Sunday, March 30


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I have a current fave character in a manga series. sadly that series only lasts 5 vols. I forgot his name [guilty]. But he's very much kick ass.

hmm.. I just remember that fatima told me that barbie has the nices hands = fatima held barbie. =( m sad...

I'd just like totell charles that I'm not mad at him anymore. tho I think he knew that. oh well, I dont care. It was bound to happen anyway. I was hoping pretty soon but I just realized it know. so there.

Rio [a guy in kuya's party] was pretty darn good. DAMN! I want him to be my percussionist. Me and kath were learning stuff about percussion instruments from him. 'stigass. too bad we didnt get to earn that instrument he was trying to teach us. And Paolo! Oh my gawd! he is soo kul! I mean just play anything on the guitar and he'll make the accompaniment. sadly I dont last for more than 30 secs in guitar =p. But but Rio and Paolo make a kickass duet in the category of .... jazz... I think. ^^




Saturday, March 29


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And the whole night was fun fun ^^ with kuya's friends and I met new ppl with kath!

Paolo's hilarious when he's drunk. He was singing this song "I dont know how to play guitar" with my guitar. very very sloppy playing and very very rowdy voice.
screaming: "I dont know how to play guitar!"
Ricky shouted: NO SHIT!!!

lol. very funny. ^^
forgot seven's name for the 3rd or 4th time. I'm sorry!

kuya's friends are very nice. plus like anime and RPG. ^^ they played xenogears and I think Rick owns the Xenogears audio CD. YEY!! go him!

..

did I mention that barbie is pretty? I saw her on TV. tho I was kinda turned off that she looked very... chinese/japanese. she dyed her hair. =(




Friday, March 28


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I was just watching coyote ugly [I think that’s how you spell it] and the guy is just so god forsaken GAY. I dunno. later thought about what if when I reach my college years and I meet a gay guy. I will be introduced to rituals I’ve never seen. Be shocked and traumatized by what I experience with the 3rd sex. All my fanciness of gay guys in high school will be shattered. Then I’ll walk around and become a homophobic.



I doubt it

I pray not. Ideal Gay best friend: Jack [from will and grace]. Cant help it. He’s just so cute. He’s the kind that’s all hyper and doesn’t think. Hmm… sounds like a ditz. He has his own logic and still makes sense.

Lol ^^

Note to self: kill jobert bec of PBEM




Thursday, March 27


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PRITOLAS!!!!! Candalf is very very sorry. I was in the CD store looking for tapes for mi mama. ;_; I'll kill you for not going to fatima's houe. We were waiting for you actually.
I *heart* you!

I feel guilty now. damn it. need yaoi's healing powers...
[after 2 mins]

DAMN! no narusasu fics! NOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

So most of you have already seen yasunori mitsuda's picture. I wanted to get an outsiders opinion. ^^ by the way.. that's not his girlfriend. or maybe will become his gf. but he said they she looked like his older sis. hmm...

like I said before, it's all on incest!







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hmm I have a bad feeling. I think dad will get angry at me. no. wait. dad is angry at me. so that goes to two options:
a. yell at me
b. give me a 15 min lecture

huh? just incase if anyone is wondering it's because I didnt go out to the party and entertain the guests. stupid isnt it? well, they're not my guests and well, I'm a freggin introvert! I cant talk to most people even if I want to. =_= ;

so there. HOLA! 'm taking summer next week. just incase if anyone wonders about my grade in algeb its :UUU <- straight failure.
sir lito definetly sucks. cant wait to give him a slow painful death after I leave school.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!







Wednesday, March 26


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Erika… I love you.
Seriously! You are soo good at HTML I could strangle you. She is like the goddess of HTML! Who said it? “Let’s fire Sir Gary and hire Erika!” [I dont know if that's a good thing or a bad thing] but yea I kinda feel guilty for making her do stuff. I'm sorry! >_<

^^ That’s Tir McDohl, my one true love. I would pick him over tetsu anytime. >_> seriously.

Anyway! Had very fun fun time this night!

I was over in fatims’ place for a supposed goodbye party for eriko. Its just that eriko dosent want to go and we forgot about her. [ß guilty]. So we were helping kath for the up coming tespan site while eating ruffles and the delicious dip that fatima made. Wheee!! Be sure to visit it as soon as it comes out.

We were eating dinner at her grandma’s restaurant and were talking. Fun fun! Kath made a comment that from grade 7 we all grew up except for me =p. cant help it.

Then after that we had a round of taboo! I nominate this as out tespanese game. I’m so happy. I had a lot of fun. I wish I could do this again. ^^

when I think about it it's like It's been a long time since we just hanged around. I dont even remember if there was a first time. It was like mostly composed o fthe pure joy of each other's company. I liked it. ^^ These are one of the times that I'm really happy to have fatima, char and kath as friends.

Navi: well, if you must I'd rather him in square coz the cds are easier to get and it's more popularized. He should at least wait till he's like a living legend like Nobuo Uematsu
[yes greta u must be really happy] so it will be easier. I dunno It's harder to get the CDs basically.
I have to admit that he already has a certain style but it's only one style. it's not varied. it's too early for him to quit!
plus if he was still in square he could have made an orchestra version of Xenogears and stuff. he would still have licence over his works.




Sunday, March 23


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Well, yesterday we went to the orchestra thing. It was kinda kul. Ok so it was VERy kul *_*. We were in the orchestra seats; I kinda had the tickets on discount. Then, after the intermission we went to those special boxes on top where you’re separated from the crowd.
Note: you must pay P10,000 just to sit there. And Yea. But note it wasn’t easy. I had to talk to the guy who sold me tickets then he had to talk to this manager person. Its like I caused uproar. And it was obviously illegal.

So The Violins!!!!! The pianist!!!! It was like his fingers weren’t moving. It was sooooo kul!

It was funny. There were two gay guys beside us. Thus code named kogure and mitsui. I swear. I think they heard us. One of the tuba players wore a headband.

Ok let’s talk about erika’s theory. Everyone gave their hair to the devil so that they can play music well. The pianist was balding and looked like he was possessed. The other musicians were also getting bald and the only one with a lot of hair was hairband boy. Thus dubbed “Satan” coz he has a lot of hair. It’s insane I know but seriously it was funny.

Moving on, after that thingy. We went home and to the 6th floor and sat by the swimming pool. We say a bat. Well, I say the outline. I don’t eat carrots >_>.



So today I was reading yasunori mitsuda’s profile and his friends profiles and interviews.

Small discovery. He’s athletic. Whoa. He was a sprinter. Whatever that was; And was in the swimming club.

Major discovery that made me very upset: He QUIT square. I mean how can you “quit” square?! No one “quits” square! NO! Square “quits” you! Er… another word but, Yes. I mean it’s brave of him to quit square and become a free lance composer but square has kul games that he could compose in. ;_;

sigh…




Friday, March 21


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>_> cant help it. I dont like it when other people are going to use my computer. If it get's broken again then I'll surely know its my fault. YEa so I broke the computer so many times. but I try to take good care of it sadly it just lasts every 3 months then it get's broken all over again.

is it my fault that justin likes to leave the computer on for the whole day? that's why the mother board got fried. and mom said it was MY fault. che.

Im all sweaty. havent taken abath yet. there was something wrong with justin's comuter and I wont let jasper use this computer; that's why I had to go fix justin's computer on my own.

yea call me selfish. If this computer will break again then I can fully say it's my fault. but I'm not gonna let them use it and put all tthe blame on me. gr...

plus I dont like jasper snooping into my files. when I get in the room he snoops at my scans with the acdsee without asking permission. I dont like it when he does that. I dont like it when anyone does that. but it ews lie the 4th time I caught jasper doing that and it really pisses me off.

at least ask, damn it!

feeling slightly angsty. I need yaoi. it's the only remedy for... light-hearted ness. the chocobo theme isnt working. grrr. utterly pissed.

will go to an orchestra later with erika, kath diaz, prit, and char

computer: T_T
candalf: >_>;
computer: yaoi?
candalf: yes please!

[[[[5 mins and a fanfic later...]]]]

awwwwwww. isnt my son (naruto) so cute? ^^ and so kind and and other positive stuff. ^________^ he made sasuke cry.
but seriously I think sasuke had a thing for his brother in the beginning. I tell ya, it's all incest

now sasuke's sexually abusing my son. I dont know whether to be happy or sad.

....... now my son's running away. what a wussy. the only guy that can take it is Ayame from fruits baskets! oh yea! "direct all you're sexual desires to me!!"

... I'm so proud of him.... i think...>_>;

ok. analysis, so far two fanfics say that my two sons have grown quite handsome. and I say to all of you. "Du~h!" but what about my eldest? did he grow like that? I dunno but he has grown quite... womanly. I mean Shuiichi Shindo. Yes. yea. enough said. He has pink hair and wears hot pants. what more could you ask for? he goes for intriguing/introverted writer types who loves smoking and has a "traumatic" past. [seriously, does killing a guy at a young age traumatic? not to me. I find it something to brag about] and his idea of fan service is making out with the guitarist.

I love him ^^

ok. I think no one understands the "sons" concept here. Ok. First of all when I watched gravitation I felt a strange connection for shuiichi. He was so gay, I loved it. From then on I felt very protective of that particular character. I thin kit was my motherly instincts that were kicking in. My second son, Hikaru. I also kinda sorta protective of him then I realized that Shuiichi and Hikaru had the same family name. Hi-ho... my second son. And yes I am VERY protective of him and I hate his... partner. Lastly was Naruto. He needed a hug and I have grown very attatched to the character so there. I love naruto. for bonuses. I met them at their aga. I mean I met Shuiichi foirst and he was 18, Hikaru [15], then Naruto [12]. See. Isnt it a co-inky-dink? and and Naruto is ya from a different fish.
hmm... sexually obsessed, mentally obsessed, and physically/spiritually obsessed. I dont know if Chakra counts for spirits..
if anyone is curious. Shuiichi is the lead character of Gravitation. Hikaru is the lead character for Hikaru no go. and Naruto is the lead character for... well Naruto.

derier... Ja^^




Thursday, March 20


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kill me now.......






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Yea went gaming yesterday. Hehe… sadly we didn’t quite fill Cyril’s expectations of being good players. There was a lot of mishaps.

Pamela was a tremer. With her usual cool and calm character

Char and Erika were twins, Ventrue. I fancy their earlier Idea of siemies twins . Kul. So of one was embraced it was a buy-one-take-one thing.

I was the infamous Malkavian named Roberto and Judyanne, but her real name is Calypso [later discovered that was a woman in some ancient thing. Just heard the name from “apes dos mil” by Glass Jaw]. I have split personalities. ^^ And I later became a GM’s tool seeing as I bring the group into a lot of trouble. It was funny the way that I was semily advertised as a must for every GM. I cant help it! I was in character. [ah.. remembering sensei…]

They were going to leave me in the asylum. Although I was an idiot at stuff she was pretty kick ass. Justin made her =p so I cant cheese. Sue me! I was his Idea too. But hey! I had some minor adjustments.

Two thingies…

Cyril: *nodding* thinking is good.
Candalf: Stop that! You’re making it sound like I’m missing something.

Another one…

Cyril: [was explain how a vampire gets ‘high’]
Candalf: kul! I wanna get high, too!
Everyone: …
Candalf: I don’t… really need to get high now do I?

Fun fun ^^
Cyril: SORI WE SUCKED!!!!!!!!! >_>



went to the concert. Sucked I paid for the entrance I didn’t even go in. I bonded with sina Erika, prit, aurora and kinda sorta with Camille. Fun. Although I kinda regretted coming. The only reason why I came was to see fatima play and to see ma play. Fatima was grounded and was replaced by.. some.. dude. I left na before ma got to play. My parents picked me up >_> all in all.

T’was a good day yesterday. ^__________________^… basically




Tuesday, March 18


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THIS IS THE SECOND FUCKING TIME!!!!

I type. computer fucked up and poof! say bye bye to my post today!
FUCK!




Thursday, March 13


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Zach and Joey just ended ;_; I dont get it.
they said Joey's leaving.. WHY?

so so what's gna happen? hu's gonna be in the morning show?




Wednesday, March 12


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grrrrrr I hate it. when you're in school you wish you had a break. when you have a break you wish you had school. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!! Ok so maybe I have a couple of things to take care of but I'm getting really slow at it.

I work well under pressure.

this is so irritating. oh yes before I forget, I have an announcement: I AM A DITZ. is that how you spell it? oh well yes., I am I have been saying this weird stuff, I have short attention span and... that's about it. I'm a ditz with minions, or what I'd like to call "pets". drg... ... see! I'm doing it again! the "dgr..." the weird sound. and and I'm user friendly. That's what cess called me but obviously the whole thing was a joke.
drea comes along with an Ice cream and I look at her and say "I love you"
drea hands me the ice cream I refuse. I WAS JUST KIDDING. or was i? I dunno. I did that to the lady in the American college thing. I was asking for the painting in her office. She smiled and said no then I said "but I love you!" she just laughed. I said that to kath too when I wanted my ice cream to be a large.

so I say to myself, "am I to user friendly for love?" <-- immense effort to rip of sex in the city... and failed>

gawd I have nothing to do. gr. I told myself that I'll study for SAT but I got sooooooo bored. >_> cant be helped. Actually it can but I'm too lazy. yes...

I saw the 3 libra video in my data cds. *sniffle* tir... the song reminds me of tir from suikoden. I'd just like to say that the video was well made. ^^ GO whats-your-name! I was suppose to remember his name soz fatima sed it alot but my memory fails me. again

I'm 50% done for my post in the pbem.

I told myself to redraw the comics but nooooo! I wont listen! gr. I need a... master? no no basically a person to push me to d othat drawing thing.

ahem: "I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you and the dress you wore when you broke my heart~"

gr. it's 2:46 in the morning~! I must sleep!! I wish I could go back then when the words summer ment playstation. sigh. I mean when school ended greta and erika were "playstation 2" I'm just .... yes.... yea... uh-hu... whatever... I'm a non conformist. ;_; I want to play PS too!

hmm... I'm fearing my contax now. Aubs told me that there was this actress that slet with her contax and got blind the next day. NO! I just slept for 3 hours at around 4. I dont want to be blind! that's why I'm wearing them in the first place! I didnt want my grade to get any higher. I have a fear of becoming blind. sigh.

I'll try to sleep now. mata




Tuesday, March 11


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SEE! I told you i suck. great I'm gna flunk the toefl.

ppppppooooooorrrrrrrrrttttttfffffffoolllllliiiooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~

sir lito's a prick. grr. I'd better pass. actually there is a way it's that the parent's kinda "bargain" with the teacher and obioulsly does not include money. maye a little drama act but mom WOUDNT DO IT~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! gr....... I'm frustrated. atleast an S! that's all I'm asking for!

Ok I'm reading a narutoxsasuke fic. seriously! I'm gna slap my son-in-law. first he hits on my son and now he's angry at him and THROWING stuff at him. Dgr~! I mean, sasuke was sexually abusing my son but I liked it! I dunno I find it soo cute! sasuke with his cool moves and naruto with his... cluttered personality. awww... ^^ so there that's the basic explaination. <-- some how that looks wrong>

I'd just like to celebrate for monday. bec. me and the guys practiced. WEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! finally. I think we're gna practice in poveda nalang. tho my violing obiously needs some improvements. >_> forgive me for being path-e-tech at violin. I will practice. yes. like like Ya-chan. yes. ^^ a couple more meeting then yes~! I should stop saying yes. and I should stop eating so much or else I wont fit into my beautiful orange pants. really! they're like ^^ tetsu-pants or something kya~!

I just missed drew carrey show and who's line. I feel guilty.





Monday, March 10


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To kuya:
well.. I always thought Farfie's head is broken from the start =p. But I have to admit, his "hurting god" reasons are funny. Wow, Gravitation is hentai?! HOW?! there arent even scenes! gr... kuya's bein talking in such a... formal tone lately. it's creepy.

...

YEa, just had an orientation about american colleges. I still dunno what to get. The art category or music category. ^^; I dont feel that excited. wait I'm not excited. It's such a hassle and and kath thinks I'm a retard... "tear.." well not really but basically she said I acted like one. but all is forgiven since she bought me a blizzard earlier. I just have to say I will suck in the SAT and the TOEFL. ;_; I have horrible grammar.

I wanna kidnap sir dave... la lang. He's too kul. I LOVE YOU, SIR DAVE! but not as much as tetsu~... ^^;

I love you more today than yesterday~! but not as much as tommorrow ladies and gentlemen. I dont know how to spell tom. >_> NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

I will study for... yes. I might get scars from learning how to cook. >_>




Sunday, March 9


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Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?

hmm.. semi interesting. I dunno It caught my attention. I only know very little about this guy. kuya kept on watching it eh
Are you damned?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

You can laugh at the silly superstitions of the religious, safe in the knowledge that we are only dust and lies. All that will be left of you after you die is a slow decay and some fading memories in the minds of your friends. Hope you're enjoying your life at the moment- there's nothing better to come.

whoa! surprising. I didnt think like that. one of the funniest things was : why is christmas so important? ... its the day of increased suicide rates ^^


Which Famous Homosexual are you?
Brought to you by Rum and MonkeyHow spiffing! You're Alexander the Great!

Yeah, baby. You were the King of Macedonia, and conqueror of much of the world; you're responsible for the spread of Christianity, as well as Hellenistic society and even the Roman Empire. Your power was feared for thousands of miles around.

And how gay were you. When you'd conquered Persia, you fell in love with a male courtier from that court - scandalous in those days, because the Persians were believed to be uncivilised barbarians.

You were always really in love with your boyhood friend, Hephaestion, and when he died you were grief-stricken to a legendary degree: convinced that he would live on after death, you passed away soon afterwards.


I just had to take this test ^^ WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEy! It's the end of the school year! WHOHO!! I'd just like to say I'm glad I wont see that really annoying person for a while. Yet I'll see her again next school year. yes. I dubbed her "the leech". She sucks the life outta me. ~~~elk.

I still cant pronounce "ewe" properly. dgr...

say a prayer for me.. coz I can barely.. breathe...

while I was studying for my CL orals, I jsut got reminded of Farfaello from Weiss.
remember he doses something thensomeone asks why?> and he sez "coz it hurts god" I am here to tell you on why licking knives [the thing that farfie lieks doing] can hurt god. >ahem<
liking knife--> hurting tongue --> body --> temple of the holy spirit --> thus you are "destroying" the temple of the holy spirit --> the holy spirit is part of god --> hurting god. MWAHAHAHAHA!! ok I find it ridiculous but hey it's what we learn in school: a ton-o-crap~!




Friday, March 7


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oh my gawd! I want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in happiness.
I downloaded somgs by trust company lately and I got an original version. Well usually when I download the song someone edited it so that the chorus could be played over and over again. I'm in love ^^ I'll buy the cd. WHEEE!!!! I love the second voice.

I drowned myself in shojo stories. I soo suck. but but there was this gay guy. and and I cant forgiv the protagonist of the story. ;_; coz it's like this: 2 guys were friends since childhood and one of them grew feelings for the other. Then the female protagonist appears and likes the straight guy and there was a scene where they were both together and and Yaezou, what ever his name was, saw it and walked away ;_; NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! his heart was broken! that insensitive bitch. I I I wanted him to be happy. "tear" but but noooooo... the main character always gets her way in the end. DGR!!!

i love trust company. sadly that;s a name of a brand of condoms.... "tear..."

Bananas are evil they make me constipated. speaking of food. After the spanish presentation me n the group went to robinsons. I bought eriko a wooden karabaw ^^ ok I dunno if she'll like it but I found it cute. anyway as i was eating my fries, vernise told this semi-interesting info to greta and she's been shouting it at me while i was eating. you know what it is? "french fries are cancerous!"

the twit. I want revenge. I mean even potato chips are cancerous. It's like being immoral. EVERYTHING you do is immoral i am not FREE!!! free to do god's will!!!! yes.. my religious life is forever scared by mrs. borja's words. "tear..." my poor future. well i think I'll be taking summer school now. damn... and i payes hel of alot to that god forsaken tutor.
nappy time ^^.....






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candalf: Oh my Jesus! what the hell is this?!
pat: you're so selfish...

HASH(0x8382cf8)
You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!


Which Imfamous criminal are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

really? I never thought about that. hehe...

SENSEI~!! I will send sketches... when my scanner works...

I just saw this in my CL book ^^ I dunno It made me laugh
humans are
1. homosexuality is a disease






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I'M SO SORRY FOR MY HORRIBLE SPELLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes. that is todays topic. Well.. not really but yea...

hi pam! hi charles! hehehe...

ok. Yea. I got my test paper back form Mrs. Borja and ---you know, most of her tests are essays--- she writes there: "You're spelling is so BAD."

;_;. In hte words of felice, "tear...". Mrs! You're so mean! ok nd lately Charles corrected my spelling for immersion. THERE! Must I be taunted even in my rantings?! [not that Im that mad at that... but you know what I mean. someone: no...] ok. moving on... You know the Aptitude and iq test thing? I got a P in both my spelling and grammar. I mean a P! That's below below-average. "'tear..." soon candalf... soon.

he. he. he. The strangest thing. You knwo my character concept for sensei's game right? well, for some people. when I told it to char, she said she had the same idea too. god. I got another accidental rip off. I hate it! You know when you create something. Like a character or a setting or somehing like that. You later on realized that someone that's more known already made that feat and you're looks like a rip off. DGR! Ok that happend to my "setting" in a "story". I accidentally ripped of Cephiro. Dgr... and and other things i forgot. I laready told it na to char so yea... DGRRrr!

Sir gary and sir dino's a prik. also sir lito.

You know the Algeb test? yea. I flunked. DAMN! And I kinda studied my hardest for it. And and wen i saw the test paper, i didnt recognize any of the topics there! Shit. Hello summer school. "tear..." NO! I dont want to go back there! NEVER!!! it was so horrible.. *shiver* and stick figure was there.... *shiver* NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

the whole time I have been drinking sips of vodka mixed with strawberry juice. You wont notice it. I like the feeling of alcohol. It helps me relax. hmmm... strawberry.

did I mention that sir dave is kul? Im sad. Ms. Mima's baby's heartbeat stopped. ;_; I wanted to see "Athena" or "Dave jr.[... the vanity]" to work. ^^




Sunday, March 2


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heya! I'm in an internet cafe. ...
yea.. life sucks. I still want mycomputer. I havent seen it for 3weeks. I hope by now ppl know that I have a horrible relationship with computers. so far I broke:
3 video cards
2 lan cards
2 mother boards
and some thing else that I forgot.

So this is exams week. woopie [in a monotone voice]. after all this I will shower myself with games. hmm. L5r, 2 pbems, emersion, and a vampire thanks to cyril. wow. I really want to get rid of this one person. yes I do. but I cant. She be stuck with me for the rest of my life. elk. no not char. someone else. grr. she irritates me. according to char she is "claudine the 2nd" she'll be haunting my very soul for all eternity. nobody knows her. except me and char and fatima. the disgusting leach that clings to everyone. elk. save me now! I finally ranted about it to char the other day. thank god . I feel better.

my dad's comming back from america. well...
ciao~





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