Tuesday, March 29
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someone must check
the product of my geniosity. apparently, this is what the people in the presidents list do in their free time.
not drawing... BUT eat little children ^_^.
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greta: oops! I dont double read my post XO I'm so sorry I forgot you!! I already typed my reply to you but I dont know hwere it went (maybe it was with the post that i deleted =/) so in my sorry, I'll put you the first of the replying list. ^_^
ahem! replying shall commence! number 1, they never gave us any magazines in highschool! except for the gazzette... thingy. Number 2, DUDE!! I showed you this totlaly hot pic of wufei *drool* oh yeah...
but this one is jin and he's a samurai and *thinks* I guess that's about it ^_^ This is like.. the second blue samurai that I like! but jin doesnt smile as much!! anong fei?! from xenogears?!! I"L KILL YOU!! ;_; he's ... COOLER than fei!! fei's so whiny =p
aww thanks for correcting my tagalog. what would be without you? =D obviously a person with still horrible tagalog =_=;;;
fatima: DUDE!!! I heart you~! I miss you ^_^ THIIIIIIIS MUCH! *gestures with arms* apparently, I dont have a piccie of myself... so... ^_^;;;
char yes... new layout ^_^
Aurora: Yey! first post in the new... layout ^_^ acutally, I think it was navi with his question, but whatever. ^_^
YES! our special project. ^_~ I just hope I wont look like a suspicious character >_> but hell, new yorks full of it XD
haha takki wasnt with ken lloyd. ^.^ silly aurora. tee-hee. it was a men's hair cut book. *_* and I have a thing for hair.
I'd hang my list but it might change over time. =D since I am weird and moldable.
Erika: can "nursing genius" be a complement? I can imagine hitler in a nurses outfit since I already saw him in a maids out fit (ewww. he's like your hentai girl who can play your sick hospital/school/master fantasies!! GEH)
dude.. that's so cool ;_; opening for the decemberists. I was never much of a concert person myself. but then i thought to myself, I'm here... I might as well be queer. =D (or take the queers, which ever can come first) I mean, I havent even attended any of the concerts of OPM bands (shame on me!)
I cant believe you can sound giddy replying. ^O^ it's interesting. well I dont know how lee can improve on his looks. he thinks gai sensei is the bomb. =_= of BAD-WRONG-SAD fashion. ;_; but I would have liked it if he grew his hair long again and had those fly-away bangs ^_^ YEY~! a lee make over!!! Lee needs queer eye more than Naruto ~_^
dude. it's ok. ^_^ I mean, it's like tagboard anyway. you can never reread the previous posts. >_<
Navi: ...yes? *gestures hand in a shakespearian way*
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DAMN MY FORUM!!! they make me so addicted to so many things. it's the first time I actually participated in the forum. and in every forum, I feel competitiveness between the gackt thread and the larc thread. and it seems that everwhere i go, the gackt thread has like... THOUSANDS!!! and larc... doesnt ;_;
well, you cant win em all. but I am an exception to society!!! I am a nurse in the PRESIDENTS LIST!!! XO!! I demand justice!!! and... bishounens.
speaking of bishounens my cousin was telling me that asian people generally prefer androgyny than manly men. it was proven in a study and it has something to do with androgynous men look more nurturing.
but funny thing was burn my cousin's wife(who was white) did to him.
candalf: do you like androgyny?
wife: nah, I like manly men. *turns to my cousin*
wife: but I dont know how I ended up with him. =/
tee-hee.
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I LOVE THE NEW LAYOUT!! hell, I love all the layouts erika make ^_^ BECAUSE!! they are filled with bishouneness. <3
but the amazingness of live has not yet noticed my coolness *_*
apparently I would hope to kick peoples asses in class. but alas, I cannot submit my abstract for bio ;_; I need more time. because all the documents I've printed suddenly disappeared. GEH!
however on a more important issue:
jloh looks like a teacher. I was pretty specific when I said he looked like sir dino.
when I saw that picture he reminded me of something that needs a cold shot to the nuts. He looked likes someone you'd see in some place that I am familiar with. and then it hit me! he looked like a school teacher!
^_^ Jloh the school teacher. awww .think of all the debate girls who'd go for him and his sister. so that would mean it's kloh and jloh the twin faculty terrors!!
oh I dont know. I quit =p
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oh heart te' heart! I dont know what I'm saying but I feel poetic and I have a homework to do~ BUT I did promise myself some yaoi by the end of the day and watch sex in the city!
because i do love samantha and her very bishie lover ^_^
and I do want to leave because may tao sa katabi ko na amoy... tabacco. >_< and it's choking me!
so aurevoi!... however you spell >_>
Thursday, March 24
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Justin if you're reading this, then...
happy birthday!!!
^_________^
its sad that the older we get, the more people expect stuff from us. However, I'm sorry justin. you're lil sis'l just get fatter and fatter XD
with ICE CREAM!!!
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On the academic side of life:
i got into president's list =D!!
I dont really know what it is, but it sounds cool! Well, I hope it's cool. kuya said it's higher than a deans list. *_* I hope that means its easier for me to transfer colleges.
hmm... but then again, that means my bro also got this one when he first started >_> which makes it feel less special....
well who the fuck cares. I'll take what I can. =D and here i am. taking it. this certificate will surely go on a special place: the refrigerator. until i feel sawa of it's apperance.
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I have stuff to do on may =D. me and aurora's little project. AND the Build to Spill and Decemberists concert XD!!
I"m sure lauren will join me for built to spill. and maybe jobert will join me for decemberists? yes ^_^ since we are fan! ho-ho!
I'll surely be busy. Lets not forget all those interent pasalubongs. hahaha. good luck with me!
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I'm sorry. I have absolutely have nothing else to say. except for my weekly naruto spoilers ^_^
NEJI'S HOT@!!!! OH my god. the bishounen-ness. I cant take it. *_* NEJI!! I CURRENTLY WANT YOU!!! (I'm sorry gaara ^_^; but I"m sure naruto will take are of you)
you know hwat, ever since naruto changed gaara and neji's life, they got better looking O_o; so does that mean, the bishounen hormone naruto was supposed to have got wasted on them or something?!!! DAMN!!!
ps. sannin thing is echoing again... ¬_¬
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today was our second biology test. lately I've been pondering on if I really need nursing. '_' because, it seems like I'm giving so much effort on a security blanket.
but then, I was thinking of double majoring. so whatever. >_> I dont have a job, might as well do something useful with my life. geh. I'm so confused. ah yes. I have so much to do =_=;
I just want to say one remark about ken lloyd
lyrics: say you'll be my own, my ever glow and shine for me~
candalf: awww...
lyrics: in my womb~
candalf: ... T_T; WTF?! ok dude, you just lost the romance. ¬_¬
well the thing that I like about him (ignoring hte lyrics) is that he can really SMOOTHly hit those high notes. I'm sorry, but I just love it! <3
Monday, March 21
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well, obviously I havent posted for quite a while. it's becasue I did try to post a few days ago, and stupid blogger didnt publish properly. =/
Char: char, you are greenmindedly slow XP haha. but then that's why I'm candalf the green minded. but we also had those silly little innuendos during the games about jobert. hahaha! ha... maybe we can do that to kath or soemthing.
Aurora: sweetie, I'd just like to say, forget dave. ken lloyds freaking hot and I want him! obviously, I have been turned by one of his songs and even if the whole song was in english (realizing after I've listened to it for the 15th time) I still cant make out some of the lyrics. >_<
aww. I'm sorry, I'd post more often but not alot of stuff happens over here. america's freaking boring. well, the suburbs are freaking boring. If I was with my sis, I would have had a job right now or be (OP!) at kinokuniya. ^_~ but hell, I'm a stupid girl who just got addicted to a new jap band AFTER she went to kinokuniya ;_;.
;_; where is larc on? what press mgazine? NOOO!!! I dont want them to be popular!! *shiver* think of all those number of fangirls increasing! XO
Greta: magica3? I've never even heard of that game!!! did you talk to me about it before?
well, so far, there are suggestions from char and erika on what to use. =p ginawang forum. hahaha. hehe youre so happy na with your dsl. ^_~ all those nobuo stuff for the taking. have fun!
since you have a (somewhat) connection to barbie, does that mean we'll get to meet her *_* OH BARBIE!!! I'd turn gay just for you! but too bad you turned straight =/ I blame the born-agains.
Erika: well, the thing about genesis is that, he rescued you from your distress. which makes him a prince but the charming is still debate-able. we have to see him first.
yea. your toe was the important thing. because without it getting hurt, you wouldnt have met him (>_> got to know him more) like neji said, it's destiny. and he's such a retard (neji I mean) XD. but we cared about your toe, it's just that genesis beat us to the punch. actions speak louder than words so... whatever I say, I'm sure genesis would have had a better impression than me. ;_;
as for the naruto AMV, I'm sure the next naruto eps (127) will have naruto and sasuke scenes. ^_^ of them fighting. I still have to look for the previous eps. WHOOHA!
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yea. I was bleeding my ass and it hurt. I cant help but give it some attention. so now it's gone, so right now, I have a clean hiney.
thank you for the ego boost. as usual, you get extra money for saying I'm better than him and implied that I can kick his arse. =D you make me happy. I think I deserve a pat on the head.
I do feel special. ^_^ we can beat him! I mean... we're better in our own... tamad way. and we got erika! who's a genius and can do all those mentally hard parts for us. ^_^
remember, in modern english pat is the present tense for pet. >_>;
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ten facts about candalf10. I want to perform without the hardwork of practice. since I'm extra lazy.
9. I dont like it when things I like become popular. (which is really strange and I really dont know why I think like that. and I've tried to change it but it wont)
8. I use a different voice when talking to adults or other people (which was something priti pointed out to me)
7. I like the bee gees.
6. I have a thing for hair and hats but I'm lazy to style my hair and wear hats.
5. I'm always insecure. and it's a hinderance. it's annoying. grr...
4. I hate for fun.
3. if I could, I'd wear pajamas everyday.
2. I'm a hypocrite. =p
1. I like being patted on the head or hugging. because, I love being acknowledged ^_~ (go naruto!)
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I was supposed to have this... whole rethinking the way I live because I saw this article:
American teens latch on to Japanese pop culture because it's annoying to be japanese influenced when your own contry isnt getting attention. that and I dislike the idea of increasing jfangirls. I"m sure some of you knows what I"m talking about.
girls in the hallway giggling, fighting over the aniem character slash jrock singer that they like. (guilty) competing over who's a better fan. (guilty) flaunting out all those mangas and magazines and speak horrible japanese (not guilty)-- while I gouge my eyes out and scream to block the voices.
so my plan is, make philippines hella popular and then return to my normal otaku self.
but then hell, forget japan. I should go all filipino on the worlds ass. but I dont know how since I dont even speak perfect filipino. >_>; but hell, yes. I will try to remove all that japanese out of my system.
but that's really hard. since... I'm a fangirl myself. I love anime and jrock. if you remove that... I dont know what to be addicted about. theres not much to be addicted about in the philippines, except for some bands and I really like them but not insanely love them.
=/ hmm.. how should I do this? suggestions are well accepted.
... wait... what was my point again? oh hell, forget it.
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ken lloyd is a vocalist that I currently have the hots for. the thing about japanese people who sing english is that they are too used to singing in japanese that when they use english lyrics they distort the pronunciation of the word (just like what they do to japanese words),and thus leaving the fan girl confused on what he's saying.
for~ since japanese doesnt really accent some parts of the word like english words have, japanese words can easily be twisted around when sung. umlike english words where you cant do that because no one will know what that word is. =/
since he sings something like a punkish songs, he doesnt really use the smooth side of his voice, he uses that rough voice that's made when you push your voice abrupty.
however in a certain song, (that I've been playing over and over again) Ive realized that his voice his alsmot angelic when he reached those high parts. equals me loving him.
however, his voice still sounds like a... guy. not as powerful as hydes and not as cool as seki tomokazu. but he is "j-rock" in a certain song, he sounds like the vocalist of urban dub. but that's it
but I think that there should be another j-genre. like j-metal or something. because there are some bands that awefully resemble those like cradle of filth. deconstructed and chaotic music that I cant very well appreciate.
however just the other day, I've meet my first cradle of filth fan. he's a friend of kuya and he reminded me of Jay from project runway. (this fat gay fashion designer whom I think is cute and is awefully gay and I love him so for that. plus I love his style) mostly his slightly feminime/stoned voice reminded me of jay or gay + ness.
hahaha. I hope he doesnt see this because some people get too touchy when they're implied to be gay. >_>
anyway, back to ken lloyed. he's hot. half brit and jap. meaning (according to aurora) if I marry him, I get a free trip around europe (or some where along those lines.) he currently shaved his eyebrows and arms for a certain video. so, god bless his soul!
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New York.
I went to kinokuniya as I've told everyone else (>_>) there was one thing I really wated to buy. there was this booklet for 2005 hair styles.
and I really wanted to buy it. and taki's on the cover pa naman. it was 10 dollars.
even if they were all men's hair styles, they looked so pretty. damn thems. ;_; I want pretty hair.
geh. I have to get this "I'm really japanese influenced" thing out of my system!! because I'm not japanese! and even I do like their anime and their music and their fashion, I can ;_; try to over come it! GO ME!
Saturday, March 12
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Fatima: PA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I overly miss you. and I have a link to your belovedly dead live journal. I'll be there!!! in june~!!! apparently, my cousin has this thing at the end of may so I cant leave.
Greta: yea, the tagboard occasionally dies. it does that to everyone's too. so yea. ooh~ about that mp3, I dont know where to get it, maybe you have something like kazaa or a search?
according to m-w.com "pleonasm" means redundancy? so you'll cook for me?!!! YEY! Wow greta, maybe you should have been here to take care of me when I was sick ^_~
The pic with mang bags? I have it. ^_^ I smile at it. I go "...awww" at it.
Aurora: I remember these things!!! Aurora, you just have a +5 to blog trivia. XD but I'm suprised you even remembered the details O_o;;;
Erika: YEY! you + download = a downloading erika ^_^ and naruto yaoi AMVness
ahem ahem ahem
for the BOTH OF YOU (erika and aurora): I have one statement about dave: he awefully resembles my made up character. I've been bugging myself on why he reminds me of someone and it turns out that he just reminded me of a character I made for a poor and abandoned story.
(except for that my character was more of a cute dork who has sad sad nery fantasies, which dave doesnt have *sigh*) and for one thing! I just mention ONE GUY, just TWICE (not counting this) and my traumatic and semi-traumatic event with him and you guys think that I'm interested.
EXCUSE ME!! His quarter japanese heritage does not lure me in like another form of free ticket to japan--- NO! it does not! it just as intruiging as the temption to ask my jap classmate in bio class if he had a younger brother with a deep voice and carrying an evangelion bag around the campus...
... BUT POINT IS!!!! he is not an important charater in my life story@!!!! he is a traumatic event that I shall strangle than kill for two reasons!!!!!
1: he's REALLY REALLY good with a guitar! (and he learned it in less than a year GEH!)
2: whenever I pine over gaara's bishounenness, he looks at me and sez "He's not even real." With that annoying calm SLASH stoned voice that sounds so... SURE OF HIMSELF!
and I sigh and reply with a weak, "DONT REMIND ME!"
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I was supposed to be sad about something... but I forgot what it is.
This is now my response to the question "what is blogging?"
Blogging is a way of telling the world that you're alright. or sad or a freak.
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wow. the last time I was in a campaign that was not with my friends was... riffs. however you spell it. I had a card captor sakura rip off character and man was she cheezy.
but today was the first game of a hack n slash based game. I had a plain normal fighter. but I as candalf on the other hand enjoyed the many innuendos this game had.
ahh... I blame jobert for reviving the green mindedness in me. it's your fault.
paladin: I serve [blah] god.
dragon: i serve
myself~~~
paladin: so why dont you show yourself to us
dragon: I dont want to
candalf: out of game: because he's serving himself
ahh. I love it when thsoe things happen.
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Aside from me bleeding my ass off, (yes it's my period, if my brothers were women, our menstrual cycles would be in sync)
ahem. I'm having such a music turnover. from some nice mellow indie music, I'm moving over to the j-rock world, and for the first time I'm exploring other bands than my favorite Larc.
but seriously, L'arcs too popular for their own good. XD it's easy to access information about them... and PICS!!! and they're reassuringly pretty. ^_^
but more importantly, the pillows are coming in the US, playing in small venues-- which i find to be pretty cool because they're more affordable yet sadly maybe age restricting.
sadly I cant go. even though there are TWO shows in new york (how rare ;_;) I cant go.
even if I'm not a pillow fan, I just want to go to support asian artists. hell, if barbie were going to maryland, I'd learn how to drive just to get there! (for I love her as a straight and slightly bisexual woman, and she has (in my opinion) the ideal female voice, and my sensei magically got a pic with her = me sad)
but point is! I'd like to go. and the noodles are playing too~ I've heard one song and I liked it. ^_^
Tuesday, March 8
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Greta: first of all... "pleonasm"? thank god for www.m-w.com for that!
aww. but I still want to sacrifice yourself to the violin gods inorder to achieve a uber high level of violin playing. ^_^ it is my dream!
so basically "butterflies in your stomach = pressure = farting" is what you wanted to say because it sounds cool? someone's taking her science elective too seriously. hehehe
aurora: thank you for sharing the similar feeling of annoyance as i do. apparently we are all not as saintly and hairy as a certain someone (or monkey).
but yes! we will and maybe a road trip. and if we ever get to japan, let's not forget to bring a tent and instant ramen incase we cant afford the hotels.
erika: maybe those baby ulcers are actually butterflies and you are subconcuously pessimistic?
fine! you are used to the tag board! but I'm still keeping the tag board. the comments thing nalang would be for those long expressive stuff.
apparently no one can contain all of greta's lovely words ^_^
ps. can I ask you to d/l a song for me? [the caesars - jerk it out] I found it to be funky ;_;
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for once this year I have felt the strongest urge to stop time, drop my violin and run far
far away.
yesterday was my little "jam" with dave. and from that I have learned two things:
1. I'll never "jam" with him ever again
2. I'll force erika to practice harder
I just hate it when god gives more character points to some than others.
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I got sick over the weekend. sore throat that turned into cough that turned into colds. >_> it's morphing time! or what I wished was
morphine time hehe ^_^
ok! enough with the cornyness!
so basically nothign happened to me aside from staying in bed for a really REALLY long time.
I met kuya allans gay friends. ;_; and man, I wish I was kuya allan. they were so cool! and funny! and I didnt know they were gay until jobert said so!
I want to go to my mom and say to her "MOM!! I WANT
THEM FOR MY BIRTHDAY@!!!!"
but hey, they're all cool~ my cousin and his friends. they were very funny. ^_^ I was kinda sick during the little gathering. and I really love all their gay jokes about my other cousin carl.
hehehe. there was time when kuya brought his dog soby and he trained soby to bark. so when kuya said "Is carl gay?" soby would bark.
hehehehe he's so cool. both of them.
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yesterday was a beautiful day. in terms of the weather, leaving aside that semi-traumatizing moment with dave (note: he has a girlfriend, so dont you dare think if anything. and he's not that bishounen anyway)
I mean... the whole campus was kinda quiet and the weather wasnt that cold. just slightly chilly and it reminded me so much of poveda after classes when everyone went home.
when I'm still stuck in school and waiting for my driver because of some reason he's late.
and the few times jyagan had practices in school was like that. out in the field, (coz dave prefered to play outside) and I remember that jyagan did kinda played outside.
sometimes...
and it was such... a very nostalgic moment. I missed school. I missed mang bagio. I missed forcing keena to listen to me since her sister would also make her stay late. and I missed patting her head.
and I kinda missed the grey plastic bench. and I missed how some of our classmates that are still lurking around school would spot you and come over to you.
it really sucked that, that weather and the sky and school-- everything about yesterday was something so rare.
wow. lets call that a magical moment for me~ wheee~
[damn you build to spill and your song "carry the zero"!!]
Wednesday, March 2
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Greta: aww. thank you. well, I hope you know that you are actually the star of the whole jyagan thing because I refuse to be the star and play the main melodies and mostly because you are me and erika's (and section C's) number one! (awww)
oh yea. that video was ... hell it's a jap name. I cant remember. well, it sucked. I dont know why larc approved it. It was like a cross between
pieces and
dive to blue. XP they suck at making videos. so far, I havent liked a single video yet.
hyde's too obsessed about american people bein in their music videos.
Navi: I love you as my brother's foolish little (hairy) pet monkey. but I just want to tell you, I met an engaged version of you. and I've met an even more annnoying and hyperactive version of you.
and I'd like to tell you to stay the way you are. (awww)
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So far I'm taking a break for the mean time. You know, the intense part of the schooling just ended and will resume on thursday when I have to make an essay magically appear.
I have been reconstructing my room and been playing piano for a little while. mostly because it's not comfortable having your piano on the floor, instead of a table or something. and I have begun to force myself to love my violin again.
and then ask myself, can erika play the violin? because that would be REALLY nice if she could.
*hint hint*
strangely I woke up to the music of "Love Flies" (and the video) (ps. my brain's becoming a radio alarm clock) and i kinda miss getting that feelign i used to get when I first watched larc.
I think this had something to do with that Sex And The City episode I watched last night with that
zah zah zhu-- or something like that. the "butterflies in the stomach feeling that you get when you really like something and you must have it.
not like I wanted to collect L'arc, but I miss the child like awe I had of them. I mean, now I just get a heart attack when I see hyde with awful hair. (but I am happy to accept ken as he is)
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I greeted pa happy birthday. and it's nice to get an email back saying that she misses me because I miss her and it's nice to know that she's still ok.
I love you guys too but I dont know why you refuse to use that new comment button thing that I just installed.
I mean, it's alot easier for you to post long stuff there because it lets you. ;_; I mean, all that hard work for nothing.
but I'm still keeping the tag board. because that's nice for the short stuff like "jobert's fat" or something like that.
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I kinda miss manila for not being so windy. wide open spaces do have their disadvantages. but I do love looking up at night and seeing all the stars.
I guess that's the only reason I have for wanting to overnight in tagaytay ^_^.
so maybe, somehow, we'll all go.
