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Greta: When I'm a nurse, you can get all the injured guys you want. =_=; BWAHAHAHA!! Arent you happy I’m a nurse now? If you really want me to look for visually challenged guys though.. _;
Oh my gosh! Really? They are so androgynous your mother cant see through them?~
Erika: How can you not have space for YASUNORI MITSUDA!!!?!!?! aside for the thought that I"m using my bro's computer. >_>
TONIKAKU!! http://www.cocoebiz.com/catalog.php?id=280 it's his music samples. it's so cute!! I love him~~ <3 sue me for not learning html coding =p
Char: yeah. and when I go there I'm gonna steal you from them or else I'm gonna have to charge their rental fee. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
dude... what's an ADMU?!
Aurora: I'm sorry. Macy, JCPenny, They're all too expensive for me. Even the half-off prices are too expensive for me. I guess I could have gone but I really didnt hear much about there being a parade aside from the coupons I get about a "10%-20% off" PSHAW! If you take off 90% I'd buy em ^_^
But a friend told me that the parade was all the way in Philadelphia. It’s… kinda far. That and I was too busy eating turkey.
I"m going to be there hopefully may-june ^_^ like May 14 or 15 to June 17 or something. YEY teba yo!
I'll move to North Jersey as soon as I get my Nursing degree. =_= It sounds really sad. I know but bear with me! I can take care of probable INJURED bishounens. And if Uchi and Ryo ever get sick because of dirty american business men trying to get into their pants--my wild imagination-- I can give you a VIP pass to their rooms. ^_^
And since I’m your pimp I’ll try to arrange a deal with them. BWAHAHA!! It all works out. ^_^
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I dont like sailor moon! Well, I used to! It's my (totally open) dark secret. Alright. Let me get this straight…
I'm very much against the following:
1. smiley/item icons
2. reality shows (I'm actually tolerating He's a Lady)
3. shows in the category of smallville and jack and bobby
4. friendster and others like it (except for the oh-so dead jewster site)
5. guns (because I'm a melee fan. I mean, anyone can kill anyone with a freaking gun)
6. female characters in the category of sailor moon and miaka
7. digital photography
8. anti-piracy
9. the lower batchmen of poveda, aside from my pets
10. avril lavrigne, michelle branch, john meyer, jason meraz, linkin park, evnaescensesesesessss (sorry if I cant spell some names right =_=')
11. my very deaf and uncompassionate colon and constipation
12. playstation 2
Its not that I hate char and kdiaz, it's just I dont see the point of joining the hi5 fad in the philippines. unless gaparenio is there or something. =p just kidding. I'm sticking to my religion of abstinence and rebellion against the ever evolving society. I'm staying as if it's still 1999! DAMNIT!
but pretty soon, I know I'm going to give into some of those things. *sigh* because, I'll have no choice. IT's so sad that film photography is a dying breed. even if it does poison the waters with its chemicals and such. but taking pics with film requires skill and stuff. =_= never mind.
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The big apple anime fest in new york. *_* I dream of going. OH GAWD!! I want to go!!
but its on jan 1. and that's like a freaking holiday. meaning... I'm going to have to spend my new year, not infront of a big screen with anime shows and dozens of horrible and traumatizing cosplayers I can laugh at.
No, it's going to be with my relatives. In my tita's basement watching some repetitions of THE BEST OF SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE.
;_; NOOO!!! damn it! Well, yoko kanno went to the apple fest in 2003! they skipped 2004. but NOOO!! YOKO KANNO!! MY GODESS!!
I will plan to go. after begging my mom and learning how to drive since I can bribeher by saying I'll bring her shopping. HURRAH!
sounds like a plan.. ^_^
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I just dragged jobert around for two hours in deptford mall because I was applying for jobs. ^_^ TIS THE SEASON FOR MONEHHH!!!
The disturbing part was that I applied for Chuck E. Cheese. Which brings me to the climax of my story: I have seen hell and lived.
The air was greasy and there were santa clause related music playing around. The workers were sad and depressed looking girls who looked like they juts got dumped by their boyfriends and decided this hell hole was their home.
*sigh*
but I digress. Anyway. HURRAH! I was going to apple at veronica's secret. Mostly because i thought it was funny of me to work there. but they ran out of application forms.
Bath and Body works just called a while ago. ^_^ after I applied to them 1 and a half hour ago. O_o; speaking of god given luck. I did meet a nice girl there. Never really caught her name. but then again... I never caught anyones name... =_=
two greeting card stores, two expensive looking female clothing stores that has the style of chic, and a nice hippy looking store with NICE STUFF!!!
as for Macy's, JCPennys, SEARS, Strawbridges... They can all kiss my ass. Macy needs an appointment and you have to watch a VIDEO!
But they're good stores run mostly by middle aged ladies. But there was a nice teen girl helping me out along the way.
man... nice people... you're rare.
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aurora: MY bishounen scouting has been very good, thankyouverymuch. ut you know, not alot of bishies here in the US so I'd like to thank jdorama.com for the support.
so far, I've been ending up with people from SMAP. and I think they're in their 30s. but I'm really happy that makoto is 24! It's such an improvement! but there was this guy... Amano Hironari who has just one good looking picture of himself. ARG!! he also dressed up as that Tuxedo Mask in Sailor Moon dorama.
*dies* such a loser~!
fatima: HAHA! Is it just me or you're so lovable that all the teachers have a thing for you. ^_^
wait, why? you have a similarity going on there. Strengthen the bond! and find a way to her test papers~!!!
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I think I over did myself when I planned what classes to take for the rest of the year. If I do want to finish nursing in 3 years, I have to take summer. But I do promise to visit you guys summer 2005!
It’s just that I cant on summer 2006. It’s not that I don’t love you, It’s just that I think I have to stick with the program.
So far, am having a very, very lax college life. Nothing is going on here. it kind of makes me paranoid. I still have to worry about jobs and driving. I hate it. I hate the fact I have to be all grown up about this.
;_; I think it's just writing III that bothers me. I hate writing essays. even more when I have to take composition I and II for nursing. I'm starting to doubt my carrer choice.
I would have asked erika for more help, it's just that I lost confidence in my other essays. =_=
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Hmm... spring ends at may 14... so I'll get to go there at around may 14.
but I'm still talking about it with mom. Strangely she said, "I"ll think about it," about that certain topic, when she herself bugged me since we moved in, to go home.
then I'll come back at june 17 ^_^ for the anime convention! YEY!
I know I'm not a convention type of person but the things they sell ther are like: WHOA. yaoi doujinshis galore. I must have them. Ebay is very competitive. and I dont have a credit card. ^_^;;
so, If I can, I'll stay in the philippines for a month. YEY! Shopping galore! well, I'd actually want to stay in longer but... *sigh* the convention is in the way. That and mom might want me to take summer classes.
Bt man, If I was in the Philippines, I wouldn’t have to worry about my meals, the bills, my ass freezing to death and the driving. I just want to be pampered like I was at home. =_=
Interestingly enough, moving over to north jersey would be a good thing for me because, for one, I don’t need to drive~ <3.
I love new york for its gun fight related subways~ and it’s terrifying brainwashing techniques
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YASUNORI MITSUDA'S BACK!!
Ahem. I semily contradict myself. ahem. I just heard his new CD in this game (who's name I cant recall) but it seems' like he's (kinda) got his vibe back! YEY!!
he's starting to sound weird again. ^_^ I'm so happy~ <3
His new cd seems like a mix of xenogears and threads of fate-ish. very very pleasing to the ears. well.. at least the ones ive heard. it might be a later on disappointment like "Sailing the World."
That ass.
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the other day was thanksgiving day. Well, I dont understand american culture and I'm to lazy to understand "why?"
but the only thing I found good about thanksgiving was my tita's cooking. Actually, all my tita's cooking. The turkey, mashed potatos, stuffing, and cranberry jello (which they claim as "pudding").
Also the whole time, I was entertained by the drama of both my brother and my cousing michael teasing and taunting and making fun of stephany (or however you spell the name.)
ah yes. this is my first holiday vacation from college and I have so many things due next week. but some how, I dont give a damn. I mean, it's just a COMMUNITY college.
That and ever since I got the highest passing grade I ever got in accounting came to my mothers eye's and she did not rejoice and bring me out for food, I could care less if I fail.
*sigh*
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Justin has been stuck in detroit since... thursday. I think the airlines paid for his hotel room because they were idiots. but am wondering why the delay. Is it because it's a holiday? Oh well, moving on.
I have never woken up with the house so clean. It's amazing. Since I now own justin's computer, I was thinking on wheather I should give it to jasper and I'll take tintin's or I'll just keep justins.
for one thing, it's such a hassle to bring the computer all the way from the north. I mean, think aobut it. Im riding 3 trains and a bus, would I carry something so bulky?
I dont think so. Thus I have to wait till next year when I plan on getting my driver's license.
I still have yet to study the book. I think it's just me, I really dont have any patience to read. Why do they make it so... ARG~!
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I saw a baton. You know, that baton that conductors use for the orchestra. I was so tempted to buy one. because I'd look so cool with it in my poncho. That and I look cool forcing greta and erika to play.
but none of us really understands the use of it.
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On Naruto 240:
I dont know anymore. Somehow the little yaoi fan girl in my kinda died when it lacked it's daily dose of naruto and sasuke soap opera.
Right now, I'm stck with a very very hot soon-to-be-hokage who was titled "the yellow flash" or something, kakashi in pre-bishounen-ness, the only not bishounen uchiah in Uchiha clan's history and some medical nin girl.
=_= although there are kakahsi x obito vibes going on, it's not really.. that interesting. But they do have the jerk and the idiot relationship going on just like sasuke and naruto. They only lack a hook. something like when naruto kissed sasuke
But the 4th has been a real pleaser lately. being the smart, hot and really friendly jounnin that he is. *_* Oh golly. You're so hot! I cant pair you with anyone!!
hmm... maybe with naruto. NO! that's... like a gay oedipus complex! and that'll look like incest since they can be twins.
Haha, I dont remember who said it. but they said that obito is sasuke and naruto's child sent to the past because it couldnt take present day gay bashers. haha he really looks like a mix of the both.
XO and it's not a very cute mix.
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Everything has a sale. I want to gh shopping. but I dont have money XO. Damnit!
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I have been taken prisoner
too entranced by him
and his awesome looks
why, gods?!
I've been taken in
by his god damn
bishounen-ness
His name
is Makoto.
YOU FUCKING HOTTIE!!
;_; why are you so gwapo?!!! I have never seen anyone so gwapo in my life that's only less than 10 years older than me!!!
WHY GODS, WHY?!!!! WHY DO I WANT TO STEAL HIS SHOES?!!!!
It's really strange. fors ome reason, when I look at him the thought of "stealing his shoes" comes to mind. you are so gwapo and you're only SIX YEARS OLDER!! GAH!!
I mean... tetsu's like... 17 years older than me..
oh god... that's old. ... and hyde's like 18 years older than me. that's _TWICE_ my fucking *AGE*!!!
I mean... six years older is so young! *gasp* young! does this mean I like younger guys? wel.. younger than the usual...
*tear* yes. I have finally fallen for someone who's not in his 30s. *_* I thank thee~~
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Greta: OH MY GOD! greta you're right! I'm such a player. URUMI!! I love you!! I'm a horrible, horrible person. thanks for reminding me ^_^. haha if you were around, you'd be like an OFW na maid. haha. you should be happy to stay there than take care of three mess brothers and one occasionally (yes, I'm giving myself credit) messy classmate.
ah shyet you have better memory than me. =_=
Erika: Wow erika, where did that kumusta thing come from? I cant believe it... it's derived from spanish... ARRGGG!!
hey, he doesnt need the name to sound royal. ^_~ plus, I'm tired of just calling him the fourth. it's like... he doesnt have a real name. ;_;
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I have gone bishounen scouting the other day.
and I' am sad to say that I have been looking at japanese stars. =_=; well, I dont know ANY gwapo filinio people that can make me oogle at them.
umless someone would like to help me search ^_~
but it's so sad... we dont have... PRETTY BOYS in the philippines. ;_; it's so wrong!
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aside from my countless numbers of attempts to please my writing teacher, he has definately taken my remaining strands of patience.
YOU
*sigh* Never have I felt so stupid as to writing essays about the obvious. (wait... did that make sense?!)
yes. TVs are an abomination to society
yes. boys have better education than girls.
yes. I sense discrimination, you jackass.
I'm losing it. I dont know if I CHOSE writing by accident or I really did fail the writing portion of my test.
I'm having to write this thing where "are little boys taught better than little girls?" and since I came from an all girls school, I'm having difficulty answering this. So the teacher comes up to me and sez I can write about the discrimination going on in MY old classroom from MY experience.
I personally never noticed these kind of things except for that most of the teachers were pissed that I slept in their class.
All the teachers were pretty fair to me (i think). Strict but fair. I never really noticed the favoritism going on in the class.
that's my problem. I was fucking oblivious.
Fatima on the other hand, was very opinonated about teacher and gave a colorful lecture about each. Also, she was always picked on. ^_^ that's our fatima.
All I know is that, sir sonny liked greta. sir gary liked erika and ms losa liked fatima.
I dont know about sir tony. He picks on EVERYONE. the jerk. but I still find him cool. ^_^
I am so left out. ;_;
but point is, I dont know how to apply this knowledge in my paper because I dont know HOW!
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Enough of academics for I am really really nostalgic about CSDC. I was wearing my CSDC pants the other day, and as I was walking I noticed that I was stepping on the hem (? is that what it's called?) and I felt really really... nostalgic.
I remember scotch taping my pants so it wouldnt touch the floor. I miss saying "ma'am, good morning ma'am." and if I make a mistake, I miss it when the officers give me a hug and I miss feeling the injustice and hatred that the juniors felt for us.
*sigh* Those were the days...
I was kind of searching in google for people who are talking about class favoritisms
then... sadly... my blog popped up =_= speaking of patricia cancio.
then I started laughing out loud when I read this: I remember there was this one time sir dino came in the room mad. and erika mutters: "what's wrong sir dino? Sir Anthony dumped you?"
BWAHAHAHAHA@!! ha... *tear* I miss the gaperinio. ;_; I miss the scandalous-iosity sir lito's scar brought. I miss sir tony picking on people. I miss ms chin's story telling before accounting class. I miss being haughty towards the freshmen. I miss petting keena's head. ^_^
and I really really miss getting my daily does of hugs from youze guys~
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I really hate it...
when this wonderful idea of making a story comes to me...
and I'm so compelled to do it...
but I dont want to do it...
at the same time...
WHY!!! yet again... this essence of "must make a comic" comes from another manga. ARGGG!~ And this story is very much off my usual...
I mean, yes, this also requires alot of research and yes this might involve the sociologists attempt to murder me for my inaccuracies. ;_;
but GOD! give me a brain!! I beg of you~ or give me another me so I can force her to do this. and that's the only thing I can do...
and god wont do that because the thought of two "me"s in this world is absolutely horrific. ;_;
It's not that bad, damnit!
but yes, I am drawn to make a politically incorrect story with little consperacies and such forth. something I really really really cant do. unless I have another brain to help me. or maybe two more brains...
but I can do this! yes I can. I'll have to force this to my future self. It's like procrastinating. you have a list that you tell yourself in the future to do. so right now, you're free~~
FREE~~ damnit!!!
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I cooked today. ^_^ yey~
but sadly no one really knew that I cooked and made something before I finished cooking it.
It was in the oven so, kuya made some tapa for themselves and by the time I was done, no one was able to eat my cooking. =_=
except for jasper, who took a taste and complimented it ^_^ yey for him.
but in reality, I really did like my cooking. ^_^ it was baked pork chops with a sweet soy saucey marinate. I was really proud of it because for one thing, it tasted good. Another thing was that the meat was really soft.
the best part was that the marinate's taste seeped into the pork. XD it usually doesnt do that.
but either way... *sigh* I'm so unappreicated. My poor pork chops... it's like... they died for nothing.. =_=.
oh well, go me!
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aurora: dont worry aurora. we're filipino. we dont care abot the japanese society except for their pretty pretty boys.
I swear if japanese people didnt have pretty boys, their stock economy thigny will CRASH!!!
chat: HELLO~~ <3 tee-hee I havent seen you yet. blame justin for that (now you know what to do when he gets home. hehehehe you'll bring the whip and he'll be the cream).
Greta: greta... if there are injuries involved, it's you. harharhar. due, you better calm down or else you'll pop a vein. haha ala kung pow.
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I was just testing out that thing where theres a title before you blab about something. Am I going to do it again?
of course not!
I hope everyone gets lost in drabbling that is me. ^_^
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as for you, masashi kishimoto, I'll have to momentarily spare your life because you showed the 4th hokage in more than 2 consecutive panels.
and god knows he's a hottie. *sigh* why did you have to die?!!!!
Well, while kishimoto is making naruto grow up, the "three years of training" will be replaced with flash backs. I guess.
as some person said, "I hope we'll learn the 4th's name ^_^" That is so true because it's so sad to just call him... "4th." =_=
but naruto~~ you better grow up medium sized and fit (not muscular) because I want my boys to not be body builder gays. XD
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I've been freezing my ass off then suddenly the temperature becomes slightly warmer. WTF?!
well, at least I'm not freezing my ass off. but still, I mean the winter coat and all. it's freezing in the morning and hot in the afternoon?! I cant take the temp changes@!!!!
@!$%&#$&$ you, jersey weather!!!
as for my tasks done today, I have conviniently spent $100 worth of gift cards. Part-of-me confidently spends money as if I have a job. I'll have to find a way to beat that part-of-me up.
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I have brought it on to myself to get a girlfriend. BWAHAHAHAHA!!! Well, I have so many... um... male "slaves" (yes, I know they're imaginary. yes, I know it's sad. yes, I know I'm lonely. bugger off!) but I havent really foudn a female character that I liked yet. aside from a character I dubbed to be my god child.
however my new girlfriend has a *gasp* boyfriend. well.. she WILL have one later in the story but you know they havent done the dramatic "oh-my-gosh-I-actually-have-feelings-for-you-let's-confess-our-love-for-one-another-and-be-steady" thing in the shoujo manga. So far, she doesnt have feeling for him. (yey) well, at least the GOOD kinds of feelings.
I forgot her name (oo, I'm such a bad... umm.. lover). but the manga's name is wallflower. the girl is really really... *kewl*. She scares the living daylights out of the 4 bishounen boys and, well, everyone else in the story.
but you know, she has the ugly-duckling-that'll-turn-into-a-pretty-swan thing also going for her. with alot of make up applied. apparently those 4 guys have been doing that to her occasionally
but I love the part when she was giving then their lunches and then this notebook fell off her pocket. one of the "bishounen" (I personally dont find them that cute =_=) guys picks it up
dude: "oh hey, you dropped this" *accidently sees a page when he was handing it over*
girl: *snatches it back and runs AWAY~*
dude: "I saw it..."
dude2: "saw what?"
dude: "on the paper...'plans to kill dude4'"
BWAHAHAHA!!! Did I say this story already? I think I did. oh well like I care. I really liked it. ^_^
but she's such an introvert and always hides her face from the public because this one time this guy she liked called her ugly and she became recluse from society in that point on.
aww!! you poor thing! *hug* so she locked herself in her room for how long. and watches horror movies. and her greatest love is freedie (sp?) or jason. and she nosebleeds at the sight of bishounens or what she calls "radiant beings" or "creatures of light."
the mangaka always draws her in sd or just showing the bottom half of her face. unless it's mentioned that they put make up on her, so she'll look pretty. ^_^ very decent of the mangaka
there was a chapter when someone was murdered. she rushed to the scene and was later crying when she saw the ambulance carry the fresh corpse away. SHE'SSOCUTE!!
I totally love her~ <3
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In writing class, the teacher was talking about division and classification. So he made an example of splitting up to two groups: the short and the tall.
in the end I made a very loud, "OUCH! I'm not short!"
and everyone just looked at me oddly. =_=;;;
I'm not~~
NOOOO!! I'm very sad now. I'm short. I'm freakishly short. being asian in this god forsaken place.... *AAARRGGG!!!*
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I have been looking for pictures of hyde. ^_^ I'm supposed to look for a real person I can ask but, you guys are over there and I get to have an excuse for looking for larc pics.
Although I have before commited my preference of tetsu over hyde, you just cant help but drool at him.
How can I not drool at you and your bishounen-ness?!! it's a crime!!
and you notice here, his very very small body frame =_= the only thing that makes him imperfect. Also, he reads harry potter. that also makes him imperfect.
but gods... he's so hot. TAKE SAKURA IN YOU ARMS!!! PLEASE!!!
tee-hee I find this cute. you rarely see a pic of him where he doesnt look all angas. tang ina! he's still gwapo!
*faint*
ps. those pics are not mine! they're the work of a goddess~! (who has the power to buy magazines and scan them. I LOVE YOU, GODDESS!)
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yea. I owe char a pic since... last month.. I still have yet to finish it. but char, I still love you. ^_^
and I love those who tag in my blog *hint-hint*
This week's to do list
finish coloring pic for char
study for drivers licence
prepare for presentation
do priject for nutrition
study for psych test
return stuff to ACmoore
get a job
exercise
well... I least I did two out of ten. ^_^ HURRAH!
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[Poking Around]
haha extra lang ito.
I just want to show you a pic of last week's birthday boy. he's 14! ok he's been 14 for gawd knows how long.
and only gawd knows how long I found him bishounen and very much rape-able
GOD!! you're so cute!!!! I want to glomp you!! but satoshi might kill me ^_^;;
oh yea. I've only begun to re-appreciate watase yuu's art because tamahome looks bishie here:
hmm... yui's bitch? nah.
but you know, I still dont mind abandoning the rest of fushigi yuugi if it werent for chichiri and amiboshi. ^_^
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Aurora: tee-hee. I have yet to catch that boy. You have to get a boy with a deep voice. You know what, I dont think I've ever heard a filipino having a deep voice. or maybe it's just the atenians. you know, with their lack of testosterone because they're fucking gay.
wait, ^_^ I'm just kidding. I hate all atenians but youze guys. *huggles*
Erika: hahaha! thank you! but I feel like a mom who wants to keep her kids to herself (hmmm... that's more like my mom...). Kazuma-kun!!! He's so cute. I want to make a guy who wears a head band too. Guys must wear headbands. but wait, if all the guys wear headbands, it's not as cute anymore.
especially if they're not bisohunen. I must reserve my innocent superficiality from being scarred!
Greta: damn it, greta! stay faithful to... ummm.. Goku! you cant just propose to everyone!!!
filipinos are... specific. isnt there like "kuya", "ditso" and etc..?
women are more physically equipt, my ass. I'm fucking freezing!!! I do not feel physically equipt. huff.
haha "to the list." wakka?? caribbean? is he naturally carribean? I always thought he was osakan. well, he looked like the type. and those people in osaka are always tanned. Sorry ha! I dont have a PS2!
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wow.. you guys are so hyper lately. ^___________^ YEY teba yo!!!. One day, we'll all go to japan and force erika to translate for us! YEY!
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[Potato Chips]
Many of my classmates enjoy potato chips. Especially those of Lays nad Doritos. generally it's those chips that came from america in those big, super sized bags.
I have an infatuation with lays and doritos. Mommy never bought them because thery were too expensive. Yes. My very koripot mom.
I was so jealous that so many other people get to eat them as if they were Snaku or something. They get to enjoy it often.
My family never bought those kinds of chips just because they were expensive. Thats why during class parties, I'd gourge myself with those chips. Eating a handfull of chips at a time.
Right now theres a dorito beside me. I remember when I first ate that. It was during the time when mrs. borjs dad died. Everyone had a trip to the funeral. It was awkward for me because I was stuck in the van with... the popular people and raissa (who's also popular but she was my only classmate in that van.)
the thing with with these popular people, sina ynes and raissa and chenelle and tina and etc etc.. they make you feel out of place even if they didnt mean to. They're nice and friendly but you know that you dont belong there. That you are threading on hold ground because they're right there! I mean, theres like a freaking bright aura of popularity and superiority to them that you have to sheild your eyes and focus on the kind and humble chips infront of you.
Each transportation vehicle had a bag of chips in each car, courtesty of raissa. I began eating so much chips. Partly because it was wicked good and partly because I felt so out of place I might as well make my own happy-happy-food-land right then and there.
and so I went to happy-happy-food-land. and I enjoyed it ^_^
but that was going out of the topic.
I cant beieve right now, that's one of the things I eat. My sister would just give them to me because she doesnt want to get fat, (and she knows I like them anyway)
but you know, I really really envied other people for getting to eat those chips everyday. I felt so poor. I wanted to eat those chips but never had the chance to. Mommy didnt want them. and I couldnt afford them. =_=
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[My very independant trip to North Jersey]
It was raining. It was fucking raining. ;_;
Well, I wasnt as wet compared to my trip to phily but was freakishly COLD!
The bus stop
old driver: you're not from around here are you? where are you from?
candalf: umm... asia
old driver: oh asia? what kind of language do you speak there?
candalf: tagalog
old driver: how do you say "hello" there?
candalf: "kamusta"
old driver: hey! that sounds like italian! "kamusta!"
candalf: hahaha... ha...
He was an nice old man. really friendly too but... I dont know if he knew that asia was more of a continent than a country.
I was so tempted to say "psst" as hello. haha. well, how do we say hello? I dont remember. I just recall "uy!" or "IKAW!"
anyway, after that I was dropped off this... transportation center. Two freakishly huge black dudes were nice enough to help confused little me. However, I'm trying to pretend that I've lived in america for more than 6 months...
and failed at it. it was really creepy. Part of me wished I brought my arnis sticks. but they're such a hassle to carry around.
after that, another train ride from trenton to newark. It was long. It was expensive. It was annoyingly expensive. I wanted to kill myself just because it was expensive. I was freezing and the constant paranoia of getting lost was really getting on my nerves.
Yes. I was paranoid and annoyed at myself for being paranoid at the same time.
Finally with some luck and wit, I got on the train and hopped myself to another train. and after a few more self doubts on "is this the right train?" and paranoia, I reached the end of my destination.
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My gods!
[The point of the trip: The Chocolate Festival] teba yo!
keywords: free + samples
It was like... chocolate porn heaven. It was like my version of the Playboy mansion with less pretty people. Samples!! every where!! The great taste of oh so sweet dessert wines.
TRUFFLES! Is it even spelled like that? oh well... Those semi sweet dark truffles, once you put it in your mouth, it's like ice that's made out of sweet, slightly creamy and UBER chocolatey ice melting. It was cool in your mouth. I wonder how it was cool in your mouth but it was COOL! and slowy dissolving in its chocolatey goodness. DAMN IT. My sister got to buy. I was so jealous. those truffles were like... it was so chocolatey, there should be a new word for it.
AND the brownies had a crunchy/beady texture (i like it like that!) and the taste was so delightfully creamy and chocolatey. It was like eating solidified and crusted fudge. *drool*
the dessert wines were so sweet. fucking sweet. the grape-like taste of it was so rich, it was as if it was another fruit. the sweetness of it was so... overwhelming. it removed any trace of alcohol. (I personally dont like the taste of achohol) basta, kulang nalang yung chinese symbols at the background saying "Delicious!"
There were two chocolate fountains for marshmallows and bananas and strawberries.
Oh. My. Fucking. Gods. You wicked bastards.
because of my empty stomach, the alchohol and sugar was quickly absorbed to my blood stream. I was freakishly giddy and hyper switching from one booth to another, taking some samples...
then coming back for more.
then a few minutes before we left, I felt so sedated. I was just standing there and smiling at everything. I didnt know why I was smiling. There was nothing to smile about.
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[North Jersey]
My sister bought me a winter coat! YEY!! I have to really thank her for that. It's really comfortable. ^_^ I wish it was my pillow instead of my jacket because it's so wickedly soft.
However, while I was in burlignton coat factory, this sudden urge to buy a bright orange jacket took over me. DAMN IT!!
I want a bright orange jacket (<-- obviously misses her son and has an inner desire to cosplay him.) However, I couldnt find the right shade of orange. =c
but will strive to look for one!
[New York]
I was in a designer resale in NY. I saw something I really like. A black poncho in a inner red lining in the hood part and chinese buttons.
I. Must. Have. It.
however, the $175 sez I cant. XO Apparently my sister likes convincing me to take a job.
I will! when I learn how to drive.
I saw Times Square today. I think this is the first time I saw it. I was so... terrified? because it's so... high techily commercialized. You can see right there: media and it's influence on society.
It's bright lights and mega tv screens with commercials and advertisements on the buildings popping about with its supposedly pleasant sounds creating a heavy distortion in the air.
Most of the people of new york were in that particular area. I cant believe it scared me. I guess it's because part of me thinks that media is nothing but a demon in an urban legend. Why I look at it that way? I dont know.
However, part of me wants to live in New York. For one thing, it's because of TV. I blame TV for easily manipulating me.
but ny is so... Wow. It's THE city. Everythings there. Can you imagine yourself in New York?
It's so... sex in the city minus the sex.
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[My daily dose of Naruto]
Masashi Kishimoto hasnt submitted a naruto chapter to shounen jump yet. T_T you jackass.
I'm to ... worried+excited+hyper+curious about what you'll do to naruto. NOOO!! My baby's growing up. He's gonna grow up, kick sasukes ass and move into his apartment (I've been in NY too long).
NOO!! Mommy will behave!! I promise!! Just dont leave me!! *clings on naruto's feet*
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[The End]
I've finished the series. My gawd. Doctor tenma... Johan... I dont know what to do. I should kill myself. hahahaha!! yea.. inside joke.
but wow. it's like those horror movies when in the end, the villain is dead and the hero walks away saftely. then the camera looks back at the villain. and the body's missing.
O_o;; NO!!! I cant believe it!! What more does he need?! Everyone else who knows him is DEAD! He already killed EVERYONE?! Why is he done?! What the hells going on!!
this means, I'll personally have to go to japan and kick the authors ass!
NOOO! Johan!! you're fucking psycho!! but I love you so much!!!
and it shocked me. it really shocked me. I really made me want to go to the author and stab hime with some thing blunt like... oh say, a spoon.
god. so many emotions boiling about... I dont know what to do with them. XO
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[Returning]
I'm going back to south jersey today. I prey to the heavens my trip will be smooth.
that and kuya bought a green onion dip. The poor doritos needs a companion. ^_^
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Belated Happy Birthday to my ("my") beloved Daisuke Niwa!!!
One of my early loves. DNAngel is lisenced by the way so we all get to see satoshi-kun become very obssessed about Daisuke. KYA!
well, I remember liking ihm when I was younger than him. And now, I'm freaking older than him. I'm such a phedophile. he's like... perpetually 14. god freaking shite.
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Greta: Dude, you should be with Tenma. like every time, he always encounters some injured person on the road. =_=; or injured people go to him. well, aside from the fact he IS a doctor. A brain surgeon at that.
excited, you have lyrics. hahaha. I thought we were instrumental!! Or! maybe we can do that thing where there's a bass and drum in the background and you sit on a stool under the spotlight with a lit cigarette between your lips, and just say the stuff.
and then we'll pack the place with guys and raise the temperature so high, its going to be a yaoi hypothermia fest!
Char: well, the americans and the jews dont know that. XD. Ep! what if Michael Ian Black finds out?!
NOOO!!! but hey! Hitlers cool. ^_^ have you seen his paintings? It made me wonder why they didnt let him pass. O_o;;
Erika: Kawachi does?! eww... I always thought it was... him and kazuma. well, whats the name of the bishounen scientist who graduated from harvard? yes. *_* him and kazuma nalang.
really spitting our possible couples. haha
thank god. I thought his name was Juan Luna. I was so... semi traumatized becuase.. well, have you seen Juan Luna's portrait? so... unpretty. XO I wouldnt want to relate them to each other.
Aurora: hahaha! sadly I only heard him once. OOOOhh!! Is this a fetish? guys with deep voices. well, you know what they say about guys with deep voices ^_~
hmm.. I dont know what they say about guys with deep voices. ^_^; and still pondering on his (eva boy) pants because it seems like it's the only pair he has. speaking of poor asian. haha!
I only like diego luna in a few pics. I'm really picky. he is hot. even hotter when he's flirting with another guy! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
ha~!
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Children
I hate children. They are annoying. But I think I have certain biasedness (gender)towards certain children. So far, I can tolerate only two kids. Jonny and Kevin.
Even though I havent met Kevin personally and Jonnys not a kid anymore, they're still the same to me. But I find kevin more kickass for some reasons.
first let me explain the ototou rules. Ototou means little brother in japanese (right, erika?). So justin's (originally jobert) ototou is jonny and Sensei's ototou is kevin.
they are both equal in the sense that they're easily provoked when it comes to hinting them that they are secretly gay. they are asian and their older brothers are not really biological.
Category 1: little bro and big bro relationship
kevin: whenever the phone conversation ends, kevin sez to his sensei. "I love you."
And then I go "awww!!" because its so gosh darn cute I cant express it in any other way.
Jloh: dont know. dont care.
so the winner is kevin. hahaha!
Category 2: pussy
kevin: maybe the fact that he's in a public school helps but that still means more chicks go for him, no matter how many times he tries to avoid them.
the adorable thing is that sensei and kevin talk about the girls after him. and sensei being the adviser that he is, helps kevin in his... umm.. yes. sensei was like, "why dont you go for crystal? She's filipino."
harharhar!! Go Sensei!!
oh that and he's in a love rectangle. YEY! my fetish for love rectangles. however, it does cancel out the possibility of gayness. =_=
jloh: with the help of his older sister and stuff he has gained popularity with in girls only school premisisisssss~ yea. and has crushes from a multitude of povedans in the debaters team.
that and well, his type seems to be in the category of "my older sister's friends" >_>; but him and his sister have become the chinoy version of "marykate and ashley" of every povedan debaters wet dream.
harharhar.
hmm. but I have to give credit to kevin because he still has some girls hounding after him in a public school (where there are other guys he could be competing with)
however, jloh and klohs teamwork as the hmm... "the Lohsen twins" er.. siblings is also good.
so I dont know. throw me a bone over here. So i guess it's a tie.
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why is it everytime I plan a field day for myself, it rains? Why gawd? why?!
this is the second time. Today I'm leaving for new york-- er.. jersey city-- er... chocolate festival. ^_^
I would like to visit some thrift stores but that'll have to wait for another day. because I dont want to spend me money. I think the thrift stores in NY are expensive though. I mean a regular costing shirt is $100 or something. In a thrift store it would be... $20 %&*$@^$^!!!
but I am in need of things to keep me warm. For crying out loud, I'm wearing a sando,a long sleeved shirt, a sweater and a winter coat and I'm still freezing.
note to self: look for thermal leggings. ^_^ sadly, all the guys have the thermal under clothing. girls rarely have any. I wonder why?
aside from it being fashionably unappealing of course.
good luck to me!
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Ahem ahem ahem,...
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MASASHI KISHIMOTO!!! I dont know how old you are now, nor do I care. But I do know that you're going to freaking die if something bad happens to naruto!
As for another birthday boy... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NEIL GAIMAN!!!
wicked. XD. Neil Gaiman was on Fox Live the other day. Didnt get to see him but I did get to d/l some clips of him in the interview. harharhar ^_^
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Greta:hahaha. Hypothermia is da BEST! YEA~HAW! because of my lack of you, I'm starting to be involved in injuries. harharhar. ^_^
Aurora: Aurora~~ (I know this sounds ditzy but bear with me)I made eye contact with eva boy!! <3 HAHAHA!! I heard his voice too. It's suspiciously deep and american. I was expecting a bit of a ching-chang-chong in his accent but I think he's been here quite a while.
harharhar~
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Oh. Nina fortner (a very pretty girl in a story) has been meeting this police man in a bar every night. They've been chatting. No sexual stuff. Just chatting.
Then after one of their chats, they went home seperately. And then the camera follows nina to her apartment. She washes her face and takes off her wig.
yun pala, it was her twin BROTHER, Johan, wearing a wig, pretending to be nina O_o;;;
I was so fucking creeped out. I mean, SHITE, dude. Speaking about twin brothers. Anyway, the creey things were:
1. he was wearing a mini skirt and high heels. (god, he has sexier legs than me XO)
2. and BOOBS, yo! BOOBS!! how he can fake a cleavage, I dont know.
2. his broad shoulders didnt look broad in a sleeveless dress. I saw johan in a blazer and all-- which is a very male attire. O_o;;
I'm so.. traumatized. Johan, I love you and all, even if you're a psychopath and shit. but wearing drag and pretending to be your sister = Nuriko Complex! I might have to draw the line right there.
but you know... you're so pretty, eh. Sige nga. I'll still love you. ^_^
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Right in the middle of class, a memory of fanfic popped in my head. It was a Xel/Lina fanfic that I read years ago.
It was in a letter relaying format. Lina sends a letter to Xelloss and back and fourth. It goes something like... Lina and Gourry getting married and invited Xel. Xel couldn’t come. Then a few months of relaying messages with Xelloss explaining that he was too busy attending to somethings. Then a letter comes from lina saying that gourry died from a bandit ambush. The Xelloss said some where along the lines of “Oh really now?, I’ll come over to comfort you.”
Those who know who xelloss is, you’d know how evil that was of him. Damn, I found it so freaking mean but then it was so kickass of him. Such is expected of that little mazoku.
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Part of me feels out of place… Make that most of me. You know that commercial in cartoon network about the cafeteria and Sheep (from sheep in the big city) was looking for a table and all of them had labels (villains only and etc..). I am experiencing that right now. The computers here are grouped in circles, so there are around 6 people each. And all of them are speaking in sign language to each other. =_=;;;
HELP ME!!!
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Ok...
artists artists artists. I want to thank those who send some help in. ^_^ Namely Greta and Erika and Joey. harharhar as for the others, thanks for replying. and I have me home phone numba.
*hint hint*
haha.
well I put up a list of those who I'm thinking about
Juan Luna = because he's filipino ^_^ sadly, I need a book with his drawings on it.
Bob Ross = that afro painter guy. because he's part of my childhood
jose galvan = Jose Galvan = because he did a portrait of a clown ^___^ BUT he draws many pics of nakkeed womyn. #=_=#
Adolf Hitler = because I secretly idolze him.
Millet Jean Francois = because he's fat. c'mon. all the other artists are thin! Give some for the fat guy!
John Singer Sargent = because he looked totally gay in giovanni boldini's sketch
Giovanni Boldini = because theres a good amount of pictures by him
Oh god. I just realized that our filipino artist "Juan Luna" has exactly the same name as the bishie "Juan Luna" in Y tu mama tambien. *gasp*
No wonder it sounded familiar.
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I'm such an outcast. I cant understand sign languages. ;_;
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Aurora: aurora! dont support erika supporting greta's possible fantasies!!!
Erika: I miss naruto being... stupid in the sense "what stupidity will he attempt next?" I dont know gretas taste. basta hes injured, that's all that matters!
Kazuma has a koi! that blonde-dude-turned-afro with the solar gauntlets. (Harharhar) ;_; THEY ALL HAVE A BOYFRIEND! dont leave mommy!!!
Greta: is that an invitation? ^_~ hahaha. too bad I'm not into threesomes. tee-hee
I think you'd like to be a nurse (than be with a nurse. haha~). you know... the injured people you'll have. hehehehe... you better not be doing anything illegal.
^________^
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Naruto manga.
OH GOD!!! this is all too fanfic-arific!
you know, naruto going all training and sasuke and itachi and EVERYTHING!!
my fan girl blood boils!
the story will be skipped to "after three years"?!!!!! IS IT?! OH. MY. GOD.!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!
KYA!!!
do you know how gwapo naruto might look like? in the front page, it was the 4th pa naman. and when naruto was leaving, he was being suggestive about hte 4th hokage.
KYA@!!!
I need someone to hold me. I cant contain the geekiness and yaoi-ity that might pour out of me~~~@!!! $#*&^%&$#&^*!
ok. calming down. yes.
KYA!
Naruto Anime
naruto 107, kekeke its the part where they fight on the roof top.
*wink* "fight"
The quality is superb. As usual, many... extra things were added to make it more dramatic.
but can I just say: sasuke, you're looking pretty bishounen today?
ARG!! I hate the guy but he's so pretty you CANT! THAT FUCKING JACKASS!!
Naruto fanfics
I'm really into naruto arent I? well, I've been reading some fanfics tee-hee I just found this part cute:
Sasuke couldn’t help the faint blush that crossed his cheeks at the possessive tone. God help him. Here he was, sprawled on the ground, his brother’s sword pointed at his heart and he was blushing. Blushing!
also this one, its a different fanfic:
Sasuke knew people were staring. Was fully aware of it, even if the shinobi (naruto) on top of him wasn’t. But he didn’t care. Didn’t give a damn. Looking bemusedly above him, into the open, fully expressional face, it became clearer than crystal. Yang to his yin. The opposite side of the coin. One was not complete without the other.
Then Neji was helping Naruto up.
That ended all of Sasuke’s self-internalized comparison bullshit.
harharhar! I'm wicked obsessed.
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somehting about satoshi from DNAngel being topless.
HOT DAYMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I saw a music video with some dnangel clips. I am more faithful to the manga than the anime since the anime totally changed so many things.
but hey, one fangirl cant resist a half naked bishounen. *drool* damn you satoshi. you're so perfect. not only are you hot but you are totally obsessed with daisuke and that is an utter turn on!
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while my hair is freakishly puffy in the philippines, it's freakishly... flat here. I want a hair cut.
my hair is.. well long. it's like 6 inches off my shoulder. I really want to cut it. Part of me is tempted to go to that japanese mecca and have a japanese person cut my hair. but that's god damn cultural biasedness and I'm to shy to go there. #^_^#
and god knows how much they charge here. =_=;;;
but you know, that place is too far from my house and next week I'm going to go to a chocolate festival with my sister somewhere in NY. ^_^ YEY FOR CHOCOLATE and CHOCOLATE PORN!
teba yo!
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Im finally getting used to cereal. It's a quick meal that doesnt require electricity to cook. at first I was a bit ...uncomfortable with the milk and the cereal mixing. Because when I was a kid, I, well, ate each seperately.
so having the two together just took a little getting used it; iike gaara's red hair--- which I always thought was blonde.
however, there is no shame to that. Like how long it took me to stop drinking from a bottle.
god.. I remember before I went to sleep with my mom and dad, there'd me a tray full of baby bottles of milk for me to suck on.
then the thumb sucking. then none at all. My dad was really pissed off at me sucking my thumb, he was tempted to put something spicy on it. =_= (<-- hates spicy stuff)
god damn him. I bet you he was gonna because he's that kind of person. but mom must have saved me from it. go mom!
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Wow, it would be nice to go to the philippines for winter and summer and autumn. because it's wicked cold over here. and it's murderous. you know. the cold. and me being sensitive to the temperature.
youze guys better thank your lucky stars your butts aint freezing to death!
because mine is... ;_;
I remember when I was soaking wet, alone, in the dark in phily (back off greta, I aint sick yet), I was thinking to myself: "wow, this would have made a probable blanket fic."
you know. wet + cold = hypothermia. one of my favorite, um, sicknesses. mostly because it involved two boys oding what they;re very hesitant to do-- which is cuddling-- ^_^.
I think my other favorite sickness is lukemia. not much of favorite sickness as much as probable plot device(ish). WHOOHO!
Ma (jopie) lent me a video tape of Nikolas Tse? or was it Stephen Fung? who chased after this girl he liked. and in the end she had lukemia. How she had a baby before she died, I dont know.
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Have I told anyone aobut "Drawn Together"? It's like an animated reality tv show where there are like 8? 9? characters who are in one house.
ones a spoof of the super hero characters, theres a white girl which is a spoof of disney princesses, a gay gamer, and more people who are a spoof of many steriotypes squished into one.
basta, check it on comedy central.com or something. the gamer there... XD
the clothes that he wore! I'm serious!!