Wednesday, April 30
|
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to
the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
It's kinda weird....
|
I depressed. Navi left so soon. I hope he remembered to get me a pasalubong. <--- self-centered
yea. just kidding. ^^ I wonder why people go to boracay. I dont think I've ever been there. But then again, I'm not a beach person.
I'm just really fristrated about my teacher in summer school. That gay jerk. He and sir lito should have a day. T_T
... hmm.. I'm ranting this else where... ciao ^^
Tuesday, April 29
|

TRUE OTAKU
(results contain pictures) What type of anime otaku are you? brought to you by Quizilla
YAOI HENTAI
(results contain pictures) Whats your HENTAI??? brought to you by Quizilla

NONE
(females)what is one of your past lives? (results contain pictures) brought to you by Quizilla

SUICIDAL BITCH
You are a depressed child. You need some laughter
in your life. Why, you ask? Cause that frown
don't look good on you, hun!
(results contain pictures) What type of bitch are you? brought to you by Quizilla
I think there's a diff between anti social and suicidal....
Ok. this is funny

Censor Bar
You are the Censor Bar! Let me guess...you are
thinking "what the fuck?! That's not a
cock!" But Keep in mind that this is an
ANIME cock quiz. It's illegal to show the
actual cock in Japan and so this is the one
method how they would show your cock.
What type of ANIME cock do you have? brought to you by Quizilla
ok therewas a "what kind of anime boobs are you?" quiz and I got flat. [to friends and kada mates "IT TOLD YOU SOOOO!!!!"] I would have placed it on it's just that it was such a hentai pic =p.
|
Grr… It’s so irritating.
After one hour and 20 mins waiting for my driver, Me and a fellow povedan decided to walk to Wilson and get some grub since we didn’t eat lunch [m nt gna spent 50php on a meal mostly composing of rice!] So we were almost there when her car came along. Then I had hope that my car would be coming soon so She did me a favor and brought me back to school. I waited again for 10 mins.
Still not there.
I decided to take the long and hot journey towards Wilson again. As I was nearing the street of many delights, I saw my car. Tin-tin’s bronze colored care in particular. I was waving my hands.
finally! I thought. Then faster than a speeding tricycle, it passed me. “Nooo!” I screamed. I was so close to Shangri la! But I had to run back immediately to the school for my fregging driver.
It just passed me! How could you not see a fat girl with a bright red [checkerd] polo?! TELL MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
And so I went to the car and with my request we passed by the drive through of Mcdo. The prices were expensive. But I ordered a cheeseburger meal big time costing me P59.
It was worth it… I told my self many times. Now from P1000 there is currently P560 in my wallet. I spent so much. Well, to me 59php is a lota money!
So I return home hiding the evidence. Then ate comes to me and said, “You want me to eat some of the pasta that Justin made?”
BEERRRRRRRYYYYYYY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I should have just stayed in the school ;_;. I shouldn’t have wasted my money when I could have eaten something equally good at home and for freeeeeeee.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Today’s experiment:
…………failed.
Monday, April 28
|
Music is such a wonderful thing.
Lol. Yea. That came out of nowhere. I like music. But I feel very very [umm…] inexperience compared to some people. I mean with all the varieties of music. I hate it when I think I know something, and then I meet someone who knew it way better.
Life just won’t give you any credit.
While I’m on the topic I’d just like to apologies to my beautiful smog covered country for my little hypocrisy. I say I love it but then I love something even more.
I haven’t loved Filipino music all that much. I feel so ashamed. I mean, Here I am saying L’arc en Ciel here and Yasunori Mitsuda there and phil is kickass everywhere and and and where are all the OPMs? Like Barbie’s Cradle? Sugarfree? Cynthia Alexander? Or Brain Salad [a must buy]? I’ve never given much consideration to them.
Bad Candalf.
[Just a random thought, but I want Barbie to be my Sugar Mommy. =p]
In the radio you could notice the difference between a fil band and a… white band. It’s kinda irritating really. I think it’s the quality. Well, except for Barbie’s songs.
..
A not really sudden change in topic but we have SARS.
Well, I didn’t know that till Sunday. I thought sars didn’t hit the phil yet. I thought we were so horrible and overly polluted and corrupt that sars didn’t even dare to set a foot here.
But then I was proved wrong. =p I think it’s like the black plague in some western history thing.
I hope I live. I have yet to achieve many things.
1. become the president of the phil
2. kick bill gates ass
3. kick america’s ass
4. [optional] kick japan’s ass
5. [optional] kick the chinese’s ass [I cant help it! The world is full of em!]
6. make an anime
7. have a kid
ok so I said I passed my age where I wanted to have a kid. I wanted to have a kid at the age of 14. Yep, too young. But I want the age gap between my kid and me small. I still wanted to have a kid. I dunno.
It’s motherly instincts.
Hormones.
Screw them.
I guess I wanted someone to do all the things I wish I could do since I was too lazy to do it. Hmm... when I think about it, I guess I wanted a slave. But I wanted the slave to have my blood and traits in my family. [Yes. the short-sightedness, deafness, and god knows what else.] I wanted to name my kid. And I picked out some nice names. I think they’ll have 3 of them.
Plus for the sake of anime or to dramatize their lives I guess I have to do something to give them a traumatic childhood. I still cant think of one. I was just thinking of burying them with expectations that I wont really care about but, again, for the sake of something to tell their kids about.
Hell, I probably wont even do that to my kid. I might be busy pinching those soft cheeks and putting some vodka in their milk.
..
I think I said a lot today. I dunno. It was a quite day. I wish something happened. Hmm… I also hate it when you have nothing to do and ur so freggin bored, then someone gives you all this work and you wish you did nothing.
..
I miss sensei ;_;
Sunday, April 27
|
Today is the death aniv of my lil bro.
^_^
Saturday, April 26
|
Today was a happy day. ^_^
Starring: Kath, Erika, Fatima, and Candalf
first of we were in greenhills checking out stuff and had a nice free chicharon thanks to fatims mom. Then after that we went to Rockwell to have some neoprints and some make up testing.
I, the girl who knows nothing about make up, looked around idly and was always attracting to anything that was in a nice shade of purple. =p
After that, we had a nice meal in Cucina Victoria with thanks to Fatima’s Tita. It’s really good there ^_^. Soon we were picked up by my mommy and daddy.
When at my house, we made some strawberry shake while waiting for Aubery to pick up the vodka. Note: finished half a bottlebut did not drink all by ourselves, a couple of ounces were spilled due to horrible leak in the second blender.
We were sitting in this 6th floor lounging around. Talking and bitching about ppl. It was fun. Then we’d play guitar and sing. Although two groups of ppl wre there. I’m sorry we uncontrollably sweard and unconsciously used our voice in full volume. But it was fucking fun.
^___________^. We should do this again! Different drink every week!
Friday, April 25
|
I had a dream
well, my first L'arc dream
here it goes.
I was a manager of L'arc [stigass] and then we entered tetsu in a drag queen contest. But then tetsu didnt wear the dress, Yuki did. And he had all this make up and you could see his facial hair. and my "Mom" [who dosent look at thing like my real mom] told him to shave and winked at him.
then, We had to prepare a bed that we're gna carry on our shoulders for his entrance. We were all arranging the bed, the matress, sheets and etc... but they were supposd to be put in a certain order. So I got pissed off and started arranging it in a way I thought was more appropriate. then..
I woke up. Damn, I ddnt get to see the winner. But seriously, that was weird.
;; n analytical disscussion with Erika goes
imaginary belief says: i think... it was a result of thinking about l'arc en ciel a whole lot, and maybe some unconscious desire for power.
Lord Candalf says:....................
Lord Candalf says: ok.... My desire for power? did you read the drag queen part?
Lord Candalf says: WHY WOULD I ENTER HIM IN A DRAG QUEEN THINGY?! although he is undoubtibly gorgeous
imaginary belief says: ooh, and maybe trying to know something about yourself.
Lord Candalf says: my gender?
imaginary belief says: drag queens = open = let-everyone-know. contest = even more public. it's not necessarily gender, y'know. ^^p
imaginary belief says: unless you think it is... let people know of your womanhood!
Lord Candalf says: ......... do they think I'm a man?
Lord Candalf says: should I get transplants to make it more halata or something?
imaginary belief says: dude, don't you ever hear/read/see anything about girls proving/establishing their "womanhood"?
Lord Candalf says: ............
Lord Candalf says: girl power?
Lord Candalf says: ms. congeliality?[how ever u spell]spice girls? Pamela anderson lee? tomb raider? vagina monologes?
imaginary belief says: congeniality
Lord Candalf says: I'm sorry
---
Listening to some remixes of Chrono cross and crono trigger done my random fans. It's so cute ^^ well, some of them. It makes me so happy. I guess it's because he has alot of fans. So many fans that they're making remixes. or something like that.
^________^ I'm so happy for him. YEY!
Tuesday, April 22
|
yea. I watched "phone booth"
It was pretty ok. Well, it ok.
bored. well not really. I need t do alot of things and am to lazy to do them.
YEY!!! cant wait for this coming saturday!!! me, fatima, and erika will go out! ^____^ I miss them.
Currently I just wanna say how proud I am of my second son. ^_____________^ He's all grown up and is ready to kick more ass. And I'm very proud that he's taken a big step and etc... Plus he's starting to talk about achieving the hand of god. I'm so happy. ^^ He's starting to turn out like Sai. What if Hikaru surpasses Shukaku? Plus he is extra cute [my son] in the current issues. Touya better watch out. Ahh... those werent my genes.... sad... But I mean. Hell, I never found touya cute. I mean with that arrogant personality. I mean, really.
Thanks KUYA!!!! so far I have 2 versions and doubting weather I shud use piano or guitar accompaniment thingy wingy.
choo choo bear ------------> I 'm sooooooorrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ;_; oh. and yea. sure. I bought another book so take ur time=p
Monday, April 21
|
today's topic during lunch: ACCENTS!!!!
Poveda has a very conyo ish accent
Assumption has very barok taglish. yung "make tusok tusok the fishball"
Myriam has an americanish accent complete with head roatation.
Generally guys schools have very very barok accents...
Xavier is like "where did you went out" '
Oh oh oh... I am getting my juices back! YEY!!! I mean I'm into yaoi again! YES! the beautiful image of two young bishounen boys with their bodies intertwined. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Sunday, April 20
|
free! but not as free...
NOOO!!!! returning to regular programing. m back to summer school. new season with new characters. ppl from myriam and assumption.
hell I cant spell for shit so I dont care!
I fear... ppl... or maybe I just hate them. I dunno I got into the poveda spirit during the cheerleading competition and started hating them.
upsidedown trees- well, their choreography sucked and it was by sum hired dude. I mean HELLO! [sounding ditzy >_<]
assumption - bad sportsmanship and horrible choreography and pom poms.
The only thing that made us lose was because the pyramid fell. GRRR!!! and we had our own band! it was soo 'stigass! and we had very good choreography. I mean it was breath taking. It was by a fourth year... 2 years ago =p. I wish I had her autograph before she left.
But noo... I mean. I'm trying to get out of that thing. I mean... er... flashback and school bias.
*breathe*
there. yey! will go drinking when kuya gets home!!!! and another one when char gets home!!! and there!!!
note to self: do not drink tequila [or however u spell] bec. it very much makes people loose in a certain category... *shiver*
Wednesday, April 16
|
Damn it
I dont know. which is worse? dying from the cross or dying because of extreme bordeom?
It's holy week. Its the start of the 4-days-in-a-row-mass. 2 hours of recollection in the moring and 1 hour [and more depending on day] of mass at the late afternoon.
For today, I only slept for 3 hours. Life sucks. I mean I slept at 3 and I woke up at 6! I dont know why! This is unfair. I need 11 hours of sleep.
But I slept during the recollection anyway. And I spent an extra 45 mins for way of the cross. Mom was so slow. ;_; she wanted to read the whole booklet. At that time the only thing I could think of is running away. Seriously. I wanted to stop reading, drop the booklet and run out the door to red ribbons and have a nice new york cheese cake. But my love for my mother is greater than my little selfish whims... [naks...]
[[and soo...]]
Todays song is... Come Around by Rhette Miller. Pa finds him cute. But then again she found alot of guys cute.
Currently reading Naruto. Am very excited since Tsunaide [female, age: 50s but uses an illusionary jutsu to look young] is going to fight Orochimaru [same age, was in thesame nin group with Tsunaide, was bishounen in childhood years, looks fat...] and... yes.
[[ ;_; ]]
Something sad happend. its very very very sad.
I have become immune to yaoi fanfics.
I was reading some the other day and I cant feel anything. I think I got sawa. *tear* NOOOOOO!!!! 1/3 of my life reading and obsessing over yaoi and and and... I'm immune to it. I could feel myself becoming less and less green minded. There's something wrong with me. I need help. =(
[[ps]]
Char! I miss you. Sayang u wernt with me downstairs! It was a full moon and I was dancing ff8. yea, by myself. sad no? I cant twirl anyone =p but yea. it would have been so kul!
Tuesday, April 15
|
I was in fanficton.net reading a "marrige prospects" thing on DNAngel.
The one where they write looks, personality, home economics, fightings skills and sex capabilities.
The funniest thing was when I encountered Krad's thingy on sex. So I quote: " Sex: I see bondage and sadism in your future...I see you in severe pain..."
lol. I just found that so funny. ^^ Although he'd only go for Satoshi... and satoshi would only go for Daisuke... and it ends here... ^^
Monday, April 14
|
Two songs are a must to d/l:
In this diary ---> the ataris [[ very much loving this song ]]
Inside of love ----> Nada surf [[ well, I know the title is so "elk" but I really like the tune ^^ ]]
Oh yes, before I forget...
to navi: gimme my boken back!!!
Me and justin decided to hang around the pool and brood while drinking a weird blend. [cereal + mango + choco syrup + milk + hot water + ice + vodka ] God have pity on us.
note: I am not a drunkard.
Oh yea. Did I mention that I watched ring 2? It was ok. Kinda scary still. made me scared of the swimming pool and the dark again. will take me 3 weeks to revert back to normal. I hate it when I scare myself. I like scaring myself and end up all broken down and quivering in fear under my blankey afterwards.
fuck.
I will learn to live. =_= I'd sleep kanina pa nga eh, kaya lang takot parin ako. Puta...
--------------------------- may sadako not take me in my sleep ;_;
Sunday, April 13
|
Make that one glass of vodka...
I'm having a bit of a problem here. It's my homework and it's killing me. I need help =_=;
Friday, April 11
|
Semi normal day in the summer school of resalest.
Went to play guitar for kuya in his little project. Played "dont go Away" by Oasis. Justin sang. Could I say that the mic loved me more than justin ^_~
Had drinkning with Sina pat dennis seven and trish with the additional of aubs and his two female friens who shared some bubblegum lambanog.
after 1/2 glass of lambanog and 1/2 glass of vodka. I was very tipsy. some people say drunk but I think it was tipsy! I remember shouting and hardly talking to anyone there. I kept on being ni my little "lone wolf" streak. And I was having the hardest time walking straight...
translation : my need to be somewhere no one else is.
I'm so sorry for being noisy and drink. I was screeching like Mrs. Borj.
I did I mention I heart every one? ^_^
[[[after 3 glasses of water]]]
am currently sane....
Thursday, April 10
|
I've been singing too much. Lol. Loving the song vector by Maaya Sakamoto. I hope you know she has WAY better english than Hyde. lol.
Happy Lesbo day too pet. ^^
Just wondering who rat zero dude guy is....
So far it's an ok day. Though I was suffering in the eary morning because of the usual cause. Todays topic is "Actors and Actresses and Hot Teenage Actors.... and Actresses..." or something like that saying that this guy from this show is hot or "gwapo" and he's a user and he got this actress pregnant and This other actor had to go to a hospital because of throat problems caused by blow jobs.
no specifics. please.
But I felt better after a little chit chat with the first year girls and one sophomore. We were talking about our future fairs and how BIG Xavier's school was. SHIT! I mean they have a foot ball field the size of Poveda... but wait! there are three more! fuck. I also got to share some one my Junior wisdom to them ["the prom sucked! xavieran bands suck! hel, xaverians suck! they're insensitive little pricks!]. Ahh... I feel More knowlegable as I grow old. ^^
And surprisingly since poveda is officially a saint, it wont be Blessed Pedro Poveda. It's St. Poveda. [it dosent have a ring to it...] Also PLC (poveda learning centre) will be SPA (St. Poveda -something-) eekk... SPAvedans.... It dosent sound nice.
Also we were having a brush on J rock stars such as L'arc and Gackt. Kinda sat that the freshmen and the sophomore know my name but I dont know theirs. Shit... I need help.
oh oh oh... The topic changed about this tall mestisa girl in 1st year, who likes and is liked, by an atenian. As their discussion went on, I was trying to think of who they were talking about. Then I said, "Is that the girl who had a crush on sir angel?" BOOM! Everyone was clapping and laughing. Oh my gawd. Then I was notified that another student hadf a crush on Sir Angel.
Dont they know he's taken?! By Sir Carlo =p but everyone's really depressed that He's leaving and returning to Xavier.
NOOOO!!!!! I'll miss Sir Angel and his little disputes with Mariel. Since Mariel and Sir have been fighting since first year in the basket ball club (info from erika) and when they finally fought face to face in class, He had to leave. =( Wawa si Sir Carlo...
lol
Yea. I'm gna go to La Salle, St. Be-somthing- tom! Kuya's gonna sing and I'm gna play the guitar and we're gna record it. I dont know why. Kuya wanted to. So there.
Pray that I'll survive.
Wednesday, April 9
|
Did I mention that I watched the DNAngel anime? MWAHAHAHAHA!!! After 6 or 7 years of waiting! It comes to me. Well, I cant blame them, the manga is pretty slow.
Ok my opinion. It's both good and bad. In the intro, Dark and Krad was already exposed. The setting is made up but it looks like a small town in europe. They always use 3D for that. It's kinda irritating. Remember how it happend in the manga? Daisuke giving her the letter and getting rejected. In the anime he didnt give it to her but was about to. It's irritating and that part came in the middle of the anime. The first half was basically showing the setting.
But I have to say, Daisuke is as cute as ever! I'd just glomp him. Well, I'd glomp Soujirou, Tir, Eriol, and the rest of my kois... [yes... I am deprived. But hey! and anime harem is better than no harem]
the good part is... *wide grin* Satoshi was hitting on Daisuke. Saying words like "oh, I wanted to be alone with you." and "Are you free tonight?" And I saw what feisty smirk on his face when he grabbed Dark. Rarrr.... When I saw that, I knew that I belong... the fanfiction.net in the DNAngel section feverisly reading the new dai x sato yaoi. Oh my gawd.... I remember the blanket fics.
Well, Everyone knows a blanket fic is pretty common. That's why it's called "the good ol blanked fic". But what I like about it is (1) the character's cute reactions and (2) the wonderful image of "hot passionate sex" for the sake of survival. Ok, i found that funny....
Sigh... I love life. ^^
The only depressing thing is that Hiwatari looks older... and Daisuke looks younger....
|
This day turned out a pretty good day. Some songs were sung. Some papers were filed.
But I was very happy that I went song hunting. There was an online karaoke-- and I’m too lazy to get the html—that I was singing with and one of songs I sung was the opening of Escaflowne. Surely most of you remember what it sounds like. Anyway, After that I had went on searching for Escaflowne mp3 and while I’m at it Slayers. A long list of anime form my childhood appeared. Bakuretsu Hunters, Cyber Team, and Akazukin Cha Cha. But mostly rekindling myself with songs sang by Megumi Hayashibara.
Gawd. So many songs… I felt very nostalgic. It felt like I was back in grade 4 to 7. It was like I was back on the third floor of the house in San Juan. Playing with the PS late at night. Re-watching anime tapes for the 4th to 7th time.
While the songs were downloading I was gathering up some pictures and stuck them to my little scrap book. Sayang lang yung dedication. =p
Oh yea… since I’m recalling the old days, I remember that kuya used to say “punyetshki”. And he stopped saying that. La lang…
Monday, April 7
|
As very few of you might have heard, I just recently attended my summer class. The algebra summer class is a mixed blessing. Why? Well, the lessons were taught in my 1st year days. the down side is 1st year was such a long time ago...
Sometimes I would like to ask god why? but then it would be very much useless. I'm stuck in a room of my batchmates around 14 of them who 90% of them failed both algebra and geometry. I'm just algebra; Also the only person studying algebra right now while others are studying geom.
When the teacher's out, my virgin ears could not take the disturbing discussions of chismis, bikinis, boyfriends/love interest, and conyo/taglish remarks. I'm the odd one out as usual. m finding it kinda funny that I'm the only one that dresses in loose dark colored clothing, while everyone is happy with their tight pink shits and "sexy" bell-bottoms. My only refuge is the pond downstairs where several fishes and two toi-toise live. Ah... pawikan...
I'm very happy that I could talk to some people, around three. they're first years. yes and one of them is my pet snake, karen. ^^ Lucky for her, her class dosent talk about the weird things in life.
I dont know. I feel very solemn-ish today. I'd just like go on with my life please but no...
surprise, surprise! the people down in resalest remember me.
on additional note: our male teacher is very very gay. in a not pretty sense...
On a note to my brother: I'm not a pity player. And right now you are making me face a very difficult situation and I dont really know how to reaspond. Also I would like to talk to you about my post.
And to all the other people: I heart you! ^^
Friday, April 4
|
oh yea. one more thing. Pet, both of you, cud you tell me ur addy? ^_^ I kinda lost it. lol.
|
was in a drinking session with sina pat just grace trish dennis and seven. lol. they weaird stuff they say when they're drunk. ^^ I had a couple of rounds myself. but the only thing that was there was white wine and red wine. I could drink white while more casually now. I dont think I got drunk tho. But I felt very very loose and light headed. I was still very much incontrol of my body exept that I could feel the alcohol make it kinda numb....
I was txting ppl that I heart them. only one person was suspicious of my words. erika. lol. "are you drunk?" NO I"M NOT!!! Kath thought I wanted something from her. lol. ^o^.
A word of advice from patric: "men only say they love each other when they're drunk" I will make all the guys in the world drunk! that is my current goal that I am too lazy to achieve. lol.
I am patially amazed that seven can carry 140 lbs of fat. I mean... I cant! I mean.... I cant only carry.... 15 lbs of.... groceries. fuck. I'm too weak. He tried to throw me over to the pool but I wouldnt let go of the marble plus I warned him of my cellphone. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! I win.
Ok. Remember I said that I continuously forgot seven's name? I called him 3 names: (1) cyril, (2) paolo (justin's paolo), and (3) richard. I feel guilty and hes the third persion I know that thinks FF 6/3 is kick ass. but not as obsessed at it as mechoy and erika. Oh, and one last thing. HE'S WILLING TO READ GRAVITATION!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Yaoi strikes again!
so there! fun fun ^____________^
Thursday, April 3
|
O_O;;;
<--- just saw a shota yaoi and feels very traumatized.
Wednesday, April 2
|
well, just reading kuya's post I felt pretty upset.
[ahem] I think every one wants it the easy and secure way. "go to america! $6/hour, clean streets, and working governments." [I hope you know their president is insane] Everyday here is like... an RPG. You have to keep you're car from getting stolen, have suprise attack when walking in an alley, convince the police officer it wasnt ur fault [diploimacy... naks]. It could have been an RPG world but with out the BGM, EXP, money, world map, oh and HP. hmmm... so how is this an RPG again? oh yes... the random encounters... I think.
^_^
"the only thing that matters is just following your heart, and finally you'll get it right.."