Monday, May 30
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I was just reading naruto chapter something... I forgot the number.
but most impotantly I will rant our spoilers. so you may avert your eyes.
I cant believe how.... SAD I felt after i discovered that gaara was just killed. I liked gaara. I mean sure not since the first time Isaw him. I remember that I thought of him as some red headed farfie maniac but after he turned uber bishounen and after reading his gay admiration of naruto, I began to like him more and more.
and just to have him killed like that... ;_;
and and and!!!! I... I..... I thought that he would be a cool person. and I thought that he's life the fanfic life. you know, him and naruto, both hokage playing hookie (Was that the word?) from their hokage lives. and then sasuke would be narutos adviser and find the both of them... well, together.
and shoot uchiha-signature glares at gaara. and gaara would just pull naruto closer and naruto would be his oblivious self. ;_;... [<-- reads too many fanfics. but you have to admit it's a cute picture.]
dearest gaara, If there was anything that I would tell you before you die was that... I'm so fucking proud of you.
... *hug* and and and... I thought that you and naruto would look cute together. <3
and and and... you're completely hot.
indeed!
Wednesday, May 25
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I'm sorry to say that I havent updated my blog lately. and i thank the small number of people who commented. <3
especially aurora. mostly because she's hot. BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!
(I should really stop with the lesbian jokes)
but ahem. it's because I dont really have internet right now. and I will have to decrease the number of posts.
see ya.
Monday, May 16
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navi: did I mention that south street was full of bars? didnt that automatically mean that there were other dudes with open beers hanging around drunk in the street?
*sigh* sweetie, there ARE such things as corrupt american policemen. *pat pat* I'm sorry to ruin your dream.
greta: aww. if you dont want me to go then i wont. but I dont know how to say no. according to tita they're very persuasive.
and I think you get a different kind of points for having the longest comment ever.
but at some point I thought you'd love me for joining because I'll be like heero <3 and I'll get injured alot. =x
aurora: I await your call, dearest balldate! <3 sad that you're not going to the east coast. I would have taken you to ny and we would have had to stalk random jap boys.
erika: i very well remember that black/brown dude. for I always thought of him to be your first (real human) lovah.
damn. if kdiaz was in a community college she would have had a perfect 4.0. and alot of people take classes in community colleges because they cant afford universities. =x so theres not much difference between taking it or not.
wow. you and run-on sentences. I'd never thought i'd see the day. and as usual, I never thought i'd notice. (which i didnt by the way)
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I just want to say that I'm inlove with the vocalist of the decemberist. not a hottie but i love him from the concert and his voice, accent and guitar skills.
oh
Collin Meloy. I so love you <3
...however, if you can look better, please do. *chu*
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friday was the
ben folds concert.
and i am sooo loving him. <3 jobert and the concert has converted me. ben folds... is a beautiful man. >-inside joke-< he is a god.
and I loved it when he was fucking with the audience. I loved it when he said "can someone turn the fan off, it's blowing my hair-- definately too dramatic for me." which is funny because he's kinda bald. <3
and his gorgeous fingers. if i can, I'd make a deal with the devil to have his hands.
devil: you called?
candalf: havent you learned your lesson from that episode in futurama?
he's so... awesome. and I loved it when he played brick and everyone in the room was singing it. <3
which lead me to my dream:
I had a dream where we were finally infront of ben folds. me and jobert that is and I wanted to get his autograph. but I didnt have any of his cds. I gave him a flyer with his concert ad on it. and he said that he didnt want to sign that and asked for something else.
after a few more suggestions, I finally came up with something sign-able. which was my ben folds ticket. later on when i flipped it on the other side, it was actually my built to spill tickets. O_o;;
the picky bastard. =/
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saturday was the
built to spill concert.
had game with greg and jeff and jeff girlfriend who was just there for cuddling and not game. I think he was just ... I dont know. I'd say showing off but there was nothing to be proud of.
because she was just... there. sitting. doing nothing. cuddling in the middle of the game with jeff. I'm normally ok with the public display of affection but if it's going to ruin the image of making out between hetero couples-- then good god! NO!
you have scarred me into never having a significant other.
ew. *shiver*
but I was happy. very happy that jobert killed his (jeff's) character. I am also happy that I'll never see him again. huzzah!
thank god. no more days with him talking about his characters. thank you! thank you! thank you!!! no more days where he'll look over my shoulder (and look at what i'm going with the compy) for a long time and hold my temper. I did tell him off at one point but
i think he's an idiot.
anyway. on with the built to spill concert. I'm happy someone went with me. because I would have been awefully lonely.
the opening band was some sad punk band. *boring* the SECOND opening band was this rock band (fuled by some grandpa's) who'd play long, slow and depressing songs. =_=;;;
and finally was built to spill. I'm sad that he didnt do much audience participation thing going on. or interacted with the audience. ;_;
but I do love his voice. Though I find it cute that the vocalist looked like a bum and you can see his very skinny legs and frame and he had this whole bald + beard thing going on: I love his voice <3
and like i told to my companion who went with me to the gig: if he played carry the zero, I'll love him for the rest of my life.
and he did. someone yelled it when he was asking for requests. I jumped like a little kid. and shouted an I love you. which was totally ignored.
----but if it was collin meloy, he would have said "i love you too" <3
their last song was... some ... 20...30 minute song...
the bastard. our feet already hurt.... ugh... but I loved his voice... but he rarely uses it ;_; and thinks his guitar skills are more superior. DAMN YOUZE!!
after it was all over my friendly acquaintance and i sat on one of the benches. discarded food and mineral water all over.
I was so tired and thirsty. I turned to my friend and said:
candalf: dude, I'm so thirsty I could drink this. *holds up some discarded bottle of mineral water to her and drinks from it*
person: O_O dude, you can get some sort of STD from that.
candalf: *pause* I'm too thirsy to care.
end of the show we turned to south street which is littered with black people. she treated me out to a pizza and didnt finish her slice (jackpot!).
as i was eating the pizza some black dude and his possy passed by and said to me "yea girl, you EAT that pizza."
which caused me to pause for a long while. thinking if I'm too traumatized to eat pizza. PIZZA! for the love of god!
for now, I have concluded that I'm scared of eating infront of black people.
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I did sleep the whole night. I drank some coffee (which didnt work) and talked to jobert about stuff (which worked)
i went to new york. sadly i didnt get to go to kinokuniya. however I did go to some gorgeous photo galley and sister and her bf were trying to convince me into living in north jersey.
=_= however, everything was forgiven after we went to this classy restaurant and I had a 12 dollar french toast which was absolutely DIVINE!
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so far, everything is fine and dandy. *chu*
Wednesday, May 11
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greta: we rob our kind sweetie ;_; in the house in north jersey, we had some pinoys work on it and they cheated us~!!! >_< there is no loyalty to their own kind ;_;
ok so let me get this straight: you're going to court me THIS week and next week, erika? man... somehow this reminds me of those day panties. where the panties have like "wednesday" and etc written on it.
aurora: hmm you're right. I dont know the point of the pointing system but I do find it fun. ^_^ it's like, if I do something loser-ish. I get loser points. and if I get alot of loser points, I can be as loser as napoleon dynamite. =D
it's its own way of steriotyping hahaha.
dude, the irishmen are hot because of their accents. it's like it gives them bonuses to "hot" rolls (dice). =D (<--- loser. +100 loser points.)
yea. just having a teacher like that makes everything better. ^_^ I heart my (married with children) eng comp I teacher~! sorry, greta, your dad's not hot enough anymore. BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!
"Jlo in the bible... blasphemous." VERY. but, her butt would have more mention than her though.
navi: oh navi, "Exactly how do you get arrested for no apparent reason?"
They
can and they
did. They got arrested for going out of a bar with a beer in their hand. =/ in freaking SOUTH STREET[which is a street full of bars)! funny how they have to go to court too. =p the police totally ignored the "what did i do wrong, officer?" question. =_=;;
Jobert didnt want to go in the station. I wanted to go in the police station. not to ask for directions, but to ask if I can use their bathroom. =_= I was desperate.
oh yea, and the guy that was arrested was a minority. he's a good guy, I mean he was even wearing his applebee's work shirt (just got off of work) and the police was smoking as cigarette, they're not allowed to do that because that's being out of uniform. the dude's friend (who picked them up) from new york and talked to us about it. =x
erika: Rivers Cuomo-dom? is that the place with the tiangge?
*GASP* does this mean you can tell the difference between scotish and irish accents?! AMAZING!! Mark Anthony was random, I was thinking of someone who's dead and that's a guy: mark anthony. ^_^
Well, yesterday it was a gorgeous day. but to day it's burning hot. XO WHY?! well, YOU need burning hot to ever change the color of your pasty skin. ^_^
haha did I tell you about my half black half white friend that I might never see again? ah yes. it's like, one friend per class and you never see them again afterwards. (*looks down* ... i miss highschool)
It's interesting, so far, everyone I've talked to, Ive prepared them with the "I usually dont make sense, so please feel free to try." speech. ^_^ which they found funny at first till they realize that I was serious.
char: 12 comments all in all. I wish that this happened every time so i feel like i'm some what popular with my homies *whacks erika for gangsta usage of words*
char, dont say that our parents are talking about us. it just sounds soo... "fiance"-ish. and you know, I'm attracted to the he-gay-kind. and you're my sister!
I do go on ym. but theres no one online. sigh. I never have time these days.
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As of NOW greta wont be hitting on anyone for a while. because she's busy playing pretend fisherman by catching the random fishies in the sardine cans and courting her beloved teska...
My teacher.. this other teacher... ARGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! he just pissed me off.
it was my finals and I had to defend my work. he made me want to cry. I had the quivering lip-symptom going on: the sign of ready to cry-ness.
but I didnt. it just reminded me of when I cried infront of the whole class in the science finals in first year. I was a pussy. I admit it. I dont like debates and defenses. and I dont like it when I have so much... semi-passive emotion going on and i just feel so chaotic and when i talk i just make my grave deeper and deeper and deeper.
in the end, immense desire to kill him will grow and grow and maybe I'll forget all about it one day.
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I was hoping an all A thing. as i've told aurora, I'm not giving those americans the satisfaction of giving me a B or lower. So far, that jackass that i mentioned above gave me a B. I hate him.
So far the other classes that I thought I'd have a hard time with (Bio and english comp) I got an A in. And who the hell gets an A in bio!? even in an american COMMUNITY COLLEGE!
well, mom was happy. but she was weirded out to hear that I got a B in a concept-like class (since it wsa kinda like artistic). And for me it was a sign from
god: "forget art, you'll do fine in nursing. AND you get to take pics of cute injured guys. *wink*"
You tripping me, dawg! *slaps herself for gangsta usage*
well, I do love both of my english comp and bio teachers. [Note to self: send eng comp teacher a "you're awesome" note.]
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dear cyber-diary,
recruiters tried to recruit me. I actually considered joining the national army guard of america; why? because they would pay my tuition and pay me.
but I have to go to boot camp and go to iraq. but most importantly, serve the country to conquered mine for 50 years. '_'
I'm lured in by the money. the government are sure ~tricky~. DAMN THEM!! However being in boot camp sounded cool. I wonder if I can go to boot camp and quit afterwards. I mean. right after the break my moral and turn me into a killing machine with occasional PMS.
that's actually scary. hahaha. ...ha...
should I join? should I not join? for some reason, I feel like asking mom if I should consider it. I'm so used to her making decisions for me. I kinda made it baltant to her in a restaurant. (yea... too lazy for a flash back)
pros: I have army experience = which i'd get macho points in! I'd be totaly awesome. and I'd have money at the same time. I'd get the uniform and boots too and I get to tell my kids about mommy's experience at the army and how she put a gun to daddy's head. hahahaha.. thawas just a joke. but it can happen.
OOooo!! I can get a gun too! but I dont like guns... I'm a meele person.
cons: selling my self to defend americans. which is against everything I go for! and do hard work, which is totally against everything I'm for. and not have my own toilet. which is against my personal RIGHT!
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!! (to the american government) I just an immigrant coming here to have a good, decent college education, damn it! I want
ed to be an
artist! hmm... when they asked what my major was, maybe I should have said "Art" so i sound totally hopeless to house train. but then again, they would care.
I cant believe i'm considering on joining the army. I blame ben folds!
"So I thought i'd join the army. dad said 'son, your fucking high.'"their gonna call me one of these days. I'm still thinking about it. I dont know how to say no since I'm such a door mat and I fear that I'd get arrested. ;_;
Friday, May 6
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char: haha that's what you get for depending on emoicons thingies XP I am low tech and I'm proud of it!
ows? and pray tell what pic is that?
ok... that pey-pey thing *whack* that was horribly corny and you know it!
aurora: OH MY GOD! and irish accent? that dude from the decemberists had an irish/scottish accent <3 he's awesome. however not cute enough to have a crush on =/ wait, what irish guys are we talking about? who? --wha?
is that your l5r character or is that some kind of white guy conspiracy you have going on about me?
"...if frog legs taste just like chicken, why don't people just eat chicken instead?" those are wise words my friend, very wise. *nods*
greta: there there greta, thers enough love going on to start another flower power thing =/
oh heart! you read yaoi?! I'm so proud of you. hehehe for that you get 500 pogi points. ^_~
BWAHAHAHA!! karimlan is awesome isnt it? <3 I mgiht have to use you to get more words like that XD
erika: when did I ever make sense? *pat pat*
yey! you remembered her! you get 500 dork points ^_^ they're awesome! if you have enough you can turn into a weezer like status.
did greg come from the bible?! I dont remember any dude named greg in the bible!! and if you were going out with a dude from the bible, it would be... Mark anthoney!
YES! a fellow non-anne rice-er. I dont know anything aobut the execusion but.... yaoi~ < /3 ;_; <--- simple minded
whatever, you were drinking either way, maybe it's to console your feelings because aurora didnt love you back.
"eris you broke her heart!! go console greta!! XD" HAHA! your sister-aunt-cousin-crushee just told you off! (>_> not really but I've always wanted to say that)
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you could not BELIEVE what happened to me on thursday. ..well actually... you can. >_>
first of all: hurrah! I attended the decemberists and they were awesome!! O_O I'm serious. they're act was better than larc. well.. if only larc didnt have the funny engurish, decemberists were sure to win. >_>;;
dudes! they mastered the art of multi-tasking!! I so adore! theres a keyboardist/accordion/trumpet and xylophone/mandolin/guitar/synthesizer and a bass guitar/double bass-er <3 jyagan would be something like them. *nodds head*
but still *_* they were so awesome! I fell in love with them even more. *Sigh* that and jobert now likes that voilinist chick. =/ I like everyone!
and they had this tamborine thing. at one point everybody on the stage was shaking a tamborine and then one of them threw the tamborine to the audience then the audience shook it and passed it around for a few times. then some greedy ass kept it =c
after the concert at 12:30 mn. me and jobert walked home. I was (i admit) very bitchy to him. whining about being cold and my feet hurting. apparently all my happy points went away during the concert and my bitchy points were left to be expressed.
as we reached the PATCO (train) in 9th & 10th we discovered that the gates were closed. O_O I felt bad but the feeling was slowly sinking in me, maybe it's because it was too cold and my feet really REALLY hurt.
according to the thing it sez that it'll open at 5 am. great... we thought. we sat around near it and was happy enough to notice that we werent the only idiots who didnt know about this. ^_^
jobert came up with a plan to stay in a diner for a while. did I mention that I really needed to go to the bathroom? So we walked... how many blocks? back to south street. we went around but it was just bars that were open ;_; and I'm underage (19)!! XO
we finally went to this place that had a bar upstairs and a pizza parlor downstairs. and can i just say, the pizza was also... awesome. ^_^ When I came out from using their restroom... my shoes... they were
sticky. (EEEEEEEEWWWWWWW) by 2am we were kicked out by the owner since theywere closing up. =_=;
we wandered for a while and rested on a bench in front of a mini police station. a few civilians came by and they happen to be a victim of police people who abuse their power. =_= they thought that we had a friend that was also caught but nah... we were just there... STUCK in philly till 5 fucking am.
south streets full of people. there are some blacks and seeing them walk around doesnt feel safe. knowing that the police can arrest you for no apparent reason didnt help at all =_=; we decided to walk back to the locked gate of 9th & 10th. and wait down by the stairs where it's slightly warmer; we sang some songs to comfort us and I prayed that the police wont arrest me for being noisy and asian. >_<
then it dawned on us. because the words were covered in spray paint
"this is closed from 12mn to 5am. for other times, check 8th & Market" and we were: O_O + motherfucker! + HALLELUIA! +son of a biatch... + MADRE DE DIOS!
we have totally concluded that we are idiots. mostly jobert though... since he's fat. we frezzingly walked towards the magical place and sat waiting for the train, still freezing for an hour. finally the train went by and jboert drove us home.
aftermath:
I followed jobert by also sneaking an hour's worth of sleep before I start on my essay. (it's due and I'm reading today) I woke up with jobert saying "candy? are you ready to go na?"
I rose from my bed with a whiny "NO~!" I woke up it was 8:30am. >_< my class is at 9. kuya was nice enough to wait for me to type my essay and check it out before i left.
when I reached my engish class it was totally empty. ;_; I'm lucky I caught the teacher in his second class. He was surpised that I was absent on the day I'm supposed to read. since I'm always... present in class. I told him of my tale of ass freezing self-pity sob fest. and then he said he'll give me half a grade for the recitation. since that happened to my last night and I gave the effort to catch up with him for the thing. <3
i totally love him!! he's the best teacher ever!!! ;_; yes dudes, he's the same teacher who apologized for his american accent ^_^ isnt he awesome?! <3!
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However... I have been fucking cheated ;_; what I thought was a vcd was actually just a cd. DAMN YOU!!! you took 15 bucks from me ;_;
