway. I have just like, what, 3-4 readers?!
excuse me. I love my minority. *chu*
well, I'm at fault and i hope it relishes people that everyones going to die soon, including me.
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oh blackout by asian kung fu generation~ when he sings that line, it makes me happy like theres no tomorrow.
Monday, February 20
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Saturday night: told my mom I was agnostic.
Monday night: mom called, justin is seriously sick.
Lesson: there is a god. and he is seriously pissed at me.
This is not good. At first, I was all happy and shit. everything was going so well. I think thats what pissed me off the most. because now, i feel so bad.
its like a car crash after happily drinking and driving and managing to pass the police and laughing all the way. It was so awesome and so fun and now it
sucks.
I failed both my tests in nursing and anatomy and physiology II. I wont be surprised if i failed my chemistry. I dont know what to do. I want to just stop everything from moving for a second and gather my thoughts. because I dont know if I'm sad but I'm definately not happy.
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kuya: whether you make it or not. Since I do love you as my chauvinistic,ego centric perverted brother who would stop by my room before i go to sleep and read my funny stories from his porn site, I'm going to
multimedia next semester.
just for
you.
Greta: "verbosity"
aww thanks for the e-bday card and valentines greeting. I feel so sad that I cant keep up with you in the cheesiest level of telenovela-ness. but I'll try.
sadly I cant practice with anyone because americans are homophobes. (burn)
aww. I suddenly remember soujiro seta from RK and when i was a kid, I couldnt wait till i was 18 (because he's perpetually 18) and now I'm 20... *sigh*
aurora: wait. is it "marry me" or "merry me"? because I'm utterly confused. but yes my balldate. I will prancy with you in the most elegant and heterosexual waltz there is.
Erika: oh sweetie. I still havent found the fountain of studiousness-dorkiousness. but whoever does, please be our samaritan.
lately, I've been enjoying the benefits of bathing. I mean, having my hair feel so clean. putting on this awesome lotion from bath and body works that smells divine. and the what-nots.
Sadly I am one of the few slayers (novels) fans. and one of the rare rare few (or maybe only) fan who says that salyers try never happened. like how one sect of catholicism believes that the virgin mary isnt important.
...religion... is gay.
that hot guy I saw in new york...
...I HOPE he's gay.
Saturday, February 11
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well well, my birthday is done. My morning went with ym greetings from the philippines. thank you to mom, erika, greta and aurora for greeting me happy birthday first and painfully reminding me that I am--seriously-- 20.
My day started with a nursing test and me telling people its my birthday and them greeting me. why? I was in a happy perky mood. I spent the rest of it with my friend lauren in phily.
from the late afternoon to the early evening, we spent it in cafes, steakhouses and vietnamiese restaurants. by the later part of the night we were joined by ye fellow phily punks who-take-pride-in-not-taking-a-bath-for-months.
...and now I regret getting those hugs. but hey, I"m a huggy person. I hugged colin meloy <3
and just because i meet new people doesnt necessarily mean I like them. they were ok, though. and for the second time during the day, I was given an important lecture about russia, since i never cared much for world history, geography and the such.
so that was my birthday. and I thank navi, trish and henry for the greetings.
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erika: seriously? not web design? but you're so good at it! I mean, they're people who want to be web designers and they're not even as good as you! DAMN YOUR BRAIN!!!
I miss neil gaiman too, and the way he treated us like normal human beings when in all obviousness we were crazed, obsessed and gorgeous fans who (kinda) draw the line at stalking (if we have no transpo).
oh my, mcdonalds is scary, in the ghetto sense. I cant believe i'd be scared of anything ghetto. they're funny, but i feel out of place considering i lived a different lifestyle.
Kuya: emile durkheim said, "the more connections you have to the outside world, the less likely you are to kill yourself." I already stated it before and I love stating it again because I loved by sociology class. I try to have a life, but apparently, not when I'm in nursing.
i love it when people say x-factor. and that x is a variable that can mean anything. so I dont know what its all about then =D
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my love for xelloss has been resparked after reading the slayers novels again. he's more hardcore and secretive then i can ever remember. oh xelloss~ the novel is so much better in the sense of "plot thickening" and its either i'm getting used to it or the translation seems to be getting muich better. except for the fact that they switched "chaos words" with "power words"
its not cool. because when i think power words, i think of brainwashing class. you say it again and again and again and it will warp you to that word.
but oh xelloss. I felt a bit sad that you didnt find lina to be impressive. because i think she's awesome. and i love how you got mad at her for saying the lord of nightmare's name. because it adds more, meaning to it.
and I love that the other day, I remembered that you killed an entire army of golden dragons with two fingers. *exhale* you're so dreamy <3 words cannot define my love for a fictional demon who can highly be a metrosexual if real.
xelloss~~ and in volume six, he mentions the 2 demon lord's names <3 which is oh so rare since the anime never gave any significance to them <3 YEY~
and finally:
"Well, I absolutely adore Phibrizzo. Naturally. I can't say I'd want to date him, since, well, come on, he's just a mass of evil and is incapable of love." - a quote of someone in a forum.
I have the same problem with xelloss. and maybe thank god he's fictional lest I would have something close to a bad-boy complex except for that he's a really nice guy who;s just manipulative, pure evil and feeds on the despair and hatred of anything that lives.
sigh. unrequited love. whatever unrequited means...
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I would type what has happened to me these past few days but you know what? nothing much happened! I'd love to spend more money but you know what? I cant. so fuck all that. I'm gonna go study.
