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aurora: wow... 50% off O_O! Think of the plushies!!!!
aurora, there's nothing bad about wrong spellings, I mean, I happen to be one of it's lovers. >_> but aside from that,
yes. greta is already endowed with such great "gifts" so I might not need to emphasize this with (er..) fakeness. ^_^
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Naruto: Well, it's the end of kakashi's little drama. and can I just say, that was so gay.
Obito was like... Iruka and Kakashi's biological kid with naruto's spirit. Somewhere there. and it's all mixed up since Obito was Kakashi's first love.
at least we know his type now nee? ^_~
Well, Naruto's going to come to the scene pretty soon. SHITE!! I'm so excited and scared! my baby!! what's he going to look like! he better be bishounen like his "Father" or else!
.. I"m going to have to kill kishimoto.
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L'arc en Ciel: Man. I think it's annoying me that Full Metal Alchemist is like todays Rurouni Kenshin. I mean they're new single is (I think) for the Full Metal Alchemist Movie!!
I mean, Niji was for the RK movie and 4th ave cafe was a song in the series O_o;;;
but go my beloved larc ;_; it sounds great. oh yes. chech their site because you know they have a new pic up front and still have the same profile pic since the beginning of 2oo4.
those losers.
I swear. tetsu's so pangit there. My larc fangirlness has evolved to liking ken. He is actually a kickass dude. XD I love him! but never lust. coz that would be ...eww...
but I saw a pic of Sons Of All Pussys (his little solo band with sakura) and it as all cool. he was the vocalist and guitarist. well, I kinda new that already but the concept of ken singing is just so... weird.
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If I can summarize all my feelings of this year into three songs. it would start with : sambomaster = seishun kyousoukyoku. because it was cool. ^_^
then, it would turn into asian kung fu generation = rewrite.
ending it all would be Built to Spill = carry the zero.
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Warning: This is... a really REALLY long... blabber.
As the new years rolling in, I just wanted to say that I dont feel it. I'm starting to get new year and christmas confused. because... well... I have to remind myself that it is december-january. and that happens to be the last and first months of the year.
I lack the christams spirit. Well, I never had much of a christmas spirit so I'll save that statement by altering it to: "I lack feeling the christmas spirit."
I miss how we always want to do the exchange gift thing with the secret mommy and we never do because most of everyone didnt really participate.
I remember very little about my elementary days. I remember that in... 2nd or 3rd grade (was it?) I was Kina Buendia's Mommy and Raina Recto was my Mommy.
and there was that whole liza frank fad and one of ther memory about the whole "Secret Mommy" thing with Raina Recto.
it's not even important but that kinda showed that I was partially a greedy kid. buty ou know it kinda happnends when you usually dont get such "cool" presents and your secret mommy was rich but later on stopped giving you presents and was asking for a compensation thing.
ANYWAY!
I used to be greta's mommy. ^_^; yes. that strippy cloth I used for wrapping it. Part of me felt pride because I knew that the present I gave her was from me and not from my mom who'd get it from divisoria.
I forgot who's erika and greta's baby were.
Moving on, I think only the other sections were having a successful gift exchanging thing.
---OH WAIT! Kina Buendia was my mommy! but she kept forgetting to give me a gift =_= this was like, what? 3rd year?!
AHEM! aside from the whole christmas exchange deal, lets focus back to *ME*. ^_^
currently, every single holiday in america is celebrated by going to my tita's house and eat her fabulous cooking and see cousins.
during christmas though, I saw Jason. Yea. my cousin who went to the philippines and became a heart-throb.
Like... Gia Lacson really... him and stuff.
anyway, he's doing pretty fine. When I saw him, I kinda expected that the whole "sudden flooding of memories" thing would come to me. Instead, I thought, "hey... he's alive." which kinda made me feel very... bland.
he was an ok cousin. I dont talk to him much but to be totally honest he's the only cousin I spent a long time with. Well... we used to like dragon ball, and I relish the time when all these rich gay people were courting him---
--- meaning, he brings home really good food. ^_^ and the GAYS!!! <3 RICH GAYS!!!
it's interesting really. he would have been a model (but he was too paranoid about the guy that proposed to him). the only thing that annoys me is that he was a heart throb. I mean, part of me was thinking there was colonial mentality going on there and he came from america and shite. Do they just like him because he's all american like?!
there was this one time thought that really grossed me out. We went to my dad's side cousins party. it was a big party and my parents kinda dragged him. and me being a loner I am, went around the remote parts of the party. and jason went along with me, mostly coz he's uncomfortable with it. and I feel the same way. ;_; so we were both slouching in the corner, talking all depressed like.
while I was convincing him to give his gay court-ers a chance, my little cousin came up to me and kept saying he was my boyfriend. ;_;
which made me want to puke because HE'S MY COUSIN!!!! I'm totally against incest! unless it's between totally hot guy-twins. ^_^
I mean, yea, I could bag a good looking guy (ego...) but he's too... manly for my taste. I want them.. er... not really feminine but... ANGROGYNOUS! I mean... I'll never find a man with pretty hair, and a genderless face with (shh!!!) taki's body ^_^; ANYWAY~
everyone in school kept on bugging me that "hey, I heard your cousin looks like Usher." there was pia, gia and someone else I cant remember.
it took me a while to realize he really DID look like USHER though. because... aside from the fact I didnt really know who Usher was... I've only seen one pic of him and he was in sideways view. >_>; but you know he said that those gay guys arent cute =_=. I'm not being homophobic people!! I'm just being generally superficial. it's the most common discriminator. Wo0T!
hmm... wow ... I digress.
Back to the main point, my american holidays often go to great food and me freezing in my tita's basment watchign some crappy "top 100" blah blah replays of Vh1 or Comedy central.
I'm so uncool.
but I've learned a lesson this time. because right being the couch in the basement, my tito has a BAR! he doesnt drink but (I guess) he likes collecting drinks.
so my holidays with tita will now evolve to = stuffed + bored + drunk.
Hurrah for the new years!
well, I miss you guys and even if we never had one, I wish we did spend a holiday together. ^_^
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
wow I cant believe this is my last post for 2004.
Well, this was the year I graduated and moved to america.
This was the year I saw larc en ciel and went to a REAL anime convention.
This was the year I had my first job interviews.
And this was the year when I've missed you guys the most.
haha~ all senti ^_^.
hello~ 2005!!
ps. I give a special I love you to Greta!! lets do "it" again. haha. kinky ^_~
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Greta: thats true. you're naturally tipsy AND high. Man... so what happeneds if you drink alchocol anyway?! you get automaticly drunk?!
aurora: ^_^; OOPS~!!! I forgot to post it in my blog. I told greta to go shopping. then after that I forgot to mention it.
well, the only thing I remembered about cchq was that it was overpriced. but they had a nice store and stuff. ^_^; Pretty to look at. yep.
did you want to buy something there? I didnt know they had j-pop stuffies.
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theres this kid I've been talking to. god bless his innocense. but I cant stand a kid with self-esteem.
or is there a difference between having self-confidence and bragging?
well, I'm learning to contain all desire to say yes to physical abuse.
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speaking of children, I saw aurora's pics for the cake fest. and can I just say, Erika looks like a phedophile. BWAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!
for some reason, I thought of "Mommy Pimp" when I saw it. man, I should... get all this pervertedness out of my system.
but you know, I saw a water bra for 40C. and I was thinking, "hey, greta might want a water bra for her christmas."
^_^ but I decided on "no" mostly because they're expensive as hell.
but deep inside, I wanted to get greta a water bra.
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it's still freezing. I woke up and there was snow on the lawn and side walk. eeekkk...
though I was celebrating the other day that it was snowing (first time I saw snow fall form the sky ^_^) I have to say, damnit! get out of my pavement!
because it's really slippery. and I dont have snow boots. =_=
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I'm am currently an illegal resident. hahahaha. because my stamp just expired.
apparently, it's taking people a while to send me my updated alien card back.
so this freaking sucks. well. I suppose it's a good thing I didnt go home for christmas, or else I couldnt come back or something.
and god knows I loved shopping here. but I think I'll also love it in the philippines when I get some dollars over there.
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I'm relaly worreid aobut the people back at home. because I'm hearing so much stuff going on back there. the tsunami and the earth quakes.
and I heard all of the in the news a day after I saw an episode about "The end of the World." In the history channel.
speaking of coincidence.
and theres that thing about the antichrist. which... personally inspired me to make a story about it.
something I'm really too lazy to do. basically in the history channel, they made the public more paranoid by talking about the revelation and giving some awareness about the eathquakes and the volcanic areas.
the super volcano thing was really interesting. it's like... really really big volcanos, eg yellow stone park. that burst a billion years ago and now its like.. well.. yellow stone park. the whole lake and everything.
i guess it interested me becausei t reminded me of this anime I watched. it was one of hte movies in urusei yatsura. the 5th I think. basta. the volcano had a lake in it. and I found it to be something really aliw.
WHEE~!!
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Can I just say: me + alcohol + swing + Pavement = Best Christmas Ever~!
I have beaten my record. of drinking. with enthusiasm from my fellow cousins. hurrah.
5+ shots of vodka
4+ shots of scotch
and strangely, I'm not as tipsy as I was last time. I say lmbanog does wonders.
but this is my personal record. let me be brag and be proud of my tolerance for the drink.
WHOOHO!!!
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Aurora: Yes! So get your bishounen loving ass over here! Ohh~ what's "saks, godiva and kino"?
Merry Christmas too! ^_^ I hope you get something special because I cant afford to send you guys anything.
blame americans postal service!
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I want to say thanks to katherine! My lil Mamao~ <3 she sent me a present. she was the first (and most likely only) person to give me a christmas present!
Thank you~!! I love you and you almost made me cry.
ALMOST!
ps. Yea... my xmas present to youze guys will take a while.
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I'm sure all of you know that I hate churches. Even more if your mom wants to go to the evening one and the morning one.
I hate... well... church and going to it. I dont undersand WHY my parents go to church. According to Sir (Marlo/Tony?/ a priest during confession? [I like talking to priests during confession, it's a weird thing really]) that church is just a reminder.
so... are my parents always straying away from the path of light or something? Do they need constant reminder on why they're worshiping god? on why they're supposed to be good everyday?
Ugh. I'm just not a fan. Everytime I go to church, I ask myself "If I hit my head against the bench infront of me again and again, would it make mass less brain numbing?"
I'm sorry Aurora! I know you like going to church but I just cant take it! XO
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My dad was driving back to south jersey. and playing his own music (aka. music that I dont like compiled by my sis for my dad.) and then I was at the back, listening to Pavement, then a song caought my attetion.
Some jackass just ruined a song by the Spice Girls.
Part of me went, "why the hell do I care about spice girls?" but I started to remember a few years of childhood right there and suddenly I felt like buying a spice girls CD.
Oh curses.
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but not related to the topic above:
dad, I love you. but you never fail to make me secretly want to hit you.
very hard.
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I just need to say this.
I just heard Xenosaga II. Well, a song from it. Since it's not yasumori mitsuda anymore who does the music. It's Yuji Kajiura. Not yasunori Mitsuda anymore.
but I mean... this christmas really sucks. It's like... the end of the usual. we dont have Lord of the Rings anymore. and Mitsuda just broke it off with the xeno series.
it's really... really... depressing. and Yuki Kajiura did a really good job. it felt more like a grandeur Noir episode. and even if Yuki did a good job and xenosaga really sucked.
I'm still very... sad about it ;_; oh well. I think I'm going to look for that new CD now in KINOKUNIYA~.
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Day 1: Going to Jersey City.
First off... I bought a cd (damn you corporate america) from phily. just passed by the place before I left. On the river line... this guy started talking to me.
figured he was lonely so I just complied. but it was really disturbing me when he stayed with me on the train for like... 30 mins. I figured it was ok because he was talking to other people (like an old lady) and not just me.
the guy... smelled like ketchup. if you would see him, the first thought that would come to you head was that he was a bum. he said stories and would ask me some personal questions.
it wasnt that ...fun. thought it was very interesting because in the middle of the story, he'd stop-- as if frozed, with his eyes closed-- and then resume after a few minutes later in a drunken rhythm of speech.
I already figured he's the kind of guy who thinks he's the smart humble one. which... he isnt. in my opinion, people shouldnt talk about themselves... mostly because that falls into bragging for me. XP
in the end, he gave me his phone number, he was smart enough to say that he knew girls never give their phone numbers. and said that he'll bring me around new york someday or go skiing together someday.
I think I'll call myself a saint now. mostly because I resisted the urge to beat him up. at one point, I think he was expecting me to consider him as someone that's not a stranger. because he kept on saying that he helps poor people and he went though alot of shit.
However, the lady in newark was slightly more interesting. mostly because she went to the philippines (am very biased) and went to the same resort as I did in mactan, cebu. fun. Nice lady, really. and she didnt smell funny.
I guess I naturally like girls more.
Day 2: ahh... new york, new york.
I did a shit load of planning yesterday night. only to realize that none of the info I got was ever going to be used.
Thanks navi for the subway thingy ^_^.
Anyway, everything was good until it rained. which makes everything totally suck.
Although we went to the metropolitan museum of art. and we got in there for free for semily illegal reasons I'll never say. it would have been fun if I dragged some of the guys there (by guys, meaning povedans) and we would have taken pictures of ourselves in audacious poses with some sculptures. Made jokes about the paintings and etc.. etc..
it was a really big place. I really wanted to see the musical instruments section, but my sis wanted to go na. so.. boo-hoo.
snackage came in the form of wrap-and-run(?). teriyaki flavor. it tasted really good by the way. I want to go back for more. ;_;
the second and last place we went to was Museum of modern art. Funky place really. Saw alot of jap boys, (maybe I'll bring aurora there one day) and other asians.
though there were these two guys I've been following. because for some reason, it was like a sakura-syaoran thing. I was waiting for them to hold hands, hug, kiss-- SOMETHING! (that's gay)
But I did see this guy who totally caught my attention. because he looked like a girl with a mustache. and I'm a sucker for androgyny.
I like you mister girl-look-alike-with-mustache. *_*
me and tintin spent 30 mins sitting. yes sitting. resting because we were hella tired and we wanted to sleep.
I was going to, but! tintin woke me up. so in the end, I went home. I walked home, mostly alone. almost being blown by the really _really_ strong wind. I almost got run over the light rail twice.
I theorized that because the wind was messing up my hair, it also messed up my peripheral vision. (I have long hair) so there! I'm not stupid! I'm just clumbsy.
so good luck to me for tom!
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navi: aww thanks navi. now, instead of getting lost, I'll just think I'm going the right direction. XD
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go me~ I'm off to my lil trip. do I have everything ready?
money? CHECK!
ok. I'm set. but before that, I'll just type afew things that happened the day before. or soemthing ruther...
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OH MY GOD!! XD!!
I saw a pic of my lolo when he was... college or something...
XD!!! he looked so TORPE!!! now I know where the geek look came from.
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my mom is totally confusing. You know my trip to phily?
well, afte I told her that, she got mad at me for going and made me promise never to go there again.
the next day, my tita called. and then my mom started bragging about how independant I am going around philadelphia on my own and how I know so many places.
... it's really... REALLY twisted. tell me, should I be happy or disturbed?
but either way, I'm not going to be stopped from spending my money on phily. It's like a city made of brick. while new york is a city made of metal.
that and... well.. the people in phily are actually nicer. and I think there are alot of goths there. ARG!! they're all over the place!! I dont know hwy this is bothering me.
(aside from the ultimate desire to hit and run them)
but I guess this is just a minor thing. I mean, I could have insulted them right now if the consequence didnt include facing a group of skirt wearing guys and high heeled girls in their bondage pants chasing after me in the streets with mascaras running down their cheeks after their daily dose of self-pitying angst--- in broad daylight.
--- or do i?
so.. they're hissing like a vampire, while they're yelling...some sort of "evil" satanic profanity or some edgar allan poe poem, while... occationally tripping bexcause their not really used to running with semi-war paint on their faces AND slitting their wrists at the same time.
.... that is a funny image. Those goths sure are multi taskers.
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Kath: dearie, that's the only advantage of being abroad. you never have to by anyone presents!!! well. unless you really want to buy us one ^_~
but remember, you will bring us to japan! you Klohy McBeal!
Char: Shut up and move to america XO! you have an auntie here anyway. ^_^ or you can go with kath. either side.
OR you can be in the middle! so we can form a straight line. ^_^
Call me shallow, I only believe on the quality of the art schools based on their web site XP. I mean it's an ART SCHOOL! they cant have a crappy and simple website. that's just sad.
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Chouji got thin? fetching, after taking that life-and-death threatening pill and kicking orochimaru's little side kick's-- oh my god! he got thin?!
I WANT THAT DIET TOO! well it's kinda... yea.. I'll die. but as some girl on TV said, "at least, I'll die beautiful."
BWAHAHAHA@!!! I should really shut that weight conscious part of me up.
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theres something so fulfilling about traumtizing a little boy to never say his favorite phrase: "I like swords" ^_^
the little yaoist in me is dancing *_*
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Ah my little trip to phily.
First stop was in this antique chinese store. It was full of dusty ceramics and statues and wall scrolls. it was a pretty small and modest store. there was a narrow passage way to the back. and the back room looked so secluded.
All too soon, There was a little voice in my head saying "Ohh. I hope I dont find a magical book that sucks me into another dimention where I'll be worshiped by 7 chinese bishounens. because I dont have the heart to leave internet and indoor plumbing."
Some how, I felt like I was in an anime. SOOO many... things... that would make it... SOO fushigi yugi. >_>;
After a few mins of aweing at beautiful ramen bowls and nostalgic fans (I'll explain later), I spent all my money on my soon to be presents for my titas.
this made me... very sad. because... I didnt even buy anything for myself. ;_; All my money was gone and I only had enough for the ride home.
and the second place I saw was a used book store with some CDs for sale. ;_; and I LOVE used book stores.
funny that I saw eminememems cd there. it looked so sad and alone. I wanted to laugh at it. yes. but I would have looked so retared laughing at a bunch on cds. =_=
Ooo.. I saw a black cat. to be totally honest, the biggest black cat I've ever seen. it was the old lady's black cat. the old lady that owned the store per se. I did promised her to come back one of these days. ^_^ since I didnt have any more money.
third, was a stinky thrift store. I didnt like it mostly because I couldnt stand the smell. so I left and found haven in the fourth place I went to.. which happened to be another thrift store.
a better thrift store! they had alot of variey and the way the clothes are being sold here was like a designer resale thing.
fifth place was... ;_; this really really nice used CD store~ NOO!! It had all the bands I wanted to buy. (am planning to buy) and shite.. sadly it's more expensive than this other place... even if it IS used. ;_; NOOO!~~
sixth was an anime store. it was more of a mini anime sotre since it only had figurines, DVDs and CDs. and man... those were pirated CDs O_O; poor digi cube.
Oh my god. the last place I went to was this hat store. EEE~~!! My fetish for hats!! *_* this nice old black man (whom I dub as "pappy") was really nice and liked to name me as "little sister." I loved it when he said that. especially with his black street accent working it there.
it made me want to blush and grind my shoes on the floor. and say, "aww shucks~"
the store was full of... other black guys. mostly dad-age guys. looking for hats as well. and he was all like, "you havent tried a hat yet."
"I'm sorry, I dont have enough money to buy anything right now."
"but that should stop you from trying a hat." and then I did. ^_^ and it made me even more sad because I couldnt buy it. XO
there was a pimp hat *_* a top hat. jester hats and maybe one day when I plan to come back, I'll ask if he can make a nice gandalfy hat. ^_^
HATS~~~!!! <3
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I love this chinese restaurant in phily. I love eating there. ;_; I love their peking duck, braised beef noodle soup, seet and sour pork chops-- EVERYTHING!
man... I love phily just for that. and I think it's less dangerous there than NYC.
speaking of NYC, I'm planning to go ther pretty soon. yes. off to see galleries and stuff. I'm planning to have a little trip there. ^_^
but... =_= maybe it's gonna rain on thurs. so... I'm stil planning it. WHOOHO!
guess who's ready to get lost in the new york subway!
ps. One day, we will all go to NY together... and go to fourth avenue together and look for a CAFE!!! WHOOHO~!
pps. and 4th ave is beside 5th ave = kinokuniya <3
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"Nostalgic fans" ( dont even know if I used the adjective correctly. but hey, erika isnt here to kick my ass. XP)
do you remember those fans that were metal and opened like a peacock to reveal a folded paper fan in it with a drawing and stuff?
yea. it took me back to 3rd grade. I remember it very well. It was my birthday party in class and I had that thing as a give away present. and so I, being the birthday girl, wentthrough every table distributing it from a plastic bag that was held in my opther hand.
then some girls would go to me and have it exchanged because they didnt like the pictures.
which... pissed me off and made me very upset. So I did whatever an irrational KSP and brother tortured girl my age would do: I cried. and pretty soon, everyone just shut up and help me distribute the rest of the give-aways.
^_^; it's very embarassing and very shallow. but I was me and I was a kid.
Oooh.. I remember I also kept a diary back then. I placed it under my table and when I came back from lunch or somethine Lee-anne (yes, our dearest A-er bishounen obsessed lee-anne) gave me my diary and noted to me that I cant spell "buy." Because In my diary i skipped between "by" and "buy" never really knowing which was which.
and this was in grade 3 mind you! =_= well, I cant have any lower self esteem telling you my humiliating tales of stupidity in the past, mostly because I've reached the very bottom of the pit.
and I'm used to it. *sigh*
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Its really heart breaking because I bought my titas a present. they all have the same thing because I believe in equality.
but the thing is, the item in answer (not question... because I know what it is) is something that my mom said to be that everyone has and just keeps it away and leaves it unused.
which made me really sad because I spent so much money for it and I thought they would like it. this just taught me a lesson: next time, dont buy anyone any presents.
but I still want to give my titas that present. XO but an fearing that they'll not appreciate the trouble I went though to buy it and bring it here so that they'll just leave it in their attic or something =c
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Greta: I would have commented on your lesbo proclamations of love but since we came from a single sexed school, I ruled it out as a natural phenomenon.
But YOU! You’re so confusing. Everyones you’re freaking unrequyited love because… well… you proposed to EVERYONE!!!
Dude… walang gwapo sa pinas. XO I'd personally love my own, and practice it, if they were gwapo enough to like.
Char: Char, I want a LOTR gay fest day. XD but seeing three lotr movies in their full extended glory plus behind the scenes footage, would require a week.
Well, its not my fault I didn’t want to see all those sequels XP I mean. ZORRO?! Who the hell would wat to watch that?! Antonio Banderas never meant any good in the bishounen society.
Aurora: Mcgriddle = it’s like a pancake instead of buns and theres either sausage or bacon in the middle. Jobert really likes em. I’ve tried the sausage one and it wasn’t really my shtick. So maybe one day I’ll try the bacon one. ^_^
I say we’re kinky psychos ^_~
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Wow. It’s the end of the fall 2004 semester. And its freaking cold.
Just wanted to say, WHOOHO! I’m freaking done! But not yet for statistics. XP the test is on dec 22.
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teacher: here are the comments from the commitie who checked your (writing) portfolio
paper: "your cover letter rocks!!"
candalf: umm... how old are the people in the commitie (spelling... is my bane)
teacher: from mid 20s to mid 50s..
candalf: yea... because I cant imagine an old man say "rocks" as an adjective.
WHOOHO~ at least someone loves me. ^_^ go person who liked my cover letter!
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My parents are here for the winter. yes. suprising anyone would like to be here for the winter. >_> I hate life.
having recent doubts about taking nursing... should I go to an art school instead? I think I want to. I really do. but I already signed in for the spring sem. XO
ARGGG!! CONFLICT!!
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Had another job interview. For some reason, my mouth is not cooperating with my brain, in the sense that, It’s saying weird things--- again!
Lady: So what interests you more about [name of company]?
Candalf: I like the way the gift wrappers were arranged by color
Lady: Why should we hire you?
Candalf: because I want to be part of the community.
I dont know why, but I think my mouth doesn’t want me to get a job. WHY?!!! It doesn’t even make sense… it’s so sad… ;_; I’M SAD!
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aside from all the troubles in life, I'm feeling gamer-ish today.
I Am A: Chaotic Neutral Human Ranger Fighter
Alignment:
Chaotic Neutral characters are unstable, and frequently insane. They believe in disorder first and foremost, and will thus strive for that disorder in everything they do. This means that they will do whatever seems 'fun' or 'novel' at any given time.
Race:
Humans are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'.
Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.
Secondary Class:
Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.
Deity:
Silvanus is the True Neutral god of nature. He is also known as the Patron of Druids. His followers believe in the perfect balance of nature, and believe that nature's bounty is preferable to any other 'civilizing' method. They wear leather or metallic scale mail, constructed of leaf-shaped scales. Silvanus's symbol is an oak leaf.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of
NeppyMan (e-mail)>_> just because I overly chose money and smiting away doesnt make me chaotic neutral. I'd like to think of myself as Lawful Good, thank you very much. ^_^
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hmmm... I dont agree. I'm not some monk like kind of person. XO I'm a crab and I'm proud of it!!!
I do like the dragons but am uninterested in their stuffies. but it does bring memories. ^_^ I really do miss the games the kuya ran for us, sadly only half of us were paying attention. =_=
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Erika: Aww. thanks for understanding ^_^
you like the original idea? well. I feel the "need for angsty romance + hard to get", right now. tee-hee. so you're going to use switchfoot or urban dub?
did you see the newest opening (of naruto)? I love it! the song, the video-- EVERYHTING!! and the lyrics seem fitting. ^_^
Greta: I think you have a harem. well, they're injured and cant run away. ^_____^
I am spoiled! I'm ashamed to admit it. XO I dont want to be like my little cousin. she's such a brat.
Aurora: ahem! I havent been d/ling anything ;_; I'm so sad!! I have like... super internet speed and I CANT DOWNLOAD ANYTHING!! WAAAHHH!!!
christmas pic? Man that's gonna be hard. there are alot of you guys. I'll feel so bad if I cant get everyone in. =_=.
but it's a trial and error thing. I was thinking of continuing with the naruto concept and making spoof comics. ^_^ but doing just one picture is so much easier. YEY~
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DUDES!! OH MY GAWD!! Major LOTR ALERT@!!!
I saw it in "E!" a sneak peak of the behind the scenes in the return of the king extended version.
it's like, you know that the actors stand in the side lines when they're not on camera right?! Well, apparently viggo mortenson and billy boyd were one the side lines with aragorn's arm around his. then all the sudden something happened. maybe the last shoot needed or soemthing. then viggo mortenson just shoves billy boyd to his lips and lets it stay there for like 4 FREAKING SECONDS. I mean, the SLOW counting, ok. not the quick 1234. it's 1.2.3.4. O_O Me likey~ <3
and then there were those solo interviews and billy was like (horribly paraphrased): "he kissed me half on the lips for a while. (blah blah blah) I felt half (something I cant remember) and half disgusted. but for an instant I thought I was inlove. and then..."
BWAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA~~~ Man... I wish I was a male cast member there. right now.. I need anything to fill the emptiness of no more lotr movies ;_;
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My list of movies that I want to watch next year. Since char has her list, and most of them are sequels, well.. I'm an anti sequel. HURRAH!
Bewitched = because I love nicole kidman and will ferrel and the idea of both of them in the same movie is... shocking. O_o
Guess Who = aston kutcher and this popular black actor. it's about ashtons character dating a black girl and he's meeting her parents. it's delicious racism against white people. WHOOHO~
Hitch = This is so cool. I"m not a fan of will smith, but the guy from "king of Queens" is here. ^_________^ and he's an uber dork here~
MirrorMask = I'm sorry. It has the name "Neil GAiman" tagged on it. O_O I must watch.
Surprsingly they're all from sony. and I was too lazy to look for any more movies from ther companies. ^_^; Oh, sony has another thing, it's an anime. By the creator of Akira.
well, I wasnt that impressed with akira. But more impressed by the people who admire Akira (like Masashi Kishimoto ^_^). So hurrah for them!
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I just cleaned the whole house~
it'll be back to its usual form tom =_=;
sigh. Apparently I have grown this liking to salmon cream cheese. ^_^ but I dont have bagles. and strangely, cream cheese with bagles are the perfect pair.
but enough about food.
tommorrows another trip for me. Me and jobert are going to north jersey to pick up my car. yes. the car I cant drive yet. =_=
since my parents are coming here on dec 14, most likely my dad's gonna use the gar to go around with mom so she can shop. >_>
I'm doubtful about going with jobert there because it's freakishly expensive. I mean, $11 for a one way trip. SHEESH!!
well, gonna get a Mcgriddle before I leave. I hope it's good. I mean, they dont have a Mcflurry here. so a mcgriddle's pretty popular here and I havent tried it yet.
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PWEDE!!
it's soooo legal.
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nice move candalf, drinking tea at 12mn. and you stayed up until 4 am~ ARGG!!
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aurora: I liked the way you look. It's screams "deliciously evil." ^______^ and you're grinning your head off because of your evil fangirl glee for having uchi under your control. ^_________________^
Char: aww. yes you did. you get points for noticing them ^_^. Dude, if I make a christmas version, it will be done by summer. >_>; but you know me... natatamad. =_= I have to be... well.. when sensei was here. I got to draw. but now I never feel like drawing. ;_; life sucks!
Supposed drawing contest: So in the end, no one got everything correctly. So no one really gets the prize: a $50 gift certificate to barnes and nobles
BWAHAHAHAHA~ It's all for me. I mean, you guys could have bought some manga or books, like tramps are us or that robotech novel i saw. or something.
SO~ I'm just gonna spend that money on the gay/lesbian section. WHOOHO~
well... if I DID have the money in the first place. XD
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it would be so sweet to go around Philippine campuses in a convertible with a pimp outfit. You know, the suit and the leopard skin and the hat with the big feather and the thick shades, with my arm on the side of the car, the other on the wheel.
And I'd have char, kath and aurora in the car and we'd play some pimp-related music. and we'd lower our shades to look at some driver beside us, bob our heads and go "AW YEA~ !"
Fun ^_^.
Its my dream and all... and it's totally hard to do in the philippines. for one... there are rarely any convertibles, and I'd probably faint from a heat stroke in the suit. =_= oh the flaws.
and another is that... it's so... stupid and so... american. it's a sinfully delicious thougth. I"m still a pimp at heart. ^_^
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I remember I was supposed to type about something. I just forgot what it was. =_=.
Oh yes. Fine… I’ll go there on may-june. And hopefully I’ll catch aurora, and hopefully we can drag her to tagaytay. ^_^ and we’ll all go to tagaytay. And we’ll EAT LIKE HELL!!
Or maybe just live on the instant food we’ll be making baon because it’s freakishly expensive. >_>; but hey~ it’s tagaytay. <3
We can go swimming, and horse back riding, and take some pictures and maybe mountain climbing. ^_^ or visit poveda’s retreat house. HAHAHA!! We’re losers. =_=
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Umm... erika.. if you;re out there... I lost the list you gave me of the VGs and anime you wanted to play (musically). so... can you send it again? I'd ask greta but I'm sure gretas to tamad and will say "same as erika."
mostly because that's what she did last time. =_=
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Lately, I don’t see feel the need to go online. There’s nothing to look for and, sadly, nothing (legally) to download.
If I was in the Philippines, I think I’d still be glued to the computer downloading something the U.S government might arrest me for. But since I’m here and not doing anything ILLEGAL *sticks tongue out to US officials* they cant do anything.
^_^
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That's it. I wont be hired ;_;. I've given up hope for bath and body works. YOU JACKASSES!
=_= well.. I was very weak during the interview. I cant blame them. but it would be so nice to work there. I mean, they have nie products. and I like their positions and their schedules. ^_^ YEY~ It was a dream part time job.
XO fuwei~
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School is... ending *HALLELUIA!* The long awaited winter break is almost upon us. from december 15 to jan 19 we wont have school.
Since I most likely wont be having a winter job... I'm going to have to spend moms money. since she (strangely said) "it's ok. I'll pay you to go shopping with me." O_o;
I feel kinda spoiled argeeing with that but I really wanted to buy some many things ever since I stepped on american soil. Yes. I blame media! and corporate america!! DAMN IT ALL!!
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The night is young and you're so beautiful
Here among the shadows, beautiful lady
Open your heart~
The scene is set, the breezes sing of it
Can't you get into the swing of it, lady~
When do we start?
When the lady is kissable (ooooo)
and the evening is cool (ooooo)
Any dream is permissible in the heart of a fool
The moon is high and you're so glamorous
And if I seem over amorous, lady
What can I do
The night is young and I'm in love with you~ <3
maybe... ERIKA!! IDEA! <3. why dont you use this song for a narutoXsasuke~!! I mean, if someone can do ninja of the night for the guys, then someone should do this for the girls~ <3
and you can have chouji and shikamaru or soemthing as the back up singers. <3. but this would require the dreaded... lip sync! compared to may earlier proposal. wait. I'm asking you to do too many things. but you're a genius. I'm sure you can handle it ^_^.
I love being not smart.
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Its sad that I cant find an NU107 in america. Instead I just listen to my cds. over and over again...
thus I am off music shopping. Go me~
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Wait. let me get this straight. I'm going there on may-june?
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aurora: Thankie aurora! you're the only one who wished me luck! *hug*
Well, I deem cooking shows not much of a reality TV mostly because food cant cry or be gay. and the food... gets the envitable fate of getting eaten-- unlike those in reality shows. ^_^
I KNEW IT~! This psp/ds thing has something to do with Uchi and Ryo,isnt it!
Greta: aww. *pat pat* greta, clinton is still with you. Greta, the ever so knowledgeable person in the final fantasy series. HURRAH! I still get to buy you a flute right? ^_^
Char: you're going to have to answer my question no matter what when you go online again. It's enevitable since I'm going to bug you when I go there anyway.
Erika: Erika.. you got mostly everyone right. well, I didnt think you have space anyway to place the other three. c'mon! those who want to guess! but I cant believe you didnt get the gaperino~! char got it. XP
YEY TEBA YO! Errr.. wait... I'll just gave to look around kuya's episodes. but you have to include the episode where they kissed (ep3) and haku's almost murderous attempt (ep16).
yey~ this might make it an angsty romance. ;_; they're too young for angst.
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Let me explain the drawing.
I, candalf, am the hokage. because then I get to wear a pointy hat. ^_^ and I think I got it right.... that I'm the yellowest in the bunch. =_=
Greta is Kiba with clinton. well, that's the reason I chose kiba. and because she likes grinning like a hiney. ^_^
Aurora is Mostly tenten but partially karasu with the puppet thingys. She has a mini-aurora and a mini-uchi, playing around as prince and princess. and well.. I cant draw nails so I made the fingers pointy instead. ^_^;; but I think she looks evil. but then again she has these little secret evil intentions with uchi and ryo. I'm sorry I didnt get to put ryo~
Char is sakura since char is the ONLY person who tolerates Sakura and relina. ^_^ and pink.
Prit is Ino, because Sakura and Ino are kinda partners and Char's partner in ateneo debate was Prit. ^_^ and prit is sexy.
Alyssay is Jiyaraa. Since she's a perverted old grand pa~ <3 see! perverted! looking at taki and tsubasa behind our backs. Pretending she likes em straight and stuff!
Kloh is Orochimaru. It was hard for me because I wanted to make her a frog. but jirayaa's the frog so... I opted for the next best thing. the snake that eats the frog-- orochimaru. with her long lesbo tongue. ^_^
Fatima is Tsunade. Because she has big boobs. ^O^
And Erika was actually the most fun of all because the similarities between her an sasuke are very very... many...
1. the symbol on their back. sasuke's is the family mark thing. and erika is... well, her mom's company. which makes her... umm.. a prado.. yes!
2. they are both freakishly pale and have black hair (but then again, most of us have black hair)
3. erika is um... sasuke without the angst. well.. at least not the whiney angst sasuke has.
4. erika is pissed at her older brother for traumatizing her childhood with a popsicle. and well, itachi trumatized sasuke in his childhood by killing everyone else in the family. it's CLOSE!
SEE~! And char and prit seem the type to chase erika around. Sadly.. the naruto is unknown. I take my place as the hokage since I'm (in my dreams) totally kick ass. And maybe that means kath will have to kill me iin the later episodes.
HEy~ this give me an idea. let's redo the naruto story-- erk! never mind, I 'm going to have to hate myself for that. well, at least I'm keeping it private unlike those marysues in ff.net
Oh yes, before I forget, the gaperinio. I mean, who cant forget them? I was really wondering which teacher should I model them from but then again, gai-sensei and kakashi are just too cool for them. so you can say they're just mook teachers. ^_^
Incase no one noticed... the headbands... have the poveda sign... thing. And the bg is the famous... tsunami wood block. and alyssa's a perverted grandpaw.
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Alas, the DS vs. PSP battle.
like char and greta said, it's two portable platforms. DS being the newest game boy. I think it's the 4th? because theirs game boy, gameboy advance, gameboy advance PS, and the latest DS.
as for PSP, a portable evolution of Sony's PSX, PSOne, PS2 and PSP. I know that DS will be cheaper and coming out earlier than PSP.
but either way, they look breakable and fragile. So, no thanks, year 2004-5 products.
and besides, if I had a choice, like I said earlier: "which ever's doing Chrono Trigger." Which I still deem as the greatest RPG to have graced mankind.
Also the soundtrack is kickass since Uematsu and Mitsuda did it together. ^_^ HURRAH!
but either way, I'm sticking to the PSX because I am oh so ever faithful to the year 1999. HOO~HA!
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I must be the nicest little sister ever. Mom got an IPOD mp3 and palmpilot in one thing. whatever. I dont know anything about gadgets. and I"m letting jobert have it.
I just wanted it because everyone sez it's pretty. and mostly because kath wants it and doesnt have it yet amd I want to flash it to her face. I'm just [kinda] kidding. ^_^
AND it's freakishly expensive
but aside from that, I dont really want it. I dont even know what I'm going to DO with it. I mean, I already have a cd/mp3 player. a new sterio. and alot of notebooks and pens. What am I going to do with that?!
that.. and I have a feeling I might be a future victim of being mugged--- or that's just in the philippines.
Mom "won" it. The thing is mom doesnt like to use those things. Dad bought mommy and EXPENSIVE new laptop before. You know, to keep up with the latest technology. The thing is, mommy didnt want it. O_o so... tintin, being there at the right time and place, took it.
;_;. well.. like I minded anyway. I wouldnt really see the purpose.
but it's just nice to have expensive things around so you feel that you actually have money. *sigh*
... money...
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Went to phily yesterday. Going there was smooth but coming back was a bitch. I waited an hour in the bus station and it was freezing cold.
Next time candalf, wear your freaking expensive jacket. I know you look awefuly formal in it but at least you wont freeze to death.
Since I opted to a 2nd hand sweater, I did regret my wardrobe choice later on. Stupid me. Anyway, south st. happen to have alot of nice shops. sadly those "nice" shops are also "freakishly expensive" shops. =_=
However, looking back only one thing made me happy. As I was walking down the streets pf phily I saw two guys. to DECENT looking guys. Not like that horrible looking transvestite on the bus earlier.
Not only were they two DECENT looking guys but they were also two HAPPY decent guys, HOLDING HANDS! Swinging it around even. *sigh* *_* oh.. i love you god!
well. maybe getting to sit beside the cute guy on the train also counted but still, two decent looking males laughing, smiling, hand in hand, swinging it around~~ <3
it's like, "HALLELUIA!" how can that NOT brighten up your day ^_~
If Ihad a camera I'd ask to have a pic of them. DAMN ME!!
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pretty soon I'm going to have to work on my project. HURRAH FOR ME!
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YES! My promise to char!!! and supposedly surprise for everyone. I hope you can see
my present for youze guys. It took me 3 months. take that! because It's my .5 first time to really USE photoshop. Sue me. I suck.
If you can guess who's who. I'll give you a prize! ^__^ and if someone can actually do better than me (I know alot of you can) wanna try to edit it? ^_^;;
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Greta: Well between PSP and DS, like the guys said, which ever supports chrono trigger. Apparently I havent really heard the line up of games. but PSP will have fina fantasy no?
ARG! I dont know. I dont think I can afford either. but you know the PSP looks like it'll easily break. hell, they both look like they'll easily break.
Char: WHATEVER ATENIAN!! XD I dont know what to say to you now. We had a 3-4 hour long chat damn it! too bad it wasnt during exams XD
Aurora: Aurora, you've been "1*beep*2"-ed. what have you been saying? I know one is queer. Which is really weird. I dont know what the other one was. it was related to games.
I think queer eye for the straight guy is more of a make-over show. Like a cooking show but for real people. I mean getting hte ingredients and making something new. like from guy to metrosexual guy... or something...
You want a psp or ds? hmm.. is this somehow connected to Uchi and Ryo? O_o;
be in awe. I'm gonna finish nursing in 2007. =_=I could have finished sooner but I'm going over there for the summer.
ANNOUNCEMENT: would you prefer it if I go there may-june or july-august?
Erika: This might interest you. ^_^ HURRAH for chrono trigger fans!
Oh yes. and if you can, can you make a naruto sasuke AMV with switchfoot - dare you to move or urban dub - new tatoo? because.. because... I WANT TO SEE ONE!! AND OOGLE!!! XD~~~!!!
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That's it. I have a summer project. ^_^ well, it's strange to have a summer project. but either or...
ANYWAY!
Summer project: Play with jyagan: Play Intro of Chrono Trigger -premonition (i think that's the title)~~ <3 XD!!
IT's gonna be beautiful. I'm still influenced by yasunori mitsuda's jazz remix of it. my GAWD! you are a god! I love you so much. I'd go down on my knees, kiss you feet and feed your pet iguana if you'd let me be within one mile radius of you, without the police on stand by.
I'm still perplexed on choosing an instrument. YEY! but I'm too excited to care about jyagans limitations in the sense of skills. I"m sure we can manage. BWAHAHAHAHAAA!!
I better buy a whip just incase.. wait... that'll just make greta think of soemthing else aside from work =_=;;
YEY! that's it violin and drums and guitar... or piano... piano sounds classy. but GAH!! it will requre me to play it. We'll just see what I can come up with. YEY YEY YEY!! BUt you know... if I can, I'd make it a violin bass and piano.. but we lack bass...
Nobuo Uematsu, thank you for being greater than Yasunori Mitsuda, so that one day, if we'll have a concert, Square enix wont charge us money. ^_^ SACRIFICE FOR YOUR SEMI PEOPLE!!
And maybe we can properly record the damn CD. thus me dragging people in my tita's house yet again. WHEEE~~!! Man.. I dont have enough money to buy an acoustic bass... can some one check how much they cost over there?
Ok candalf. Calm thyself, it's just playing one of the greatest songs from one of the greatest RPGs to have ever graced the ears of an entire civilization of geekville! Mitsuda san~ I"m just going to take your concept and simpify it since I really really really like it that way~~ <3
though part of me is wondering what Final Fantasy would sound like in Jazz... Hmm.. Jazz chocobo theme? Let's try~ but not get crazy!
Orchestraic would be wonderful. IT would be AWESOME!
Jazz would be cool~~
Celtic would be so FUN!!
I dont know what to think about techno... ^^;
Oh yes. SOMEONE GET AN ACCORDION!!! All because I love yasunori mitsuda.
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Note: [--] is 11 years old.
Padre Candalf says:[padre candalf has been teasing [--] about liking Ryan] man. the whole ryan and kyle mix up. I'm sorry.
[--] says: lol
Padre Candalf says: I really really meant that you wanted to kiss kyle
Padre Candalf says: not ryan ^_^
[--] says: NO!!!!!!!
Padre Candalf says: aww.. but it's just like naruto and sasuke! rivals and stuff!
[--] says: kyle's my friend again god
Padre Candalf says: even BETTER!
Act 2
[--] says: IM NOT GAY!! I READ BOUT GIRLS!
[--] says: opps
Padre Candalf says: hahahahaha!
Padre Candalf says: I'm gonna tell~ <3
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I have fun with kids.
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Yesterday was the job interview...
Manager: so what products do you like from [name of company]?
Candalf: umm... I liked your little aroma therapy bottles...
Another Applicant: I love this scent called "Green Mint". I've been looking all over for it. IT's sad that you stop manufacturing it. My mom and I even checked the cherry hill mall and the echelon mall for it. but we only found it on ebay... [blah blah blah]
Candalf: Not smooth, candalf...
Act 2:
Manager: We have three positions: the cashiers, sales and stocking. What suits you best and why do you think so?
Another applicant: Sales or Replenishing because of my previous' job experiences and [blah blah blah] I realize I couldnt handle the hours [blah blah blah]
Mangager: And you?
Candalf: well... I"ll go for stocking because I'm a bit obsessive compulsive about these things [noting to say that I said "a bit" not like char and joey "insane" obsessive compulsive"] like to keep things in line and things facing hte right direction and such.
Manager: Ah... a girl after my own heart.
Candalf: in your FACE, Person-who's-name-I-dont-know!!!
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well... I pray to fluffy-sama I get the position!! XD. but still. It was like... really really embarassing for me. I think I was blushing the whole time. Because later on, my face felt so warm. >_<
Everything was good so far~ there was my first real interview. Not like the other interview I had with that other company. That was sad. I did get accepted but, to hell if I'm going to get a job as a sales representative.
Aside from the freakishly cld teperature, it was freakishly windy the other day. I fet so bad not bringing my cape to america. I mean, that's like the only other place that's windy!
oh but still, the nighbors will look at me funny and think "what the hell is that asian girl doing?"
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[please ignore the following school ranting]
Another thursday worth of cleaning the house. HAPPY HAPPY ME! I got an A in both my essays. my bitch of a teacher suddenly became less of a bitch. so... I guess that means he's just a "-- of a teacher"?
OH hell, I have two more essays to finish. And I'm surprised that I didnt get as many grammatical checks. but still, it would hurt to make erika check them now would it. ^_^
I scored the top 4 in my psych test. I mean like, not that any one cared and everyone else has such horrible grades. [<--- feeling all high and mighty]
but the teacher is really lineint. I mean, he wrote down everyone's scores on the board like people who got 50-46, 45-36 and etc...
and stuff, and based on what everyone got, he made the letter grade so that even those with 20 15 wrong marks still get an A. And this test was different from the other tests! This one was "harder" because he usually gives a partial manuscript of the test that we can "review" [read: memorize] for the test, the following class.
but in this test, he completely forgot about hte manuscript and got questions from the book. And so... alot of people FAILED.
and I was all like: holy shit... I passed... I got top 4... This is... awkward!
Part of me liked that kind of teacher, and part of me didnt. maybe it's because I'm used to teachers utterly flunking me. and he wasnt strict about the grading system was just something I'm very not used to.
but enough about my parial ego tripping because now I'm sure that I wasnt imagining that I'm one of the few with a high grade. but then again... this is a community college... in AMERICA. theres nothign to be proud about there. =_=;
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