Monday, January 31


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aurora: yes. superficuality is the new buddhism

Char: "That was supposed to be a: ^^; Not a" .. what?

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so sorry for rarely updating apparently I'm just busy with other things. like the new recliner and the big TV.

I mean, theres nothing much to talk aobut XO and sadly my L5R spirit has slightly faded. So you kinda wont hear from me about it for a while. bot so far, I'll let your character concepts grow and character images... grow.

so have fun!

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NARUTO!!! you're not pretty!!! ;_; I'm so upset. So upset that I think I have to send Masashi Kishimoto a not-happy-fangirl mail.

I was kinda expecting my (slightly now) older son to be, well... a heart throb. like his daddy.

but NO~~!! Kishimoto just made him... a bit taller. and his costume part black to slim him a bit.

but still. I'm very upset about how it turned out.

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Last saturday (Jan 29/28), was hyde's birthday. well so you know, he's 36 now and he's kinda looking good. so cheers to him.

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While aurora was online, we were partially talking about this guy that I discovered online who kinda looks like hyde. but in aurora's point of view, with gackts hair. =c

anyway. this looker is supposedly from missouri and is 6'3. definately different from the original hyde (5'1)

tsk tsk tsk...

anyway. as much as I want to continue to attempt to stalk him, I still prefer live meat. so back to eva boy I go. just hope i get to see him.

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"gago talaga si christina oh."

you know when my mom is mad at my sister when she calls her "christina" because not only is that a full name but that's also not her name.

apparently, my sister is still kinda asking money from my mom even if he has a job that earns dollars.

in reality, I think my mom and my sister have equal earnings. mostly because ofhte sad sad peso-dollar rate and that my sister's income suffers from taxes. but still, a steady and dollarific income none the less.

oh wow. I cant wait till I'm a nurse. mostly because that means I'll be done with the chem, microbiology, anatomy & physiology shit and I'll just convert my earnings into one dollar bills so I can fill the soon-to-be swimming pool in it.

hurrah. kill me~! XO





Sunday, January 30


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Char: wait. wheres the "a" supposed to be? what? eh? huh?

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;_; I am so sad. I have been waiting so long for it... and all I get is a slightly taller naruto with a slightly improved jumpsuit.

XO; WHERE'S THAT BISHOUNEN BOY OF MINE I WAS EXPECTING!!!!

I need comfort. ERIKA~~!!!! I must hit you for no apparent reason. well.. there is a reason. it's just that... well.. I expected naruto to... umm... look... BISHOUNEN!!!!

;O; I'm sad~~~ Oh SO SAD!!

and I mean... ;_; ugh... I dont care what sasuke'll look like. I mean, I'm so mad at masashi kishimoto right now. GRRRR!!!

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I'm sorry to say that my Legend of the five rings spirit is currently dead. so I'll just post again till it revives. ^_^

sorry~~!!! I mean, we still have 6 months!

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well.. I'm just pissed at school right now, they make the first sem so hard and have a major attack in the second sem. XO

good luck to me~!

However, I have many people that support me. Like my tito who just gave me a fesh bottle or rum. I LOVE YOU!!!

=_= apparently, they are very encouraging. they prefer me drinking with them than me drinking with people they dont know. but hey, I got stuffed in that chinese place. yee-haw!!!






Tuesday, January 25


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aurora: dearest ball date~ yes I did. I'd get angry at her... if I actually saw it. since... I dont know where her guestbook is XO

but then again, it looked like tetsu posing as the beatles. ---but HELL! he was better looking!!! XD

Char: which kyanji? elvin's kyanji? (that sound's weird)
man. well... I liked her in many forms. but either way. I still like her.

Greta: well, I cant send the notes. I can only send midis and you'll have to guess the notes ^_^;; but hey. I'm still kinda fixing it because some songs I have to transpose the notes because there are too many flats and sharps.

which translates to me having to transpose all the other instruments. XO but pretty soon, when I've arranged enough stuff, I'll just upload them somehow. ^_^ k? so you can still have some time to study or something.

Erika: "f'ray f'ray?" what the hell? it had freaking subtitles~! how could you mistake it for "f'ray f'ray"?!!!!

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I'm so sorry Ihavent updated for a while. I guess I'll just have to talk about Legend of the Five rings in the next one since I'm too lazy to post about it now.

apparently, my time has been occupied by TV and ... "That 70's show"... which is also TV.

I have stumbled on this anime "This ugly and Beautiful world." It's ugly but yet, it has a pretty boy in it.

he's kinda a mix of Yukito, Soujirou and Kaworu. So... you can basically see what he looks like. Hell, he looks like the freaking template for my kind of... "people".

So. i say adeiu (whatever! you french people) to that anime and hello to another caught bishie.

"gotta catch them all," I say. hehehehe.

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I think the last time I saw eva boy was... three months ago. well, I saw hin recently and I was awkwardly within one foot radius of him. hahaha. I feel professional now.

anyway, it was mostly luck because we were going to the same building and the place was packed.

If only i didnt have class that time I would have pretended that I was his classmate and transfer my fat yellow ass to a seat next to his.

hehehe. but no. so boo-hoo for me.

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Oh I cant wait till I read some sasuke and naruto action. hehe. it's so close till the end ofjanuary!!!

Naruto at the age of 16 *_* oh my boy!! I wonder how-- nevermind. >_> and well, I mean, sasuke's clothing was already lame now it's gonna suck.

And I'm still sad about that really really bishie guy that orochimaru took. ;_; he was so PRETTY~~~!! <3

I mean with the... um semi-4th hokage look and shite. damn it. I must restrict myself.

well, there arent enough good looking people in the world so, I turn to you, fiction~!







Friday, January 21


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It's someones birthday today. and I wish him a happy birthday and I hope he comes over my house one day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASUNORI MITSUDA!!!!

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aurora: I dont know... that person. or that book. ;_;

Erika: harharhar my bad. it's Daimyos. You're right. just take out the "y" and it's daimos. hehehe.

Char: Erika likes alot of books. she's a freaking book whore!

Oh THAT! Well, I've decided to not press the topic since well, you seem sensitive about it. ^_^ happy?

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Legend of the Five Rings:

Ok. I'll repeat the thing again. Remember this character sheet? Well, now just add the basics so it turns into this one.

So I'll give char a week to explain some background stuff to you. but just incase, I'll type some stuff here too.

Today's Lesson: Bushido!

Bushido is the code that all samurai's follow. I think shugenja's also follow this code. Bushido is also related to either your insight, honor, or glory. one of them. I dont remember.

1. Courage.
"A samurai is ready to give up his life for his daimyo at any moment."
So... you guys better learn to be selfless. good luck!

2. Loyalty.
Basically if you die for your clan in a good way ("good way"), your lord's going to be very good to your family. you know it kinda pays. it's also an important thign that you have a family. or else... well... you're not really worth anything... ^_^;;;

3. Sincerity.
I said this before, truth doesnt matter, aslong as you APPEAR honest and caring. So, it doesnt matter if your brash but you mean well, or you lie but the truth is, it's your fault. the point is.. .you have to LOOK nice.

4. On (this is a jap word thing that means respectability)
no On means you've been disgraced. so it's kinda of the social points you get to other people. you should act and do and look blah blah blah respectable/ity blah blah.

5. Excellence.
you should be a perfect person. you know how perfectionist those japanese people are. with their freaking hair and food ala Iron Chef. Nuff said

6. Revenge.
Always fight for revenge or avenge something. but not like your dead plant or soemthing. not even a pet. but more like your lord, your lord's family member. or your lords honor. or pwede rin your own. (eg. friend, family)

7. Bragging.
Bragging... is well.. you should be also confident of your skills. think if it as trying to intimidate someone. this also kinda a way of calling out an opponent.

Now unless your character really sucks. dont brag. DUH!

+ Duels. it's kinda an honoroble thing. or something. GAH. how do I explain...

ok. there are different kidns of dueling. accordign to the book. but sometimes, you dont really have to fight a person in a duel.

some times, these two people just stand there and look like idiots. but to the trained eye, their actually dueling... because they're like... analyzing their charkra or soemtihng. and if the other is stronger, be a smart person and let him be.

+ Swords.
Your swords mean everythign to you. usually what's given to you is your ancestor's sword. your grandfathers' grandfather or something really old. but it still works of course. You and your sword... think Viggo Mortenson and His sword during the LOTR shoot. ^_^

I know theres a difference between a katana and a wakizashi. I think the wakizashi was impoitant. it has a more... honorable symbol. Like when your a shugenja, remember that you still carry your wakizashi and not always both swords.

END!

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In the topic of arranger-wannabe for Jyagan:

I have finished arranging some songs. Like 4th ave cafe, Magus' Battle, kids run, and farm.

Apparently, I'm having diffucilty in arranging Ky's theme from guity gears. and god knows I'll be better than him if I ever succeed in finishing Kys theme as Metallica' s "Call of Kthulu" (which is, honestly, my only favorite song from them)

But go me!! A few more to go. I feel kidna guilty since the ones I've fixed are mostly my songs. ^_^; but hell.

GRETA~~~ Fithos Lusec Wecos Venosec... however you spell it-- I've made an arrangement that would require 7 people. Well, it's mostly the kulintang that's taking up thems people. so 2 drums, 3 kulintangs, one violin and one flute/recorder.

so I'm just gonna ask if anyone wants to play some congos and kulintangs.

anyone?

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As for japanese music, I feel weird for finding that video aurora sent me as "fun". I mean, here I am sitting infront of the computer and shaking my arms and immitating their movements when they say "horray! Horray! 1#$^@$&!#%&~!!!"

but I did promise myself I'd learn their dance. ^_^ So please, common sense, dont kill me yet.

yet they do that thing that I find really cool when you sing. they pronounce the R as a letter that's between R and L. so it's like L with a french accent.

but I mean, SERIOUSLY! Leave it to the japanese to make a something thats really catchy. damn them.

but please dont kill me when I say this aurora, that guy without the sleeves and a red flower on the right shoulder.... he acts gay.

well. he's kinda gay. I mean... he's japanese!

wait. you japanese people, it's a compliment. I really meant to say metrosexual + gay. I mean, no WOMAN can move her hips (while figner pointing) like that while singing. except for jennifer lopez or something. >_>;

but seriously. their costume design. it just hiders their ga--bishounenness ^____^ and enGURISH!!!

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As for my new love named Raito. he's so uber hot. XO but he's creepy when he's evil. but part of me really misses that. that he's a user and has alot of ulterior motives.

but I just really really hate mind games!!!

Oh think of it like this. Evil. Not Evil. Which do you prefer? I prefer... I dont know. ;_; I like him BOTH!!!

but really~~~ He's so kul!! I'd pair him up with his supposed "lover" but... you know... his lover... has to get rid of those eye bags. I mean, those eye bags arent as hot as gaaras. so... get a life. XO

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I like my bio teacher. She rocks. Mostly because she's... cool. she's very nice. no matter what lame thing you say. she's not Ms. Meema nice though. She's a very american, direct and smooth (suave?) teacher.

my Develop psych tecahers like a cross between ms. kathy and ms. chin. she has ms. chin's body and ms. kathy's voice. but the way she presents is very ametuer-ish (sp?)

As for my Eng Comp teacher. he's like the nice american fat dad. Think Norm from Cheers. it's his first time to teach. that I've already mentioned and well, i feel so bad for him that we all didnt get our books yet.

but he's really really nice~!

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Oh god. help me contain my anger on punching one of my brothers. because apparently I have spotted a cute guy in an anime. and I was trying to download that anime. and apparently, that someone deleted it when it finished downloading and got the torrent for the whole series and it's going to take a week to finish.

but my point is, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DELETE _MY_ STUFF?!!!! I dont go around deleting your stuff god damn it!

hell! I totally ignore them!

aside from that, I have seen Xenosaga eps I in anime. it sucked. Did I talk about this already? Fine. Maybe I have but still, I'm upset because Xenosaga is such a disappointment to me.







Tuesday, January 18


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A love letter to Raito.

Dearest Raito,

I have this uber big crush on you. Sadly, I have crushes on cold hearted muderers with pretty faces. and even more sad that I find them kul. (eg. johan)

But still!! you're so gwapo that my heart cant deny!! I LOVE YOU!! and I want to stalk you and MAYBE have a kid. but am paranoid that he'll be as smart as you = smarter than me. but hell, I dont care, as long as he turns gay, I'm good.

Most of all, I'm happy to say that whole "kira" business is out of your system. Mostly because I occasionally get scared of seeing your creepy evil maniac grins. I'm so happy to see your not serious face again. you look so cute when you're so... perplexed.

but I admit! you look so sexy scheming something evil on that chair of yours. you just look so SO hot.

and that Misa girl. Kill her. That's an order. I mean, the translator also hates her so I see this as a good thing. ^_^

heyheyhey! I digress. still. you're hot. I'm not. we're the perfect yin and yang, baby~ <3 Let's go and get married.

I'm rushing you, arent I? fine. I'll just stalk you. and by the time you're less creeped out by it, I'll propose. hehehe it's the perfect get together plan. <3

and can I just say (again), you're cute? you're hot? and I love your sense of justice especially after you're back to your normal self.

did I mention you're hot? Man. sadly you're not glompable. that would be reserved specially for my little occasional phedophile preferences.

but I hope you dont think of it as a bad thing. I'm just a fan girl after all with a very VERY limited intellect, twisted sense of right & wrong, and may way twice your weight.

after all, you are a jap boy and they are usually... pretty skinny. I'd assume. Not like I stare at your naked pics or anything. I mean, it's not like you HAVE any. (darn it)

still, if you had any, it's not like i'd collect them. mostly because this aint my compy. but STILL. I have my limitations.

apparently you are my one-of-a-kind love. coz this is the first time that I like a imaginary person thats not paired with some other guy.

but they all still fit under the category of "hot" and "mass murderer" ^_^ so... yes. I hope you dont feel like a pokemon.

am off to my first day of spring sem!!

Nice stalking ya,

Candalf

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Getting back in topic: Today's update

aurora: I think jonny depp is a very flexible man. like vodka, we take him in our own different preferences. but I have yet to see the old man with blonde hair XD

Oh yes. in the topic of celebrity stuffies. am sad that brad & jennifer broke up =c

Char:
yes. so far I have no problems. I have yet to analyze it. ^_^

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Legend of the five rings.

first we're starting off with filling the basics on your character sheet. you've already gotten it from char, I pressume.

before you fill out anything complicated. you fill out the basic simple stuff.

so it should look like this.

well.. in essense. ^_^

So far, I dont see anything wrong with the character sheet and it donest need like it needs any editing. if you want you cam make it look more pretty or something. ^_^

So you see the rings and the traits (traits=awareness and etc) are in 2. It's always defaulted in 2. or otherwise. so far please write in pencil. and before any progress, force char to draw what your character looks like. ^_^

till then!




Thursday, January 13


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Rokugan Mythology: hahaha very funny kuya. XO

Erika: That just means you're a dirty dirty girl. hahaha!

So what clan are you going to be in then? you've ruled out crane =\ and you're character last time was making us do all the fighting. not like I had any problems with that. hehehe..

aurora: sure ^_^ why dont you think about it for a while. I saw a magazine with SMAP in the cover. obviously I dont know who they are but I saw Ueda inside.

Char: can you send the blank one? and maybe xerox some for the guys. ^_^ well, those who are coming.

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agh. I need to go to the bathroom. am I lactoseintolerant all the sudden. Since I'm in a rush, please ignore the misspellings!!

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Legend of the Five Rings:

after the mythology of it all there are other factors to consider about your typical rokugani. first, let us go to the ...social... heirachy.

->the highest is the emperor and he's a loner since he's the only one there.
->Second is the clan daymios.
->Third is... something... either the other daimyos
->then theres the soldiers = YOU
->farmers, peasants = by the way, people of our standards and above can treat them like shite since it's kinda... part of the normal behavior. you look down on the peasants and you automatically kill them if they insult your honor. aside from that, you need other excuses since they farm the food you eat and are your servants.
-> last is the eta who are the people that touch the dead things/people. geishas and etc... the thing is, you can kill them anytime you want and no one will care. unless some samurai's favorite geisha or something.

Now remember, you are serving your lord and you will do whatever it takes to bring honor to your clan. Even if you lose an arm trying to.

Scars and Missing limbs might occur in the game. Meaning, you're character might encounter a little... problem. but remember, the game is like a story. So the character has to evolve, in one way or another. Dont worry, you still get the EXP and the increase in rank/traits.

I hope all of those who are willing to play are ready to face some sacrifice. Remember char? "Scars build character." hehehehe...

I'll be up my saturday night. or in your case monday morning. like around your 10am to 1pm. So I hope some people will be online if you want to ask about something or clarify something.

because I really want to know who wants to play and what your characters basically are. I dont need a story yet. so greta, you have... 6 months ^_^; to make your soap opera story.

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In the topic of movies:

Wow they're making a "Memoirs of the Geisha" movie. the annoying thing about it is that the geisha's chinese.

lucky for Erika, it's her beloved Zhang Ziyi... or however you spell her name. The lucky girl is sky rocketing into peoples... screens and porn.

ANYWAY. I'm still disgusted by Jonny Depps apperance in Willy Wonka and Finding neverland. To be totally honest, I only find him hot in Pirates of the Carrebian. Aside from that, BLEH!

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Nothing shows how low you've sunk and how desperate to sing a song (from a karaoke machine filled with songs you hardly even heard of) than to sing "get down" by backstreet boys in karaoke with your mom dancing beside you.

good GOD!

I also felt bad for the butchered spice girls song dad keeps on playing in the car. WHY??!!!

then I feel the spirit of grade 5 float back to me. ahh... the years I was so close to my cousins. the years I Was ignorat of their spoild attitudes.

I always wonder if I'm richer than them or if I AM rich because I sure wasnt raised with the luxury of having 50+php hair cuts and trips to some socialist parties where I can prep myself with a dress not from divisoria, but instead, by some designer.

apparently, not only was I raised poor, but also tortured by my brothers. ahh... how low can my self-esteem get? you'd be surprised.

later on... like... in the most recent years of my life--- more specifically last year--- my mom had a fish pond for 5 years. We had family conspiracies and other elements that would have made my life an award winning series.

and I just ask myself, did they keep all this a secret from me or was I just so _DENSE_?!





Wednesday, January 12


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Greta: but you can be soap opera even if your rich!!! I love you concept. you're so prepared to die. XD

Char: did I type touya in rk? because I ment CCS

you have your character sheet? well, I think it's pretty useless since jobert will just start us off with rank 2. XO. but yea. can you work with erika to create an EFFICIENT character sheet because the one on the book sucks.

I trust you can do that, being the OC person you are and with erika's annoying ingenious computer skills... yea. you have to force her at it. ^_^

aurora: OK this is it. justread the mythology and the bushido part. Advantages and dis advantages, the colored paper for the clans. you dont have to read all the technicalities because we didnt ^_^; so basically understand what your characters going to be and how you can role play that. I'll explain later

oo. I dont know about it being scanlated but they do sell it here. I could buy some for you if you want. but you'll get it after 6 months ^_^; interesting though. I thought it was pretty cheezy but I'll give it a shot. hehehe.

Navi: well, too bad, you're characters never going to d20. we're sticking to good ol' number 1.

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Legend of the Five Rings:

For those who want to refresh their memory and for those who are new to the game heres the Rokugan world's Mythology in a nutshell.

Amaterasu and Onnotangu had 9 children. Onnotangu (the moon aka. daddy) ate the children one by one and mommy didnt like it. so After he ate all the children except one, being Hantei, daddy fell asleep.

So mommy taught hantei how to fight daddy so he can free his bros and sis. and when daddy woke up. they fought, and hantei sliced open his daddys big belly and his brothers and sisters fell out and fell into the earth. One of the kids, fu leng, grabed hold of hantei and dragged him down with them.

So nine of them were fell into the earth and for mythology's sake, one got sepereated and went underground to become... L5R's version of Sauron.

So there were 8 kids left that were half god and half men (half men because they are not in heaven anymore). So they decided one should be the leader. so they fought each other and it was decided that Hantei became their emperor and the other brothers and sisters got some humans that were wandering around and formed clans.

Lord Hida = Crab
Lady Doji = crane
Lord Togashi = Dragon
Lord Akodo = Lion
Lord Shiba = Phoenix
Lord Bayushi = Scorpion
Lady Shinjo = Unicorn

So there are only two girls. =_=

SO~~~!! That;s the basic mythology of it.

personally, I want to post stuff up one by one so we can all refresh our memories and learn stuff one by one and not all at the same time. but I dont care since I'm going to do it anyway.

to those I dont know who are reading this and is wondering about the whole L5R shtick. I enjoy the game even if I'm occasionally not accurate. XP you cant sue me

if you're a newbie, read page 22-40 of the book to understand rokugani culture. it's very strict japanese-esque culture. just to get a concept or idea how your character should act and how they should treat other people.

since l5R is essencially more of a storytelling game then a hack-and-slash one.

pp62-93 is my personal favorite. Character creation. Skills, advantages and disadvantages and everything. it also has the colored pages featuring each clan per spread.

So whoevers playing, please state your clan and wether if your the basic bushi or shugenja. or magistrate or anything else. that's all I want. nothign complicated. just your clan and profession. you dont have to make a character past now because the idea, or a better idea, will come to you eventually.

we have 6 months till it gets complicated. yey.~

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Apparently, fate just keeps proving that people in north jersey (except for the gay ones) are assholes. not only do your previous land owner cheated you, but you're also being cheated by your own country men.

=_=;

So far, my good experiences of nice people are in south jersey, no matter how... white... some of them are.

SO there you have it. ME staying in my sisters house with a broken heater.

you know, you'd think this would happen to other people. like those in the movies. but no. it just had to happen to you. I am freaking freezing. XO

there's this whole techinical difficulty scene happening at home and I just hope we can sue some people because I'm living in discomfort because opf them.

also they have VERY bad (and pathetic) character. PLEASE GODS!!! let us sue their asses!!!

I cant believe this is 39 degrees and I dont have a working heater. QWEEEEEH!!!!!




Monday, January 10


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Eris: I partially forgive you. XP take whatever clan you want. I'll explain ronin later. but yea, whatever. eeekkk... you're a crane at heart.

what was your second? because I'm starting to theorize that whatever your score is, the second runner up is the one you belong in. hehehehe

O_o;; oh my god! Is that really your site?! it's the first time I havent seen you pull off your HTML goddess act.

char: char, all we have to do is PRAY that a thief comes by and put trust with your dice rolling scores. most likely we're going to start with level one since we kinda lost track...

aurora: um... unicorns (the people) DO teat meat. Oh. I thought you were talking about the animal itself. O_o;;; everyone in rokugan find it unclean. but to me, I dont give a freaking damn because that means they get to eat hamburgers.

oh, unicorns are also rich because they trade witht he westerners.

Oh yes. if y our bro has a book, ask him if it's the first edition because to HELL with the second ^_^.

Greta:
Hey, I'm not forcing you into anything. apparently I told jobert about your backup plan incase you die.

I think he's pretty insterested in killing you now. good luck, sweetie.

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Legend of the Five Rings:

Some rules in rokugan to think of:

for one thing, a peasant cant become a bushi. They can become a true ronin (lordless bushi) but they cant be a bushi, unless they did something totally glorious or something.

but usually they just stick around and watch the clans fight each other because they have their own problems.

heres a cool quote from a ronin that might make you consider this class: "You call me a masterless man. you are wrong. I am my own master."

Bushis are samurai, DUH. They stick close to the orders of their Daimyo (Lord) and their clan. Since they provide you everythign you need. Koku (the world's version of money. one koku is equivalent to one year's worth of rice.), clothing, weapons, documents and etc. So you cant really do anythign against them since they kinda have a hold of your balls-- or in my case, manga collection.

The clan that knows true loyalty is the Scorpion. Though they are backstabbers and tricksters, they are heavily faithful, loyal to their clan. and I have an uber crush on Kachiko.

Anyway. I was going to post some characters in anime and relate them to a clan. I can only think of some but pretty soon, I'll add some more. but I hope it will give you an idea of the clan people.

Oh yes, there are also minor clans (eg. mantis, wasp) but no one gives a shite about them and they're pretty weak. so yea.

Scorpion: Soujirou (rk), Thief (8bit)
Crane: Ayame (fb), Yuki (fb), Quatre (Gwing)
Lion: Yahiko (rk), Fighter (8bit), Kyo (fb)
Crab: Sanosuke (rk), Hiko (rk)
Unicorn: K (gravitation)
Dragon: Anji (rk), Aoshi (rk), Touya (rk)
Phoenix: Red Mage (8bit), Clow (ccs)
Gay: kamitari (rk), Nukuru (ccs)
Shadowlands: Black Mage (8bit)

Ok. this really isnt definite. and some people may move around at one point. but hey, it's a start.

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Yasunori Mitsuda has done it again. ARG!! I feel like killing him. but I cant. apparently he has made a new CD with Miki Higashino in their new project Moonlit Shadow

It's very Cowboy Beboy-esque and it feels like they ripped Yoko Kanno off in some way. (mostly because she was the onyl person who ever composed something in this genre) Please check out the site, listen to some samples and look at the flash video because you get to see Mitsuda's good looking side with Miki Higashino (composer of Suikoden II)

But good god, you can feel a piece of Mitsuda there, compara sa earlier CD niya.

As for Xenosaga II by Yuki Kajura, It's.. very different from mitsuda's style. but I cant blame her, because Mitsuda did a crappy job at Xenosaga I (save 5 tracks in the second disc, damn they're gorgeous).

Xenosaga II sounds orchestraic, dramatic but it seems to not connect with Xenogears. Xenosaga II also has some tracks from Xenosaga I, though I dont know if she redid some of the songs.

Hell, I & II seem to have no connection with Xenogears. they made it less "holy." I cant describe it but xenogears and the music had this sort of "revelation" thing going on with the world and story.

I havent played Xenosaga myself and I might be a horrible judge but hell, I dont feel the "love" in it all.




Friday, January 7


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Navi: Sure ^_^. I guess a game would be nice. but not the first one though. I dont want my beloved playmates to be traumatized at such an early stage ^_^.

Char: I was a dragon first, then my clan second O_o; I think I'm developing a theory here.

Aurora: unicorns... eat meat? since when?!! I thought they just stood there and looked pretty.

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Legend of the Five Rings notes:

you dont have to fully memorize the book or anything. I mean, me and char and kath still dont really get the full mechanics. just understand your character, your character sheet, and what "3k2" means. and you'll pick up some stuff on the way. so yey. ^_^

it means roll 3 dice and keep 2 of your highest dice. you may need to buy a d10. but we already have some, unless you'd like to get your own. the numbers vary of couse but basically, yes.

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OBITO!~!!! YOU DA MAN!!! I so love you now. it's totally you and kakashi!! but iruka is like... a reincarnated you.

and now kakashi's a hottie. Oh thy confusing world. I dont know how to feel iruka. I mean it's nice that kakashi and obito had a thing and all but if I were iruka... I'd feel like some "reincarnated obito" and semily used.

the hell I dont know what the fuck I 'm saying.

but still, Rin is shite and Obito da MAN!!!

a grown up naruto and sasuke!! OHH~~ !!!

well, I dont know about sasuke. I' msure he's all bishounen and shite and his good looking jeans will never fade for another 16 years or so but I mean, HELLO!!!

look at orochimaru's wardrobe. and look at his (late) lackeys wardrobe. it's like orochimaru was the worst thing that would happen to sasuke's fashion life. I mean, not only does he have the simple uchiha outfit.

and not only does his brother defeat him in with the kick ass coat and the travelers hat AND his obvious drop DEAD good (gosh-darn) looks. but you know...

wait... what was my point again? AH yes. sasuke's fashion problem. I mean, I would have avoided it all if he just properly courted naruto and it would have been nothing but troubled water + bridge = candalf cant do idioms.

BUT sadly my son has no excuse for his fashion sneselessness. well, aside from the obvious fact that he's stupid. ;_;

OH GOD!!! he's stupid!!! SHUIICHI'S STUPID!!! thank god, hikaru's not stupid. ^_^. that's one off. but he IS the middle child. ;_; and he's the only kid who's fiance I dont approve of.

DIE AKIRA!! DIEE!!!!

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ok I'll stop. I've been.. really busy but not at the same time. it's the whole nursing thing is really... troublesome. =_= I cant believe I'm getting it on. ARG!!

;_; well if I do get accepted into a nursing school. which is a total... yea... for me. XO arrrggggg....

I have to be nice and be considerate to other people. I can do this. think positive! think POVEDA! whooho!! GO ME!!




Wednesday, January 5


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Aurora: Oh aurora!!! <3 your enthusiasm makes me so happy XD!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! hehe your bro played L5R? sweet. sana I met you dati pa so we could have played XD yey!! I wanted a unicorn player. ;_; or someone that's not a scorpion.

tee-hee. honey, *fans herself* aint nothin wrong with that. ^________^

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warning: this is all going to be about L5R since I'm pretty ecstatic about it.

Legend of the Five Rings:

This is really important: we're playing 1st edition. This is (sadly) an out of print book and theres actually a 3rd edition coming out. we choose 1st edition because this had the setting before the big battle in rokugan happened. so that means, I dont have to continuously update myself with what's happening. whee!!

that and me and char and kath are used to 1st edition.

my little explanation thingys are not really exact but its the closest thign to it and it's the way I understand it.

Setting
it's a ancient japanese-esque mythology setting. Rokugan, the world, is where the thing takes place. his has the honor system going on where you have to act all noble and polite when you talk to people because each character represents his/her clan (in a way) when they go about and shite.

I remember there are glory points and honor points. that thing has a link to your characters reputation and so on and so fourth.

and really I'm just rushing my explanations. but if you'd like to get an idea, think if rurouni kenshin without the western influences.

but there are the things that everyone in rokugan is against, Shadowlands creatures.

basically there was this dude named fu leng (my memory is rusty) and basically he's a very very naughty person. ^_^;; and he lives (does he?) in the shadowlands which on the other side of THE WALL which is protected by the crab clan.

ahem but point is, shadowlands = bad. taint from shadowlands = bad. and jade is to shadowlands as holy water is to vampires. ^_^

Classes

the main classes are:
Shugenja which is equivalent to a sorcerer.
Bushi is to fighter or warrior.

there are other classes besides the two basic ones such as: courtiers, magistrates, scout and etc etc. the specifics I dont really know about but if you're interested in the others, ask aurora's brother since... I dont know. ^_^;

Clans

ahh my favorite part.

Dragons
The monk-like clan who are stereotyped as silent, mysterious and more of a less aggressive nature. (I think)

oh yes. you always have to wear your clan color. Dragon's Green with a gold accent. and I'll have a feeling that one of you will just pick a clan because it matches their wardrobe. hehehe. =_=

well, char's a dragon. if you have any questions about that clan, ask her or something as productive. becuase I dont know about checking online since they kinda moved on with the story. Like in the current arc, there the mantis clan and the scorpions were supposed to be gone or something.

Cranes
The rich, elitist clan. they're really close to the emperor and they have the "best duelists." They're stereotyped as girly/girly men who are mostly superficial (because they're usually pretty since they get a discount when you get "-something- beauty" as an advntage) and are rich (and erika had a lot of money hehehehe)

oh also they have most of the artist population in the society. meaning, poets and painters and stuff. it's all them. because they're pretty and rich enough to care. >_>

they're clan colors are blue with white/silver accent

Scorpion it's usually scorpions vs. cranes when it comes to the politics in the court room.

they are usually the thieving, kniving back-stabbing character in the mix. they should never be trusted. they always have an ulterior motive. which is somethings that's hard to roleplay because you always have to think of a strategy to fool your companions or something.

they used to be my favorite clan though. ^_^; I mean, I used to have a scorpion character but then I killed her off. actually I usually dont recommend anyone playing a scorpion unless you wanted to give extra effort. so yea. and it's in-character for other clans not to trust a scorpion character. but whatever since kath's... harmless. ^_^. a new breed of scorpion, yes?

but seriously, I'm against to people role playing a scorpion of they cant role play it.

oh yes. kath's a scorpion so ask her.

ahem. scorpion colors are red and black and they always wore a mask, it's a sign that they cannot be trusted.

Lion
They are to bravery as to cellphones is to electronic(?) I dont know. but some where around there. the lion clan is the army of the emperor. they are usually prideful and arrogant but they are the "underdog" of all the clans. they are also brave and maybe stereotyped as stupid. I think they're the ones who get extra glory points. and like I said before, glory points = reputation and etc...

I dont really know much about the lion because... well.. they're not interesting ^_^; but Jloh played a lion. so you can ask him.

Unicorn
the unicorn clan were either banished or they went on a journey through the dessert for a while. and when they came back (like... years later) they're now alienated by the rest of the clans because they're westernized. oh yes. they also ate meat, which was what the other clans found gross and unclean.

so in essence, rokugan is full of vegans. >_> ew.

They know some western stuff, I dont really know what western stuff specifically but I remember when I was reading a scorpion book, Lady Kachiko got a present from the Unicorn clan that they've never seen before. it's a scissor. yes. a scissor. and she found it "wow" ish.

anyway, they specialize with their horses because I think they really saw unicorns and had bred their horses with the unicorns so, the unicorn clan's horses are the finest and best horses there are in rokugan. so that's where the emperor he's his horsies. ^_^

so horses = archery. because you get to do that neat trick of using your arrows while riding a horse without any penalties I think. think princess mononoke(?). colors are purple with silver accent.

Crab
well, I think they're the only people who have respect for the unicorn because they dont care about the "difference". as long as one does his/her job, (and does it well) that's it.

the crab is stereotyped as the big, dumb strong person whom everyone's scared of. yes. the bully. but hey, you got to give them credit because they guard the wall.

the crabs basically a simple minded folk. well, generally. they really do not care about court politics or dueling or anything like that.

I'm a crab. so yey! oh yes, colors are blue and black.

Phoenix
Mostly specialize in shugenjas. they are really REALLY good in magic and they're generally pacifist people.

that's all I know... colors are red with yellow/orange.

well, if you're still confused on which clan you'd like to go to. think as your character when you answer this online l5r test

not that's like a reliable thing, but hell, think of which background and clan would fit well with your story.

yey! I hope that made everyone more confused. ^_^ Think of your character and please answer the 20 questions right here that I got from my bro. well, answer it yourself. it helps you think clearly about your character and you get to make a story for her past.


now, these 20+ questions are a guide to roleplaying as well as a way to add new dimension and depth to a character. Answering the questions is not mandatory and will not give xp. you are encouraged to send your answers to the list however, unless you feel that you'd rather keep your character in private for a while.

what do you look like?
hair, eye, skin color? height? weight? build? distinguishing marks?
missing anatomy? looks like . as long as we can imagine the
character...

where do you come from?
describe your first home. what was it like? did you like it? hate it?

who were your parents?
what were they like? what did they do? how was your familial status?

How did you grow up?
Hardest and easiest question, depending how far you've gone on
character creation. Probably the longest answer. feel free to make it
long ;)

What is your code of honor/conduct?
What would/wouldn't you do?

How do you treat murder?

What would you do to a starving beggar seeking aid?

What would you do when the hostile enemy you're fighting gives up and
begs for mercy?

What is the easiest way to earn your ire?

What single feature would attract you to other people or what is the easiest way to earn your respect/admiration?

What single feature would attract others to you?

What is your greatest asset?

What is your greatest flaw?

what skills do you think you're the best at? good at?

How do you deal with a dangerous foe?
if you like combat, what is your favorite tactic?
technical or otherwise. heck, give me a short story if you want...

How do you treat the supernatural?

what deity is closest to you? why?
[candalf: I dont know how you approach this since everyone believes the gods there anyway]

what are your current goals? how do you plan on achieving them?
godhood? a girlfriend?

how would you deal with an irritating party member?
in character pls.

How would you like to die?
'nuff said

Who are you?
hardest question. No sentence limit. sums up your character...


now while this clarifies some things with your concept from your characters, you might want to watch a couple of movies before you read it, or go to your favorite book or soemthing to get some concepts that you like that you can mesh together.

things that are required: a japanese name. the last name will be provided for you depends on the clan.

about weapons, people usually use a daisho (katana +wakizashi). basta, carry a wakizashi, it's a sign of ... something honorable. even a shigenja carries a wakizashi.

oh yes, bushi's wear armor. unless you want to die faster. shugenja's dont wear armor, unless you're a crab shugenja.

man... I"m having fun re-explaining this arent I? Well, this is my favorite game. and I did totally smite ass in the DnD one. ^_^ WOOT!

anyway back to the thing, I'd love for everyone to play. I really do. so tag if you have any questions or problems.




Tuesday, January 4


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Greta: "the sexless one?" does that mean he has no gender or he never got any? O_o;;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Eve if I already called you up, I still want to greet you a happy b-day!! you're 18!!! XD Now we can go to porn movies

---of course by porn, I mean yaoi movies. ...well.. I kinda fear beign traumatized myself.

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Tagaytay Highlands.

Ah zhe beautiful retreat~ it would be nice to go there. ^_^ YEY. let's go there! my tita has a house somewhere there actually. but you have to drive going back to the main area.

so you know what? I'm going to drive us there. Unless one of you guys are more experienced in driving (read: you might want to live longer).

but still, I say it's going to be fun. and incase my tita wont lend it to us we might as well go over to the Poveda House of Prayer and have some nice meals ^_______^

(and I really DO like the food there)

Now listen, if we can over night, we WILL! so pack up your jammies and list some places in tagaytay you want to go to. because you have to wait 6 more months for it! XD

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Aside from bring extremely bored and enjoying tita's wine in the "new year's" party of my aunt the other day, I wanted to murder myself.

Can I just say, extreme bordeom is one terrifying thing.

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L'arc en ciel. my beloved Larc. Hyde kinda made a boo-boo when he was skipping around in the "ready Steady Go" presentation on TV. when he was skipping around he almost tripped and subtley made it apparent in his singing. hehehehe.

but I was upset in the first place because he sounded so out of tune and his hair do was fucked up. =_= dearest hyde. you suck.

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I called you'ze guys the other day. Which was very interesting and confusing because you expected me to flawlessly guess who you were admist the chaotic noise in the background.

DAMN YOU.

Erika sounds like a little kid. hehehe. Aurora, sounds like a ditz. either way, she's MY ditz. XP

may my voice guessing skills improve. hurrah~

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Me and jobert were talking about L5R and my enthusiast to play it when we visit.

but the thing is, I dont know who's playing. who WANTs to play. Erika? Greta? Aurora? Jopie? Alyssa?

I know me and char love it and want to play the 1st ed. because joberts a nice soul and elvin sucks for ruining my cheezed Kyanji--- who totally kicked ass by the way.

and it really made me miss kyanji and how much I enjoyed her more than Kaiko. I love kaiko, trust me but lets say that if the guy who made l5r see us play, he'd kill the scorpion players.

plus, crab clan ROCKS@!!!! I feel more free to just kick ass and not be pressured to play trickery and backstabbing since I'm catholic. XP

YEY I cant wait till we play~ <3 oh the fun. but I really wonder who wants to play? so please... tell me within 6 months ^_^









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