Friday, September 26
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yesterday, I went to the dentist and I told them to put anistesia... however you spell, moving on. at the end, half of my lips were numb. i kept touching it. I was so tempted to rip my lips off. coz, well... it wouldnt hurt anyway.
it kinda reminded me of hannibal. creeped me out alittle. trying to stop my evil hand from going anywhere near my lips. even worse for my teeth.. I kept chewing my lip and wondering how deep could i bite until i feel the pain. so i ended up chewing some food. It's creepy when you cant tell you're bleeding.
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thanks for the info gino ^_^ yea. I was somewhere there. anyway. maybe the ave maria thing was different. mitsudas was "end of the world" like singing. but bethovens was slow and... slow. I think I like mitsuda's better.
yes. I am currently reffering ya-chan to mitsuda for I find "ya-chan" too informal and "mitsuda-sama" too long. But I still love him either way for being such a great composer even if he is straight. *sigh*
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apparently I feel like the tail of a fish. fatima's tail in particular. Well, fatima pulled me from the world of jap music when we met. you could say she's my kinda sorta but maybe like a savior.
well, I kinds of like the band she used to like some of them. make that few of them. this one, their voice in particular and quality. they're pretty good. urban dub I mean. wow. again fatima or as i like to reffer to as my pa, influenced me with her continuous raving and when she was done i took the bait of curiosity and was fished out.
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I would hate to admit it but I will have to say it sooner or later to save me from wanted and unwanted future insisting and denial of the truth:
i like accounting
oh candalf! How could you?!?!? you are an artiste~! you do art not mathematical jilly wangglydo~!!
I cant help it! I like calculating money! I dont like it. I
love it! It's so fun. I mean the idea of profit. the millions and millions of money involved. THough accounting is something that kinda fun to do, It's something I dont think i want to spent my life with. except for the money. but I like calculating my possible earning at the end of the school year.
Ms. Chin is acutally a pretty good teacher. but I think she grades high (<--- got a G in the exam and was expecting the usual failure(equivalent to a 85% or 90% I think) but still, even if she is lenient as some people say, I want to kinda perfect the little financial statements and stuff. and the games ms. chin plays are so fun ^^
but there I kinda admitted it now. I remember during hte break of the exams I was concentrating in studying accounting, I shocked kath.
aww.. too bad she didnt get a heart attack =c
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so far. I have learned a partial lesson today. dont invite yourself to peoples houses. not like i did it but kath just told me so. and I'm such a wussy to my lil sis mamao (aka kath)
but so far Iwant to exersice my vocab. I like little boys sodomizing. is that how you put it? or do I need to add with each other?
apparently god wont give me a cookie for adding a new word in my very limited vocabulary. And He knows I wont pass the SATs. he just
knows it. damn bastard
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tis pissing moi off really. this talk about friendster. I swear, it's peoples lack for an internet life. YEs. and right now those reading this who have friendsters would either laugh or say something. basta. somehting. like "no".
whatever. but I'm really surprised that the people who I know and semily care for (ma and granda) also gave into the satanic game.
CURSE YEE!!!
As erika said, filipino people have a thing for the letter f. like "f4" (I forbid) and "friendster" . should I include "fone"? ah well. apparently I have a habit of misspelling the friendster to fiendster forgeting that stupid r again. but heck. I'm not hte only one now am I?
hmm..> I think I'm taking too llong and surprise surprise I didnt even talk about my son or my little lovies. =c tisk tisk. I promise to talk about them next time if I remember. ^_^
nyty!
Sunday, September 21
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Awww. Yesterday was Hikaru’s b-day. I was supposed to type that yesterday but I was kinda fixing my comp. It’s fucking up. Pisses me off, really.
I’m currently listening to Xenosaga’s second disc. Xenosaga’s music has a different feel than Xenogears. In Xenogears he used synthesizers in almost all the songs. Hardly any piano or violin used. Very different compared to xenosaga. But Xenosaga is kinda lacking the “a different world” feel.
In xenosaga, he seemed to have perfected the art of chanting. Giving the “cathedral” feel to it. But I don’t like the soundtrack that much. It seems to me he didn’t get ulcer in that project. Not that I want him to faint and go to the hospital all over again. But the “green sleeves” and an “ave maria” chanting… Well, “green sleeves” is a piano version of a Christmas song and I think “ave maria” is by one of those classical dudes, maybe mozart or whatever, but he didn’t make it up. Some of the tracks were like done without effort. Well, to me it seems that way. Maybe he got tamad when he went to Namco.
I hope he gets better in the rest of his soundtracks. I mean, I’m paying money for ‘em.
Ps. I don’t like Jo-something Hoggs (the vocalist mitsuda likes using)
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Yesterday was my first big dent on the pajero. Wow. I felt so bad. All that money… I was so scared to tell mom but I told her anyway. I mean, you
cant hide something that BIG. She responded with a calm “it’s ok”. It seems like she’s used to hearing reports about car accidents from her kids. Oww. So far Jasper’s the one who still has a clean record.
It made me partially paranoid to drive. Well… not really but I was thinking more of commuting once I get to America. But according to relatives you
really need a car.
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I watched an episode of
Akazukin Cha Cha in Char’s house yesterday. Ahh. The memories. I remember our first argument (and meeting) was about “Dorothy and Serabi vs. Dorothy”. I liked Dorothy but I don’t like Serabi but Char likes them together.
We were watching the eps where they turned into kids. Dorothy was so pretty and Seribi had to change her into some weird doll like looking girl. But I have to admit I liked Serabi’s
image as a kid. He looked so cute
But then a lot of characters looked cute as a kid/teenager. Like Sensui fron Yu Yu Hakusho and Nakago from Fushigi Yuugi.
Gosh. I don’t like Watase Yuu that much. Well, her story lines.
I mean there’s an annoying pattern.
1. Cute teenage girl meets guy that kind of has a stiff personality.
2. They fall in love.
3. Something happens to the girl.
4. Girl saying something common sense but makes it sound like something deep that was recorded from her life experience and telling it to some clueless stiff guy and subconsciously changes the guy to love her even more.
5. If not, she sacrifices herself for guy’s sake in one way or another
6. Rape. Rape and more rape.
7. Blah blah blah
8. Everyone in the party likes the girl.
9. Sooner or later the villain finds what he/shes is doing is wrong and semily befriends the girl.
10. Blah blah blah.
11. Everyone has a revelation
12. Guy has to make a decision about something and a happy life with the girl
13. Everyone gets a happy ending.
I have to admit that I read some of her mangas to know the pattern” but I only know
two. Something and fushigi yuugi. I dare not read/watch ayashi no ceres but did so out of boredom. Now tell me, doesn’t at least twelve of the things I wrote happen?
Hell, all of the tamahones/main character’s soul mates look alike if it wasn’t for hair color. I think watase yuu is a mangaka for guys. I mean look at all the pics with the underwear and the “rape”. Ok from now on it’s “rape”. Because we all know she’s asking for it and secretly has fun cheating her “boyfriend”. And of course the couple has a baby in the end. The always do.
It would be wrong for me to compare her to neil gaiman. So I wont (I just read sandman kanina eh =p)
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*inhale exhale* I just spent over 1000php yesterday and I don’t feel a thing. I do feel bad but it was for a good purpose. The cd case and book stand. They’re nice. But I think I need to buy more of those cd cases since I discovered I had a lot to begin with.
A stroll outside would be so nice today. It’s so boring and I feel like a blank piece of paper. At boredom I actually thought that pain was a fun thing. I meant physical pain. Which is something I dislike. It kinda goes with walking/running or climbing the stairs. Gods.
Hmm.. I think I wrote too much again. I’ll end it now. Mata neee~!
Friday, September 19
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Guess who popped two tires in one day? My sister! Yea.
I think this is the first time I saw aries (my driver) pissed off. Interesting really, he was always such a cool calm guy.
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Oh yea. There’s something really funny that I want to talk about but since I’m sworn to secrecy I wont.
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Well, I’ve very very happy coz I got my slice of sansrival. Or however you spell it.
OH oh oh oh! Major news! It’s my second son’s birthday tom! It’s Hikaru Shindo. The main character in hikaru no go. The only smart kid I have _. But~ It’s his b-day tom so I’ll eat a slice more on his behalf.
It’s so sad that the hikaru no go series stopped. I remember reading it in the summer of my 2nd year. Ahh… I was attracted to it by the art. It was so pretty. It stopped recently on march or april. There was a rumor that there would be a special summer issue thing. But it didn’t come. It’s like that rumor of the new evangelion series. Blast them.
I was pretty sad at the ending. My son didn’t get to reach the hand of god. There wasn’t a fantastic feat where he beat korea’s prodigy. Grr… But it was a very realistic ending and I guess I could have accepted it. But that game was for Sai’s sake! There had to be justice in it. He had to defeat that Korean jerk who dares slander sai’s name~!!! And he didn’t… =c
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My hair is so thin. So much hair shedding going on, so little time... So I might go on with my little donation box for my wig.
Please feel free to put any amount of money larger than 1,000php. THANK YOU~!!! ^_^
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It’s kidna depressing that the highest grade I got was from accounting. Mom even commented on me studying on accounting more than the other subjects. Haha. Weird. But accounting does have money involved so I cant say anything against it.
Money is interesting. Today we had a speaker about patriotism. She remembered her younger days when there was one peso to two dollars. At that point I felt my eyes brim up with tears. I wanted to cry. But that was embarrassing. It’s so sad about how Philippines is crashing down and stuff. But I’m more of a nationalist who uses English. Well, not extreme enough to terminate the Chinese and white people that walk on this land but enough to consider it. But didn’t everyone think of it? I mean, at least
once?
Sigh
Oh yea. Someone commented on moi having violent thoughts. ^_^ thank you!!
Tuesday, September 16
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Thank you! I've always wanted know how to be the center of attention and of course the only way I could have ever learned THE SECRET was to be an "astute pupil" to the master her self.
As her gaze beamed at me like a death ray from some B sci fi movie star destroyer I could feel it warm my butt cheeks as I turned away. It was too much; the thought that her eyes could get any smaller might narrow and concentrate the beam burning into my fatty layer and reduce me to a waist line of 26.
I should have looked back. The sizzling sound of “laser eye beams of destructo-mama” echo in my dreams or is it nightmares. As she lectured me in the fine arts of having a social life, I pondered.
I don’t have one!
She said none is one with nothing. There is much social to make in social life.
Now armed with the lessons of DA MASTER. I venture forth sallying ho!
HO! (Sallying)
To be the new and next center of attention. She has spread the news far and wide.… I WILL BE HEARD…!!!
but… according to my computer poll. I’ve only experienced two more hits. It seems the news she tried to spread farther than her legs can only spread as far as her lips.
As the master who sees through all faults, she saw mine. I was shocked to find that my violent behavior and my impulsiveness didn’t attract enough attention. My hopeless endeavor to reach the spotlight failed! Depression caught my heart. Will I ever reach my master?
Oh woe is me. The me who has never had so many people talking about her from a distance. The me who has never thought that strangers are more important that friends. The me who’s selective hearing failed omit my fellow classmates talks.
Maybe I should try to see if my popularity did improve by typing my name on yahoo search engine. But I cannot, my kuya would think I have too much egotism. I’ve already got enough.
But someday when I grow up and when I leave, I hope to teach others who are like me to be more like my master.
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hehehehee... suckers... ^^
Monday, September 15
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Did I mention I had the acet?
Well, I was bored in ateneo for a while. I was kinda expecting Charles or Navi to be around. But nooo… those
s went elsewhere. Sigh. My plan to see Sir Dave kinda went away for a walk, never to return =c.
It was kinda cute, after my exam I received a txt from trisha saying good luck. Aww… too late. ^^; But it’s the thought that counts. Very little people greeted me good luck. =c I wanted some more people to wish me good luck. It makes me feel loved. And I like feeling loved especially from females. Hehehehehehee…. !! >ew… that was one ditzy giggle…<
Moving on…
Ah yes. There was a question, something with a Henry the Eighth and third, Richard the third and other kings in it. But I answered Richard the Third anyway. You know why? ^^ coz Ian McKellen Played him!!! XD kyaa!!
Ahem. I mostly slept. I remember the last part ever so vividly. I shaded with out thinking coz I really wanted to sleep na. When I compared my paper, It was so weird. Actually I did that to a lot of the other stuff. Hehe. Who the hell wants to go the ateneo anyway?!
Well… mrs. Borja went there ;_;. NOOO!!! Mrs. Borja’s too moral for them.
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Ok. Surprise surprise! My sister’s home. You didn’t see that coming did ya? Me too.
Well, she promised me chocolate frapucchino early on Sunday. So I went with her and mom all over the place waiting for that promised to be fulfilled. In the end, at like 8:30, she did give it to me. But through mommy’s money and after waiting 3 hours in the pearls section of greenhills for them with legs and feet hurting. Grr…
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Talked to pet iguana today, isa, aww… I wonder when she developed a liking to L’arc. ^^ It makes me happy to see another l’arc lover. Plus informed me of a deep passionate kiss from hyde to tetsu in reincarnation concert of ‘95 (ok, maybe not deep and passionate but you cant blame a fan girl for dreaming)
Ah, hyde. I was just looking at l’arc pics the whole weekend. Hot stuff, really. Well, really rare. I have to admit. Hyde has a face to die for. I could just sever the head, keep it and throw the body. Hehehe… of course I think that’s murder but you can NOT waste a face like that. Or make the hair Blonde. Tis illegal in the world of …moi. Yea. But hyde does has a very nice voice. Hehe. It has a big range. ^^
Aww.. and tetsu looks so utterly bishounen with a goatee I mean whenever I see him like that, it’s like utter wanting-to-kill-myself-coz-I’ll-never-meet-a-guy-like-that thing. Plus tetsu’s so cute and green minded and has hidden gay potentials and likes anime and is a bassist with great fashion sense.
In short he’s like closet-gay but on the cuter side =D
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Erika’s into this new/old thing. A movie called “the outsiders” with slight fluffy yaoiness. I wanna watch it me-self but the thing is, the main character looks like the guy in karate kid.
Is slightly disturbing, but she insists he’s cute because he’s all frightened and semi-submissive. So she claims. She actually likes the kid coz he had a psychotic episode. It made her all kilig. _
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Want to talk about naruto. But I don’t know what to talk about him. =c. But aw hell, I’m gna talk aobut school.
I, apparently, have bad grades in physics. Well, why would I calculate the height/time/initial velocity of a stupid rock being thrown up?
I only know my grades for physics. I wont be surprised if I failed it but if I did, it’s gna be summer school all over again. Damn.. I hate summer school. It’s so… boring. Plus I have to wake up early and dress up everyday. >_< !
Sigh… I will study!
Tom!
I promise!
Ike ike candalf!! XD
Friday, September 12
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Aha. well, kinda late but as promised I will type about sir tony. But I think I should change his name to something else. what if he finds out about this and sues me or something?
... nah...
Ok Sir Tony is having a singing spree lately. it's both cute and disturbing.
It's cute that the teacher has an actual heart but it's weird that he sings senti songs.
Aha!! Sir Tony sings! I demand a point! Singing is music and sir dino does music! I know it's malabo but I hardly have a point ;_;.
moving on... it was irritating. during the exam, sir tony is section A's daddy right? so when they were all baffled about the crossword puzzle in music and he GAVE HINTS!!!! WAH!!! I demand justice!... and a point.
I mean he's so mean in his tests. Surprize quizzes throughout the year and it's like you CANT pass CL. but right at that moment he gave hints!
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did I mention I have six guys in my room? they've been here for 2-3 hours.
my point? la lang...
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And so, yes. I bumbled my way through all my tests. I really didnt seriously study. I think I feel bad. but then... yea... I guess I do. I thiknk I take accounting seriously.
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ahem ahem
d=s/t
dy=[(vf^2 + vi^2)/2g]t
hah! take that mr. replacement of sir gannar who is also the evil twin brother of sir dino! I hope you will @$% &* &%&(!!
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something interesting happened but I forgot. Oh yea. There was this thing, this partial skit before the mass. Ms. Borja and someone... Ms. Chin? Yea
Chin: what's wrong mary? (portraying ann/e?)
borj: I'm pregnant...
chin: really? who's the father?
borj: *looks out to/in the crowd* god...!
next was sir dino and sir gary.
I was shouting my head off in support. I was kinda exspecting him to be pregnant too. Well... one of them. YEa!! Go sirs!!!
dino: hey bro (hahaa trying to sound black but soo not working)
gary: hey.
dino: congrats on ur wife
gary: (portraying joseph) what?
dino: you didnt know? she's pregnant
well. not much yaoiness in that. '_'
but yea. sir dino and gary are hanging aaround together too much and sir tonys at work too much. well concubines (sp) are a luxury and they're kinda exspensive. Ahh...
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DAMN IT AURORA!!! U DIDNT GO WITH USSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
Char and I were aliw with our sons. aww.. they're so cute... together. ^^
ok too lazy... =p BYE~
Wednesday, September 10
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yea... those who know about my lugaw post.. hehe guess what? I passed =p slight embarassment coming on. I got the highest grade god could ever give me on a session test ^^
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Do I have a smell? *sniffes her shirt with one big inhale*
I dont think so. Char does. I think it's weird. I dont think I have a scent. the the worst part is the line: "I smell candalf"
I mean It's like you could smell bigfoot but your not trying to be offensive. According to our expert sniffer I have a scent but I's not bad. It's sweetish milkish and my poncho had it.
it was bad when I "left" my "scent" in char's room. What was worse when her sister could smell it too~! @!%^#@!~!!!! I mean it!! Aurora agrees but her nasal power isnt as strong as char's. I mean char could smell me from 5 or 6 meters far.
IT'S GOD DAMN WRONG!!!! DAMNIT!!!
And it's just me with the strong scent. Kath's and fatima's are faint. When she said that, it sounded like I havent taken a bath for days~. try saying "candalf's smell is STRONG!" It's so wrong and no matter how many times I say it's wrong it'll never go right.
So yea... her nasal power could just rot or something.
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I feel bad and very guilty. was having a semi bonding session with dear old (early elem) friend Joey. then we were with other people and she was explaining our little past. Apparently I didnt know that I bullied her and she was my best friend at the same time. Hell, I went to her house alot, almost everyday. She was fat and I was skinny and I'd pick on her coz she's fat (according to her memory)
well, the roles swiched...
moving on, and while she was saying this I felt so bad because I didnt remember any of them. I know i go to her house but I thought I only went there on her birthday. and she felt bad because I remember the food served on the table on one of her b-days more then our childhood memory together. I mean I was with her since kinder. O_O; I dont remember meeting her in kinder.
maybe I had some sort of traumatic thing which led me to selective amnesia. ahh... anime-ish. nah... doubt it. but if I did go through it I would remember it now would i?
*sigh*
I'll have to ask her more on that. It's so irritating. I didnt know me and joey were close friends since kinder. gawd. yea...
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today's exam sucked. sir tony must die. Oh! will make little rant about him and the other two on fri when exams are done ^^
JA~
Monday, September 8
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Well, so far the world is not kind.
^^ I’m back to moi. Anyway, moving on. We had major semi girly anne rice-ish talk consisting of moi, Aurora, Erika, Char and Alyssa. Were talking about major bishounen Jonny Depp (he’s 40 but aint lookin’ it ~_^) who refused the offer to play in “Intervew With The Vampire”!
>gasp<
that mother fucking son of a bitch declined the tastiest offer ever to serve in a platinum platter with chocolate frapuchino with extra whipcream on the side!
I’d kill him. But no. hahah a waste of good looks ^^
But anyway, ARGGG!! I bet you he was supposed to play Armand. Is the world really lacking on bishounen guys? Why does (candalf forbidden) “ANTONIO BANDERAS” have to play my sweet, adorable, submissive, marius-whipped Amadeo? Oh why lord? WHY?
First he’s old. Second, he soooo does NOT get the hair. Too tall. And lastly, HE’S REALITY FORSAKEN DAMNED NOT PRETTY!!! could I stress that any farther?!
Ahem ahem and one more ahem
As for the earlier recess, we talked about my favorite topic. ^^ my son. I am a really proud mother damned ye. But putting that aside.
Char has three kids.
One is sasuke. Char and I have decided to engage our young ones. Ala arranged marriage but they don’t know it yet. Hehehe…
Two is Killua. Ok this might seem strange to who ever but yes. I am having an affair with my nephew. WHAT?! They did it in Lion King 2. I mean if lions do it then we as more “intellectual” have more than any damned given right to do so.
Third is Soujirou. Ah yes… Another koi. Oh nonononono…. Char keeps him while he’s still a kid and I get him when he hits puberty. Ok. Somehow that is weird.
And why do I even bother announcing my semi against catholic religion affair (but yes, they are 2d) to the whole web (if the care to take a peep)? It’s my fucking blog so bugger off.
Today, I wasted my saliva and probable study time to tell stories of my son to Erika and Char. But mostly to Erika since she’s my classmate. However I got her pretty lost because I suck at story telling and she’s too lazy to d/l the stuff herself.
Haha.
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Ah yes. Went to library and gave my stomach an orgasm while torturing my eyeballs. Yes, I was looking at food porn… or so Erika sez. Yes I was staring at a chocolate cookbook and… there goes my stomach.
Hmm…. Chocolate…. >drool<
I almost did.
But anyway. I say, it’s masochism. And semily food porn. Coz it has the rule “you could look but you cant touch. Have a nice day.”
