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Wee!!! Ok. I'm back. yet. you know those semi vampire movies where all the white in your eyes are red. well. mines almost like that. according to the doc it's becasue of too much coughing.
My eyes are also "photo sensitive" so when you hear the line "I saw that light... and it BURNS!!!" And from my experience... ITS NOT FUNNY!
Sadly I didnt get to fully taste hospital food for (a) It kept on going out, and (b) it I cant taste. So... me have to go check weighing scale to check how much I lost. I better lose alot. (all the more reason to eat more ^_^ ). and yet... I (dont mean taking from erika's concept but) I can taste red...
It's very very evil. My eyes hurt like heck. and holy shit I'm missing meteor garden. but I wont care even if Rui looks cute... but who cares about rui when Ian McKellens showing up ion June 1 on AXN!!
WHOOHO!!!
I surely love some people in the PBEM who cared... if they exist or jobert is pulling my imaginative third leg. Well, just in case, thank you and may you feel guilt for flooding my mailbox.
This might sound strange but the apperance of rashes all over my body looks pretty cool...
to me. Although this traumatizing experience might have fucked up my "fashion" sense.
I just cleaned my inbox and dad sent me "YOU ARE WHERE GOD WANTS YOU TO BE" and so I say to myself. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! that's it you know. yea. forget god. if he wants me to be in the hospital puking my cells out then then... he has one more sheep to look for,. HA! take that God!
I need to cry. they said my eyes are dry and need lubricant [did I just say lubricant? bad brain...] no! I mean I need to cry. So excuse me while I just watch fruits baskets. but then again I became immune to the damn thing. hmmm...
I'm too lazy to read what I write because my eyes still hurt. I'm not READING ANYTHING IN THE COMPUTER FOR THE TIME BEING! this is like just a hello hi and very much tahnk you for thinking about be in my time of semi need. ^__________^ [<-------------- self centered]
just kidding but really. thanks so much. I feel alot better than my frist day at the hospital and I mean ALOT.
ok I have to look for a way to cry now. bye ^^
ps. happy lesbo day pet ^^
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Ok I’m feeling better. But it surely felt like hell earlier. Apparently I cant treat myself to anymore drinks… for a while…
But seriously. I feel like puking. Its either the chicken or the pineapple juice.
And for no one’s interest I broke a self record for most pill consumption in one day: 9! Yes, surely most of you had more but this is my record so butt out.
Sadly I don’t like the taste of water because of the sore throat and if I drink anything else my stomach will feel like puking. Like right now.
I am seriously thinking of puking but I cant. It hurts. yes. I am a wussy for pain.
But earlier in the morning it felt like mom took 5 years of my life when she said “I think you should get an enima…” I don’t know who you spell it but NOOO!!! I don’t want one. But fatima seems to be supporting the idea through text. Oh and I just realized somethign. Fatima rhymes with Enima… lol
I’m happy to say that my fever went down In the late after noon and I made it to jopies house and stayed there for roughly an hour. Her new house is very pretty and she looks rich. It makes be half heartedly depressed. (sue me for being materialistic)
So far, they took a urine sample and a blood sample. And I think my mom was paranoid at that. I mean, she wakes me up and shoves a bottle to my face. After that I went to sleep but she’s wake me up every five mins telling me to press my stomach and check if it hurts and giving me a pill. Well, I feel kinda bad and special that my mom sacrificed her working day for me. ^^ but yes. I will thank her later. Just don’t know when…
I think the pills are making me feel sick.
And for people’s interest. Having a fever sucks.
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BLECK! I'm currently sick. Yes, a normal fever and well... it sucks!
It feels like I'm dragging someones corpse on my back. and everytime I move my head. It hurts. and so does my stomach.
I need Ian's TLC! IIIIIAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! MY LOVEEEEE!!!!!!
Sadly I have to stay away from oily food because there's something partially wrong with my stomach. which is pretty sad since most of the good food in the world have oil. Bleck. It feels like... Dieting but painful...
Jopie's birthday is tom. I just hope I could come. And I hope I'm not the only person (in tespan) there. Maybe Erika's coming. I know char is.
While mom was massaging me, she was saying stuff. I mean She's wondering why I'm sick all the sudden (although the stomach pain was lasting since sunday) then she said it might be SARS. *pout* it better not be SARS. I'll throw a fit if it is. God... what if I get SARS.... aww... shit. that aint good. My plans for (imaginary) world domination wont come true. And So far... I dont feel like bring the president of the philippines any more. But If I was offered the job I would take it. ^^
Oh and to kuya, mom said we might move to LA and not new Jersy anymore. This is only a might. Sensei's in LA ^^ but I was kinda hoping they'd have autumn there. I like autumn.
And for those who miss kuya, He's coming home! WAI! ^_^ I have a small white board that said how many times I will hit him.
soo... ciao~
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Well, I'd just like to say that I am a very kickass driver.
yet I kind of blocked the road in fort.
I'm gna say something very immature now... "stephy sucks!!!!!!!!" I' dspell her whole name but I dnt know how.
as for other things I'd like to agree with fatima (she said this last year) Basti has a hot voice. ^^
and I know you know this already but I'm bored so I'll say it anyway... "Ian's my biatch!"
and yes... SAT is coming close and I'll die so I'll write my will here.
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to Alyssa, I'll give you my yaoi. and if you put it away, throw it or burn it... well... something bad will happen. like... you'll never be allowed to set foot in/on a church ever again! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!
to the trash can, you will inherit all my sketch books... and ... and ... that's it
to my kada, your very late x-mas presents of year 2002
to erika and greta and prit, ... ... yea... you'll inherit ... my blank CDs... yes...
and to my kois,... l'll lock you in pairs (or trios) in various rooms... or maybe... date *women* if you ever became straight. (note to lawyer, if they do, shoot them)
and to my tonberry, my manga...
and to my eldest... Shuiichi.. I'll give you my moms wedding dress since I dont have one... and my keyboards since you kinda know how to use it anyway...
my second, hikaru, I'll let mary whoever you want (pwede waya or anyone but if it's Akira... shoot akira.) and my guitar
and my adorable youngest, naruto, ... hmm... your dad's carton of various condoms and lubricans... (I ran out of ideas...)... and my violin
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but it's not like I'm gna die or anything... just incase.
.... tangina it's 3 am na. NYTY~!
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Today's Update!
new word: fallacious
current craving: Ian McKellen and Neo's black suit. or maybe Ian McKellen wearing that black suit and taking it off him...
current drink: a mango milkshake without the mango
current achievement: making justin like "wo qui non coin"
current talking to person: jobert ^^
current reason for tears: Hinata and Lee-kun
Other things that I want to see that are not Gay Ian related but still Ian related that I want to see..
During Stryker's scene in the plastic prison, he sat on the plastic table to interrogate Magneto, but about 2/3 times he kept slipping off and kept bitching that it wasn't sturdy--each time, Ian looks directly into the camera and mouths "amateur" about Stryker's failure
Damn Pat. Made me see that list of gag reels and It made me sad. ;_; coz I cant see the random gay implications that Ian did. and and and ... Wolverine yelling bobby's name in bed *_*
May I say that Me, Fatima, Erika, Prit, and Don Pedro are happy to announce our first thingy on amature porn. ^_^
Director: yours truly
Cinematographor: Erika
Leading Male: Don Pedro
Leading Females: Fatima and Prit
Setting: my room or "the office"
Medium: Fatima's Digi Cam. ^^
"master": yea ^^ me too! I want the real ian tho...
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Ok... I just had to post this ^^
Q: But your boyfriend, Nick, was one of the best-looking men in the audience. Maybe some people were so busy salivating they forgot to be scandalized.
A: Yes, well, I saw him first.
Q: There's been some discussion over the fact that he was the only significant other not shown while the nominees' names were being read.
A: I think it's just that they didn't do their homework. They probably thought he was Elijah Wood's boyfriend.
Q: Frodo could use a boyfriend. You know, Elijah Wood mentioned in an interview that you were flirtatious during the filming of "Fellowship of the Ring."
A: Really? And I thought I was rather restrained. Liv Tyler flirted with me.
That's the way people are, isn't it?
Q: Yeah. A lot of women are besotted with you.
A: I know. I get letters from them. I get more letters from women referring to sex than I do from men -- saying, if ever things change and I decide I'm bisexual, please to let them know. That gives the lie to those who think actors put their careers at peril if they're honest about their homosexuality. Fancying a movie star is all in the mind; having sex with a pop idol is fantasy. You're never going to meet them, never mind get into bed with them, so what does it matter who they happen to be sleeping with?
Q: Final thoughts?
A: I hope the Cadillac I'm driving in the Pride parade is pink.
so loving him ^^
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Just wanted to mention that Leonora kicks Maria Balanca’s ass! Ok. Yea that came out of no where but we were talking about it during my last day as a prisoner.
MWAHAHAHAHAAA!! I feel like… Godzilla set free. Ready to terrorize the world… in my dreams… =p
I want you to meet Don Pedro. My human sized dummy with a smaller waist line than me. Lol. Yea, I don’t like Don Pedro from Ibong Adarna but when I see him with the came it screams Don Pedro.
So I watched “Meteor Garden”… Ahem
HOLY SHIT!
That show is hana yori dango in 3d. Oh my Ian Mckellen. I’m in shock. Shit. It was that popular? And is it just me or the guy playing Rui is very very… biscuit-y? *rarr…*
After realizing this, I was very much disappointed coz I was promised that this is a guy to guy thing… ;_; YOU LIAR!!!!!!!
But looking on the brighter side I cant wait till the latter eps when that guy shows up… jun—something...
But no.. No! I will stop drooling over bishounen japanese guys. Yes. This is my month’s resolution which will probably end … next month. But Yes I will put aside this obsession for my new found love:
Ian McKellen!
[notice the shirt: "men want me" cute!! ^_^ ]
rarrr...
He’s everything I ever dreamed of and mind you he looks pretty damn good. [<--- has weird sense of what looks good] but seriously. He’s everything I ever dreamed of. gay. not American. gay. And is V. funny.
He’s not that old. He’s only 64. >_>
Ooh! Check this out:
"Q: 2 of my favorite characters in my entire life are Wonder Woman and Gandalf. I first read J.R.R Tolkien when I was 10 years old. I can not think of any person in the world I would rather have had play my favorite character than you.
A: For a moment I wondered whether I had just forgotten that I ever played Wonder Woman . . . but no, she must remain a challenge for the future!"
"I've had enough of being a gay icon! I've had enough of all this hard work, because, since I came out, I keep getting all these parts, and my career's taken off. I want a quiet life. I'm going back into the closet. But I can't get back into the closet, because it's absolutely jam-packed full of other actors."
"I was suggesting to Peter yesterday he should insert some love interest for Gandalf in a later one. He suggested Galadriel... I said, no, I was thinking more of someone like Legolas."
"If you've got Mystique as your girlfriend the fun you could have in bed - I've just imagined X-Men 3 might open with me in bed with Patrick Stewart."
LOL I LOOOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE HIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! XD [damn… another glomping urge…] I WANT TO SEE HIM PLAY WONDER WOMAN!!!!!!
*inhale* may he be in my dreams tonight *wink*
............................ with another man of course!
Which Ian McKellen are you?
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LOL.
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WHOOHO!!!!!!!!! Oh yea, baby! Guess who has MIRC! OH YEA!
but I dont know how to use it =p
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I'm gna kill that gay teacher. You know I was working hard on that theorem then he tells me to NOT present it coz there's no more TIME. ARRGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! will murder him.
Did you know that eyes and the vagina are self cleaning organs? Lol. Ok. Iwas reading a long list of sex related trivia.
Adam made out with the animals. Lol.
But NO! Nononononono! Getting back to my point.
… what is my point? … *makes an attempt to think*
yea.. whatever… I’ll just think about it tom.
"I was a funky singer... playing in a rock and roll baaaaaand! I never had no problems... yea... burning down the one night stands.... " for those who dont know me... "no, I was not"...
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hao. it's me again. After a few research on edward norton. I eventually found out that he's as old as... Tetsu. *gasp* Both born in 1969.
wow. and tetsu's soo... not like edward norton. Very few may know that Edward Norton is Erika's daddy/papa. After leaning the similarity I texted it to erika. she sent me. and so I quote: "your lover's as old as my papa ^_^"
could I just say "sad"? Is it my fault that I'm attracted to jap guys in their late 20s and early 30's? IS IT MY FAULT?!
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..Good - Bad - Worse [the good is missing...]
Bad: You can't find your vibrator. Worse: Your daughter "borrowed" it.
Bad: You find a porn movie in your son's room. Worse: You're in it.
Bad: Your children are sexually active. Worse: With each other.
Bad: Your husband's a crossdresser. Worse: He looks better than you.
Bad: Your son's involved in Satanism. Worse: As a sacrifice.
Bad: Your wife's leaving you. Worse: For another woman.
------ got it from another site. ^^ I found it funny =p
BLah. I will have soething to do today... I'll fix my room again. why is my room prone to... mess...? Everytime I fix it, it gets messed up again after a few minuites.
i'm just surpirized that maaya sakamoto can sing good english. Hurrah for her. Why cant Ya-chan use her instead of that Joan Hoggs. ... maybe I didnt even get the name right.
I guess I have to email the peeps over at Sleigh bells to pospone my order until the SARS thing is over. ;_; I really wanted to hear ya-chans music. And still fighting the great desire to go to japan and "pounce" on him.
Oh my god. I pray he dosent die.
There's an interesting quote I found. and I might follow it for the rest of my life.
It's just that I dont have any pessimistic friends. =p
If I can only firgure out my sis's email addy. I'd be happy. I seriously need her email addy. for great and important reasons. Temp blue color hair mousse. MWAHAHAHAHA and it's on clearance. I want it ;_;. m askin pabili and stuff.
oo.. shit, now I know what to do today! I'll try to study that god forsaken theorem. MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!... crap.
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In & out
was cute. Gay. very gay. cute and gay. ^^
After that I went to regular TV scheduleing and landed on "little women". Was stuck watching the movie and eyeing a particualrly *ahem* beautiful person. And so I announce the name: Christian Bale.
He played the main character in "equilibrium" [am shocked] and leading male in "reign of fire" [also shocked]. But little women was like... 1994. So he was really young. hmm.. 8 years? wow. was not attracted to him in "equilibrium" or maybe because his hair was short.
I cant tell. But shit... he's old. He's currently 26 soo.. I saw him when he was... 18 years old? wow. so young.
*still researching* oh my gawd. He played Jesus somewhere... and he was in treasure island.
and the record: aliw with him for .... 4 hours.. 34 mins and something seconds ^^ but serioulsy, I kept on thinking that he was from an anne rice book. I dunno! It's the clothes and the hair!!