Monday, February 28
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aurora: you're mean, siding up with someone who's freakishly white!
who's hot? what?! Why do I keep missing what you're saying? is it jin? OH WAIT! wrong jin. XD. he's an anime character from samurai champloo. not the sexy dancer in j-pop. oh no~
it isnt that i love indie anime (not that I've ever watched any indie anime). they were in big comapies like toei animations or gainax. I just didnt want anime to be as popular as it was now. and seeing some little girl prancing around school showing off a graphic novel as if she's the first person to ever see it. and you can just see it in her face she just CONFORMING to her other peers.
that just PISSES ME OFF.
Greta: how about emotional injuries? ^_^
I had this vision, that if jyagan ever goes to the grammys, you'll be wearing a filipiniana and me and erika will wear the barong and look like your boyfriends or something.
Erika: Oh yes. my skin color stays true to my povedan uniform. >_>
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yesterday has been very L'arc for me.
aside from my blossoming love for Sambomaster (a very not so popular j-band) I have been watching some old larc vids and finally heard the original version of metropolis.
XD
First off the "And she said." PV had the cutest thing with ken switiching from guitar to piano and back. and hyde looked... sultry. if that was a word. or I can just say he looked sluty too but I'm thinking of sultry. man, i was like:
"YOU"RE A FREAKING MAN~!~~!! and you act like a whore ;_; worse part is that you're not
MY whore."
and tetsu... was ugly. >_> and sakura was hot.
and you really REALLY notice hyde's singing patterns. I mean, now he's more subtle but before he kept on doing that damn thing where it looks like his heads going to snap off. (but still, he was HOT)
I've tried it. and it hurts. I dont have the luscious hair that he does back then.
comapre that to his new video, "Killing me" ARG!!! what the fuck did you do to your hair?! retarded japanese boy~!
do you know the "poof" hair style? it was popular in america for a while. it's like your hair in the middle is combed back and lifted alittle, like what you did with your hairband but with just the middle part.
and hyde did just that. I mean, not only did he conform with the stupid pointy shoes trend but he also did the "poof" HAIR?! you're a MAN! not a white woman!! WTF is wrong with you?!!!
AHEM.
I saw my first SOAP video. SOAP or Sons Of All Pussys was kens solo. he's withe larc's ex drummer and some dide we dont know. there he is, in a room wallpapered with enlarged hentai mangas with pink ink, singing. and occasionally switching the guitar into the thing that mang baguio uses to increase his voice.
jobert called him ugly and my level of respect for the perverted guitarist increased. trust me, he looks WAY better now. better check up on his
site.
not as pretty as L'arc's or tetsu's but cool because you hear them talk when you look around the pics.
Oh yes. did I mention he was swinging a jeweled pink and ribbony penis around between his legs in the video?
yes. he was. i think it was like... as tall as him if you made it stand straight beside him. but still--- DUDE.
white cowboy hat, white scarf tied on his neck, white vest under a black blazer and wearing a pair of black slacks.
vest and scarf was slightly gay. but still he was cool ^_^
AND SO~ I annouce to you Larc has another new song going around which will be the theme of Full Metal Alchemist's Movie. like i said FMA is the new RK. >_>
and they'l lbe going to china and korea. so much of a tour around asia. they'll never want to go to the philippines... we'll not like I'm there or anything. >_>
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PS. I'm worried about gaara. ;_; PLEASE DONT LET ITACHI RAPE YOU!!! ...YET!!!
pps. this snow storm is a sign from god. saying, "you suck at violin. I dont want you to humiliate yourself"
Friday, February 25
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Aurora: download the damn thing (YM), it's the only one I can access.
HOLY SHITE!!! he's that really REALLY hot guy? oh wow. I cant believe you know his name!
Navi: no. but it would be a nice story to tell my kids. ^_^
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Main stream anime:
Wow. I didnt know you guys would be so emotional about it.
Listen. This is my opinion. I know the advantages and disadvantages of anime being mainstream. and I'm still inlove with the idea of it not being mainstream for very personal reasons (and in order to decrease the population of annoying people.)
It's my selfish little opinion and i dont think it should matter to you since I'm not attacking the "freedom of anime." and I'm not cursing it like some flaming white asshole. (mind you, I'm BRONZE! not yellow) I'm just whining about what I miss and what i love and what i wished that was.
so can you please put all those long trails of feedback to the new comments thing because I get really confused which ones are for today and which ones were from the last time.
and now... on to the more important stuff of my life...
Naruto!
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GAARA!!!! THEY KIDNAPPED YOU!!!
OH NOOOOOOOOO!!!do you know what that means? gaara's uber uke and he'll be rescued by naruto and we'll all be like:
fans: YEY
gaara: naruto.. <3~
naruto: gaara, I'm here to save you~~~
itachi: har har har har (candlf: does he laugh like that?!) I have lured you in uzumaki naruto. Now that I have to both of you here... we'll [explative] and [explative]with my [explative] and [explative] [explative]
sasuke: WHAT?!
itachi: go away sasuke. you're too unpretty with your big forehead to join our little game
naruto: YEA, DATTEBA YO!!
fans: DAMN RIGHT!
and sasuke will be all like...
sasuke: =c aww... I'm sad now. I will admit to naruto's awesome and sexy self.
plus the glorious
fanart i saw online!!! I LOVE IT!
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Dear Jin. I think I have a crush on you. but you looked crappy in that last episode.
Love, Candalf.
Monday, February 21
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UPDATED!!!
Greta: I am injured!! emotionally~~!!
Char: CHAR!!! Let's join a baking competition and have cheer leaders sing that in the BG!!
piggy: yes that is true. but where else would the computers go when you're done with them? mom didnt know you were going to go back home ;_;
aurora: I'm sorry~~!!! My msn wont connect. I cant answer any of my hotmail stuff. I blame comcast internet~!~!!
JOHN ZIMMERMAN IV? episode? WHAT?!!!!! who's he again? aside from a famous photographer I've never heard of ;_; I"M SORRY!!!1
Navi: man that's so sad. I cant believe it's all "punk" now. it's all "mainstream" now. GOOOOOOOOOOOOD DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN YOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!!
I think in a way I'll have to blame you for this. for you are partially white and I am a oppressed (/repressed/suppressed. I cant spell n I dont care!) minority!
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Ah pitiful blog. and I cant even see what the freaking tagboard sez so I'll update you later when I cant see it. m'kay?
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AURORA!!!
I watched the producers! It was so cool~ those two guys in spin city were actually from theater. it was so interesting that their characters in the producer are actually switched compared to their charaters in spin city.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD I didnt know Stuart can sing so nicely. I like his voice. They were all so cool! I loved it~!
"Intermission. [sits there for 2 minutes]... the curtain isnt really artsy. it's just orange."
"Shut up, I'm having a rhetorical conversation"
"Don't be stupid, be a smarty. Come and join the Nazi party"
"You're an accountant! You're in a noble profession! The word "count" is part of your title!"
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oh my gods. gaara is so hot. WHY?!! How the fuck did that happen?! That's it, he's my new fling. damn him. for masashi kishimoto to make him so absolutely positively bishounen like that. *_* *sigh*
I think this is a first for me. To like some stoic character and a character that wears too much make up.
but seriously!! I mean, he's all COOL~ and emotionless and he's so tall now. *_* Well, compared to "two years ago" and he has a new sexy black suit and all. ^_~
and arms? LOOOOOOOOOOOVE the arms!
aww gods. I just want naruto... to like... go with gaara~~ quick! he's introuble. in in fanfic world, he wants to court you and make you his one and only uke!
apparently gaara's enemy in the akatsuki has some sort of speech impediment. like what chichiri has. not much of speech impediment as it is a quirk. like his little "no da" but it's a "yeah"
and it's also nice to know that it's just not itachi that wears black nail polish. it's the whole akatsuki. it's their... "thing". >_> yea. whatever, kishimoto sensei.
but the sad part is that [extra spolers] that, that akatsuki dude wasnt that freaked when gaara did something to his/her arm. so maybe she has regenerative abilities.
but then again... gaara is kinda cheezy. >_>
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Theres this guy in my class who also likes chrono trigger and instrumentals. Now the thing is that we were planning to "jam" or whatever. just play stuff for the fun of it.
and MY problem is that I'm so depressed and intimidated because
he has a fucking BAND!!! and they were offered a CONTRACT!!! (which they refused)
and I'm just like...
"I... I really suck with the violin... so can we just keep this a secret and tell the world I just dont play an instrument at all?!" I mean, I really do want to play around some songs with someone (my lack of jyagan has pushed me so far =_=; I MISS YOU!!!! and love you and am still utterly devoded to you!!!) and like... I'm having such a major low-self esteem thing going on. ;_;
I"M SORRY IF I"LL DISSAPPOINT YOU!!!! Ok. Go me~ I'll just have to practice
practice practice. He's so picky pa naman. ;_; I mean he doesnt like the recorder... FUCK YOU~!!!
I dont have to be forced into an instrument I cant play if I dont want to!!!
... well... I kinda do. ;_; RISE self-esteem! rise like the bread in yakitate japan! ... or something.
Tuesday, February 15
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I'm so sorry my beloved blog~ I have been so ignorant of you~~!!
Navi: Dude! How the hell did anime become punk?! it's supposed to be "dork" or something!!
aurora: not boston but in boston market. It's this family restaurant thing where their specialty is chicken and common american side dishes. I loves it. ^_^
Ah yes. I dont care as long as I see L'arc in their semily "current state" I'm good to go! were they decent looking? I hope they were. ;_;
Erika: Conventionally cute? are you talking about gaara? he aint cute! he's hot! So far, he's the most delicious thing to happen to the Naruto continuation world. Well, I never actually found him cute before. I was just awefully reminded of Farfaelo when I saw gaara. He's like... Aya and Farfie's baby or something O_o; but he's so gwapo now. I turned 180 on him.
oh yes. about the eps. I 'll post them soon since I'm not at home and i cant tell what eps has what.
True! I wanted ... yes. todd. to die. ;_; so that they can be united in the end. I always thought that guy was gay. you know... the guy who brought those girls in. I liked him ;_;
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I feel sad about not updating my blog that often. but still, I am a busy busy girl even if I dont have a part time job. I'd love to take a bath, honestly, if it wasnt so freaking cold. >_>
ye.s bathing issues. It's wrong for me to talk about them in public (I think). Currently, I am a filthy minority and I dont give a damn.
So far, I am currently enjoying this newly burned Yasunori Mitsuda CD. Well, It would have had all of his new songs if only I had money to buy the other CDs. (which I will do someday)
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Money is such a horrible issue. Right now I have a thousand bucks and I cant believe my mom gave me that much money.
but she knew the way she raised me. She implanted in my subconscious that I'd put all of it in the bank. She's right. =p
but wow. having a thousand bucks. Do you know how much power you feel just holding that in your hand? It makes you want to keep it so that next time you get bullied by some piece of shit, you hold it and say: "hahaha. I'm still richer than you!"
but that's just me. I am a money loving freak. Hearing about Justin getting an 80,000php computer just after he got a computer over here in america made me think about how unfair I am being to mom. (O_o;)
I mean, I should stop spending money because she'll run out of money for justin to take. and my mom will end up broke and shite = me no money.
=_= I guess I'm just pissed and unable to think whether it's being unfair to mom or not. I dont know if I should get mad at justin or not; because currently I'm mad and I dont want to be mad.
I hate being mad because there's never anything to break, or hit that will not take money from me. especially
here.
but you know, I'm still wondering--- hell theres no doubt about it. I still want to be filthy rich. for two reasons:
1. I can walk around in my pajamas
2. I get my own orchestra =D
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As far as superficiality goes, I do love androgyny. I love it when men look like women. but I do hate it when women look like men. >_>; Not in aurora's case though. she looked alike a guy who looks like a girl. that... just confused me.
I dont know. my eyes have been adjusted to androgyny for such a long time now. It's sad that... I'll never find anyone bishounen in life.
but it was so cool to watch that eps of Queer Eye when there were catering to the needs of this really hot guy. And carson kept on fanning himself.
"Wow, is it hot in here or it's just you?" and yes by god. He was, very hot. ^_^
There was that small segement of Queer Eye where they showed all the "hot guys" that they did and I... liked only 2 out of 12. I kinda felt ripped off. >_>
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Did I tell you about my newly burned Mitsuda CD? It's mostly Xenogears, chrono cross and trigger. That's it. I suck. I still have to get Xenosaga I, Moonlit Shadow, Sailing the World, and that hako no niwa. Still pondering about shadow hearts coz he helped and not really did anything in it.
Oh yes. theres An cinnuit and gun hazard and tobal no 1. Man, I dont have the money. I swear, that 1000 aint going anywhere!!!
I will get a job!!! GO ME!!
But seriously, I think Yasunori Mitsuda is done already with his stupid rock phase. Nobuo is still going through it. Some are ok but most are.. BLEH! I'm sorry greta!
but I mean, every composer has their niche.
Mitsuda's Celtic, Nobuo's Orchestraic, and Daisuke Ishiwatari is rock... or metal. whatever!
and It would be narrowminded of me to wish that they stick to their rightful places but still, they suck at other genres.
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Oh yes. This brings me to my opinion of Xenosaga II.
Havent playeed one and two and not planning to. but hear-iyei~ hear-iyei~ It sucks! I dont need to play it to know it sucks. I saw one eps of the anime... well... 1/3 or of the eps since I kept of fast fowarding it.
and I am very upset. Mostly to square enix. because they ruined a games potential because they were fucking bankrupted!
Namco... aint all that. I'm sorry. And yasunori mitsuda sucked in xenosaga I and it's just so disappointing.
I swear, this must be like the 6th time I've ranted about this. GAH! Sue ME!!!!
Wednesday, February 9
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The birthday girl's intro:
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! It was my birthday. and I'd like to say that I havent gotten any smarter. Sad. But still it was my birthday and I only remembered about it when erika greeted me.
so basically you guys were beaten by the whitey with a white accent. XD
And the replies go...
Kuya Piggy: Yes. I'm fat. Deal with it. XD
Aurora: I LOVE YOU!!! Recording larc was the best present (though it wasnt really a present) EVER!!! <3 (I'm still stuck on my materialistic side. damn american consumerism)
Ahem! you're welcome by the way. and you are bishounen. I blame that polo for make you lean towards the opposite gender! ps. I'm not uchi poochi ^_^;;; I dont know what it is.
and on another note, me getting older doesnt mean that you're getting any younger. har~har~har~
Erika: first of all, kinda sorta yey to kikuchi. he was only bishounen on some RARE pics. ^_^
secondly, WHAT?! john lennon bishie?! well I dont know. I havent seen any bishie pics. you do have a taste for white meat. what can I do to compete? and tetsu is a but... scrawny ^_^;;; have you seen him half naked? he's like eric from "that 70's show" but SKINNIER!!! ---if that's actually possible.
well. I still say yes to the AMV thing. please let it be "new tatoo"!!! since I"m still inlove with that song. that and track 2. but anyway~ YES! I will not let the lack of bishounenness of my son not kill me. ;_; but it just kinda ruined it all~!!!!! I EXPECTED HIM TO
LOOK BETTER!!!! like something more...
foxy~ ^_-
Char: Apparely my birthday seemed to go hand in hand with ash wed and chinese new year. yey. so it's basically like the whole catholic chinese people celebrating the lack of me-ness.
;_; DAMN YOU CATHOLIC CHINESE!!! and that includes half of YOU, char!!
And on with the show... I never thought I'd fall inlove with "Casually" (a song in BoF3). I wish I was an arranger. but I'm not. I'm just playing the role and wish to gawd I was. but you know, I feel like a professional. so bugger off!!
but still, I get guilt for not doing the songs erika nad greta wanted. but I am working on kefka. I just dont know how to approach it. I want to make it... I dont know.. Funk. because I think it's such a cool genre.
but still, it's a piano, flute/recorder, and bongos. Personally, I'd like to play the bongos. because they're so cool. but Erika, you're going to play them hehehe.
go you.
So far, I'm just going through another... run-through for the midi's I've already "finished". They have to go to phase two. which is me playing all of them in a piano and making the additions and changes.
Now this is going to take a really long while because I'm really REALLY clumbsy with the piano. I cant help but make mistakes.
Another problem is that ... well.. I just hope you dont find it as depressing. XO;
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we ate in boston market. I wasnt really hungry but for some reason the chicken, mac and chese and creamed spinach disappeared quite fast. Of course I kinda cheated because I gave most of my mac n cheese to jobert. Some how, their mac n cheese isnt that ...flavorful/CHEESY!!! ;_; shite~
ok. lets make that a note. but I mean, what else are you going to eat. hmm.. maybe the mashed poptatoes isnt that bad.
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I got presents!!! XD from my brothers~ who'm I'm very grateful for--- the presents I mean.
Jasper got me the NEverwhere DVD O_o; IT's so WHOOOOOOOOAAAAA!!! and jobert got me the will & grace book!! YEY!!! gaynes galore
"Love you. Love everything about you. Thinking of becoming you for halloween." is that what will said to grace or soemthing. ^O^ Its so mean~!
Still havent found a gay man in south jersey. I swear. they all flocked to new york! GARRRR~~!!!
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So early in the morning, greta ditched me. >_> fine! apparently MSN in unaccessable. both messanger and email. ;_;
so woe is me. Oh yes. good news for erika. I finally watched dead post society. ;_; it's so cool.
YOU LOVE HIM!!! Ethan hawk loved whats-his-name. and god damn it man! They're so fucking skinny.
the bond between two room mates cannot be broken. awww~! he was going to puke and he was the most depressed at of everyone else. AWWWW!! I kinda wanted him to commit suicide too. you know, so they'd be together. ^_^; I hope that doesnt sound kinda morbid.
but it's funny seeing Red (from that 70's show) play another Strict father. hehe
Red: How could hyde do this?! I treaded him like my own son!
Eric: you treat him BETTER than your own son.
hehehe AWWW~!!! I loved that part. but I'm sad I mised today's 70's show. because Iw anted to know if eric and donna were still going to have a wedding. haha spoilers for youze!!!
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Naruto 247 spoilers!!
GAARA'S THE KAZE KAGE~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and it looks like temari and shikamaru's a couple. and neji's a jounin XO)
OH MY GODS!!!
He's SO HOT@!!!!! I hope you dont mind while I go and kidnap him and force him to engagement!!! WOOHO!!!
WHY WHY?!! did he grow up into such a fine young man... and my sons all like... DRRRR!!!
shite. the akatsuki's after gaara!! just after he got bishounen!! It's all a conspiracy. see, the akatsuki have itachi and they dont want anyone else to look better than him. so there you go. And that's why they wanted to kidnap naruto!
because he's going to be pretty (I hope!) one day. and you know, they are herding bishounens.it's like they sould have bisnounens and no one else. OH MY GOD! The naruto world is a bishounen conspiracy!!
but seriously, when did gaara get so hot?! I mean, just yesterday he grinned like a psyco clown and now--- I bow to you bishounenness!!
DAMN IT ALL!!
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yes I forgot to mention. Theres this guy in my class.... who's TOTALLY like Navarro. It's either Navi's too white or he's multiplying. >_>
it's kinda creepy in a way. my god. when you think about it he can actually look like him. XO. surprise! surprise!
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theres something that's annoying me about hottopic.com selling anime shirts.
mostly because I dont think anime is goth. it's inane kawaii japaneseness that isnt cute anymore when it came to continental america. and it's just that... the popularity of anime is kinda...
... pissing me off. I dont know. I'm confused!! WHY ARE YOU SELLING NERV SHIRTS!!!
you know, theres something special about anime back then since it was such a hard to get thing. and you really had to know the places where to get them. but now it's like... all over the place. I guess... it just made me kinda feel less special as an anime fan.
somehow, my mind tries to compare like which is more of a fanatic, the person with most experience or the person with most merchandise? i know it's a stupid question but right now I'm having an anime identity crisis~! ---if there is such a thing.
maybe it's just a freaking phase. a freaking ___LONG___ phase. or maybe it's me steriotypic people again. XO oh good gawd. I hate thinking. it just makes me even more confused!!
Friday, February 4
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Belated birthday to my bro~ go
email him if you want.
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Greta: oh greta. our kids never growing up to be bishounen is the worst kind of motherhood trauma i wouldnt like to endure. I do say this is the father's fault. ^_^
well, join the club. us anti chinese people will roit! wow~ what did you do in hongkong>? any bishounens? ^_~
thanks for the financial update. it's just sad to know it's gonna rise back up. is anybody doing ANYTHING>?!!!!
Char: ah~~ see. now that our gamer spirit is dying theres nothing else to feel giddy about.
well except for the amount of "angry" I feel towards masashi kishimoto. GRR!!
aurora: yes he is ;_;. maybe he has a southern accent and he's girlfriends his sister.
ok... that was TOO steriotypical. but still ^_^ it's a pretty face. that's about it. he's like a white jap boy and we're in the same country. yey~!
OH MY GOD~!!! please record!!! XD LARC!!! oh and I hope they look good. *_*
Erika: Mirobiology is, I guess, a more indepth study of cells and there are a hellotta different kinds of cells. Molecular Biology is more on the genetic side. this is the one when you can play around with it's composition-- i guess. guess. guess. guess~~ huff~
yes. no j-rocker is better than the beatles, skill wise. but they are hella prettier!!! XD
and yes. I will kill you for not reading getting updated on my son's still ugly self.
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I give up. Naruto, I'm serious. What the hell do you see in sasuke? he's such a jerk. and he has a big forehead. [was reading the previous chapters]
...but then again, I was planning your wedding.-- but still! Its upseting me!!
Gah. in the newest chapter, there was a semi bishounen pic of naruto. it's in the panel where he sez something like, "I should be careful around sakura chan because she'll kill me."
and all like, ;_;. because I was shouting at the computer, "isnt that the kind of face you should make when thinking about sasuke?!!!" d
but still ;_; horrible horrible nostalgia~ but it's not liek it happened long ago.
oh dearest ball date, I cant dettatchmy myself from naruto. he's so stupid and lovable and so uke. ;_; I LOVE HIM!!! --as a son. ^_^ yes he's just an anime ;_; it's true~ but that'sthe worst part!! I'll never be able to go over to sasuke and force him to court naruto and make him say he's sorry and that he'll be his slave forever.
ahem. but I mean, that's just me. ^_^;
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NEIL GAIMAN!!! has a movie coming up. I odnt know if it's going to e popular but it has the same feel as his "Neverwhere" episodes.
Never really watched the whole thing, I kinda got lazy after the first eps. but I have yet to call myself a fan till I read Neverwear and finish Smoke and Mirrors.
Still, I want to read the other books that he did. damn me.
but still this goes to the list of many-movies-i-want-to-watch-one-day-but-the-american-economy-likes-it-otherwise. it's piling up and maybe I'll use kuya's blockbuster card pretty soon when I have enough money since my stupid class (the subject) took most of them.
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The superbowl. Philadelphia Eagles vs. ???
ahh hell. I'm sorry america, I just dont care.
Speaking of white people, I had the weirdest dream that I won the first stage of american idol. I mean, I dont remember what song I sang and just remember the thought: "Damn, now I have to work harder."
apparently I got a 2/4 and I dont remember if simon was pro or anti moi. XO
