Wednesday, June 30
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Holy
FUCK
!
can ANYONE feel my fucking
JOY?!
Ok. point is, L'arc en ciel is coming to america; EAST COAST, specifically; MARYLAND, specifically.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT
FUCKING MEANS?!!!!!
I get to go to a larc concert
XD~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright, calm down. calm down. 3 years I have been a l'arc fan. 3 fucking years and then this opportunity to be within 2 miles (radius) of them has come up. Do you know
how this _feels_? I am finally going to "meet" my very very much desired idols.
DAMN YOU!!!
Point is: Maryland is a few hours drive. Point is: jobert is willing to go with me and drive me. Point is: thank gawds for jasper for telling me. Point is: I get to be a senseless person, who existance is unknown to them, screaming their lyrics among the sea of people who irk me: white people.
give me strength to run up to larc and hug them and push away the other fangirls and police who think I'm... yes. I want to but I know I cant. but there's not harm in trying. the thing is, I have to train abit. hehehe. Let's go arnis!
Thank you for giving me this beautiful gorgeous opportunity to see L'arc. To drool, oggle and swoon at the sight of those godly bishounens (tetsu and hyde and probably yuki).
I love you.
But it's so hard, I have to buy the ticket (do you know how hard that is?!). map the place and stuff. Oh the joy I am feeling. I know I hate conventions and I know I hate groupies. And I know I hate white people. but for that one day, I will defy my morals and become one of them.
I will have to borrow mommy's digi cam ^_^;; and stuff....
yes...
but you see here, It's interesting. hah! god owes me this, since I agreed to move to america and all that.
he fucking
owes me.
I better get my fill out of this. hehe, since this is basically robing any buck I have left. (damn you ameircans). So this is gonna be it. Me seeing larc in the flesh. I'm so overwhelmed that I might not even want to go.
Ok.. I better not get into pondering mode because if I do, my brain will somehow figure out a reason why *not* to go. Mostly because I will spend every cent I have left, but point is still... being pointed at.
This is insane. why wouldnt I want to go to a larc concert?! I cant believe I'm being to tamad. That and I have already in my brain the wonderful fact planted that "i will never meet them or oogle and hug them
and kidnap them and call them mine."
This is fucking america and I am pursuing my not very american dream. Well, right now it's a dream. and it will come true. maybe it will. maybe it wont. I am feeling the fear of disppointment.
I'm really worried. what if they dont have uncontrolled crowds? what if they dont have mosh pits? I'm not a really mosh pitty person but that's the closest you can get to the stage. *grabs her arnis stick* hehehehe... the joy I will be having. Maybe this can be a start to a new career! Stalking! yes. I'm feeling good today. ^____^
Ok. I will calm down. this is still at the end of the month. the best part is, I have a tita in maryland so we might not have to stay in a hotel if we decide to overnight. YEY!
Tuesday, June 29
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I'm very much enjoying gensou suikoden piano collections. It's both classical-ish and jazzy. It's so nice!!
Well, it's a better background music than what I'm hearing now =_=. but point is, people in gensou suikoden are geniuses.
The story is a so-so; collecting party members aint that much for alot of people. Most can find it boring. Well, when I think about it, gensou suikoden is a bit boring but it has it's little moments.
The art is good. hehehe you can tell from the number of bishounens that appear. *_*
The graphics... well, it's a ps1 game. Its pretty basic. not much in the animation side and you cant rotate the screen. The aliw thing is the combos. I mean you attack the enemy with one or two party members. but wait, my point is, I like the characters... pixelated (sp?). Not polygon-ish like ff8.
but then again I can never rate a game. I never... yea... and stuff.
but the whole point is, the song "mysterious forest" is played in pure piano. it's swinging between "haunting and jazzy" and "tragicly romantic". However, in the celtic collection they made an acapella version which made me fall inlove with the song in the first place. It was gorgeous! It sounded holy and angelic. Sweet and soft and soothing.
Very different from the piano. *sigh* I'm lacking my
mp3s.
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I'm going to rant about naruto. I would have ranted about naruto. Wait, I'm just pissed off at the writers for not updating. >_< especially the writer of "I fell inlove with a boy." It doesnt go with the trend that "sasuke likes naruto and naruto is oblivious" No. It follows a very very american like high school thingy.
I've talked about that fanfic so many times. Mostly because it's uberly cute. *_* NARUTO!!! *huggles* he's so... torpe. *_* it's so like him.
but there he's more girly. Obviously. because he... talks alot rather than think about ramen.
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I have been IKEA-ly inspired. After going to the great big and beautiful realm of IKEA, It made me want to design my own furniture and room. I was thinking of those home makeover thingies on TV like "area" in the lifestyle channel. hehe
Man, I cant wait for my room. XD sadly I might have to give away my very very big screen TV... it's too big. but jobert said he'd let me fix his room. Depends if he's living with us.
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isa: *blush* well... someone knows what I've been reading. hehehe. Yes. I have. "admit Defeat" is it's name. And it remindes me of another fanfic where naruto is working in the hospital.
char: hehe. it's a trend to talk in tagalog. Especially when you're ganging up on some white kid. hehehe
Thursday, June 24
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Hmm... I'm on a goal seeking whatever songs that I could like. I don’t know. Well, I'm lacking a radio that helps me explore other songs.
but then again, I don’t trust american radios. hmm... Before I'd listen to NU and hop around when I heard a song that I'd like and download it. But as I was leaving the Philippines, I stopped listening to NU for two reasons: I was still aliw with urban dub and there’s no school (school=
car=radio).
Today, I hope to be doing something productive that doesn’t require me to change into "going-out" clothing. If only the world accepted pajamas as a casual look for day time, I would have liked to live more. So far, my shirt is adorn with one orange juice stain and three toothbrush/toothpaste stains. The strangest thing is, I've just worn this shirt last night and the shirts that I've worn 3 days in a row have not stains at all.
I think it;s someone's message to me to change and take a bath. But I just took a bath yesterday!!
=_= well, I refuse to be prolific with my life until we move to the new house. There, I can keep track of where my socks go.
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I have a hard time acquiring the desire to read. I brought so many books over here (and my parents were complaining because they are big and bulky) and I have yet to prove their purpose.
sue me.
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But I think the reason why I want to move so much is to redo a house. To paint the walls and buy new suffies to finish it off. I cant wait to have my own room. ^_^
Well, I have yet to practice my arnis because I refuse to practice in my sis’ apartment and be blamed for any type of broken item. I also refuse to practice outside because I just don’t like it.
Well, the time will come. I am awaiting my arrival to my new home. Papers suck. They make me wait over a month XO
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I will rant with passion.
YOU SONS OF BITCHES!!! Ok. I'm totally grossed out. Someone made a fic of Orochimaru raping my poor innocent and sweet Naruto! Feel my fucking wrath!!!
HWO COULD YOU!!!! And he was still... >_> by sasuke... yes... but point is, I'm totally grossed out. Ok. First of all, we all know that by laws of the Mighty Masashi Kishimoto, Orochimaru is after Sasuke.
That is a given fact. We all dare not trespass these laws. but apparently someone wants to go against the freaking flow. First of all, orochimaru is Hella older than naruto by 60 or 50 years. And even if naruto is 20 ish and Oro is 30 ish. I still refuse to submit!
This is fucking sick. Of course if it was Oro raping Sauske it would be a different story. But It's not! That;s not the fucking point!
gah... >_< Ok. In rules of phedophilia in Naruto: Itachi is after naruto while orochimaru is after Sasuke.
the interesting part is that Oro and Itachi is after two little boys and both of them were from the same group before.
ahem. I think I have partially worked my rage out. Another rape scene will ensue. AndI cant read it out because my parents are walking around. =O.
save me~~~
Monday, June 21
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Today is kaito kids birthday. ^_^
I hope you know who kaito kid is. Because I've been ranting about him for a month or so.
He's the phantom theif in detective conan. He rarely appears but when he does, I become a happy happy girl.
He has his own series by Gosho Aoyama but then in greatly slowed down and only 3 volumes were out. but Kaito kid is still the most kick ass phantom theif there is. compared to the OTHER thiefs that are made by anime ex. kamikaze kaitou jeanne, st. tail and etc...
SAdly, gosho aoyama, I think is the author, I dont know if he's the artist also, has a lack of talent when it comes to the character image. as you can see, kaito kid and shuiichi look kind-of alike (so does the guy in yaiba that only appeard in the manga and totally kicked yaiba's ass I think he was okita or something). they could have been mistaken for relatives (which was in a fanfic that I read which was sadly and pitifully straight) even worse brothers (I only accept twins).
anyway, I just want to say that it's his birthday, "happy birthday", and umm... may he appear more in the manga (since it's not yet finished) and may there be fangirls who will make fanfics of him and shuiichi ^_^ becasue he lacks it.
Sunday, June 20
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Oh MY GAWD!
I"m ranting!! shite! I love itachi!! I so love itachi! he is so... ;_; nice!!!
I'm grinning like a maniac and squrming like a fan girl. I'm torn between screaming out loud and crying.
have you read 220 of naruto?! SHITEEE!! Itachi was so... nice. He was kind. he was so FUCKING kind! I dont know hwat the hell happened to him.
;_; oh itachi~~!!
hmm.. since I"m in open air, my sister behind me who is doing paper work must think I"m a weirdo. but point is. ITACHI!!! He was a genius and he was so uber kind and nice and he was like great dude, but his hotness came in a bit later.
shite. Ok this is spoilers: Sasuke and itachi when they were younger like what? 5 years ago? and then sasuke was excited because he'll start school and he's happy coz he's "catching up" with itachi. The dad meets them and talks to them and sez that he'll attend itachi's mission tom to see if he will pull though as an anbu.
then sasuke was all heart broken. then itachi sez like, "I"ll quit the mission tom because tom is the day sasuke joins the academy" and the dad was like, "oh, I"ll join the academy instead blah blah"
ITACHI!!! ;_; Ok I'm a swooning fan girl at this very moment. Ok lets talk about why itachi is so uberly kickass.
1: he's so uberly hot
2: he kicked kakashi's ass
3: orochimaru FEARS him
4: he's really really nice
5: did I mention he's so hot?
6: and sexy
7: and is the most bishounen guy in the whole series.
8: maybe even in the whole planet!
9: he's the only one who masters the sharningan
10: he's the ONLY FIT uchiha heir.
11: I love his cape
12: and the hair! did I mention the hair?
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.
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This list can go on forever, this just proves that itachi reins supreme. BWAHAHAHAHAAA~!!!
Ok I"ll stop. this fan girl must stop. stop. yes.
but it's so hard. >_< I cant not look at his glorious bishounen-ness! Oh master itachi!!!
Well, when you think about it, what the hell happened to him. IT's like he;s freaking skitso (sp?). first he was nice, then he turned freaking... mean and cold hearted. why, lord? WHY?!
well, he was too good to be true. Or maybe his fan club cracked something inside of him. They didnt understand! He's gay! and gay men need space!! and men!!!1
I need yaoi... I havent read yaoi in a long time. ;_;
Saturday, June 19
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=_=
Yes. I'm in a bitchy mode today. For two consecutive days, I have experienced my blah positive more and blah negative mode.
I think my period is coming on.
Man, I'm so bitchy today. Id try to remember what happened yesterday, but whatever happened this morning already felt like yesterday; so what happend yesterday feels ,more like a distant memory.
Man that sucks.
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to alyssa: tsubaki is a character in inuyasha (my kuya is watching it right now)
Man, I cant believe I was a sap for inuyasha for the first 10 eps. then I realized that I was watchign crap. But it's so embarassing. I'll confess it now, I read inuyasha and kagome fics. NOT LEMON!! that's a sin, more like fluffy fluffy fics.
It's gross. I regret my horrible one week fetish. I just read and read and read. I was so smitten by inuyasha... then I found him... small compared to Sesshoumaru. gah! I forgot how to spell his name!! >_< damn me.
curses.
but point is, yaoi rules and just a while ago I had a painful craving to read yaoi. I havent read yaoi since I arrived. I think I"m having a withdrawal. ;_; NOOO!! Naruto and Sasuke!! together~!! a mix of sweat and limbs!!
wait... I'll stop.
but second point is, american dubbing suxs on anime. WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER!! That's why I partially like animax. It has subbing. =_= I feel partial joy.
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I'm very much missing the privacy of my own room. a creeping feeling has come over me about the new house.
I keep thinking that it's all a scam. I"m scared. mom's spending alot of money on it. and I mean alot. It made me wonder why I"m not rich. IF I AM "richer" than the people in my class, why do I look so poor?!
aside from the fact I like wearing house clothes =_=.
BUt the whole time, I was thinking what I'll do to my future room. I have to get a job as a nurse if I do want to get the stuff that I want.
I mean, a nurse is a steady high paying job. Compared to an artist. and I SO want that laptop and tv and programs (since I cant rely on pirated anymore ;_;) and books.
DAMN YOU ALL!!
Wednesday, June 16
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YEY! I get my own room.
Today, we saw this house, and we bought that house. It's almost perfect for us. It's actually more expensive that the proce that we bought but those two VERY nice italian ladies sold it to us for a cheaper price.
I think they didnt really mind the price as long as the house stays in it's exact condition. They build and design the house them selves and they want to see it preserved.
Theres also a tenant living in the house. He's gay ^_^. I'm too shy so I'm very very hesitant to talk to him. So far, all I know is that, I love his room. and he has tons of records and has a pet cat.
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I apparently got myself a job which I kinda wish I didnt jump into. I was trying to think positively that this was a good accident. I mean, This should benefit me.
I dont know how to do this. Maybe if I have any doubts, I can ask if I can quit even if it's just training.
About the application, I made a mistake because Ithought the company looks for jobs for students not actually is a job for students. So there, And it equires people with social skills.
I think I'm rushing myself. I'm going to be one of the people I hate the most, a social sales representative. EW. kill me now.
I wouldnt mind if, I lived in the suburbs so I have people I can sell it to. and two, if I didnt have to be buddy buddy with all of them. These kids look like they take thier job seriously. and that's the last thing that I usually do, take things seriously. that's why I attended summer school two times you ass!
Point is, I dont mind being nice to the customer, as long as I dont have to be nice with the workmates.
Even if I passed the interview, I wish I didnt say yes to hastily. Well, they had tactics. They explained how they pay a few minds before they hased if Iwas willing.
DAMN YOU MONEY!! You get me into too much trouble. We sell knives. But I'm serious, their knives are so kick ass. They cut stuff really fast. It's so good that I cant sell it anymore because my tita's already bought it for her self and her friends. DAMN HER!
They're right. The product really sells itself. It's sells so well, that I'm not needed anymore.
You know, I was really looking forward to be the company's janitress. damn you all.
It's kidna funny, I sell knives and after two years, I'll be a nurse. hehe. It all works out in the end.
but I think I'm going to end this pretty soon. I dont want to be nice to people everyday.
XP
Monday, June 14
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Ok I"m ranting because I just read chapter 219 of naruto.
SASUKE YOU BITCH!!! I swear. I dont know if I want him dead or alive. you know what I really want to happen? I want naruto to turn to demon fox mode and kick his stuck up behind!!!
Sasuke must die. There should be a movie about that. Here Sasuke's just a jerk. The old sasuke is gone. Why did masashi kishimoto do this? Well, I kinda love the thrill of it all. but seriously, I want sasuke dead. He has no respect for people. More for naruto! Naruto deserves respect and love and money and more ramen!
Yes! This is usually called spoiling your kid, but it's a different case for naruto anyway.
;_; WAHHH~~~ !! Sasuke's ass must get punished. It's his own fault that he's weak. and blah blah balh. Ok. I swear, this rant could have gotten longer but joberts waiting for the computer.
BYE!!
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You know, I deserve a little fucking attention over here!
Wait, never mind. I dont want the attention any more.
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Our family, mom mostly, has been debating over what house to stay with. North Jersey or South Jersey?
More importantly: penthouse ( not the mag) or duplex? or what jobert translates to "your hp or gp?"
The thing is with the penthouse, it's expensive, and think of the tax and the association dues. Pro is that, it's SAFE and it's near-er to new york.
As for the duplex: cheaper and the area's being developed for the future. No Association dues and free parking if we get a new car. Cons is the area is still being developed, meaning the background is still dangerous and very very mug able.
Mom;s worried that if I die, it would be her fault. I Say, if I die, it's my arnis teachers fault. And partially mine for not practicing.
But I'm actually excited to look for the strugges of living in a dangerous area. It gives me a reason to practice everyday. and when I do encounter, Oh what joy I'll feel from hearing bones crack, prefferably from someone that';s not me.
but I really want to live in the duplex. It's more... exciting. Hehehe, plus, free parking and I'm tired of living in condos. so kiss my ass.
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For everyone who is experiencing college life, hao. Doesnt your life suck?
anyway, I might end up taking nursing because it's only a 2 year course. theres a minimum of $50/hour, job security, and while I'm doing that, I can take art classes.
That was actually my first plan. But then alot of other things happened. But I really want to get to FIT or parsons if I can. Mostly because theres no pre-calculus.
I hate math.
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Hopefully, if I become a nurse, I can get discounts to my medical bills because I'm the type of person who gets sick alot. >_< But ewww. I have to talk to people.
Saturday, June 12
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I'm pooped. My left hands full or bruises from the sheild (it kept on banging the hard back of the sheild) and my left leg is very very much hurting.
I'm pretty much beated up. I think I like larping than playing. Except for that, I like being the mook/trool/goblin/kobold rather than the fighter or amge or anything like that.
but the thing is, I want a real fight. I mean, the strength of your hit doesnt count, the number of times you hit, counts. IT's annoying actually. My movement's VERY slow that's why I hit hard.
Plus I like hitting hard. I mean, what's the point of hitting like a pussy?
I got hit in the eye though. Someones god damned spell packet went straint at my left eye. Well, yesterday, my glasses were bent. Today, i also thought my nose was not aligned. I've been hit so many times in the head, you dont hear me complaining white fighting. Out of the fight, I'm whiney.
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I'd be either watching red vs. blue right now or finish up some fanfics but I'm really really tired.
So I say to you, adeiu! mind my horrible spelling and grammar because you deserve to get a headache for not giving me food!!
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I just went larping with kuya...s.
hehe It was pretty fun minus most of the conversations. I mean, I'm anti-social right?
but it's fun in general. Man, There were somethings that really pissed me off but you know, the ambush part of it made me happy enough. Sneaking around the forest grounds and attacking people by surprise.
Ok if it wasnt for the running I could have killed that guy I swear. I mean, being a kobold is ok but having a crappy 5hp is not.
This ranger? or arrow dude just kept hitting me in three encounters an arrow that deals four damage. What the fuck?!
There was another party which had a pixie, it was so annoying because... she was a he! He looked like a girl and sounded like a girl. but no, it wa a guy who didnt reach puberty yet. And this proves that boys do sound like girls really do exist!
WOW.
he was girlier than jonny.
and jonny sounded like katherine.
That's disturbing.
There was another encounter where there were alot of them and it was just four of us. so the three charged, and I was walking and there was a dude infront of me.
I made a very pathetic attempt of trying to kill him. a baby "arrrG!" *hit* then got ambushed by so many people from the back.
that's the thing! I cant fight one of one. I try but some jerk attacks my back. and my legs. Yun pala, that's how ur supposed to fight. it's "tactics".
but there was this other encounter, where I was dying. and they said I sucked at dying. So I had to exaggerate more on the horrible pain of dying. "ARG BLARG MY GUTS ARE SPILLING! I'M DYING!!!... blah blah". You already freaking killed me, what more do you fucking want?!
but when I evolved into a goblin, I enjoyed my first encounter because of my very very nice kaaway who kinda believes on one on one. but I got killed anyway... whoo~
but then now I know that machine gun is not allowed. because well, it's easier for me since I cant count the number of hits people give me. >_< I'm slow. and I didnt use any of my feats because I just like hitting! (it's not that bad, you should try it too! mindlessly hitting people. It can turn into a satisfying job)
AND DURING ALL OF THAT... Barbie was singing at the back of my mind. =_= it's so out of place. but very very calming.
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Tintin's very slow computer sux. But I know pretty soon, It will spend it's time with me since, when we officially move, the guys will be sharing joberts computer and I'll get whatever tintin has.
Another family fight ensued. Just like the last time we came here but this time I added corny drama lines in to the argument.
I'll never read drama ever again
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SPEAKING OF DRAMA!
I think I should leave now just finished.
I was half satisfied with what happened. She made sasuke die. Nice twist in the chapter itself. beautifully done. It shocked me. ^_^ but I cant believe you made sasuke die. What I cant believe in more is the last 10 mins you made them talk and confess. Do yuo know that actions speak louder than words?! DO YOU?! ;_; fine!
but I'm so... I dont know if I should be annoyed about it that peopel make sasuke sound so pretty. He is but I mean, c'mon give some credit to the uke!! he needs love ^_^
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Aurora:
I will be speaking in tagalog so dont make fun of it! I know it's crappy! hahahaha! talaga kasi eh. nagpa ateneo ka pa. mabti naman miamahal mo ang sarili mong wika. MABUHAY ANG PILIPNAS!! Hindi ko alam sa filipino dahil nakakainis si erap at si fpj at lahat ng tao sa malacaniang.
Sugod, Aurora! Alam ko na kaya mong pataying yung mga puchan puti doon! gamitin mo ang dalawangput porsyenta (?)ng pwersa mo at gawing silang 50centavos isdang-bolas!! ^_^
I think I just butchered my native language
Alyssa: You did?! I'm so sorry. really now? wow grand paw! ur so old and so senile your passing it to me! damn ur baldness!!!
Navi: dude, your books... are somewhere at home. I dont know where. you never reminded me! you should have dropped by... well, I wasnt at home most of the week so... yea. but dont worry! when I visit the philippines, which might be next year or the year after that and I have air motion sickness so the chances of me riding an airplane is reduced, I"ll give you ur stuff back.
oh yes. I am very much so enjoying jobert's "blade of the immortal" ^_^
Saturday, June 5
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Hao! I"m in america!
three more years here and I'll be an american citizen.
ew...
I'd like to send a special thank you and I love you to those who CARED to txt me: Aurora, Jopie, Char, and Prit (because she came to my house) and I love kath for her present. And greta who hugged me on her own free will. ^_^
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About the plane ride... IT was horrible. the day before that, I had my period and on friday I started to get LBM. That and the second of the three flights I started to puke. I think i was air motion sick.
but it's like a promise to some unknown being that every summer between june and may, I'll be sick. I have become some sacrificial lamb.
oo... did I mention that I"m getting a probable sore throat? See! Way to get a start of in living in america.
But the weather aint as cold as before. but it's ok as long as it's not windy. After all, it's spring-summer. I'm just a bit worried that summer going to get all heat-wave-ish.
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So far, I was thinking of moving back to the philippines since I got sick here (and god knows I have crappy constitution),the medical bills in the philippines are more live-able.
that and theres sabaw ng bulalo and tapsilog ;_;
gah! Save me!!
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THis is the rant of ta larc en ciel fangirl:
YOU SON OF A BITCH!!! YOU HAD A FREAKING CONCERT AND I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT IT!!!
ok. Hyde looks very very hot. ken looks the same, tetsu has alyssa's hair doo and yuki kept his ex-band member of larc look.
I cant take this! They had a freaking TOUR CONCERT and I DIDNT KNOW about IT!
YOU.
MOTHER.
FUCKING.
SON.
OF.
A.
BIATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok ok ok...
fine! *breathe in and out*
I mean, hyde sucks at his english songs of smile. so there! there! THERE! ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW!!! I HATE YOU ALL!!!
yea, this is a bit sudden. haha hormonial changes and puke all over the place.
sue me.
Thursday, June 3
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kath: well, that might be true. But like I said, I'll take any job that doesxnt require me talking to people. =_= I dotn like desk jobs too.
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GAH! I'm cramming again!
This is horrible. Damn you poveda!
well, this is isnt really good bye. I mean, There's vacation. That and people shouldnt fuss over it because we're all going to college (well, at least. YOU guys are, while I'll be bumming around the house)
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damn you 20 gigs. You hurt my burner. >_<
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mom:arent you packing yet?!
candalf: I'm digitally packing.
Well, try putting 20 GB into CDs.
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Pet: yes. I"m leaving. but it's not like we'll see each other everyday since I've grad from poveda no? ^_^
by the way, which one are you? hmm... general snake?
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This week has been such a harrasment case. And same time very very loving. You know, people become ten times nicer to you when you're going to leave.
but some people were very nice to begin with ^_^
but I dont know. I actually had an option to stay here. but four factors help be in my decision:
1. church
2. mom
3. money
4. VERY late for the enrollment of my beloved CSB.
I'd just like to say that I love prit extra dearly for actually passing by my house before I leave. It was very sweet of her and I hope more people woulod follow her footsteps ^_^.
But I still love prit dearly because I think she might be the last person I shared a hug to. Oho! I just got a text from emma! I love her so too! She's so cute ^_^
I love aurora too! Because she's my dearest Aer ^_^ pass by JN!!
and as for my despedida yesterday... we lacked karaoke ;_; I wanted karaoke. we had taboo though. ^_^ it was fun. and we had char's extended version of Two Towers. Thus you hear us call Faramir and Aragorn a hottie. the elf guy who dies has a new name: chubby. and while everyone hollers for orlando bloom; I, the only Ian Mckellen fan, hollered for Gandalf.
So many people were lacking: Kath Diaz, Pets, Fatima and etc... But I"m so happy that lee-anne made it ^_^ though we were not that close I very much enjoy her company.
Sadly in the party, I was surrounded by Aers and Bers. I was the lone Cer. Now I know how Prit felt -_-.
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As for the other days, I dont want to talk about my "colon"-ial experience. I'll leave it like that.
that and I have grown the habit of eating two very big meals a day. hehehe.. I get very very bloated after each meal. So bloated that I cant move. -_- I push myself too much. The only problem about being fat is it's not comfortable in the airplane.
speaking of airplane, my period conveniently came today. Great. Thanks alot! now I can bleed myself to america. >_< last time in the airplane, I was bleeding too. I hate the world! there's a conspiracy against me, I say!
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So far, my job preference when I get to america is being a janitress.
if not, the person who mops the floor. I like mopping... I like doing the dishes too but the thing is, I play instruments so It can be hazardous to my... thingy wingy.... yea.
but so far, so many people look down on my chosen profession. But hey! they pay well!
Well, I think I'll take the jobs that will not require me to talk to people or be nice and friendly at them. Its not like I dont want to be all happy and stuff It's just that... I dont like talking to people in general. And noticebly serving the american public. >_< I want to be in the minority!
YES!
